Beautiful mess.

Sunday, December 01, 2013

Lessons from the monk who sold his ferrari. :') ; 10:18 PM

Thursday, March 21, 2013

40 mins of OFMAM live.. :) ; 7:22 PM

Sunday, March 03, 2013

Just give me a reason to love- Pink ft. Nate Reuss ; 5:13 PM

New fave on the list! :) ^^

Monday, January 21, 2013

Little talks- Of Monsters and Men ; 5:11 PM

Hey! Hey! Hey!

I don't like walking around this old and empty house.
So hold my hand, I'll walk with you my dear

The stairs creak as I sleep,
it's keeping me awake
It's the house telling you to close your eyes

Some days I can't even dress myself.
It's killing me to see you this way.

'Cause though the truth may vary
this ship will carry our bodies safe to shore.

Hey! Hey! Hey!

There's an old voice in my head
that's holding me back
Well tell her that I miss our little talks.

Soon it will all be over, buried with our past
We used to play outside when we were young
and full of life and full of love.

Some days I feel like I'm wrong when I am right.
Your mind is playing tricks on you my dear.

'Cause though the truth may vary
This ship will carry our bodies safe to shore

Hey!
Don't listen to a word I say
Hey!
The screams all sound the same.
Hey!

Though the truth may vary
this ship will carry our bodies safe to shore

You're gone, gone, gone away,
I watched you disappear.
All that's left is a ghost of you.
Now we're torn, torn, torn apart,
there's nothing we can do,
Just let me go, we'll meet again soon.

Now wait, wait, wait for me, please hang around
I'll see you when I fall asleep.

Hey!
Don't listen to a word I say
Hey!
The screams all sound the same.
Hey!

Though the truth may vary
this ship will carry our bodies safe to shore

Hey!
Don't listen to a word I say
Hey!
The screams all sound the same.
Hey!

Though the truth may vary
this ship will carry our bodies safe to shore (x3)

Sunday, January 13, 2013

Act like nothing happened ; 1:35 PM

YO... THIS A SONG FOR MY EX-GIRLFRIEND, AIGHT?
[D-D-DEDICATED]

I PROMISE I AIN'T GONNA HOLD OUT, SHAWTY
I WANNA GIVE IT ALL TO YOU…LISTEN...(BUST IT)

[HOOK]
Am I supposed to laugh.. as if nothing's wrong
Each day passes by... as if nothing's wrong Oh Oh

[VERSE1]
Hey, I haven't called you in awhile.
I just called to say I'm sorry,
and for that I am even more sorry
Honestly, I don't have anything to say, so I'm just babbling
I was wondering how you have been
"What do you want? You're drunk again aren't you?"
I don't want to hear it again, so I try hard to sound okay
You've become mute on the other side
Because of the random things i'm saying

What's so great about my crooked pride
(I want to run to you but still...)
It's so hard, but I try to act cool, as if nothing's wrong
(If I could get rid of this affection,

if Icould get rid of this hatred)
Ma dear do you know you're all I have
I realized too late I'm sorry ma boo

REPEAT [HOOK]
*~*[Ji- Eun]
As if nothing's wrong, as if nothing's going on..
Memories of you I once tried to erase...

are starting to grow on me Oh Oh

[VERSE 2]
I need U Come back
I want to tell you truthfully
My heart's heavy Fallin Where are you uh!
I can never forget our first date (Why?)
Your birthday is still marked on my calendar
oh no I don't believe
People are saying my laughter has died
There was a familiarity like long lost friends
We used to talk on the phone all night.

How did we have so many things to say back then
How are you doing
The promises I weren't able to keep still clings to my heart
I worry bout you a lot
I wonder if you stay awake at night like I do.

and I feel sorry once again
You said it yourself "You're too mean"
What's the problem? I'm still trying to figure things out
Like an idiot my regrets came too late
(Where you at?) If you leave, what am I supposed to do

REPEAT [HOOK]
REPEAT *~*

[Ji-Eun]: You're no different from the other guys
Why are you taking back everything you said before
Your future was more important to you
([TOP]: Why don't you just call me a liar)

Love is easy ; 11:01 AM

This is so cute!! ^^

Do do do do do do
Do do do do do do
Do do do do do do
 
Today I'm laughing the clouds away
I hear what the flowers say
Drink every drop of rain
 
And I see places that I have been
In ways that I've never seen
My side of the grass is green
 
Oh, I can't believe that it's so simple
It feels so natural to me
 
If this is love then love is easy
It's the easiest thing to do
If this is love, then loves completes me
Cause it feels like I've been missing you
 
A simple equation 
With no complications, to leave you confused
If this is love love love
Ooh it's the easiest thing to do
 
Do do do do do do
Do do do do do do
Do do do do do do
 
Feel the way that I do
Do I turn the grey skies blue?
Make dirty streets look new?
 
And the birds sing 
Tweedily tweet dee dee dee
Tweedily dee dee dee
And now I know exactly what they mean
 
Oh, I can't believe that it's so simple
It feels so natural to me
 
If this is love then love is easy
It's the easiest thing to do
If this is love, then loves completes me
Cause it feels like I've been missing you
 
A simple equation 
With no complications, to leave you confused
If this is love love love
Ooh, it's the easiest thing to do

Do do do do do do
Do do do do do do
Do do do do do do
Do do do do do do
Do do do do do do
Do do do do do do
 
Woohoo woohoo woo
Woohoo woohoo woo
Woohoo woohoohoohoo
 
If this is love then love is easy
It's the easiest thing to do
If this is love, then loves completes me
Cause it feels like I've been missing you

A simple equation 
With no complications, to leave you confused
If this is love love love love
Ooh, it's the easiest thing to do
 
Do do do do do do
Do do do do do do
Do do do do do do
Do do do do do do
Do do do do do do
Do do do do do do

Wednesday, January 09, 2013

Struck by Lightning ; 9:23 PM

Wanna document this. :) ~~more to come! :)~~ Finished the book on 22nd Jan 2013! :) Takeaways ~ :

Claire Mathews: "Oh Carson, you always thought you were so much better than us because we all couldn't stand you but get ready for pure hatred coming your way because as soon as the rest of the school finds out about this and they tell their parents, the entire town will actually hate you!"
Carson Phillips: "ALRIGHT, ENOUGH! ALRIGHT!? I didn't just stand up for myself in there, I was standing up for all of you! The minute you guys walked onto this campus, you were labelled as high school royalty and you would rather maintain that label then- heaven forbid , stand up for yourselves! But high school ends! And for your sakes, I hope you guys aren't the walking cliches everyone thinks you are 'cause life is going to walk all over you - it's going to bite you in the ass!"

Carson: "It's one of the most amazing experiences finding something to write about or realizing something for the first time. It comes out of nowhere and just hits you. Then it's all you can think about and it goes through your body and tries to excape and be expressed in anyway possible. It's alot like... lightning.

Carson : "You can hope in one hand, shit in the other and see which is filled first."

Carson : "Why is it that some people are selfish by nature and others have to be selfish just to survive?"

Carson: "Yes, unfortunately we live in a world where the pretty, the popular, and the wealthy sometimes prevail over the rest. And yes, sometimes people and circumstances get in the way of achieving your dreams and seeing your vision all the way through. And yes, if you hold an advantage over everyone else while you're out there trying to get there (intelligence, creativity, or drive), people will always bring you down that much more.

But if I let those types of people bring me down, the people too pigheaded to encourage the good I'm trying to spread to the world, then I'm not as smart as I think I am.

From this day on, I refuse to let anyone bring me to a point where I can't take a horrible situation and spin it into something beneficial. I will never let anyone make me feel anything I don't want to feel again or rob me of the passions that make me who I am.

A life without meaning, without drive or focus, without dreams or goals, isn't a life worth living."

Carson: "I thought I was gay for about a week once (I think everyone does at one point). But I think it was just the girls around me that I found repulsive."

"No one is saying it's going to be easy. It may be the hardest thing you ever have to do, and some may have to wait and plan much longer than others. But if your life is being ruined because you're living in an environment that doesn't accept you, and you don't at least try to move to one that does, then you can only blame yourself."

On a side note, truthfully, I HATE CARSON'S DAD FOR REPEATING THIS SENTENCE: "I can only say sorry so many times." Just an excuse for him not to do anything about it. -.-

Carson to his mum: "Thank you for being the perfect example of something I refuse to become."

Malerie: "What isn't worth remembering? With good memories come bad memories, and I've got a lot of both. At least this way I can fast-forward through all the bad stuff. A counselor told me once that it doesn't matter if you are stuck in the past or trying to forget the past; what matters is what you do with the present. So that's why I try to soak it up as much as possible."

Carson: "I was too busy dwelling in my sorrow I forgot about what I actually accomplished. I guess I was so busy trying to get people to hear me, I never thought about listening."

Life comes at you fast. It runs through your body and tries to escape and be expressed in any way possible. It's

a lot like lightning.

Another book oh so awesome ! :)

Tuesday, January 01, 2013

:'| ; 11:39 AM

So this is how it feels like to mean so much to someone.

Tuesday, December 25, 2012

IQ Test ; 1:40 AM

hehes... did some IQ test online while I was bored ... This was the results~ :)

IQ Test

Sunday, December 23, 2012

I think i shd start tumblr instd ; 12:58 AM

Friday, December 07, 2012

My Dark Side ; 10:04 AM

Blaine:
Uh-ooh
Uh-oh oh, oh,
There's a place that I know
It's not pretty there and few have ever gone
If I show it to you now
Will it make you run away
Will you stay
Even if it hurts
Even if I try to push you out
Will you return?
And remind me who I really am
Please remind me who I really am

Blaine with The Warblers:
Everybody's got a dark side
Do you love me?
Can you love mine?
Nobody's a picture perfect
But we're worth it
You know that we're worth it

Blaine:
Will you love me?
Even with my dark side?

Blaine with The Warblers:
Like a diamond
From black dust
It's hard to know
What can become
If you give up
So don't give up on me
Please remind me who I really am, yeah!
Everybody's got a dark side
Do you love me?
Can you love mine?
Nobody's a picture perfect
But we're worth it
You know that we're worth it

Blaine:
Will you love me?
Even with my dark side?

Blaine with The Warblers:
Don't run away
Don't run away (The Warblers: Don't run away)

Blaine:
Just tell me that you will stay (The Warblers: Just tell me that you will stay)
Promise me you will stay (The Warblers: Promise me you will stay)

Blaine with The Warblers:
Don't run away
Don't run away
Just promise me you will stay (The Warblers: Just promise me you will stay)
Promise me you will stay (The Warblers: Promise me you will stay)

Blaine:
Will you love me, with my dark side? Ohh!

Blaine with The Warblers:
Everybody's got a dark side
Do you love me?
Can you love mine?
Nobody's a picture perfect
But we're worth it
You know that we're worth it

Blaine:
Will you love me?
Even with my dark side?
Don't run away
Don't run away