Of Love and Life..

Bloody hell... all my previous writings somehow just disappeared....
ANYWAYS... managed to put up the pictures... in no particular chronological order......

My Grumpy Nephew..

I'm getting married!!

Make-up Trial

Grumpy Nephew

Angry Nephew

Timid Nephew

Crazy Colleagues..

Gifts from the Man!

Han Wei's Farewell @ One Rochester

What we do when we're bored in class (Yes, i carried the cow over!!)

Chillour with classmates @ Brewerkz, Clarke Quay (We were there to pay the bill only)

Half-yr after the proposal and half-yr to our wedding: 17th June 2010

Recee: Helix

Recee: Flyer (and how to carry me... What a challenge!)

Recee: Hort Park (Freaking hot!)

Daddy's Day dinner @ Mosaic, Carlton Hotel

My bro who's a father now.. and myself...

My last game of the league! (Maybe my last league with Titans...)

NUS Titans 2010 (I love you all!!)

Titans - After beating Littos (First time in the last 3 years.. i think?)

25th July 2010 - Bren Bren's wedding (Bride's not here =P, left early as i was TERRIBLY SICK)

5th June 2010 - XQ's wedding!

That's a bout it.. my boring life in the past 2 months... Its all mobile uploads nowadays... hahaha

2 months have passed....
Enjoying what little break i have now..

Suddenly had a thought... how nice if only i can sing a duet with him! hahaaha
or just have him sing for me.. hehe =)

Suddenly time flies... Things are looking better now...
At least they are talking to each other now, but some things has changed i guess.... and there's this wall that exists. Its really something that i have no control or say about.

On the other hand, went on a short trip with my colleagues. It was fun and interesting to see a new place...... Somehow i managed to rub in some ill feelings (which have been sorted out not)... managed to confide in another male colleague and he had the same sentiments about certain stuff as me as well.. He understood how i felt, whereas the others didn't, felt it was childish and trivial and made them unhappy...... But anyways, i have learnt from him what to do and what not to do, so peace!

Other than being troubled over THAT matter and holiday and coming back and being troubled over THEM, March just went by in a jiffy and all i know is that people have been telling me i look tired, pale, dry (??), moody, skinny (like real), busy... bla bla and i'm glad it has stopped for now.... haha

Had a long weekend after so long, but i had to fall sick of all days.. damn it.... n it was really sick sick, such that i kinda foiled my plans for the long weekend... i tried my best and still went to clean up the new place but my body gave in and i was on MC for a day, slept all i can to recuperate and luckily, i'm much better now... B4 i know, its April already... time to visit the shop again! =) cant wait for the fashion show and to go for fitting, beginning to feel excited as things slowly take shape! Cant wait for league to start too... its been delayed yet again and somehow its better for me coz it will be during the period of my study break.. of abt 2 mths? so yeah!!! i can go for trainings n for games! woohooo!!! =) Feel so slack so far...

Lastly, hmmmm.... just wish i have enough time and money to sneak in a trip like last yr.. but not quite possible, now i only yearn for a weekend escapade, i wonder when..... sigh.

What happens when a woman's pillar of strength is being smashed into bits and pieces?
Seems like there is no more meaning in life for her isn't it?
Throughout the years, these mini bits were being mended back little by little like piecing together a jigsaw, but only to be destroyed every few years.
Having no power means you have to see other people's face everyday.
We guess that he needed an avenue to vent his anger on and chose an easy target who's unable to fend for herself.

He became a person i didn't know altogether and was like a stranger to me, whom i cannt treat like a stranger. The things coming out from his mouth were unbelievably crude and i know she's being wronged... big time. Declaring all her assets seems like her last resort to prove her innocence. But with an ego big as that, he would not admit it and it is going to take awhile before the episode dies down.

At this age, i'm sure it takes a toll on them to have to go through this coz even a third party like me is tired and distracted. It pains me to hear and see her cry and yet i was told to pretend that i do not know anything... all for the sake of me. Every woman wants someone to console her when she cries, whether she's being reasonable or not. To be wronged and being ignored even when tears were shed, i do not know why. To threaten a timid woman just seems so wrong. To say that the sight of her irritates him is just mean.

so WTF? wtf wtf wtf wtf wtf wtf wtf wtf

Day by day, we inch closer towards the day...
As we move on, we get into more details.. With each detail, we treaded on unknown territory..... Suddenly, its like a bare-all or something like drawing lines. Of course, it is necessary... Everyone says we need to be clear on certain things and its best to state clearly, and these people are speaking from experience..
BUT, somehow, the more detailed we go, the more i felt distant... It's as if i need to move out of my comfort zone to accommodate the decisions.. thats y they say, compromising is very impt... and i'm truly learning it now... Suddenly, the stress comes back on and at times, helplessness..
If you are too detailed, its not good.. to be not sufficiently detailed is also not good... it's hard to strike a balance...

And then there's the preparation... I really do not have an idea of what kinda things i like, i just feel simple is good.. And when i show some pics, i get such contrasting views that i had to take a step back to think whether i really ought to be putting in more effort... people around me have more ideas and comments than I do.. So yeah.. let me try to put in more thoughts..... on wats nice, wat i should go for and how to make it special...

xoxo