Sunday, June 9, 2013

destroyer

2nd time...destroyed again...

why?

you really thought i want this?

what can i do?

do you know the guilty feel???

how guilty i am?

what can i do to solve this?

seeing it being worst n worst n i cant do anything ...

yes i am a destroyer..

pls la...

dont involve with me...

what i do is only destroying ppl's life...

sorry...

besides sorry...

i really dunno what to say ...

SORRY....

bye

Thursday, June 6, 2013

struggling

YES! i am still struggling for nothing ..

i really do not know why i doing so ...

is it that i need more time?

i am really dissapointed towards you.. on what you have done

TRUST! the most valuable things on earth - as i defined

when u lost the trust towards someone, is IMPOSSIBLE to gain back the trust

there is no such thing : CHANCE

NO!

why should i give u chance?
why? why?

until now i still dunno why you did that?

and until now i know u wont believe and accept what you have did !

How i am going to overcome this?

why i am still struggling ..

i really do not know why....

really struggle for nothing.....

mixed up feeling ..

i know it should not be ...

but u are there when i needed support...

but how come ended with different support..

seems like we needed each other everyday..

but then...

DO you know what are you doing?

DO i know what am i doing?

for truth: no, i don't

i just know i am happy, i am glad to have you.

but i also know that the existence of me will eventually destroy a lot of things ..

maybe i think too much...

but for sure, i know i have already started to DESTROY...

just felt that i am a destroyer...

destroy everything that is perfect ..

sorry... but what can i do ...

stay away from you?

act as normal?

tell you what's going on?

although i really tell you what's going on..

so?

i know is impossible..

i just want this temporary feeling ...

relaxing, sweet, treasured by someone...

is impossible... is impossible ...

haiz ..

what can i really do to make everything become normal??????

Thursday, December 20, 2012

Motivated!

suddenly get motivated to try to get my dream come true..

saw Jian Le posted that he managed to participate in a movie...

woa! i was like WOA!!!

i totally forgot about sending my details to a company...

this was my 2nd time get motivated!

1st time was my aunt, she asked me to apply for these jobs..hmm yes!!!!

i still remember when i was a child, i dream to be in entertainment line..

but time past, i got demotivated by my apparel .. hmmm

but seeing the R&R , they do not really recruit those PRETTY ones..

so hmm get motivated back! yeah!!!!!

will start keeping fit , hope to full fill my dream?

come on winn nie!!!! just try and see.. no harm! hehe!

jia you o! will try my best & LUCK !

Sunday, December 2, 2012

are you the ONE?

has been some time hanging out with you...

was quite comfortable chit chat with you ..

had some great time with you..

had a romantic & sweet dinner with you ..

had a wonderful movie with you ...

had a windy long gai with you..

are you the one that i have been waiting these years?

still waiting for my heart for the answer..

i really do need some time for my heart ..

need to think and get the right feel....

my heart: what's my feel?

Monday, November 12, 2012

what the hack is happen to this word????
really never care about ppl's feeling!
just do anything u want!
damm you!
YOU dont have a car is it???
thats ur reason YOU go simply scratch ppl car???
or you DONT LIKE me???
come la! come and meet me ONE TO ONE..
no balls??no guts to do that????
lame!

feel happy after scratching my car???
ok! thank you for the DESIGN!

nothing to say to you ..
just wish u will feel better ...
hope u will live in a happy day after doing such idiot behavior!

Saturday, November 10, 2012

6 & 9 F*** You Group

This is the week we all met back .. our F*** you group! yeah!!!
really dis-conected with you guys since last sem? omy! haah!

yeah! we celebrated our Gao Lou birthday on the 6th Nov.
Thanks to crab for rmbering his birthday wo! haha!
enjoyed the night! wahaooo!!!!!
Happy Birthday Ah GUAN!!!! ^^!

happy birthday gao lou!

the following day, MOVIE night
at 1st, it suppose to be another birthday surprise for su ling
but dunno why, we counted the wrong day .. so end up become our movie day!
watched silent hill at ipoh parade & supper at Tong Sui Gai.
enjoyed the whole night with them
as usual, our crab & john became our Kai Xin Guo! muahahha!

at GSC ipoh perade

the following day AGAIN, badminton night!
and together with Su ling celebration .
We had our game at 10pm to 12am.
than at last , is time to celebrate Su Ling's AKA FOREST birthday! ahha!!!
ok,, not bad..
consider successful! ahaha!
HAPPY BIRTHDAY Su Ling .. ForEst ahha!!!!

happy birthday FoRest

the following day again & again, haha ...squash day!
yeah!!! four of us, me, forest, crab , wen jia & sheerwin went for squash!
yeah!!! ada kaki bagi squash lo!
played an hour game.. aiya! should book 2 hours next time! haha
hmm something to praise crab!
2nd time playing but she have improved a lot..
just maybe her style of her swing . PLEASE is squash not tennis! ahha
all the style 100% like tennis! damm scare one day my head GONE! ahhah

at KTAR squash court

anyway! hope to have our Langkawi Trip next sem ya! muahahah!
cant wait! awwww!
thankx guys for letting me to know u all!!!!
F*** You Group!!!!!

Saturday, November 3, 2012

Pray for you ..om mani pat meh hom

It happened so sudden.. and i totally don't know anything ..
it was like a strike on me ..
as a close friend to you, i think i really 失败... you are so hurt.. and i totally don't know anything.
felt very useless. haiz.. sorry for my attitude... really sorry ...

sorry to hear that...
Please pray for her ..
She really needs all the support from everyone..
currently in a critical condition..
really need all the prayer from everyone...
om mani pat meh hom...