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Date : Sunday, November 30, 2008 Time : 3:16 PM im gonna go soon.
well, since my uncle's gonna come fetch me home. er..well then. in advance. GOODBYE SINGAPORE and friends~ for 5days! :D see you all soon. when my internet's back. shall keep a diary or something to keep track of what i did :x
Date : Time : 1:30 PM O: this (tuesday 6.50am) is gonna be my first time leaving singapore
to a far far away country besides malaysia (genting) :D im excited :D wheeeeeeeeee first time on a plane O: first time going HK O: first time changing to foreign country's money O: first time.....packing a luggage O: ll said that his friend coming back on 2nd dec while i'm going there on 2nd dec haha! uhh.. band is nice :D we doing Ambitious Japan and another song at there for the exchange. wheee, get to dance :x im at my cousin's house again. mehh, bored. oh yesterday while i was using the handphone walking with mam wanjie and mam fiona they saw sir yyz, my kor O.o but i didnt see him ._. i was using the phone~ lalala~ but either way, i was still shocked lahs. for like many many hours ._. nowadays keep crapping like some idiot like that :x and being freaking hyper ! i need more songs ): but there's no internet at home T.T haish ._. no thumbdrive here either. but alot of songs here ._. oh they say we must eat sweet while on the airplane if not the ears will hurt ._. mehh~ i dont know ._. uh. shall hunt for friends online on msn now :D sometimes i wished i knew exactly what to say and if time could have been rewind to hours before that day i might have stopped myself, so that it wouldn't have turned out this way
Date : Wednesday, November 26, 2008 Time : 8:50 PM something's wrong with me.
am i seriously going mad or something? i don't feel like myself anymore. sometimes i act like a fool, sometimes i feel that i am serious. sometimes i don't feel like talking yet sometimes i don't want to care sometimes i can't help but notice that something changed while i wasn't there. sometimes i feel unfeeling, but sometimes i take up the dare. am i freaking weird or what feeling so many random self so too often. am i thinking too much or what burdening others and finding problems asking too many questions. instead seriously, i haven't been thinking for others. so i'm going to stop complaining. yeah.
Date : Time : 5:43 PM As you can see, I've changed my blogskin and song.
Please read the post entry before this one :D [edited] Lyrics :D for song. i told myself today was gonna be the day,
Date : Time : 3:03 PM to all my beloved friends worldwide :x
-mainly in pasir ris and tampines- hello :D and i'm sorry i havent been online ): my internet got cut off! so here i am as joy's ghost. lols :x i'm at my cousin's house lahs haha. it's like WOAH. everything that's happened since that day my mei go camp. i've forgotten ._. haha. i've alot to say actually. but i can't remember O: oh, i shall tell you this. i've been spamming band and tee bee everyday :D in a week's time, i'll not be in singapore anymore and you'll gonna get ready for my funeral. lmaos. we're going to HK on the 2nd of DEC. but we're staying overnight at school on the 1st of DEC cause we have to leave school by 5AM. that will mean that we have to wake up at 4AM :D and we will reach at 1.30AM on 7th DEC :x haha. i'll like to say sorry for not replying any of your comments but i'll take back my apology cause i'm gonna do it now :x mm.. let's quote comments! okay first to.. mam clara : yah haha, but unfortunately i'm gonna have to change song like, today. =3 liqing : yes sot gurl number 2/3 ? :x onii san : yes :x that's obvious. isn't it :D of course you have to pay back ALL the comments and tags you owe me :x AIAI<3 : REALLY? i'll check it now :x yanfang : oh, yah, but i miss the anime ._. onii san : i can't, unless you help me pay :D yanfang : shall tag back to you soon. huichun: BANANA HUAT AH! ALWAYS NUMBER 1 :D MX : haha, no ._. im not good at it yet. ya, of course long time no taggie :x from oldest to newest :D and i shall copy and paste everything into their tags now ._. (somehow) okay. i was looking back in jody's blog on 14th nov ._. but i found a quiz on 13th nov which i was supposed to do. here goes~ Q; The person that tag/pass me this is? A; JODY AIAI <3 Your relationship between him/her is? A; my best aiai from 20'07-'08 and it's gonna still be the best in '09 and '10 Q; Your five expression of her/him is? A; hyper, fun, cool, someone you always wanna hang out with :D, extremely easy to make friends with ^^ Q; The most memorable he/she have done for you is? A; buy me things that i COULD NEVER AFFORD and is always there for me when i'm sad/happy/hyper/mad/siao/sot (which means the same) Q; The most memorable he/she have said to you is? A; whatever she says to me is memorable :D Q; If he/she become your lover you will? A; uh. she's my aiai LOL. i won't do anything ._. Q; If he/she become your lover, thing she/he need to improve on? A; nah, already great, no need changes :D Q; If he/she becomes your enemy, you will? A; kill her first :x Q; If he/she becomes your enemy , the reason will be? A; maybe because of my weirdness ._. Q; The most desired thing you wanna do for him/her is? A; give her a proper present :D Q; Your overall impression on him/her is? A; the-best-aiai title is already given to her :D Q; How do you think the people around you feel for you? A; i know this question! they will feel that i'm weird :D Q.;The characters that i love about myself are? A; weird and hyper. very easy to get along with ^^ Q; On the contrary, what about the characters i hate about myself? A; give attitude when i'm angry ._. Q; The most ideal person you want to be is? A; no other than myself :D Q; For people that love, care & concern for you, you want to say anything to them? A; i'm always there for you too, i will never forget you all (: Pass this quiz to 10 person that you want to know they think of you, they are? 1. clara 2. idris 3. mandy 4. yanfang 5. junwen 6. jody 7. fiona 8. jasmine 9. liqing 10. agnes Q; Who is no.6 having relationship with? A; i dont know o.o with alot of people :x especially liqing :D Q; No.9 is a male/female? A; female! Q; If No.7 & No.10 is together, will it be a good thing? A; you wait long long also won't happen :x Q; What is No.2 studying about? A; studying about notes and scores now :x next year then sec 4! Q; When is the last time you speak to No.3? A; uh..on uh..saturday ._. Q; What kind of music band No.8 like? A; our band? TPWE? i don't know :x Q; Does No.1 have any siblings? A; yes :D a big sister. Q; Will you woo no.3? A; uh..no o.o Q. How about No. 7? A; nah im not les :x Q; Is No.4 single? A;yes Q; What is the surname of No.5? A; SOH :D Q; What is the hobby of No.10? A; isit blogging? mapling? oh my gawd, i dont know x) Q; Does No.5 & No. 9 get along well? A; they don't know each other O: Q; Where is No. 2 studying @? A; TAMPINES SECONDARY SCHOOL Q; Talk something casually about No.1? A; she's my ahjie :D Q; Have you tried developing feelings for No. 6? A; as friends? o.o Q; Where does No.9 lives @? A; ._. i dont know. Q; What colour does No.4 like? A; black? or is it blue? Q; Are No.5 & No.1 good friends? A; somehow i think so :D Q; Is No.7 the sexiest person in the world? A; yah :D Q; What is No.6 doing now? A; outside shopping ? somewhere outside of home :x
Date : Wednesday, November 12, 2008 Time : 10:13 PM if you wanna cry, cry.
if you wanna leave, leave. stop wanting, yet unwanting. don't stay here awaiting anymore, nobody's gonna come, nobody's gonna care; for you've decided, so stop hesitating. so stop bragging, start moving. if you cared. you wouldn't have said that. you wouldn't. so, no matter what, nothing's gonna happen anymore. nothing's gonna change, nothing's gonna rewind or be back to the way it is anymore. so what is it now? i mean, who bloody god damn cares? just freaking get out. get out. stop self pitying yourself, stop asking for sympathy, who cares? who bloody cares? you caused this you caused this whole freaking thing so who cares, nobody's gonna help you. you ain't even worth to rely on people.
Date : Time : 12:43 PM hello.
i've been locked inside my house while i was bathing. gahs, now i'll be late in going there. boredness~ CMs have switched to version 60 ._. i'm downloading it now. hoipe nothing goes wrong -cross fringers- so.. i'm bored. yesterday was. not okay. horrible. stomach ache ah, head pain ah, all the aches ah cannot play properly ah, freaking change of my own sound ah all those things. mam fiona and mam wanjie gave the very shocked face like ' oh my gawd is that joy? what the hell, her bass clarinet sound changed!' and so on. during sectionals, my laughing was contagious uh. once i start laughing, the whole section starts laughing :D that's nice. mm~ okay so we side read two scores and i couldnt come in properly. i lost count, lost in the lalang. i cant side read scores. ........
Date : Monday, November 10, 2008 Time : 3:44 PM kuai dian D: Crime Maplestory!
KUAI DIAN FINISH MAINTENANCE! T.T so slow. i've been spamming anime again. oh i level 72 liaos :D edited at 7.24pm : GOSH WHAT THE. there was a freaking roll back and i went back to level 45. everything was back to normal and i had to buy and train everything back again. i'm now around level 72 now, after around 1h 30min.
Date : Time : 10:55 AM i wonder if i should change my seat in band..
i really don't feel like sitting there. what if i change place with Yongliang? but i don't want to sit beside that other guy. gah. but i hate sitting on that levelled place! so should i just stick to that seat i'm already sitting at? but i can only hear Mam Fiona. but i don't want to sit next to her because she's loud ._. lmaos. no lahs. joking :D i want to sit beside someone to compete with, i find that sectionals are very helpful when i sit beside him i tend to want-to-go-louder ._. and want-to-be-better. maybe i should really change my seat,or not. depends. SEE HOW FIRST. see they want to change a not also ._. I've been thinking a lot about the Senior-Junior-Senior-Junior-Senior sitting position >_> CrimeStory is down T.T i'm bored. i started yesterday :D oh and i slpt at 4am yesterday. i woke up at 8am, surprisingly. yes yes, xinyi. you are very OBEDIENT. haha :D
Date : Time : 12:26 AM HELLO :D
sorry i didnt blog for two days. i was freaking tired and slpt for 15hours. from that day saturday night at 11pm till 2pm the next day. maybe it was the red wine, who knows.. okay here was what i did during the wedding day itself on 8th of nov. 8th Nov 2008 at 5:14pm went to my aunt's house after i got back from band. (okay, band was nice that day) i sat in my aunt's car that my dad was driving. and i reached her house at 5.32pm. yah, and then i saw her dog sitting around the floor as usual. two freaking dogs, one brown one black. the left one is call wang wang, the right i don't know.   and my little cousin, who looks so sweet sleeping on that sofa. God knows how long he's been sleeping there. with no freaking fan. he freaking looks like L when he is awake. with his eyes and all. really! except the hair and body size! :O i was like, what the..lols  okay so we reached there at around 6.30pm. i think it's at the New Harvest Church place, or was it City Harvest? located in woodlands or something. she held her wedding there apparently. okay so i went into the room she was preparing in. i saw her in her wedding dress (which was freaking lacy) and she look damn pretty :x i mean, prettier than usual. and i saw his groom, the uncle who always drives me to church. at around 7pm we go down, then i went into the restaurant. it was nice lah, the atmosphere and all. and hell, her wedding cake damn nice can. as you cant see, the pink and brown things around the wedding cakes are teddy bears. edible or not, i don't know.   and i freaking waited from 7 till around 8.30+++++. going 9PM. and i was damn hungry. and i was figetting here and there then me and my sister were damn bored so we took out the camera and started shooting random things. but i didn't upload those photos uhs. wait till i get a hold on them. back to topic... and as they walk up at maybe 8.55PM or 9.00PM, i don't know. there were those dry ice effect which was super nice. and because i was sitting DIRECTLY behind there. i can feel the smoke thing.  oh check this, it's freaking cool lahs. the thing behind keep change colour lols. andand, oh my gawd, it's like a puzzle behind fixed. somehow, it looks like this together lah, but same colour uh.   okay, during my wait, and while i'm dinning, and after the dinner. this was amazing. the 'amazing-always-refill-me-to-the-brim-glass.' no matter how many sips i take, it will always refill itself the waitress damn pro lah. drink abit only also refill ==" i don't even know how many freaking glasses of orange juice i drank   oh and i tried red wine. abit only i scared i really kena 'knocked out' gah, it tasted horrible. maybe i'll like it when i grow older.   oh here's the first dish after the long wait~ erm, a mix of things, i remember got 'ba kua' and some pineapple thing.  here's the 2nd dish, or maybe it was 3rd. okay, i forgot to take the picture of the dish in the beginning so after everyone finish, then i realise. uhms, this is my dad's plate. so here's the fish head. xD  here's the 3rd dish or was it the 2nd? anyway, this is shark fin's soup. oh it was freaking nice, i couldnt get seconds ._. well, once in a while. i only get to eat this.  this is the 4th dish :x chicken ._. but i didnt like it freaking bones everywhere, make it so difficult to eat.  here's the prawn dish. the 5th dedicated to yong liang. haha no lah, joking. this was nice, but i lazy take out shell. (actually, i dont know how) my dad helped me take out one prawn's shell ._. and then i stopped eating prawns.  here's the real one dedicated to yong liang. xDDDD  here's the duck thingie. the 6th dish oh you can see the head and leg sticking out ._. okay, this was another difficult to eat dish.  ohoh, here's the abalone. the 7th dish. it was freaking nice i tell you :x i ate alot of this. but then again, because my aunts all go washroom (dont know for what, vomit? lols) then they didn't get to eat alot (because i ate alot of this :p)  here's the 8th dish. it was some noodle thing the noodle looks like those japanese noodles. but this was nice too. :D  the 9th dish. ah, red bean. the last dish as well. okay this was nice. but after all of these dishes, i wasn't full oh well...  ah, one of the decorations :x  my 'march in of my ah ma and her maid ' lmaos. no lah, they leaving the restaurant.  LASTLY: my aunt the bride and her groom :D during the exchange of cups thing.  them again, during the pouring of champagne. :D i didn't get to drink ._.  okay, these were during the dinner. i just wanted to put this at the somewhat, ending. :x oh, while we were leaving ): aww, but it was fun :x they were shaking hands and stuff. and i don't know who is who ._. except the last three. my aunt, her groom, and my dad. (from right to left.)  this is the first storey of the place, i forgot which church was holding here. maybe i remembered wrongly ._. anyway, this was the small pond thingie. it is nice, the fishes are orange and swimming. and with all the light decoration :x  ah the light thingie, taken from 2nd/3rd floor.   the freaking round-about-staircase  oh i almost forgot. the restaurant name :D i'm like helping them promote or something.  well, end of pictures now :D look forward to next time xD
Date : Saturday, November 08, 2008 Time : 2:21 PM hellos :D
today was fun. but i woke up late again. i thought today was a weekday or something. i thought band practice starts at 9am. i woke up at 7.30am O: rush uh. left 30min to 8.00am. okays. so today i was, unusually a lot more energetic. so i guess i was trying to play louder. i tried very hard not to bite while i play. because i always bite a lot, during combine. we did marching today :D and i was about to fix my former clarinet. mam yanfang took it ._. then i took mam zifeng/mam avril's. yeah it was fun. :D mehh. the conductor remembered the concert thingy gah, i was teased today ._. then sir idris keep disturbing me. ._. contact lens. next time if buy, must remember buy reusable one. okay so it ended nicely. somehow. we might change the schedule to go on the Hong Kong trip gahh, i hope it stays the same! mehhh... oh guess what, i saw a female version of bj today ._. when i was going home. i took bus 293 i happen to see a girl who looks like bj. ._. that was so random lah. haha. later going XIAO GU'S (aunt) wedding. mehh, later then prepare ._. now lazy. i shall...ANIME NOW. hahaha. janeh~ maybe won't online again at night. depends. maybe blog tomorrow :D
Date : Friday, November 07, 2008 Time : 11:39 PM hellos!
today was horrible, in the beginning. well, i went to band. and i happened to cry and then we went to somewhere far away! we went to some CCBC or was it CCAB; whatever C place. okay then we went there to watch Nicholas march and to see Mam Clara :D i only saw mam Clara just before going home ._. hell, bus rides to and fro was like hell. but not as bad as from toa payoh. it's like 1hour++. i think i'm having bus sickness again? ohoh and i reached home at around 11pm :x i went to buy fish fillet student meal in mcdonald. hell, my brunch ( breakfast/lunch) was french fries. my dinner was fish fillet burger plus french fries. freaking mcdonald's day. tomorrow we will be doing marching O: i got freaking deep blisters! my whole skin peeled off. AND IT'S ON BOTH LEG. (how am i gonna bathe later?) i think i'm going to scream and bathe at the same time. yeah ._. best solution uh. i shall thank MAM MANDY today. and MAM ZIFENG and MAM SHAUR EN andand, MAM YANFANG! seriously ._. ohoh, and i had fun going to the POP thingie. with mam kaili, mam wanjie, sir teexian, sir hongyong, sir frederick,bingjie and sir weijie. then met mam clara, nicholas, mr tan, mam fatan, mam afiqah, mam sarah,mam sabrinah and mam yuunki(dont know how spell) yah. it's fun. somehow. it's nice, watching them play the songs. aye, i better get going. later very late already! oyasuminasai minna! in advance :D
Date : Time : 1:14 AM I WISH YOU A HAPPY BIRTHDAY
I WISH YOU A HAPPY BIRTHDAY I WISH YOU A HAPPY BIRTHDAY AND A HAPPY DAY TOO! to : LIQING! andand, this sounds like a christmas song. P.S; edited at 1.24AM. a lizard just crawled/creeped pass me :O so oh my gawd.
Date : Thursday, November 06, 2008 Time : 11:21 PM hello -.-"|||
i'm freaking tired. yesterday i went to band. then after that i got home at around 5pm and when to take bus to my aunt house at around 6 going 7? and i only got to toa payoh at around 8.30pm. okay, so i went to buy stuff and all with my aunt. and we reached her house at around 11pm. ate my DINNER and chat with my cousins and stuff. and i still kept eating ._. but since there's band the following day (today ), i had to sleep early. okay, my EARLY was at 1AM in the morning LOL. and then i woke up at 5AM, bathed and i ate again. we went down at around 6AM in the morning to take the bus from the bus stop opposite her block to Toa Payoh Interchange. then i took bus number 8 instead of 28. i heard it's faster ==" and i got off one stop before the interchange. i reached home around 7.15AM. just in time to prepare. and then i got dressed and stuff. i went out of my house at 8.10AM and took the bus to Tampines Interchange then took MRT to Bedok. yah then i went for band. okay. so i was freaking tired. imagine rushing here and there. like as if i didn't sleep or something. it was fun though. like magic :D but i was so tired, i even slept, WHILE STANDING UP, in the bus on my way home after band. i'm thinking alot now. trying to clear my mind. spamming animes now. gah. QUIZQUIZ. 1. What kind of person are you ? - crappy person with random personalities. 2. Have you ever stead with someone before ? - what if i said no? 3. Have you ever try smoking? - HELL NO. 4. Who is your first boyfriend ? - no comments 5. Who is your last boyfriend ? - no comments 6. What is your greatest wish ? - what the band wishes is my wish. 7. If you have a choice , would you want to have a boyfriend? - no. 8. If a hunk woo you , would you accept him? - no. he might be a hunk, but he may not have brains. 9. Do you love your family? - i love my relatives and friends more. 10. Do you love your friends? - truck load yeahs. 11. How much you want for your pocket money? - just enough to eat. 12. If you have $1 now , what would you do with it? - put inside my piggie bank 13. If your boyfriend wanted to break with you , would you cry? - depends on how he break with me 14. What is your favourite song ? - way too many to list. 15. Who is your favorite singer? - i never took note of the singer. 16. Do you like reading magazine? - not exactly. 17. You prefer a guy who is same age as you or a guy who is older than you ? - depends on the person. 18. Is your grandparent still living on this earth? - yeah. 19. Do you love your grandparents? - 50/50 20. What kind of movie you like to watch ? - comedy, superstitious , supernatural 21. Have you ever tried raw food? - yeah 22. What is your favorite food? - i don't have any favorite food. 23. What is the name of your first pet? - i didn't name my pet. 24. What is your favorite instrument? - bass clarinet. but i like drums too, and saxophone, and guitar ._. 25. Who is the person you last called? - my aunt. 26. Who is the person you last chatted in msn? - jasper! 27. Who is the last person who tagged in your blog and why that person tag you? - me :X say thank you to caomei :x 28. Have you ever tried to dye your hair? - yes. 29. How many ear holes are there on your both ear? - 2. :x 1 on each. 30. What is your favorite colour? - white. but i like black,red, purple and green too. 31. How many links are there in your blog? - wait, i go count. everything included? 30 to my friends. 26 to past posts 4 to credits 3 to my links 1 to tagboard 1 to exit 32. Who is your last link? - jesslyn, my sister 33. Who is your first link? - afiqah, from band. 34. Who is in the middle of your links? - AGNES 35. In all the links , who is the closest to you? - Clara! followed by Jody and so on :X 36. In all the links , is there any person who is younger than you? - yeah 37. In all the links , is there any person who is older than you? - yeah 38. In all the links , is there any person who is the same age as you? - yeahh 39. How many links do you want? - depends on how many people i'm linking. 40. If your bestfriend betray you, what would you do ? - forget him/her. he's/she's not good enough of a friend. but i will still forgive. 41. Have you ever fall in love with food ? - yes :x many a times. 42. When will you feel sad? - when i things didn't go the way i expected/wanted. 43. Have you ever regretted doing somethings? - yeahh 44. What is your ambition ? - play better :D catch up with my senior. 45. Do you like a guy who is romantic? - depends. sometimes very icky. 46. In what situation will you feel that you are unloved? - when someone ignore me ._. 47. Did you ever failed to do something? - obviously. 48. Who is your idol? - ANIME IS MY IDOL! 49. Who is your best friend? - clara, jody, agnes, shirley, elena 50. List 8 people to do this quiz? - JODY! - PEIZI - AGNES - guigui - transexual - shemale - lesbian - gay
Date : Tuesday, November 04, 2008 Time : 3:21 PM okay.
i'm gona be online only for while. freaking headaches and stomach pains. freaking fever. since yesterday night. i wonder what's wrong. but i still blame that french fries i bought from bugis mcdonalds. i didn't go to band. argh. so gonna miss out alot of things. and i don't even know if it's true yongliang is having a high fever. or that he just don't want to go because all of the seniors + nicholas not coming for band. where got so accurate, i fall sick, he too, fall sick. on the freaking same day. on a day of band practice. List of Things/Problems :
i think i'm going to sleep now. like, i can't do anything anyway.
Date : Monday, November 03, 2008 Time : 11:00 PM freaking headache.
after crying for awhile stopped halfway complained, stopped halfway. i dont know. my head hurts. argh.
Date : Time : 10:04 PM oh oh.
i'm having a fever. O: shitty fever. my temperature keep rising! no wonder i feel so cold. gahhh. and what the hell. i think i ate something wrong. maybe it was the fries......... argh, my stomach isn't feeling very well. i'm thinking i starting to have diarrhea. gah, nvm. i just ate my stomach medicine. hell, my tummy feels warm, very warm. but i hope i can keep this fever on.. so that i will play louder tomorrow.... mam wj won't be there tomorrow mam fiona won't be there tomorrow nicholas won't be there tomorrow. prawn will be there, but he.can't.play.well.yet. gupeng. i. don't. know. if. he. will. come. even if he comes we also play different parts. how. ? play louder. play louder. play louder. trying so hard to. play louder. play louder. play freaking louder. so. much. that i don't know. how much. i can handle. i. am. still. trying. to. teach. him. it's only 3 months away. three.months.away. so. how. tell me how. how to teach him. how. i don't know where to start. .....
Date : Time : 7:54 PM just came back.
bored bored, boring. and more freaking boredom-ness. today go gaigai with shirley and peggy. went out but we didnt do anything special. cut my hair. - became less messy; i guess. became thinner. went to bugis.- walkwalk; bought french fries (never buy french fries sold in bugis' mcdonald.) oh and we saw chakshing from 2E5, to-be-classmate next year. and then went back to tampines. took mrt and then i made us ( 3 of us ) all laughed at some things. like repeatedly and continuously. something i always do. but it was fun. but seriously embarrassing. i think everyone was staring at us 3 siao ginahs. oh and we went back to tampines, to tampines mall; planned to play the arcade. but guess what. we didnt. freaking hell, all that V's fault. ruined everything! argh. okay so we went to TOYS R US. i was freaking lame and i was playing with spongebob. i mean the soft toy. and then i placed one sponged microphone near that spongebob. and i did freaking lame and random stuff. hell. and we all went to artbox after that. and i was telling them about that big yellow banana soft toy. after that, they went to buy sweets in minitoons. on the way to the library. we saw that marshall from 2E1, to-be-classmate next year. oh and the library was damn freaking cooling. almost fell asleep. didnt find any book i wanted to read or interested me, so we all decided to go home. bought otahs home though. i think it turned cold by now. walked to interchange with shirley after peggy board her bus. shirley's bus 69 came quickly afterwards. i waited for 293 for a very long time. and then there's this guy who kept leaning back swinging his body and talking on the phone. so freaking pissed off. his bag keep banging me. gah. okay so i was being all lame and freaky today. so bored, bored bored bored.... well, back to anime-ing i guess. janeh.
Date : Sunday, November 02, 2008 Time : 11:27 PM oh yeah.
we might be going to a HONGKONG trip for band. yeah. i'm looking forward to it. somehow, i guess. i've never been out of singapore before maybe only to malaysia. i have never been on a ship or a plane before. something i desire i guess. i don't know. it's kind of pathetic. but somehow, i'm abit depress now. i don't know what's wrong with me. man, i hate this.
Date : Time : 10:21 PM oh so i'm freaking bored.
yeah. A) People who have been tagged must write their answers on their blogs. B) Tag 8 people to do this quiz & those who are tagged cannot refuse. These people must state who they were tagged by & cannot tag the person whom they were tagged by. C) Continue this game by sending it to other people. i've tagged: who want do this just do lurh. i am so freaking pissed now. 01. What have you been doing recently? - anime-ing & chatting, maybe just spamming. 02. Do you ever turn your cell phone off? - nope, once in a blue moon. 03. What happened at 10.00am today? - i was still sleeping. 04. When did you last cry? - today at 2am+ because alot of things went through my mind. 05. Believe in fate/destiny? - yes. why? 06. What do you want in your life right now? - mm..don't know. i'm freaking confused, i dont know. 07. Do you carry an umbrella when it rains, or just put up your hood? - i don't have a freaking hood. & yes i carry one, but i dont use them. 8. What's your favourite thing to have on your bed? - my darling pillows. 9. What bottom are you wearing now? - black shorts. 10. What's the nicest text in your inbox say? from yyz kor. Eh mei...How ue feeling? 11. Do you tend to make a relationship complicated? - no, for what? 12. Are you wearing anything you borrowed from someone? - uh, hell no. 13. What was the last movie you caught? - it's been so long, i can't remember the last movie i've seen. 14. What are you proud of? - i don't know, i'm abit depress now. 15. What does the oldest message in your inbox says? this is from JODY aiai. - Lols .! Hahahs. Faster come lahs lolss. 16. What was the last song you sang out loud? - Legend of Mermaid at 1am+ today. 17. Do you have any nicknames? - AHGUI, laoshu, AHJOY, guigui, joyjoy. 18. What does your last received text message say? from shirley. - Hahas. Me eat lunch at hm. So we 1.30 mit? Hahas. At inter? 19. What time did you go to bed last night? - erm, 3am in the MORNING? 20. Are you currently happy? - nope. 21. Who gives you best advice? - friends (: 22. Do you eat whipped cream straight from the can? - what's whipped cream? 23. Who did you talk on phone last night? - unfortunately, no one. 24. Is anything bugging you right now? - yeah, something.. 25. What/who was the last thing/person to make you laugh? - the anime i was watching. 26. Do you wear toe socks? - erm, i'm freaking normal. 27. Who was the last person you missed a call from? - some unknown number i never came across before. 28. Have you ever had your heart broken? - why not. countless times. 29. What annoys you most in a person? - their ugly hearts, how uncaring and selfish they can be. 30. Do you have a crush on anyone? - not anymore. 31. Have you ever done cocaine? - i don't know what that is. 32. What is the colour of your room? - freaking white. 33. Would you kill someone you hate for a billion dollar? - i won't want to end up in jail or feel guilty or be traumatized. 34. Do you believe in the saying of: talk is cheap? - yeah. somehow. 35. Who was the last person to lie in your bed? - who else but me. 36. Who was the last person to hug you? - elvira o.o 37. Did anyone see the last person you kissed? - i'm sorry, i don't freaking kiss anyone. 38. Do you have a life? - not exactly, i don't know. 39. Have you ever think someone died, when they really didn't die? - yes. 40. What is the reason behind your profile song? - don't know, lately i only liked listening to sad, slow songs. 41. Who was the last person you saw in your dream? - that shuai-act-cool-guy whom lived in this block. 42. Last time you smiled? - i can't remember, fake smiles? 43. Have you changed this year? - yes, why not. 44. What are you listening right now? - Love Chronicle by Changin' my life 45. Are you talking to someone when you doing this? - nope. 46. Do you walk with your eyes open or closed? - it depends, sometimes open, sometimes closed. but i blink, so both. 47. Is there a quote you live by? - i've alot of quote i live by. 48. Do you want someone you cannot have? - unfortunately, yes. 49. Have you ever played an instrument? - yes. just blowing a note or something on alot of band instrument before. but played on clarinet and playing on bass clarinet. 50. What was the worst idea you've had in this week? - i'll try jumping off from the 4th storey in school and see if i die. 51. What are you doing last night at 11pm? - watching anime, chatting with some random people. 52. Are you happy with your love life right now? - i don't know, i don't really care about these anymore. 53. What song best describe your love life? - Eternal Snow by Changin' my life. 54. Does the person know that you like him/her? - no...i dont think so. 55. Who always make you laugh? - i don't know. i can't remember. 56. Do you speak other language other than English? - chinese, hokkien. a few words from japanese and a few words from malay. 57. Favourite website(s)? - any anime websites. 58. What's your middle name? - my nickname. 59. What are you doing tomorrow? - go out with shirley. cut hair. stone. watch anime. 60. What do you think you are like? - someone born with the wrong gender. 61. Who will you choose to die with? - i don't know. 62. Where have you been today? - home. 63. What game do you play often? - no games. 64. Who are you missing right now? - i don't feel that anymore, about missing people. 65. If you have to choose between friend and love, who will you choose? - friends, i don't care about love anymore. 66. What are you doing right now? - listening to Embraced love and doing this quiz. 67. Which primary school are you from? - Tampines North Primary School 68. Name 3 colours that you like? - black, white, purple/red. 69. What emotion you like to show? - scary emotion so no one will come near me. 70. What is your life to you? - something my parent's gave to me. 71. If you have something troubling you, what will you do? - solve it myself, i won't trouble people if it's personal. 72. Who did you last chat in msn today? - Mindy 73. Who do you admire most? - my seniors, friends and mam clara 74. Which month are you born in? - january 75. How are you feeling right now? - irritated and depress. 76. What is the time now? - 11.13pm 77. What kind of person do u think the one who tagged you is? - no one tagged me. 78.What colour did you use to dye hair? - chestnut brown, when i was 4. 79. Why are you doing this test? - freaking boredoom and i just like doing tests. 80. What do you do when you're moody? - curse and swear silently or openly, cry to sleep or watch anime. 81. At which age you wish to get married? - i don't want to think so far now. 82. Who is more important to you? - my friends. 83. If today is the last day of your life, what will you do? - confine myself inside my room so no one will know i'm gone. 84. Who is the person you trust the most? - my closest friends. 85. Do you believe in seeing a rainbow after a rain? - yes. i saw a double rainbow before too. 86. If you have a dream come true, what would it be? - i don't really know. you should ask my inner self. 87. What is your goal for this year? - cope with school and do well in exam/tests/quizzes next year + play better on bscl 88. Do you believe in eternity love? - somehow;. but between humans? never. 89. What feeling do you love most? - i don't know. i really don't know. 90. Do you really think its Global Warming now? - yes. because it's freaking warm. 91.What feeling do you hate the most? - being betrayed. 92. Do you cherish every single friendship of yours? - yes. i do. 93. Do you believe in God? - yes. 94. Who cares for you most? - my friends. 95. What do you think is the most important thing in your life? - the experiences you get, going through life. 96. What will you bring when you fight? - handphone. to call the police. 97. What have you regretted doing in your whole life? - trusting someone i shouldn't have. 98. What would you feel if no one no longer cares for you? - i'll get used to it, so i won't feel anything. 99. What if your boyfriend/girlfriend two-timed you? - i dont really care, i'll just dump them or something. 100. HOW DO U FEEL NOW? - i feel nothing. why do you ask silly questions.
Date : Time : 9:24 PM today, around 1am to 2am.
i couldnt sleep. and i had a weird position for sleeping. i was leaning against the wall, being perpendicular to the bed. and sleeping in that position. and i slept like that till i woke up at 11am. which is bloody weird. i hate you! I HATE YOU I HATE YOU! i freaking hate you, you baka, freaking idiot. i'm referring to someone, so yeah. I HATE YOU! didn't even talk to me argh, I HATE YOU! LIKE FREAKING TRUCKLOADS! like super duper! no kidding! and i won't talk to you anymore! I DONT BLOODY GIVE A DAMN ALREADY! oh so what, so what! |
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