We don’t know how to love
For what I thought was deprived at home, I seek elsewhere. I rushed into a relationship but I was young and immature to make the correct decisions. What we had was nothing more than affection and lust. Our relationship was self-centred, full of lies, full of judgement and it does not reflect love.
Love is an expression of actions.
“Love is patient, love is kind. It does not envy, it does not boast, it is not proud. It does not dishonor others, it is not self-seeking, it is not easily angered, it keeps no record of wrongs. Love does not delight in evil but rejoices with the truth. It always protects, always trusts, always hopes, always perseveres.”
If you think a relationship is only between 2 people, you’re wrong. After these years, I gradually realize that friends, families, religion are vital factors that can impact the relationship. I don’t know why your friends are against me, they made accusations of me. Yet you remained silence while they speak, you even agree to it. Why didn’t you defend me? I felt so lonely all of a sudden. In times of trouble, I stood alone. I lost hope and trusted the moment you fail to provide protection.
To be with you, I have to swallow my pride and bitterness.
To be with you, I have to give up the things I like.
To be with you, I have lost myself.
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