Sunday, July 11, 2010

i don't know how it feels...
tears just drop..for no reason..
it feels suck and suckier plus suckier when you get to know something..something...on a very special day..
through out all this months..it was just a lie..
she loves you more as a friend..or maybe more in her heart that no one knows..
she just started to feel hatred..
what is all this about?
i can feel it..
there's something's not right and its true..
it's been proven..
i know i've been a pain in the ass..

is this the reason why everything get messed up?
is he damn important to you in your life?
could you just tell me the truth?
cause i can't bear all the lies..

i'll just pretend nothing happened..
just to calm like i promised..

goodnight world...

Monday, May 3, 2010

Now and Again

Looking back all these years
How i suffered all the pain & tears
I got a burning desire
To make a change like i never had
I feel it's getting out of control
If i can live in peace then i surely will
No i don't wanna be a denial
Too much regrets i can no longer tell
Has turned my life into such a living hell

Looking back all those times
To all my sins & to all my crimes
Nothing will ever be justified
Being young & blind won't give me the right
To all my loyalty's are unquestionable
I've dedicated all my life & soul
But when it all went wrong & the odds were down
No one dared to be around
Weren't there to catch me when i fell


So why should I.. care?
Why should I... care
to whatever they'll say?
They've never cared anyway
So why should I.. care?
Why should I... care?
I will do it my way
I'll do it now & again & again...

Monday, April 26, 2010

Doing 3-D.
2-D done.
Lifeskill still doing.
Don't feel like doing anything.

Be happy

Tuesday, March 30, 2010

okay people!
i will not be using this blog anymore. and it's official.
hahaha.just that im not deleting it.
i just want to make it a memory.
and you guys dun really read though.hahaha
so i came out with this idea.
i will be sharing blog with my one and only gigirl power ~ noni
hahaha.
:D:D

so i will be posting anything at her blog.
woohooo~

okay da katam.
hahaha.
amin.


Monday, March 22, 2010

As you all can see, I'm really really REALLy got nothing much to post.
I will not be blogging till whenever i feel like it.
till here then, selamat malam.

~Muhammad Hadziq~

Tuesday, March 16, 2010

Dear Girl , you're just in time

Dadang&Noni
I think the cause of it is
that i've been bottling up all my problems which i'm facing right now
where nobody knows..

I think too much lately..
i made some stupid moves..
i need to change it back to normal..

InsyaAllah..every thing is going to be fine..

She is innocent.
What have i done?
:(
i wish i could take back all my doing..
but i still wondering why...

This head of mine is holding too much problem which i've been patience..
It's good to let it out ..feel realeasing..but, after realeasing ,it's getting worst..
what should i do ?
It's painfull..
Even holding back your tears couldn't resist the power of pain.
and my english sucks..i wish i could make it better..
maybe time will tell..

I pray every single night just for you..
I pray every single night just to see you smile..
it's been quite a while i haven't seen your beautiful smile..
Do you know how i wish to see it once more?
Cause that's the only thing that could heal my painful heart of mine..
maybe soon, you will..

Dear Noni,
Let's forget what happen, and build a new futureBold together shall we love?
Yes we came from different background ..But "enchanted" shown me something..
something that we all know Love is not from the matter of where we came from..
but it's the matter of who we are..for whom we love..and for whom we cherish every single moment together..Therefor, i declare, that..i miss you so much lately every seconds when you're not around..and therefor, i declare that, You're the most beautiful living thing that my heart is beating at its momentum where Love is born.

Sarang heayo Noni Ventimiglia.
yours sincerely,
Dadangman.(dedicated to babyman,abeed..)

Monday, March 15, 2010

fucking shit man..why am i feeling soooo urghhh.
i know im the one who create all the problems..itsMY problem..
maybe i'm gonna get sick soon..thats y...
why is my stomach feels soooo urghhh since last week..
Any one tell me what should i do????
oh , no..no one will answer..i know myself well..