24 August 2009

What drives you?

After all these years... I seem to have lost any form of motivation. I realize I'm becoming more and more indifferent.

How am I gonna get back some motivation?

What about you? What drives you?

*Sigh*

11 August 2009

Pressure is mounting...

Tomorrow's 1 hour presentation is gonna be one heck of a long 1 hour... well I don't know, might just breeze through it too...

Let's see how it goes *fingers crossed*

06 August 2009

Sometimes I wonder...

about the meaning of it all - Life, as we call it. It's like we come to this world, and everyone, well, almost everyone would have some kind of a purpose. And after some time (days? months? years?), we kick the bucket and that's it. Well, I don't know if there would be an afterlife... I hope there is, otherwise it'd be a really scary thought, trying to imagine the nothingness or void. I always try to remind myself, do it or die regretting for not trying at all. Many times this is what motivates me to do extraordinary things.

Just got back...

from the Klang GH. Dad was admitted due to hypertension. BP shot up quite high. Waited like 3 hours plus to get everything sorted out. Some more they don't have enough bed space, have to squeeze the beds here and there. Wished that I have gone to a private hospital instead. The nurse was telling us that the floor has 69 patients but only 2 doctors (plus some trainees running around). Some more can see drama, this trainee doctor asking a lot of questions and get scolded by the doctor - "go ask the patient la for god's sake".

PS: Dad's ok after taking some pills. BP started dropping.