to the students of SSDC
a note of warning!

STOP BOOKING ALL MY SLOTS!!!

everytime i go down to book my slots, i dont have any left. seriously, you can NEVER book a slot unless it is exactly one month later from the day you are there. like i have never knew there were so many student over there. and i think most of them are made up of people in my batch lor.

i only managed to book slots only after the 29 April!!! that is more then one month from today lor. and even the time slots they have are like worse then shit. i cant book it online coz my internet can load the page coz there is some problem somehow. and i ahve to drag my butt over there once in a while to do the booking.

and they leave me what really crapped up timeslots. dont they even know that people have to work/study/relaz? but anyway... did a little bit of block booking. i am going back to continue booking the stupid slot next week. and there better be something for me. i dont want to graduate only next year.

singapore ar.... so KS

From Law to Theater

it just hit me whan i read the article in today's life section. "The local arts and entertainment arena is a magnet for lawers. some even give up well-paid jobs to live the life of a struggling artiste"

there are so many people in this world that live their life on what they love to do. i want to be like them. ready to give up all the earned for themselves and the security of their WELL PAID jobs to do the things that really matter to them. i really respect them though i also have to be honest and say that they are stupid.

i for one is really attracted to the arts too.

blame it on drama classes.
and mr philip.

it has gotten me thinking that it have been a long time since i did something like that. say... sec 3? i really miss those times where i was able to play who i wanted to play. and speak in what ever emotions i want to speak in.

"let rome in tiber melt and the wide arch of the raged empire fall... this is my space. our dungy earth alike"

house of fury
4 STARS!!!

shanny paid S$8.50 for a ticket to go watch house of fury and join the crowd in the cinema. all because of who? MY STEPHEN FUNG!!! suddenly instead of catching up on my sleep, i rush down to see my cutie pie on big screen. sorry man i simply could not help it... even if i was SO FAR AWAY in the first place

i mean i must support his new movie. he DIRECTED it anyway... he does john woo better then john woo.

stephen fung de lun???
10 out of 5 STARS

you think shanny dont ever watch chinese movies in the cinemas??? you think i am the angmoh-sified blabber mouth who only watch english movies and animes? you are so wrong. shanny is GLAD to catzh this da shuai ge on any LCD screen or projector anytime, anyplace, anywhere. just give me a ring and ill pay my S$8.50 to see him fling poles and do kungfu. (in or out the country)

i mean this show is GOOD!!! not only do you see two shuai ges (cough... STEPHEN FUNG and DANIEL WU) but the fight scenes are fantastic. the characters are so cool. even the bad guys look temptingly yummy. like hello? how many times have i seen that michelle guy act some role of the bad guy. he is totally doomed to delicating the rest of his life protraying himself as the perfect bad guy. even his fight team of that four really angmoh looking chinese were really well clad in leather suits and fling weapons like nothing.

but then... MY STEPHEN FUNG kinda over rights everything. he is SO CUTE with that little dimple on his left cheek and that boyish grin and toot hair. i like him every since i caught gen-y cops on tv three years back. then he arrived on so many shows that involved fights and now he is NY HERO!!! if only he looked at me with the sweetness in those eyes...

meltz...

the totally took my breath away when he started flinging that metal pole about. adds masculinity to his character. I LIKE!!!!! how many cute hongkong actors do you see doing kungfu with perfectly chorographed fight scenes using perfectly available weapons and looking perfectly cute while doing so. he even had dolphins to spice up this role!!! his clothes are perfect, his smile is perfect....

....

sleeping beauty??? NOT IN THE DEADEST FOOT

shanny woke up at 7 am today.
clubbing till 3am plus yesterday.
reached my room at 4am
slept at 5am
and yes woke up at 7am

reason???
no idea.
just did not feel like closing the eyelids.

still manage to survive the past 40 hours with less then 2 hours of sleep.
read finish a book. watched a movie.
yeah... still awake.

decided to turn in

the bed looks too inviting.

Jillian choc out and get drunk and then get HIT ON
note the time of post

today/this morn was really a splurge day. out to celebrate the "Great" dictator birthday. it has been so long since i have done something like this. something like pigging out in a first class hotel. like come on. how many times in a year are you able to sell your soul and pockets for tonnes and tonnes of chocolate. an i really mean TONNES!!! we are talking chocolate buffet leh...

i mean. there was no dinner eaten today. we just went straight for desert and then pig out the millions of calories and risk putting on another 10kg the next morn (which is now) i am so gonna get fat. the amount of that thick brown thing was enough to filter all my joy and delight in consuming that few tables of sweet chocolate. i mean there was even a fountain of chocolate!!! i've seen fountain of water, but have you EVER seen a fountain of thick rich MILK CHOCOLATE??? and there it was, sitting on the table inviting me to increase my sugar intake and suffer from diabeties for the rest of my life.

i wish i could bathe in it.

shanny is gonna balloon up and burst. leaving a spray of chocolate with bits and pieces of intesting and lungs.

it was such a nice place. so classy and yet i think we are the only idiots sitting there taking pictures with flashes and irritating the rest of the people around. i think we were so loud. come to think of it we were utterly unglam. so happy to spend time with the girls.

sponged down to club after the dinner. Rogue is still the best place man. i simply love the music. R&B is a class in itself. drowned down a few and manage to dance like a loose baboon in the middle of the dance floor. have not enjoyed dancing so much, it was better then the last time.

CERTAIN PEOPLE even got HIT ON.

anyway. only return back like half and hour ago. still stink from the smoke in my hair. it is hard to wash off and it is comfirm gonna stay in my thick head for another two days. i am gonna smell like a smoker. but mommy is not around to bother me. haha... and still to awake to go to sleep. it is for thirty in the morn and i am still awake. considering that i sleep at 10. i am so made for clubbing. i'll stay up and we'll see how long through the day i will last. think i will resort to play my sims 2 for a moment.

here is some pics.

good relaxing friday

what is better then being able to have time for yourself once in a while. for the past three months i have been struggling to keep myself to work and then off to do the things which sometimes i quite reluctantly do. but today. i put everything aside and feast myself in self fulfilment and enjoyment.

no more irritating people.
no more work
no more school
no more parents to bother me
no more stress

just one day specially delecated to myself for the sake of my happiness. there are so many things that can be done in me own sweet time. there is the joy of filling up with much awaited animes and then curl up on the bed like a hibernating bear with a book. or maybe to blanga-ing your butt in front of the computer paying your old computer games.

how many times when you start workin can you actually GIVE yourself time. most of the time you reasch back like a dead dog and then after heating up in the tub with hot steamin water, you feel so tired you dont even want to watch tv. all you want to do is to hit the bed and hope you can dig out an eternity to sleep through. really wishing that the sun never rises and the alarm clock never rings. there is a repeated routine of wishing something happens in the morning.

i find myself sighin every morning, just knowing that you have to face the crowd again. the alarm clocks looks irritating and you just want to smash your fist through it. and then throw the remains into the toilet bowl and flush it down the chut. and then hope thay nothing else rings the next morning.

just a question to ponder over

you know those bald stars that occur in rock bands or on tv...
they look really good right?

do they even have hair in the first place?

oh mi GOD

did you see the over of todays straits times?
candice is on the front page...

FRONT PAGE and RIGHT ON TOP...

rich girl

If I was a Rich Girl
See, I have all the money in the world, if I was a wealthy girl
No man could test me, impress me, my cash flow would never ever end
Cause I'd have all the money in the world, if I was a wealthy girl

Think what that money could bring
I'd buy everything
Clean out Vivienne Westwood
In my Galliano gown
No, wouldn't just have one hood
A Hollywood mansion if I could
Please book me first class to my fancy house in London town

All the riches baby, won't mean anything
All the riches baby, don't bring what your love can bring
All the riches baby, won't mean anything
Don't need no other baby
Your lovin' is better than gold and I know

If I was rich girl
See, I'd have all the money in the world, if I was a wealthy girl
No man could test me, impress me, my cash flow would never ever end
Cause I'd have all the money in the world, if I was a wealthy girl
I'd get me four Harajuku girls to
Inspire me and they'd come to my rescue
I'd dress them wicked, I'd give them names
Love, Angel, Music, Baby
Hurry up and come and save me

welcome back to cpf

it is amazing how long the queue can get at bishan branch on a normal day. there is always a queue that is out of the main door and curving round the building at weird times of the day. blame the government and all their policies. if there wasnt any thing as cpf then there will be no more queues outside the building. most of them make up the 15% demographic of elderies who demands to have their money back. they are really scared they die early leh...

greying population means more white haired at the little green building. and then shanny will have do dig up all the mandrin and hokkian to talk normally... my chinese have imporved superly... try me...

closed the ers counter... well it was just not really working when there are no one to mend the place. with people at lunch and on leave there is really so many things for so little people. just like some goondo running to and fro trying to do everything. can die lor. yesterday that who took leave and left me and ade to do. then in the morn i was stuck at EL all the way with my buddy - the air, to take the counter.

lucky next week will have new temp staff coming in. i like the idea of being senior... will have someone under me. they will all suffer!!! hahaha... through they are doing different things but who cares. at least i dont have to slucker over the darned e lobby and die of the bad breath and BO. can really die lor. the amount of bad ouder i smell is worse then staying in the rubbish bin lor for ten years. have to hold my breath all the time. can see myself turning red and lack oxygen every two customers

either their body stinks or their breath stinks or their perfume stinks.
everything thing stinks.

but with the new temps next week i think there will be lesser for me to do and less OT to deal with. lucky here grace dont really bother much about the time sheet. can keep clocking up $$$. just last week i already clocked up 52.75 hours that is WAY more then i have every clocked... that in monetary terms mean $250++ after cpf deduction.

i downloaded my spongebob ringtone...

i am so gonna set it as my ring tone. i have been wanting this ringtone like for every. can you just imagine shanny walking down the street and then this spongebob tune rises in the middle of orchard. and everyone will turn their heads to looks at this 19 idiot with such a kiddy ringtone?

so cool rite?

was thinking of getting the tiny toons or loney toons ringtone to. then ill be the untimate kiddo.

i am apparently the only one in the house that still watches cartoons. i am like the only person who still pratonages my disney channel and nick cartoons and watches rented anime cartoons like crazy... i am actually the idiot who bothers to rush home to watch pokemon in the afternoon. yes... that is how kiddy i am... who watched pokemon and digimon tamers on sat morns. and then tune on to simpsons in the evening and then cramp up on the disney movie cartoons at night?

this friend of yours does...
cheers

welcome to my world again

it has been hard to survive without a working internet. and finally after 2 months i have gotten my computer fixed all over again and welcome back to my blog. really hope i have not lost my readership.

this have been going fine as of yet. results, work, blah blah...

was just at the "study in Australia" fair yesterday. there are so many opportunities to study in the outback. the coverage of education they have there is fantasic. and i kinda figured that with my results (ABB) i can get into ANY university over there in arts. i mean... that is not the point, but isnt the acceptence of international students supposed to be higher? with my this kind of grades, i sure cant get into ivy league or stuff but even mel uni can gurentee me an enterence. all i need to do is to fill up that piece of paper. and take this really huge study loan and spend the rest of my life repaying this piece of paper that is made in Australia.

i mean studying in Aus is NOT CHEEP!!! like here in singapore, our uni fees are only bout $20,000 a degree which equals to three years. over there they are robbing me of my money which bottles up to $20,000 a year without counting accomodation and transport. and melbourne is not the cheepest place to live in.

mommy is there now and she saya that it is more expensive to buy a planted in australia apple then buying the same nationality of apples from NTUC. one bar of dettol soap cost A$2.5 (S$3), where her you can get the same for 3 for $2.5. it is a wonder how many stuff that is made in aus is more expensive there then here locally. weird right?

but if i really have to migrate over there then i guess i will have to go over to study. but since i am comfirm gonna get into NUS fass, i think i may just consider doing my undergrad here and post grad there. i hope the migrating decision mommy makes is not going to impact my much.

but then again... maybe ill just go over willingly and get married to some really cute and muscular ang moh guy and give birth to cute little blond haired kids. western guys are supposingly more "exciting"... hehe... i wonder which part would be...

finally back to earth

it has been a really long time since i last did this blogger thingy. dont blame me man. blame the stupid computer that keeps deciding to break down everytime i want to use it for the good of mankind... it really is for the entertainment good of the rest of the world and myself included. it keeps screwing up so badly. and i really miss bloggin on a REGULAR BASIS. but too bad this post is probally a one time only thing until i get my com fixed or better with a new com. (typing this on a mac computer. damn nice to use la)

anyway... shanny here to report the missing portion of my year 2005.
there were so many things that happened to pass by.
birthday ehich rocked (rite girls???)
work (which sucks)

but the highlight is probaly my beautiful A level results which i totally do not get to blog bout.
well... i didnt screw up econs and lit as i really thought i would have. really have to thank God for this miricle and guidence in my life. Holy enlightenment. all the while we really thought that it was really a gone case for dearest shanny over here. she missed one hour of the econs paper and never in the first place ever gotten pass a D for lit... and suddenly, the whole world decided to change and shanny is the new recieptee of a new ABB. yes i finally lived through my A levels and i am finally getting to uni. i have been waiting for this moment for a very long time.

results day though really long ago is still replaying in my head. i totally did not want to look mr lee in the eye for notice of something i really didnt want to see. i simple did not want to see my failure in his eyes or his face. i kept staring at his legs all the time. there were so many people and so many emotions. a series of failure and happiness. well... for me, it was just satisfaction. i did it...

i finished my A levels with result that can get my into the fac i want

then comes the next big thing that i happen to be doing now. which is applying for the darn university. my results could get me to most places that Arts pple can get to except law. but the thing that has been goin in my mind is the fact that i dont want to pick this point of my life wrongly. it is the final paper that we are going to put our education over and i dont it to be something that is not goin to be of any use in the future.

it has been ringing in my head to pick biz or fass. i have been really thinking really hard. biz would be more useful and practical in the use for singapore. fass will only give you a common degree. but the thing is that my interest lies in fass or rather geog. i love geog and i most probaly going to take it in the future. either that or econs. but then that would be till i am in year two to decide. so... i am just going to apply to NUS fass and SMU biz. but the thing is that the stupid spplication is killing this brains of mine.

must answer retarded open ended questions and then still have to make yourself sound smart and not too smart and then blah blah blah and boast bout all the non existent qualifications that you have. then when you have something to talk bout, you are praising yourself to the sky like some idiot. the magic of it is that in the end, you are not sounding like yourself at all. so tell me what is the point of this whole thing??? NOTHING!!!

the SMU site have to manually summit the document lor. cant they be like NUS and save me the time and money to send in all the things by mail. so think ill do this another time. since i am really not in a mind to get there in the first place. not only that but when you get shortlisted, you still have to go over for an interview. so ma fan...

at least NUS fass not really need this.

my life is kindof going into pieces and yet forming up as i continue. have so much to type but no time to do so.
in my aunts place now using the com to do the application. and using her mac

work
???
got transfered to bishan branch. there is so many things to do over here tat i get to do OT... like finally lor.

will blog more when i get the com
love ya...
plese continue to read my blog and dont delete it just coz i dont update it
i WILL...
SOON