Seems like I've neglected my blog for a while (almost a month and a half since my last post). Many things have happened since then:
- fallen in love
- went camping with some friends to Jerangkang waterfalls in Pahang
- played paintball for the first time @ Mudtrekkers
- car got rear-ended, though quite minor accident
- quit my job (finally) and started my new job yesterday
Basically I've fallen into a procrastination mode lately. Just don't feel like doing anything and wanted to put everything on hold. Could've been because of the quitting of my old job I guess. In conjunction with the starting of my new job, I guess it's time to hit the "reset" button and get myself back on track.
Earlier, in the shower, I suddenly ponder about the meaning of our existence. Sometimes when you think about it, it's not that complicated afterall. Most of the time it is us who makes things so complicated. Like I always say, life is very short. Some day when we lie on our deathbed, we would probably think back and everything happened would just be like a dream. So I am reminding myself not to always hesitate on things I want to do or buy. Of course, looking back now, I have improved quite a bit, accomplishing things that I wanted to do but never thought I'd do, like diving, learning to dance, taking up aikido lessons, playing paintball, tutoring underpriviledged kids... all the little things that makes life much more fun to live. I guess to me, life is about how you keep yourself happy and how you make others happy. Period.
I guess I'll give myself a little pat on the shoulder for my progress so far. Hoping to see myself do something more in the future. :)