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This week has been rather emotional for me. With my birthday just a few days away, I really do not know what to expect. Being an outgoing person I was, I do not mind having a quiet birthday this year. However, it seems like being 21 is a huge thing and you need to have a celebration with your friends, no?

I really do not know what to expect being twenty-one. Greater responsibilities? Bigger dreams? Better decision-making? Higher level of maturity? I don’t know. I only want God to shape me into who He wants me to be. I want my heart’s desire to be in line with His. Sounds so easy yet often at times, the hardest thing to do. Haha.

I’m suddenly back to being 18. It feels like it’s just yesterday that I turned 18 and look at where I am now. Oh boy, 3 years has passed, how time flies. Right now, after started working for almost 2 months, I begin to ponder if doing Mechatronics is what I really want, if going to Nottingham is what I really want. I’m back to question: What do I really want in life? What are my true interests?

I ponder.

Feel so fucked up. argh.

I know of a beautiful God and He never forsakes His people and His love for His people is so great. He is so glorious, so victorious and He reigns above all mankind. His ways and plans are forever higher than ours. His greatness is beyond describable and His power is beyond powerful. He is so big, so big that none of us can contain. He is so strong beyond any fortresses ever built.

I know of this wonderful God who is so magnificent no words could describe. He gave His one and only son for mankind for He so loved the world.

I know of this promising God who never refuses us. He never fails to fulfills His promises, all His people need to do is just to claim them, proclaim them in His name. There’s such power in His name. He is so graceful than the most graceful ballerina one ever come across.

I know of this graceful God who never fails to lift His people up in times of chaos. He is so loving, just yearning for us to run to His arms and He has set me free through the blood shed by His one and only begotten son.

I’m so glad that He has found me.

Also, this wonderful Father I have would love to meet you. Would you come meet Him too?

♥

If life where so many only ifs, there wouldn’t even be you right now. You wouldnt have become who you are today.

God is just so amazing that He has so much in store for us, so much, slowly moulding us, teaching us life lessons 🙂

Machine control test tomorrow.
JAVA test on day after.
Thermofluids and PLC tests on Thursday.
Help pls?

Because we’re only human afterall.

Haha.

Hi. Can you guys like comment when you visit? HAHA. WordPress doesn’t allow chatboxes 😦 And and leave your links so I can link you up! I’ve sorta haha lost all your blog links

ANYWAYS, just so you know, this is my second last semester already! How time flies! I’ll be graduating in August! 😀

So I have awesome panawesomely packed time table this semester. Subjects I’m taking this semester,

-Java programming

– Introduction to Microprocessors

– Electrical Machine and Control

– Instrumentation and Programmable Logic Controllers (PLC)

-Thermofluids

And I have two lecturers from India who have strong Hindu accent. Am not being racist but it does give me a hard time trying to catch what they’re saying. Imagine,

A pronounced as yay; E pronounced as yeey; M pronounced as yam; N pronounced as yen; F pronounced as yef or yof.

Haha. Ok. Sorry.

And I have 2 other girls classmates this semester! How nice!

Ok random post. Haha, I’ve got nothing better to do right nowwww..LOL

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How amazing is our God! Once again, experienced how real and living our God is yesterday.

He has always been faithful, carrying us through life. He has never left us although at times we feel He’s so distant from us 🙂

God is faithfully waiting for you to return to His arms,
He has always been,
Now, the battle is within yourself.

Fight this battle with your all,
Make sure you win this battle,
For this is not a battle for yourself but for God,
Fight!

Let not the grief take over your mind,
Let not this grief overpower your soul,
For you do not fight this by your own strength
but by His strength, His grace and power!

Let the Lord be victorious,
Be victorious in His name!

Something one of my loved ones has reminded me and something God has also reminded me about through my tough times. This is something we all knowbut may also be something we easily forget in times of troubles because we are so blinded and we feel so distant from God.

God bless y’all 🙂

Teehee 🙂

Oh dear Lord,

Guide this deprived soul which route to take next.

Teach this lost soul humbleness.

Help this child of Yours to listen to Your words and commands.

Help her to stay focus and set her eyes on You and You only.