Did I know i might be messing with too many things trying that suspension post?

I knew it was possible, and I thought I was capable of controlling the variables and safe.

Well.

I fucked up.

Ever since I did that my knee has been wonky. The right knee, not the left.

And lately the back of the butt pain is back at night, weird. But I've also been off the MTB for way too fucking long and that was the one thing keeping the threads from unraveling. I need to tighten shit up.

Funny thing tho, Felt good on Smackdown. Wasn't the fastest of the rides but it was good and I was slow in a few spots but not terribly and still had some kick, which was weird. but good.

But Commuter bike? FUcking hell why. 1004 seat same seat, same position. Things should be normal. But I still have the stem on there, it might be a little high but I don't think it is any hirer than the CX bike and it shouldn't have an impact. But there's also residual annoyance and inflammation takes forever to go away.

And this was all google domains but now sold to sqaurespace and it seems like nothing has changed but I need to dig into it all and make sure it is lined up and working and sigh, i don't have time for this shit. 

I need a digital content manager or something. someone who knows about all this shit and how to make it work. I can kind of make it work but it is obvious I know just enough to make it work but not enough to make it good.

can't even put enough words together to make it good

and yeah I should go home, it is friday, late, sigh.

My mother's in surgery today, last time was a bit terrifying, they had to stop because her BP was so low that there were risks of, well, you know bad shit. Rescheduled for today. 

It has all been a lot. A lot a lot lately and my knee is annoying but only an annoyance, the back is the same. 

Maybe Sunday I'll get a chance to get back in the woods and start to tighten these loose threads

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