Tuesday, August 31, 2021

So that's what it looks like from this side...

 Again, not the best sleep, something's off, mostly the fact that i woke up at 2am with the start of a caffeine withdrawal headache, at 2am, because I stopped drinking coffee early in the day, drank a lot even earlier and then thought it would help me sleep.

I mean I fell asleep earlier but ooh that was not good. Before the headache my biceps woke me up, i guess they didn't like the nordic pocket sawing we did. Three guys on the other side, just me on the one. too much. then added singlespeeding - so waking up with that periodically then the headache... oooooof

Finally up, coffee, took kid to school, first day. Took a selfie with them, came home. Drank more coffee, made a couple omelet pockets (couple eggs, cheese, taco/burrito meat wrapped in tortilla) one to eat then and one to eat on the ride - or after. Back of my head says eat extra protein to help with muscle soreness and repair. Also planning on riding relaxed pace so no need to power breakfast. Also ate a good pile of pizza the night before. 

So while that first one was cooking i posted up the photo of the two of us, my 'little' kid (she's 6' tall now) I checked the rest of the stories.

And saw one with this quote posted in one of those sharing post quote things that mix in with all the pretty photos of bikes and landscapes:

“You must live in the present, launch yourself on every wave, find your eternity in each moment. Fools stand on their island of opportunities and look toward another land. There is no other land; there is no other life but this.”

― Henry David Thoreau

Sunday, August 29, 2021

Tired dirt church

 I gotta stop riding with Matt B, last time my crank fell off, this time my chain fell off.

Fell off the singlespeed, yeah, one lead to a pretty dramatic uphill OTB (over the bars). 

Why? Well, if maybe you hadn't guessed, this chain went on for Hell's Half acre stage 2 with the 22 tooth. Did the full recondition and tension after that before 24 HOGG... and fuck all after that. 

Friday, August 27, 2021

oh yeah that singlespeed video

 


2021 24HOGG VIDEO content

 yeah I am the worst wideeoh content creator but here's some fun stuff...

had to verify my account to upload the whole thing so there's that

Pre-ride:
https://youtu.be/1NnDEURtU2s

Start Lap:
https://youtu.be/sb0mHVsHZ24

Last Lap:
https://youtu.be/iwYndGVUvMc

well parts of the last lap at least.

Watch em... don't watch em...

I think there might only be a few clips left that aren't included in those


oh and some ROB BAUER footage
https://youtu.be/-4Sb7dVk6yc

IYKYK

Veiled pulse of time

 It is a book, I've mentioned it I think, specifically in relation to the 7 year cycles.

I'm reading that chapter, woke up, made coffee, checked notifications on the phone, the medias and then what? no games to play since i quit them, don't want to start back up, so I actually grabbed the reading glasses (it is early and i'm older than I was and my eyes are fading) and started reading the chapter again. 

Made it through one short section. 

Too much thought stimulation from the reading i think. And I grabbed the tablet and plunking away instead of reading more. With the reading glasses my hands look ridiculously huge trying to dance around this smaller keyboard. W/o the reading glasses they don't look that out of proportion. Weird.

The idea that got me to get up and want to get to this point was about how this all feels like it comes down to one man and that doesn't feel right.

To step back, i guess I've been in science so long or science felt like it was good because it wasn't just one person, individuals certainly make huge impressions and some are far bigger contributors to the next new understanding but they aren't ever referenced in the same light. Maybe other than Einstein. Specifically there's a massive huge movement based on one person's lectures and writing... the Waldorf stuff. It is good, it seems to work and elements of it are in adjacent educational  systems, but even this book is all super focused on people following one person. 

I guess more like religion, border line cult perhaps. It does go hand in hand with homeopathy, which is different than naturopathy (aka chinese medicine aka native healers with generations of knowledge passed down, distilled and learned). 

Yeah I'm skeptical, more than some, cynical, more than others, and in some ways from the outside and as a whole, science is more of a communal shared system... on the inside the grad student, post doc, and all that tenure stuff is a typical human power trip of exploitation and struggle. Some survive, some of the best don't want any part of it once they see it.

That's the other thing people don't really get, both about science and the say native healers, there's generations and somewhat unfathomable depth to the foundation of the presentation of the solution, either an herbal medicine or a vaccine. The vaccine may have seemed to be spontaneously derived but it is build upon the work of thousands over years and years. It is a hard concept to grasp for most capitalistic barely educated americans.

In the 80s there was talk of an education gap, so the bean counters and people thought testing would help, lets focus on evaluating as a way to improve, rather than focus on the education side and not worry about the evaluation. Testing is easy, the other part not so much, and right now we're suffering from that as a country, or so it seems to me.

Smart people are blinding themselves and heading to a self motivated view, listening to podcasts w/o a good educational framework, because while they are smart their science education was lacking, particularly the pace and scope of biological understanding. That horse worm stuff for example. 

Something's going to have to change. Sooner than later. Maybe we can start with universal healthcare, take that burden away first. 

But before that we have to get through this pandemic. Perhaps as more insurance companies say, we're not waving covid treatments anymore that the impact of remaining unvaccinated will sink in. I hope. But i think not.

I want to circle back, a second and suggest that it is also okay that one person has a unique vision and understanding and is able to synthesize something in a way no one else has and put it together successfully ala RS (not the bike guy in this case) he drew the ideas from across cultural and geographic barriers and has dne some amazing connective work. But yeah - my initial gut reaction when everything about this stuff goes back to the one dude. Good ol' G being skeptical and shit.

I guess i should shut up and either read, but now it is later, i've done dishes and packed lunch (doing that made me want to circle back) and now I really should just head in and get to work so I'm prepared and not rushing around like crazy. I think I may have forgotten a few things for today's morning session. oops.

I'll bring the book and maybe try to read today. I don't think there's any World Cup coverage to try and follow, but it was cool watching the XCC and the USA world champ. Short track is cool. MTBs are, yeah yeah, cool.

But singlespeed is still also good. have to come back to the Salsa thing with Matt A. It is a short video but a good one.

Also figured out Premier Rush (from Adobe) and might have put a lap of Great Glen together into one long video.

now onward and into the heat and humidity

Amor Fati Motherfuckers
G

Thursday, August 26, 2021

catch up

 Busy - so not much time to catch up.

Tuesday, August 24, 2021

bury the lede

 had a bit of a breakthrough moment - and no - no one better get any ideas for this year - think about next? fine go for it no one cares about 51.

Happened riding in, rolling that concept that was brought up in the twitter thread I linked last night.

And it ties in REALLY well with the issues I had with the whole 40 part, that really started 11 years ago.

Funny that. 

What was it GeWilli - shut up already and get to the point - I will - i will.

Interesting lunch

panicked call from Kid in tears "I think my bike just broke" 

"where are you"

[5 min ride away, i'm on the bike riding between locations]

"I'll be there in 5 mins, relax, we'll figure it out."

and so i start pedaling away from main office

I get there, kid is in the grass, in tears, her bike, the one mode of transport she has right now, busted.

Looks like it got bumped or something and the hanger got bent and going up the hill she shifted to the easiest cog in the back and you guessed it. Ripped the rear mech off 

Jammed the chain nicely, bent the pully cage, but other than a cleanly ripped off hanger and a mangled plastic pie plate, bike is fine. 

Realized I had a @Topeak_Intl Ninja 16 tool in the saddle bag. 5 min later, shorter chain, one gear she was headed back home and me to work.

And yeah, honestly the chain tool on that little bitty multi-tool worked really well. Had all the other stuff to disconnect the rear der. And so small I forgot about it until I needed it. 

Now just have to figure out a bike for her for tomorrow.


Monday, August 23, 2021

Here's the thing

 I'm just over enough into one of the spectrums to be completely useless at following through stuff without sufficient external motivation.

Liker riding to Boston, need a goal, a destination, all the long ride had an objective. Then ones that didn't were brutal and the only way I actually did then was as part of the HOTM challenge.

https://twitter.com/NomeDaBarbarian/status/1429544362455699460?s=19

That. Kind of clicked just now. Trying to figure out birthday ride... Maybe a solo MTB ride isn't enough, even if the mental trick is too help Mike with the race, and ultimately why I'm absolute shit at having as success ever doing anything on my birthday. See also why I hate the end of August. Everyone absolutely always has something else going on, labor day or the week before so trying to get work ready for the long weekend or just back from vacation and no more days off or if weekend same but too much to do. Makes ya think that these excuses have more to do with being evasive and busy that the actual time of the year.

I am used to it. 45 years of being aware of this conundrum, i am most jealous of those who just don't care and are happy and just ignore their day. But observationally, most of those people still seem to have big birthday parties. Circles back to me again. Just fucking broken.

I get asked 'what do you want for your birthday' the fuck if I know, I can't even give you an answer to "what do you want to do for lunch"

I'll make pbj sandwiches just to avoid that question...

Also I'm sorry I get like this every year. I work hard at staying positive and this is all I guess a way of trying to figure it out. 

This morning was def that kind of have a shot of vodka before the commute, another with coffee and then a bit on the way home kind of day. Like a day I just want to medicate it away. Ecevit that never helped, never made it go away. And that was really just at the end anyway.

Give me a task, got it. I hate surprises. They fit into the unknown. 

So yeah. Is encourage everyone to just turn off your rss if you use it and just come back here in a week or two once this is all over. 

Maybei should do that too... 

But having quit the one time consuming habit, I find myself being pulled over here more to fill that void.

Also I'm sure this is gonna have a whole new pile of typos because I'm writing it from my phone using swipe.

And no, I'm not proofreading this 

Amor Fati motherfuckers 

G









Sam

 Sturgill's new album has been popping up here and there so as a whim while working on emails and catching up I threw it on the speakers...


and this song came on and i wasn't ready for it - had to listen again, and then caught all the words and well yeah that's never good to get all misty eye'd first thing.

Also had idea of maybe doing something productive on next Monday... Mike's putting on some big stupid race and mentioned something a while back about looking for help clearing the trail and all that, well... I'm thinking maybe I strap some extra water, grab the felcos, silky, and nordic pocket saws and go ride the Freetown 50 course and clear what i can. Ride it all or not. The race has the correct number in it, even if the lap is only 17 miles, could spend the whole day out there, or just part of it. Get to the aid station point and two track it back to the car to resupply maybe? Add miles that way. 

Would give meaning to the ride, and give back and keep me away from everyone. 

I know i shared this somewhere else, did I share it here? It is good. Good enough to share it again.

anyway - kind of frustrated with myself right now...

putting my head back down and gonna eat lunch and get back to work

amor fati motherfuckers

G

Sunday, August 22, 2021

hype then fizzle

 Hurricane Henri, that is. Huge build up, going right for us, no going west, no back at us, ooh worse and worse...  build up build up...

then downgraded then actually moving further west again...

wound up with some heavy bands of rain early today, then not much, brief periods of strong gusty winds, a little misty rain, winds from a normal direction, nothing too crazy.

No MTB ride, no dirt church.

Kind of itching to ride but still a risk of falling limbs and everything is wet. 

maybe should just go for a walk before it gets dark to just stretch the legs a little.

on the other hand it has been a day of really not much.

got up and made some french toast, took the oldest to the train to go back to Boston came home, finished listening to the 3rd book in the Hell Diver's  series, ate food...

tried to fix the electric kettle that won't work again, can't find anything wrong, wires all go where they are supposed to, no smoke or bad looking stuff, so either a faulty switch or dead heating coil.  finally pitched it in the garbage. done. not fixing.

I know should fix but also stuff, don't need broken stuff and we don't make much tea around here and when we do the stove kettle works well enough.

Weird to have a day off. like off off. no bike ride, no shopping, just hanging out and resting...  kind of want more coffee but it is after 4pm and i'll just stick with being tired. 

Storm anxiety meant not a great night sleep, so far it almost looks like we have blue skies out there. 

we've had bigger more powerful unnamed storms crash through. Will be interesting to see how the bike path looks. Guess I could head out and check on it, maybe that's a good thing to do  before dinner,,, or just keep it a total rest day.

Def felt like I wanted to ride, but I guess the rest is good, i don't have any form to lose and I know i've been riding tired for months now, just feels weird having a day that is normal for some. 

Birthday ride plans have fizzled and evaporated, much like this hurricane.

Maybe I just need to do a N-S trail solo adventure? I dunno tho feels even sadder to  ride bikes all day alone than not riding bikes...  i've got a week to figure it out, kind of surprisingly bummed it fell through, not surprised, no just sad.

"you have so many friends" yeah no never feels like it... and yeah i don't like my birthday and i really don't like this one esp now... whatever, it is just a day and who cares how old I am now, do the numbers really matter? does anything? Some people have parties and friends, some people don't.

just have to make it through the next 8 days or so and get through it. week should be busy enough to keep me somewhat distracted... but probably not distracted enough.

heddwch
G


was gonna write new post but that would be silly, who does two posts in one day... besides me...

also for other reasons

realized a bit ago, i'm in one of those depressed states, also recognizing that it always happens about this time of the year, but adding to it now is the let down post 24HOGG, the knee keeping me off the bike last week and the storm keeping me off it this weekend, the fact that I need to warranty the new fork on the new bike on the frame i STILL haven't paid for that costs way too much money but that fits me really well and besides the low bottom bracket (can't fix it but could put a smaller ring on there) and the too long seat post (swap with Stache most likely) i REALLY like it and it rides so nicely. Oh and well seems college and other costs (new roof, new windows - both critical and needed) oh and new car, forgot that - we're back to worrying about cashflow, funny how not worrying about that takes a big  weight off, or adds it back on... good news on the bike is, bike shop boss man, is understanding and once the new frames are out i'll order one to replace this one. maybe shit will turn around by then. hahaha right...  sure... things aren't bad yet but it is very different from before the roof, and the car, fuck i forget  we bought a fucking car. and yeah i know - every year it becomes a big deal and y'all are probably all tired of it and just need me to fix my shit and get over it...  i'm working on it, thought I had a better handle  on it last year (but can probably look back and see that no  i didn't) and then i have to go and turn 50... 

oh yeah right, last year was going along really well until I  smashed my head on the rock... right... 

thing is, i  don't know where i want to ride, trying to  put 50 miles into a loop in BR sounds possible but also  intense and not easy but maybe that's what I need to do? Can do that alone,  leave car over at  Hopkins Hill lot, circle back through there on loops to resupply. Would be pretty crazy and probably  stupid but it is one of the ideas floating around right now... maybe i'll play with trail maps this week and see what I can do. Also could do 50 miles on the N-S trail -  25 one way and back... learn the route a little... i'm  trying to work on the positive side - stay focused and engaged but it is really really really difficult fighting the annual discouragement and funk... just watching a chef show and the person starts in on talking about how much joy it brings  them to make a cake for  someone's birthday and the pleasure that person gets from eating it...  i don't even like cake and here i am and those few words and that short bit of time on the documentary pushed me down the hole a little more. 

three days of not pedaling and keeping my knee elevated and it is feeling a lot better.

so there's that...  fixed the cleats on the shoes i think, got em where they should be, not sure how i thought they weren't in the same place as before,  it seems so  far off. 

the week is packed but already one cancellation (more of a postponement - ahahahah good luck with that) but of course there are three things to fill that one slot just waiting...  

at least we didn't lose power, a dud storm is a good one, not getting wrecked is good. Sorry if you or folks you know did get hammered by Henri. 

i'm tired but not in the sense that coffee or sleep can fix...  i need a week of recharge, two days of wondering what the fuck am i suppose to do, a few days of getting used to it and a day to get it all right before having to go back to non-stop everything.

i can dream right?

had weird ones last night now that I am thinking about it...

anyway - good to get those things out of my head, maybe it will help, and yeah, i'll be fine, i'll figure it out, one foot in front of the other, one pedal stroke at a time

Thursday, August 19, 2021

grinnin

 ear to ear - 


esp when the first chords of waiting room kick in


So good.

Felt good on the ride home - had a kid go by me on his fancy road bike, we had a decent headwind, i was just trying to hit the 75 rpm range, and then he started slowing down a touch, i'm on the singlespeed, and well, fuck it lets see how the legs respond...

lets see how the legs do moving this 40 pound beast with a backpack on into the wind, wound it up and held it, the work crept up and it got harder and harder but that's kind of the beauty of the SS, keep that cadence the same as as long as the terrain and the wind don't change the output stays the same and man I held it  as long as I could, the cadence started to drop and I just had to roll it in for a bit.

kid on the fancy road bike with the loud  hub must have turned around, or sat up when he got  passed by the old guy on the orange surly tank.

bikes are good 

at least I think so, they are for me, everyone is different, we all have our thing, some of us, well the thing is bikes...

ride on motherfuckers  lets have coffee outside one of these days eh?

heddwch
G

ride every day

 


h/t BETA mag for the link share/story: https://www.betamtb.com/culture/ride-every-day-the-bass-way-video/

making time

 Sometimes habits develop that suck time. 

Little ones. But often related to that device glued to ourselves.

I have no problem talking on the phone for work, but I am not a fan of chatting on it. And so pretty much the lowest % of use the damn device gets is as a 'phone' even though that's its name.

Great Glen was good. I turned if off and didn't touch if for 28 hours or more. Yup.

Addiction eh? Yup. There's a couple games that i've been killing time playing for a while. Bumped up against the level limits, waiting every week for them to release new ones, time killer.

Not huge time but time occupied. It was meditative in a way, a routine, not all bad.

But.

It was also an addiction I wanted to break but some how logging in to keep the streak alive every day was important.

Took being up there w/o coverage (and w/o realizing there was wifi) to break that habit.

I've accidentally clicked on one of the apps out of habit but managed to exit before getting sucked back in.

Streak broken means I can start something else.

I haven't but i guess maybe I have by spending more time on IG and twitter. Phone is still in my hand. But also it is in my hand much less.

Battery is lasting all fucking day now instead of just half the day. But I'm also adding little bits of productivity in there instead of that.

Writing here more?

A little maybe.

I don't feel really much different but it is a good thing and there's a small level of gratitude for that break.

Next up, coffee.

ahahah yeah right... no seriously probably should work in a taper sometime.

Knee is feeling a little better, slowly, but i wore pants today and can't ice it at my desk sitting down when the inflammation is noticeable and getting aggravated. It's fine straightened but mostly painful when sitting down and it is bent at or more than 90°. 

Picked the singlespeed with fenders instead of the ebike with fenders. Had a good tailwind so was able to easily keep the RPMs up like i did with the black blue and gears the last few days. Maybe there'll be a tailwind for the way home too. 

I can hope right?

Kid needs a DLSR for class, school starts soon, I start looking, find something maybe not best but good, check with other kid see which one they have, they aren't using it - eventually find out camera is for spring semester, oh - well shit we'll just wait - was under the impression needed it now.

But also I really like the looks and the features in the Olympus OM-D E-M10 Mark IV, there's a Mark III in the refurb store that caught my eye, I mean the M5 on with the weatherproofing sounds even better but still. Yeah I'm an Oly fanboy and still would like to get the Leica Q2 mono but hey for now I'll just keep shooting with the phone that I don't use as a phone. 

Oh as far as open taps click through and actually read this one caught my eye today... https://cyclingindependent.com/an-open-letter-to-katie-compton-fans/

Also faceplace told me that today was the first ride on the new MTB, that is now the old MTB... funny how it didn't take long to turn me into a dirtback MTBr but hey bikes, who know MTBs were that much fun?

I should probably get out for a ride this weekend just so i don't forget how to ride it.

heddwch

G

Tuesday, August 17, 2021

transformation of memories

Reading - never know when you'll stumble on something that wakes up some long dormant emotion 

Here’s to nights at the local trailhead where tailgates lay flat and people mill about in various states of spandex. Here’s to the awkward four-way stops that are part-and-parcel of the human condition and mornings spent drinking stale coffee on that one friend’s stoop. Here’s to inventing new swear words while searching for that stupid clip we always drop when changing out our disc brake pads, and to perfectly mediocre mid-ride peanut butter and jelly sandwiches.

Life it strange like that, we move on, but recall moments that were magic. 
 brief... 
 but good

Drinking morning coffee on a friend's stoop, or on their porch.

That's the one that hit me sideways just now.

Porch coffee in the morning, watching the world, from that spot, go to work. A coffee pot that never poured cleanly. 

Good memories now, not always. 

Funny that, it was a good ritual. Perhaps one I need to find new friends to start a new ritual with... maybe not a porch, maybe a bench, maybe not a pot but maybe just a thermos. But like life it'll happen organically, can't force it, forced is strained...

Solitary is fine but not the same, there is something more in the sharing of the ritual that is lost when it isn't a shared experience.

May have Birthday ride sorted, fingers crossed for good weather and fun times. 

Amor Fati Motherfuckers

heddwch
G


flat tires and observations

 you may or may not have noticed following along on the social medias that a CX pro has had 4 flats in their last 4 races, two gravel two MTB...  none on the CX (no cx yet).


got me thinking first - plugs? Dyna plug or stans? I know we've bailed many people out riding using them, even succesffully getting a snakebite tubeless tire to hold air with two plugs.

It takes time tho, and sometimes doesn't work well. how to fix quickly if at all otherwise?

Does prevention make a difference? I think maybe more than everything else yes?

Cush Core has saved my butt big time with the new tires on the new wheels on the new bike even when I put all that on the old bike.

I've used a pile of plugs on various tires, usually able to get home, then either leave it or patch it later.

I've used both the old and new formula bontrager sealant and stans normal and race stuff.

I have a bottle of the new Finish Line with Kevlar to try (probably going to put that in the cx mud wheels and hope to use them - one bottle is enough for one of the 3" tires but not two). 

What happens and why? 

Lots of times punctures happen because the tire slowly looses air, sometimes faster, sometimes fast enough that at the start of the ride it is fine and at the end, or well when you puncture it, it doesn't have enough. 

That's a factor based on the amount of sealant, how well it is taped, how well the valve is seated and how well and clean the bead is seated. That's really pretty much it. 

A small thorn or puncture can drop the air a tiny bit, seal up, and you may not notice, or you notice and ride it out aka Kerry W this summer. 

Analyzing and figuring out why someone got a flat 4 times in a row on Tubeless tires is basically impossible. For me I know if the tire has been sitting for days and is holding air, it should be fine. Weeks even in some cases. Other tires I notice will go down in pressure much more quickly. 

It is a system and when working it works, when it isn't working the best way to identify the problem is time. But when you fly out to a race, how much time do you have to check the tubeless setup? Not much. How do you know how well it is set up? If there are problems? Sometimes you can't tell. 

part of me really wants to reach out and help, but I'm not geographically close and help probably isn't needed and may be loaded, kind of like what Adam and I were talking about with the "Need help" vs "Y'all Good" when encountering someone working on their bike on the side of the road/path. Need Help? can be loaded and put people in a bad/negative/defensive space. Y'all good? is a way of turning that around and not imposing but still offering.

So what do you do when you get that many flats in that many races? 

me? as an obsessive overthinker mechanic and professional problem solver i'm gonna look at why, first in a passionate frustrated way then probably taking a deep breath more clinically and objectively.

What's the connection? Did I notice tire pressure going down? What kind of flats were all of them? Cuts, punctures, snake bites? Was than an indication of potential pressure loss before the race started? Tires holding air well enough for days?

I mentioned that on the rear tire I used at Great Glen. In general it would be three or four PSI down relative to the front and would lose pressure measurably over time, a long time but still there were signs it wasn't holding air as well as the front. Until mid-way through the race it seemed to figure itself out. Or maybe after that long the sealant finally worked its way to where the pressure was seeping out and sealed it up.

Finding a hole and plugging and then topping up with CO2 can be super quick, if you're practiced and everything is handy and ready to go. 

I am not a CO2 fan but I carried a plug kit and a mini-pump on the 24HOGG race in my jersey pocket. The nice thing about that race is passing through the pits every hour plus a few minutes meant not needing to carry too much on the bike or on the person. 

Still though, not knowing if the plug would have helped those 4/4 makes me wonder if that was a solution, the last couple were short local MTB races and the person had never had a flat on their MTB.

I've had a few and a few slow leaks that were caught later. 

I'm writing all this so maybe i can let go of the urge to try and figure out and solve the problem and help. It sounds incredibly frustrating, esp coming off a very frustration year as a Pro CXr. 

Fuck it has been frustrating for everyone, both in Pro life and fun life, getting paid to ride bikes or paid to do something else. not been easy...

Some people have had it easy, they tend to be very privileged and unburdened with a conscious or empathy or ethics that extend beyond making money for themselves. 

The pandemic is still happening, and by the numbers getting worse and worse, so what do flat tires matter?

Keeping them inflated can be the margin between successfully getting by and surviving and throwing it all away, or just being intensely and self-destructively frustrated. 


anyway - now that I've written it i get to internally muse if I should share the link in a direct or vague manner with the person i wish i could help... kind of thinking maybe just walk away? 

Oh and BTW - GeWilli has resorted to icing his knee. That's a really bad sign. But it feels better so yes, inflammation is the problem. Now how to fix it.

Rode the Black Blue today with the gears and tried to focus on keeping the cadence over 75... probably should spend the rest of the week doing that. 

So yeah, GeWilli - fix your own shit, you've got enough going on, stop trying to help everyone or something...

heddwch
G


Monday, August 16, 2021

Getting caught up

 Was a bit crazy lately, catching up on sleep slowly, kind of. This whole getting old thing sucks for that. Gone are the days of sleeping all day and then sleeping at night.

Almost felt like taking a second nap but buckled down, did dishes and the rest of the adult shit that needed to be done and went to be early.

Funny, I DO seem to be able to go to bed earlier. Maybe that's the bad sign. or good sign? Can't sleep in but I can go to bed early.

Was sidetracked for a bit - fount a good quote - it resonated - then had this crazy recognition that there are a lot of people I follow on the socials that don't follow back but there are still interactions at times.

Kind of funny when Resultsboy followed me on twitter, just before or after 24HOGG, can't remember, maybe after.

I really don't care but at some level that is a lie. I care a little but then stop caring. Recognize move on.

Funny, how doing that fixes a lot of shit.

The quote that started that was from last week's blog post over AHTBM 

You’re absolutely guaranteed to be dirt at some point between today, and 40-to-60 years from now, so why waste time? Get cracking on that project. Tell those who you’re sweet on that you are. Snuggle the shit out of your fuzzy buddy. Regret breeds resentment, breeds paralyzation, and with the world slowly circling the bowl anyway, as colonization, and capitalism’s big dumb corpsie sausage fingers squarely position themselves on the flush activator, I don’t see how any of us have anything to lose.

It isn't anything new but is good to hear now and then.

DC has a good one up and I'll be honest, I never read the Lorax, never really like the Seuss books ever, as a kid or now. Perhaps because I was already reading big books while people were flipping through picture books? Dunno. Aware of it? yes, the movie? sure. 

Def more of a Hayduke fan than any of the ones mentioned there. Maybe add in the Tom Brown, Tracker element of influence. 

Moving through the list there's the whole falling down.

I've eaten shit a good pile of times lately, kind of shockingly not at 24HOGG. Lots of people did eat shit but I guess if you're riding so far below your limits to pace yourself to last, well you're never near your limits. But there is also the luck and instinct side so not going slow isn't always a safe place to be. Plenty of people I know have eaten shit and been busted up crashing going slow.

I found this to be surprisingly funny:
 


Like dunno why funny..

oh and my knee still hurts, took the weekend off and it is better but still inflamed. Kind of pissed but not made enough to dig out a bike with gears to commute on, or ride the eBike.

didn't even look at the MTBs this weekend with thoughts of riding.

but...  getting close to that one day of the year filled with more dread than any other... my birthday..

it was suggested that I tell people I'm turning 50, want to go for a stupid hard ride and would welcome any company... but then hard at my level not some fast guy, but also I'd rather be the slow one on the ride than the other way around and maybe then i should just ride by myself and not say anything to anyone. Also it is a Monday, probably no one has the day off or wants to take one off to ride with me so there's that wonderfully positive thought.

Well done dumbass. 

Oh yeah i signed up for a Beta subscription, and they went to a 75% discount (from 50)... AFTER I paid, i mean it is only a $10 difference but is kind of annoying. Well worth the price to read Mike's writing though.

Reminding me I need to dig up William Bryant's book The Veiled Pulse of Time and review the chapter on the 7 year cycle. 

Close in on the end of mine. Looking back at these last 7 years. What has happened in them and how I got to where I am today and that i'm about to embark on my 8th cycle. Sure it sounds pretty flaky and weird and shit but, there are more cyclical rhythms than just the sun and moon.
was talking with someone about this over lunch, how there's a lot more to humans than straight up science has addressed, medicine too, and hanging out under that umbrella is mental health, sure brain sciences are working on saying all yall with extra synapses, we're putting you on the spectrum... understanding the morphology is easy, understanding the rest not so much.
https://tommonte.com/the-7-year-cycles-of-life/
https://www.institute4learning.com/2012/08/07/the-stages-of-life-according-to-rudolf-steiner/
https://globalleadershipfoundation.com/seven-year-cycles-another-way-of-looking-at-development/

shit - this has been lingering too long,,, 

remember, Amor Fati Motherfuckers

heddwch
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Sunday, August 15, 2021

part 2 and the full 24HOGG race report

 Finally?    


Maybe. So Friday right? 

Day before. Tent and campsite all set up, met the neighbors saw some friends. Saw Todd, he said that ROBB BAUER was racing. That was exciting. Haven't seen him in a long time.

I eat, drink, but not quite enough and maybe too much water, it was hot. but Eventually I get out for a course preview. Put the gopro on and head out. Feels boring at first. Oddly so but also I know that it will be a good thing as the race progresses.

I've got the new shoes on, the ones I've been wearing, everything feels okay, I'm fresh and ride everything, but BUT there are a two spots that peg me into the red. actually I wonder, I might have even walked on the dirt on the other side of the house above blueberry hill. But only that spot. guess I could check the strava for speed. But anyway Rideable in pre-ride though spiking the HR towards max is not sustainable for the whole race. Whole point for solo is to keep those spikes super low to non-existent. Energy demands are more important to manage than anything else. Cranking the HR to the max once or twice a lap for 24 hours straight is a good way to not make it through.... I mean it is possible but it is also something I wanted to try and avoid. That and seeing as I had no shifting it was kind of a yo-yo effect with some people. I'd walk where they were spinning and catch and pass them on the not quite as steep hills or have to slow down behind them on the single track downhills. No I generally didn't do the flying Colin past people, i'd chill and be patient and pass them when I could. Very different racing on a 4 person team than solo...

Got the lap done and my knee hurt. Like kind of how it had been all week. So I put on my spare shoes, the destroyed ones... knee felt instantly better just riding a few hundred yards around. Guess the new shoes become backup shoes. I still need to work on that cleat position. And put the new ones into service.

There was a lot more climbing. I think i said out loud that if I had had a chance to pre-ride it before the day before I would have tried to sell/give away/bail on the race, that was a lot of elevation, esp on a singlespeed. Super happy about picking the 34-22. And the smaller tires, although the cush core added a lot of weight it was nice on all the rocks out there. That and I had a bit of pressure drift a few times. Felt squirrelly at 17 and really squirrelly at 15.5. Didn't plan on running that  low pressure. But honestly that pressure felt perfect on the single track, but terrifying on the double track. But the ToPeak Joe Blow Pro Digital totally crushed it and made dialing it all in perfect...  topped up the tires only twice during the race, oddly the last time the pressure was still spot on. maybe the sealant finally found the gap and filled it.

Finished pre-ride, packet pickup was open by then, got my bag, number and figured out how to put it all on. Went around and checked in on ToddP and to see if ROB BAUER had made it (he was trying to get his EV to the charging station at the hotel, he was 200 yards shy of having enough electrons to do so). Todd invited me back for pizza. Lesli and I headed around over to chat with Ronnie and RyanL and headed back. Ate food, relaxed, eventually I headed back to check see if pizza was ready - had a slice (oh man it was so good) laughed and chatted with those guys for a bit then headed back and started settling down. Tried to fall asleep early. Listened to a little more of the book on tape but then just eventually turned that and my phone off and tried to sleep. with the phone off tho I wasn't sure what time it was, other than it felt like I had just laid down. It was dark though and I had to pee. unzip the tent, unzip the rain fly, shuffle over to the porta potty, shuffle back, climb in, zip the rain fly, zip the screen, climb back on the cot and have a sip of water and fall back asleep...  only to wake up a few hours (or more, no idea, wish i had not turned the phone off so I would know what time it was) having to pee. It was hot, I drank a ton of water/fluids that night before bed. 

This time my legs cramped up and since I can't stand up in the tent it made the exit awkward. As in I didn't fully get the tent door unzipped and tried to straighten up and stand up as I unzipped the rain fly and only managed to trip and fall into the back of my EZ-up tent wall and smash my left knee into the floor pump on the other side. Made a hell of a racket. Woke lesli up in the tent next door. Headed back to the portapotty, but wanted to get some pickle juice to kill this cramp. there were two bikes leaning against the cooler with the grillos in it. I'm like fuck someone's gonna hear the bikes moving and think someone is stealing bikes in the middle of the night. I tried to move them quietly, but I think Lesli also heard that, and got the pickle juice and then climbed back into the tent and slept until the sun was blazing in the valley (about 6:30). I tried using the mask as an eye shield to sleep longer but I couldn't fall back asleep. 

So I got up, had some coffee, ate the muesli, and other food and started getting the pre-race stuff sorted. Making plans with Lesli for sandwiches, bottles, and the like. Sorted out what I'd carry with me (mini-hand pump and plug kit) and generally got ready. Headed to the riders meeting at 10:30, headed over to the start just before noon. Lined up in the back, I'm not a runner, the lap around the pond was going to suck so I just plodded along. Took the gopro along and recorded the lap (haven't looked at the footage yet), should have taken the wahoo with me but no i'm a dummby leave it on the bike sure good idea. Of course it powered down and Lesli only noticed that just as I got there so I waited a few extra seconds for the GPS fix to happen and then we headed out.

There was a MAJOR fuck up with the start loop. we were supposed to go straight, bypassing the narrow bridge and the two moguls. That would have sent us right out on the course and not back past the start for a while. But someone sent us left right into singletrack (tight) then into more technical uphill singletrack (tighter) and basically we walked that because it was too congested. And then were stuck behind slow people on the high bank bermed swoopy downhill stuff.

Back to the start finish - yellow brick road was still closed maybe? or maybe I said NOPE because there was a line of 8 people already on it and I was sketched out by it.

Through the tent, back out on course and starting (for real) the full lap. I did this with one bottle, had pre-hydrated pretty well and felt it would work. It kind of did. I was out of fluid by the time I got back but it was all good. Skipped the bridge again I think, or maybe that was the one time I did ride it. And half way across the bridge tilted and my back wheel slipped and I was like a whisker away from falling in the water. I saved it, but fuck that - scared me even more. I mean I was riding the blueberry hill bridges that were 1/4 the width w/o a problem but they weren't tippy. 

There were not many others that skipped the yellow bridge every lap. It added a good 60 seconds per lap. Insignificant but only just barely. Sure over the 15 laps that adds up, should i have sucked it up and ridden it again and overcome my fear? Probably but I didn't. I'm okay with that, I don't have anything to prove.

Second lap, 2 miles in, or so, on one of the bumpy rocky sections I felt a change in the seat, like that should have happened, and then shortly after that i heard and felt something shift majorly. Something broke on the saddle. I stopped and fuck. 

Saddle rails snapped totally clean. Not even at the stress riser at the clamp. They snapped about a cm in front. The front half fell out somewhere, lost out there. And while i could put a little weight on the saddle any shifting or bouncing and the saddle came off the rails and I had 4 really sharp pokey bits where a saddle should be. NOT GOOD.

Had to stop three or four times to re-attach the saddle, maybe more. Fortunately the seat clamp mech had held because i was riding w/o tools. Losing those parts would mean no dropper post and that would have REALLY sucked.

But also what sucked was riding 7 miles basically standing up, 2 laps into the race.

THAT and the spare saddle I had was a saddle i have never ridden. One of the ones that came on one of the bikes I've gotten that I have always immediately swapped out for a Concor. It was indeed one of the new concors that broke. Ugh. I guess nearly 2k miles on a hardtail MTB under the butt of a 225 singlespeeder on the rocks and roots of New England is too much for these saddles.

Swapped the new seat on pretty quickly, ate a sandwich (Ham, smoked turkey, cheese, mayo and dijon on whole wheat) drank a bottle, took a bottle, ate a pickle drank a bit of the pickle juice took too more of the Christin/Lindsey flourless cookies and headed back out.

Hmm something isn't right with the saddle. It is too far back, the dropper doesn't go down smoothly. It is too tall, knee doesn't like it. 

Fix both of those issues on the next lap pit stop, didn't eat a sandwich but drank an extra bottle. Might have taken two bottles that time.

When it was hot i went to two bottles of gatorade endurance per lap. I never drank plan water, not once. When it cooled down i cut back to carrying one. One quart of pickles and juice lasted the whole race, there was nothing left in the container at the end. No juice, no pickles, just some garlic and a grape leaf.

At some point I got tired of the chocolate peanut butter cookies and busted into the fruit snack cache that Lesli brought. I ate a tone of those for three or four laps and then oof sugar belly kicked in and I went back to cookies. I think there was a total of 8 sandwiches eaten. Plus one lap where I ate a roll of ham and cheese only. I did drink a bit of kefir before the race and finished it at some point maybe in the early morning pit laps. Coffee? I packed Liters of cold coffee that i made.

4 big nalgene bottles of it. One bottle a day basically. I never had more than a few swallows of it during the pit stops and I stopped drinking it all together at about 1 am, maybe 2am. Resumed once the sun came up.

I guess at one point the tent blew away and everyone around helped to get it back in place and extra stakes were acquired and the sides were removed. There was a good storm that moved through at one point. We got wet, I rode through the wet then it started to dry out but two laps of riding in wet shorts and the chamois shifted and was started to irritate my inner thigh with a few miles left in the lap.

At that point I did a full wardrobe change, a longer stop but a good one, I actually had to pee a few times, and each time the color stayed lighter than the lemon lime gatorade. Changed into dry good shorts, re-applied some anti-fungal cream just in case, then a good coating of bag balm, got dressed in the dark (naked in the tent except for my ass being lit up by the riders across the pond). Who cares I was not going to try and do that in the tent that I couldn't stand up in. 

The lights worked out great. One of the bar, one on the helmet. Swapped a few times, never lost power, wahoo almost made it 24 hours w/o being charged, it still fucked up the GPS track, but thanks to the wheel sensor I recorded all the miles.

I was really looking forward to the highland pipes at sunrise, but that didn't happen this year. It was a bummer. Soon Dave Harris joined me, he had stomach issues in the night and stopped and took a nap, along with most everyone else. Not me. I would come in, stop for 10-15 minutes, eat, take shoes off, drink coffee, pickle juice, change socks, whatnot. Lap after lap.

I also didn't want to know what place I was in. I just wanted to ride my race internally, race against myself. But Syl said he thought I'd do 9 laps, Burke said 11 so I knew i had to do at least 12. And I mentioned that I don't want to know anything about placing till I hit lap 12. And then I only wanted to know how many laps in front of the next person I was. 

Chatted with Dave about that one lap and he said it was good but maybe worth looking just to see.

I didn't look and well after lap 12 just about to start 13, I found out I was in 3rd. a few laps up on 4th and one or two laps behind 2nd. 

Well shit. Guess I have to keep riding. Or walking. Had some good chats during the 24 hours with other racers, people were always supportive and Colin passed me a bunch and always had something to say, like one time "Hey Geoff, you know what's better than riding 24 hours solo singlespeed? EVERYTHING" 

Not a lie.

The rain made the wooden bridges slippery but the SE4 tires gripped them soooooooo well. They might be heavy but they were magic, never wanting for traction. Lots of walking. LOTS of it. Well really only three spots. The long drag up blueberry hill past the house, the singletrack in the woods early and then the final single track that we walked on the screwed up pre-ride.

Wasn't going that much slower than those riding it while i was walking. Slower? yes, not that much.

Got lap 14 done, it was 10:30 or so, when I came through the tent i checkwith the scoring, how many laps had I done (14 had started 15) how many had 4th done (10? but on the 11th) should i go out for another, yes, there's a small chance they could ride fast enough to pass me but if I just did one I easily would lock up 3rd place. I saw it on the printed results and on the screen. Clear as could be. NICE! HOLY SHIT PODIUM!

So I stopped at the pits, cleaned up, put sunscreen on, put clean kit on, re-applied the bagbalm and took a shit (all in the portapoty) hey baby wipes are SUPER KEY btw. Also alcohol wipes do a really good job of removing blue lizard sunscreen. 

I put the GoPro on the helmet, loaded up with waterbottles and headed out for the final lap. It was the same as the rest of them. Colin went flying by, the BikeregShare coffee team was full of encouragement and support the rest of the people out there were awesome. 

Made it back around and slowed down and timed it so that I was the first one to cross the line after the cannon went off.

Got cleaned up, ate food, put sunscreen back on, washed my hair with one of Austin's big water jugs (felt awesome) and we prepared for awards ceremony at 2pm. Lesli had gone to get my car from the remote parking lot, and we had started to sort things around.

Headed over to awards. It was getting exciting. Solo Singlespeed (YES) First place, (the fast bicycling mag sponsored dude who had been leading the whole time) Second place ( a skinny kid from VT riding a super light tall geared SSMTB) and then Third Place DAVE HARRIS... wait... what the fuck?

I was sitting with all the other singlespeeders. Dave was in 5th, Shawn was 4th and I was 3rd, we all looked around that was fucking wrong, Dave didn't know what to do so he just went up, told them it was wrong, they carried on w/o flinching. It sucked, it was rough.

Of course I finished the race and had found the wifi and the first text was from Solobreak telling me about the death of Evan. 

So it was all somewhat in perspective but still sucked. 

Before the results were over they seemed to recognize the mistake and fixed it and called me up. Alone, gave me a medal (I gave them back Daves that he had given me) but the moment was gone.

It is okay. But still stings a little.

I packed, organized and all the rest after, lesli headed home (unwisely) neither of us had slept since 6:30 the morning before...  I got things sorted, ate more food, chatted with John as he packed up, then with everything sorted and buttoned down walked over and hung out with the Clark Brothers racing team, had a few slices of pizza, eventually wandered back to the tent, laid down (for the first time since early Saturday morning) and tried to fall asleep...  my back was sore but nothing else was too bad. 

Eventually maybe 9pm I fell asleep...  got up to pee once...  sun came up, drank coffee, ate food, slowly packed up. planned to wait until the beer store opened (it was erroneously listed as opening at 10 - it was open before that) but also waiting for the morning coffee to do the thing and then use the portapotty one last time. But they came to clean them up and haul them away before I could take a shit.

Oh well.

So I left, headed home, stopped to get beer as thank you for those who loaned me the lights, stopped for a bathroom break. Then stopped at Hooksett rest area (where I thought i had lost my wallet 2 hours earlier when I stopped for the bathroom - that was 10 minutes of fucking panic - not enough gas to get home or back to where i stopped to look for it - but i found it and all was okay). 

Made it home, slept like shit because I was still a little sore and tired, went to work and well the rest you know eh?

There were a bunch of other little stories, like stopping in the night to help someone look for their inflator in the dark. 

But I think that's kind of the whole big picture.

It worked. Surprisingly well. The planning was good, lucky with the campsite, super lucky to have Lesli there to help, hydration was awesome, never cramped once, food was good, hungry a few times and lots of variety that I didn't even dip into but was there in case my stomach shifted.

The bike worked, but the fork needs servicing and the dropper post might be trashed. But the chainlube was awesome (finish line cross country lube mixed up ala GeWilli style)

And I finished 3rd, and I'm pretty stoked with that. I also left a lot out there. If I hadn't stopped for so long every single lap I could have gotten at least 4 more laps in, something for next time eh?

Okay - i'm gonna wrap this up, it is hot up here and the laptop is really hot. 

ask questions...  i'll try and go over this later and see what I might have missed and add to follow up posts.

I have NOT ridden the MTB since, although it was just last weekend so that's not surprising. Need to get the Top Fuel back together, need to sort out the seat post there. probably swap droppers to be honest. 

But not right now. maybe a good project for the week. or friday.

heddwch
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Friday, August 13, 2021

interlude

 I was listening to the new Cercle on utoob went back to the home screen to see what it might reccomend...

this


"They don't need your sympathy. What they need is an opportunity." 

What opportunities are you creating, how are you leveraging your privilege to help others.

I'm sure you're already doing something, it is valuable and worthy to take a second and recognize it and affirm to yourself that you're doing good.

Days like today are tough.

I got some good sleep but still fucking exhausted and this morning has been a challenge from the start.

I forgot it is the last day for one of the only other people I see regularly at work, there are lots of people here but mostly they are transient phantoms - i teach them how to use stuff and set them loose... this person was also one of the few who was here on the same floor for a good part of the last year. 

Changes eh?

Life moves on.

will pick up where i left off, hopefully soon. I think i have the laptop working again so i won't have to type on the mini keyboard. But will still probably fall asleep before finishing it.

y'all be good, do good, make opportunities for others

amor fati motherfuckers
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Thursday, August 12, 2021

24 HOGG 2021 part 1 of...

 So where were we? No where. Left off with the car mostly packed and loaded and everything ready and all that. 

Found out camping spaces were first come, so that changed the morning mindset and got me up at about 5am on Friday, made an attempt to leave by 6am but didn't get rolling until 6:30am. Why? First come, I wanted one of those coveted spots on the course, or at least to be able to pick a good spot. There's lots of strategy and different ones. 

Drive up was bearable, listened to the second book in a series I wasn't sure i was going to keep listening to. Did a quick stop at the Hooksett rest area for bladder relief, and then drove straight there. Got there at 10:30-10:45...  found the solo side, rolled in and pulled in next to a guy setting stuff up. Quiet but confident and well equiped set up already. I started kind of hap-hazzardly tossing shit out of the car in the sun, put up the EZ up first, realized I didn't look for all the big spikes that I had, oops. Lesli rolls in shortly after with the rest of the stuff, chairs and table and snacks and whatnot.

I eat, drink, stay not hungry, try to conserve energy, get things sorted and organized and set up the cot in the tent. Put the sides up on the EZup to make some shade. Manage to stay out of the sun then put sun screen on and keep from getting any sort of sunburn over the whole weekend of being outside in the sun (remarkable for a pale ginger dude).

Austin shows up later, sets up to the right of me, John on the left me then Austin. Austin heads off. We're all racing solo, those two in the 41+ group, me in the singlespeed. 

Stuff happens, I see Alex J and Catherine S and Christin R, eventually kit up and go inspect the course. Stick the GoPro on for the lap and start pedaling. 

<intermission>

Last night I went to pick  up my brother from Logan, he and the family were flying back from Seattle, their  car was in PVD, flights were delayed and it was Boston or late today. So I went to get them. The 10:30 flight suddenly became  an 11:15 arrival, checked bags later we were driving away from Logan at 11:40. Managed NOT to wind up in the bus service lot, and headed south  on 93. So any of you that have done this know what summer in NE means on the roads. 

Construction.

I was already tired and didn't get to bed until 2pm. Between construction, dropping  them at the car at TF Green, and driving home it was late.

And today was tough, I'm still trying to recover from the not sleeping for 40 hours thing, and the emotional toll on top of physical toll, and having to go to work today was tough. And now I can't keep my  eyes open writing. I tried to use the big laptop but the pain in the ass is doing the bitlocker thing again and I gave up and am crowding my fingers on the tablet. Hindsite maybe I should have brought this with me and just typed up the weekend while I was  there. 

next time...


now i'm going to wrap it up and close this up and try and get some sleep...


heddwch
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Wednesday, August 11, 2021

Race report

 gonna have to wait

busy as fucking can be

busted scopes

last ditch last person on the call list for pick up in boston late tonight was me the guy who didn't sleep for 40 hours this weekend

and general fatigue

and other news http://nebra.us/evan-barr-beare-1988-2021/ yeah i worked with him, not directly but have talked he wrote this last december: https://aroundonbikes.com/get-there-evan-barr-beares-car-less-life/ 

Sars Cov-2 is raging, the planet it literally on fire, KFC got popped for doping (I believe she is innocent but maybe someone deliberately gave her something to help her performance that would benefit them but w/o her knowledge).

The results of the race were messed up and I didn't get to stand on the podium with the first and second place in the singlespeed solo race... feels pretty minor now. 

There was a lot this weekend.


Check IG for a few posts there with some words I wrote (highlights too)

i will get it written up here.

being offline from Friday early until Sunday after the race was good - managed to break a few digital habits. When a streak gets broken, that's the best time to not start a new one.

So here I am, headed home early. Still tired. Will have a sip or two of coffee when I get home, make dinner, put my feet up and head to Boston. 

Maybe tomorrow i'll have time to sit down and write.


ahhahah


that's funny

but this needs to be written up before i forget everything


heddwch
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Thursday, August 05, 2021

well getting there

 mostly loaded, food is made, bailing on making the breakfast sandwiches/omelet pockets, may make some for the drive tomorrow, but did make 6 quarts of soupy pasta goodness. have cold cuts and sandwich makings (ala Michigan coast to coast) working on making enough coffee for the weekend. 

Lots of cookies, stroop waffles and the like. 

car has everything but the clothes food and pillow. Test fit the cooler in a spot in there (while it was empty). Still actually room for a passenger (and maybe their stuff if they aren't bringing much). 

Feeling more rested than I have, making it a focus of the week has been productive. 

Knee is still kind of wonky. We'll see. could be disaster, could be non-issue.

Lights, power, spare parts, pump, work stand...  all loaded and ready to go. Just have to pack the cooler, load the bike and head north.

I feel like maybe i need to make more food, but there are places to purchase food...  

Rain looks like it'll be moving in early, like with sunrise on Sunday. T'storms even. Will make things interesting.  And looks like it will make everything wet for the whole day Sunday and into monday. loading wet shit into a car, ooof i'm gonna need to detail it yikes. 

Weather could change between now and then anyway. It is New England afterall.

Resting right now. Probably should finish finding all the wearable bib shorts I have, and pack the other clothes and stuff. 

Oh well, we'll see what happens eh? 

planning is coming together

hopefully there's enough stuff to make it work

not bringing any word writing devicess, updates might be only on IG till i get back, or text for status, will try and respond.

heddwch
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Tuesday, August 03, 2021

not supposed

 to be tired


yesterday was a doozy of a day - mentally exhausting then physically drawn out and unsettled.

Back muscle locking up kept me up the night before but one bike ride sorted that out and it is all good (don't take 3 days off the bike and expect not to have shit fall apart - note to self).

Tired. Really tired. Might see if I can cut out early.

But things are still coming together. Light run times getting dialed. Have backup USB charging ports ready lots of Whrs for the usb charging ones.

This is the tired I'd normally make a second pot of coffee for, but nope, not this time. Def not this time.



This is good. I keep forgetting that Lisa graduated from Brown.

I may or may not have bought that album from '94

Had some fun thoughts about not surviving 24HOGG, that's always sort of sobering. Even when you're sober.

EP took out the protected bike lane. Shit's back to normal, aka not good. 

Here's another feel good story to follow the reminder that most humans are fucking selfish reactionary turds:


*(hat tip to AHTBM aka Stevil for sharing this)

Been thinking about tires for 24HOGG - wondering if I set up the spare wheels with the XR2s or maybe do a swap over and put the XR2s on the carbon hoops with the cush core. Maybe just do it there after pre-ride and stop thinking about it and just bring the shit I need to do it all with me. (Yes dumbass do that thing). 

Today's another one for kind of getting off on the wrong foot. Usually I don't hear E get up on T and Th for early AM crew practice but this morning I heard alarm at 4:45 and noted it was still fucking dark. Then at 5:15 when the door opened and closed and then locked (not as dark) and then oh shit kid is headed out the door i meant to get up and make sure they were all set... up and wow felt like crap.

Started this way too long ago, still working on it. 

Kid is at home and wants to make these cookies: http://www.gewilli.com/2021/03/no-flour-peanut-butter-cookies.html

I might have extra good fuel for the weekend!

Gotta get there intact first.

Amor Fati Motherfuckers

Heddwch
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Monday, August 02, 2021

3 days off the bike?

 Like completely. 


Busy but attempted to be low key.


Things coming together.

I have a pit crew! I have lights (most of the ones loaned to me actually even work!)

Tent works and cot is actually pretty comfy (if bulky).

Spent the day putzing around gathering things, organizing parts and tools, spares and putting cleats on the new old XC-7 shoes. Knee is still not perfect, but not bad, maybe the old floppy worn and sloppy shoes and cleats were causing additional layers of problems. 

Warranty started on the wheel. 

So much to do and so many broken microscopes and the whole virtual conference that I have to attend this week...

Def feeling more rested but still not at 100% yet. Taking thursday off to do the final grocery shopping and cook everything and start loading the car. Then heading up to NH on friday morning.

Then race all weekend. Then back at it here.

Also signed up for GP Beverly (formerly Gloucester CX - same promoter different location, only one day). Race is full now, and I'm in it with a big pile of really fast old dudes. Guess I should start working on CX soon. Bike is pretty solid, although I should really get a 11-28 cassette on there... sigh 10sp 11-28? do they exist? maybe I'll actually get a chance to use the mud tires this year...

Got busy - left this hanging- had a pile more shit to say but there's no time.

maybe later,

be well

Amor Fati Motherfuckers
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