i'm emo tdy sia.. dunno y.. mayb too tired plus nvr c dear very long liao.. then work thingy nt smoothly goin on.. like very messy lei tdy.. urghhhh.. i mayb laughin alot tdy bt then i'm emo.. dun wan pple to worry too much so put on a mask lo.. actually goin out juz nw bt aft tt jiu cancel away.. then otw hm i like very emo lo.. listen to my itouch de some emo song.. haha.. like a freak suddenly.. hopefully tml i will feel better ba.. haiz..

Labels: continue w my life..

12:21 AM
tdy went out kinda early.. haha.. meet dear at 3pm.. spend more time tgt tdy.. went for movie at 5 plus.. bt bfore movie, we went to look for steph n michelle for awhile.. wanted to watch tgt bt end up didnt.. we watched "The Losers".. movie is nt bad sia.. haha.. kinda funny too.. then aft tt jiu dinner.. the nicest thing is we went to singapore flyer.. wahahahaha.. is like finally to me man.. hee.. took e ride n gt nice view at certain part.. bt didn take any photos coz too dark.. bt i enjoyed the ride much.. he also happy la.. bt i feel tt is kinda fast lei.. haha.. dunno y.. bt is like everytime meet up, the time sure pass very fast.. aft e ride, we went back to his place to gt his car to meet his friend n then send me hm.. feelin happy thru out the meet up.. haha.. nw back hm le.. when i think of tml gotta work liao is like kinda fast.. this whole wk i'm busy max.. frm tues workin till sun.. haha.. feel like a full timer this wk la.. rest one day nia.. hopefully can survive well.. very long nvr like tt le.. new day tml:) nite pple.. tata~

Labels: continue w my life..

1:37 AM
i'm so fuckin bored!!!!!!!!!! urghhh.. reali dunno what to do lo.. had a fight w parents ytd.. damn it sia.. then told him abt it le n he tried all ways to talk sense to me.. haha.. i'm so damn stubborn la.. bt still i gt listen la.. at least i calm down n listen than ended up hangin up e phone.. haha.. i wont even hang up phone la.. haha.. anyway, tdy they used e same method tt they always like to use: dun talk to me n ignore me like i'm nt there.. lol la.. then i juz heck lo.. i juz do my things n everything la.. then end up they still talk to me.. haha.. stupid method la.. i'm damn used to this method le so they knw it wont work farther liao.. haha.. bt i nw like damn emo lei.. no stable job onli gt pt job.. nt enough income for myself n cant give $$ to family is like makin me even more emo la.. urghhh.. is like so damn to me nw lo.. plus a bomb at my hus askin to lend money anytime makes me even more sian lo.. i hate my life to b like tt bt what to do.. i'm born w it so no choice.. i reali want things to go easy n smooth for me as time goes by.. haiz.. i reali wanna gt a stable job n do whatever i want to let my parents stop naggin at me!!!!! i feel like i'm goin crazy anytime la.. haha.. like reali anytime lo.. which is like nw i suddenly dunno what to blog again liao.. haha.. damn!!!! end here again.. tata~

Labels: missin u alrdy nw..

11:29 PM
wahahahahaha.. i onli slept for three n a half hrs man.. slept at 8 in e mornin n woke up at 11:30 due to a sudden visit of my msia relative.. went out ytd night w steph, jake n steph's classmate(michelle).. enjoyed myself man.. bt damn tired sia.. i like fallin aslp anytime de feelin lo.. bt then again, i like havin kinda of insomnia sia haha.. dunno when i can reali like a time of my own ltr lei.. my relative is goin to stay for dinner sia.. is a damn long day wor.. my mind is like kinda blank nw.. dunno what i shu blog abt again.. anyway, i'm lucky tt i'm nt workin tdy if nt i sure stone max sia.. haha.. reali dunno what to blog le.. tata~

Labels: missin u alrdy nw..

2:30 PM
i'm tired man.. goin to slp damn soon le.. was workin on fri which was ytd.. worked w newbie.. thought he shu b more experience in sales line bt then nope.. he is nt.. gt stocks came n is 400 ovr pcs.. i actually first time took e whole day to do the stock lo.. damn man.. summore three persons workin sia.. he worked damn slow sia.. slowly find price tag, nvr adjust time n date n need me to remind him everytime lei.. i nearly flare up sia bt then i feel is nt what i shu do so i juz ignore n do everything myself.. urghhhh.. i didn expect him to work so slow.. kp tellin him to work faster so tt he can go hm on the dot bt no.. he didn.. he take his own sweet time to do everything.. end up also cant finish e stock.. need to continue e next day.. bt i'm nt workin so still alright la.. haha.. kinda mean to laugh when there is stock plus my colleagues need to do n i'm relaxin.. haha.. bt cant blame me.. i'm nt workin tml.. i'm nt scheduled in ma.. hee.. i think i better slp le.. gt feelin someone is goin to nag liao.. haha.. nitez everyone.. tata~

Labels: continue w my life..

1:00 AM
i'm kinda sick and tired of him liao.. tonight i guess my parents knw i'm fuckin pissed le.. i threw my temper in front of them.. i have nvr reali threw my temper in front of them bt this is e second time i did this in one wk.. great right??? urghhhh.. seriously, i'm tired whenever this happens.. worse, parents asked me to juz transfer n my dad is actually goin to help him pay me e $$ first.. is like wtf!!!!! i dun wan!!!! i wan him to pay himself!!!! then dunno what he n dad talkin ovr e phone then i heard dad dunno sayin what:" she alrdy lendin you so dun say till so awful" oh man!!! wtf man!!! urghhhh.. i dun wanna knw whatever he told my dad abt me.. he thought tt i think tt he is cheatin my money bt i didn think tt way man.. he is always takin his time to return bt i fuckin nt enough for myself too so how e fuck i lent him n let him take his own sweet time to return me.. i cant man.. i need money too lei.. i'm tryin my best to save all i can bt then lei.. i nearly cried out juz nw in front of my parents.. i beared w my tears alot lei.. i reali very devasted max sia.. reali lo.. i'm nt yr fuckin atm machine lei.. i dunno say this sentence how many times liao le lei.. reali tired lo.. y always like tt?? i'm nt workin much le n stil gt e fuckin cheek to borrow money frm me.. i'm nt rich girl.. I'M NT!!!! i reali wish i can dun need to c him, dun need to hear his voice, dun let him have my hp no n disappear in his life.. i reali want tt to happen so much nw.. reali want.. i reali dun like this, man.. i reali dun like it.. i reali wanna get out of this!!!! i want get out so much tt i dun wanna c him in my rm, in my face n everywhere!!!!!! fuck it!!! i hate him max sia.. reali!!!! i'm like always in dilemma btw this thing.. i'm nt happy bt cant voice out coz parents sure say is small thing.. bt imagine i muz b prepared like every mth coz he will borrow lots of $$ frm me everytime.. wtf man!!!! is tirin thing lei.. he is earnin too n yet nt enough for himself.. wtf is wrong man!!! damn it!!! damn it much sia!!! fuck off my life!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Labels: devasted

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18.11.1988
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