Usually when he told me that I am irritating, I will laugh it off.. But he ended it with me being controlling.. and he don't like it.. For some reason, it hurt me a lot..

Told myself when did I ever tried being controlling.. It never even cross my mind.. In my mind, all I think about is whether he have enough rest if he were to meet me at 4, since he is working later at night.. So I told him, 4 he wake up, then 430 leave the house.. Reach there around 5.. As we didnt know how long it takes to change the remote, so I was calculating for him afraid that he might be late for work..

But in his mind, I'm controlling him.. Almost cried twice while eating with him.. Thinking back on what he said..

Why is it, that everytime we meant good, people will always think the other way round.. To hurt to say anything, I went quiet the whole day..

If I were to argue back, he will always say, that I dont want to lose in an argument.. That I always want to be right.. So I keep mum.. Let him think that he won the argument.. I'm too tired to fight back.. I'm just gojng to stay silent.. Wont be asking his whereabouts now..

That will be controlling too right?

Now I can blog on the go.. Yes ah!!
Wish I got the iPad thought.. Save money and buy next year!!

Cant believe my last post was last year.
Too busy with life i think..

I got engaged last year with my dear sarang.
And getting married next year.. hehe..
Time flew very fast.

Im at work now..
Will update more when I reach home..

Missed blogging..

Almost a year has gone by.
And sarang still stood by me, through thick and thin..
Been through a lot to get to this day..
Glad that he didnt give up on me.

Love you, Mohd Rashydi!

Here is my another mission that is accomplished!

Not any fried rice hor..
Its Korean Kimchi Fried rice.
I know that it doesnt look that spicy, and it IS not that spicy. *giggle*
Maybe I should at cut chilli padi..
It taste delicious.. Hehehehe...
And add on some teriyaki chicken... SYIOK!!!



But for my teriyaki chicken, I bought it.. heheh.. Instant teriyaki chicken.. From CP... hahha....

Still got more mission to go...

Remember all the things we wanted
Now all our memories they're haunted
We were always meant to say goodbye

Even with our fists held high
It never would've worked out right
We were never meant for do or die

I didn't want us to burn out
I didn't come here to hold you, now I can't stop

I want you to know that it doesn't matter
Where we take this road someone's gotta go
And I want you to know you couldn't have loved me better
But I want you to move on so I'm already gone

Looking at you makes it harder
But I know that you'll find another
That doesn't always make you want to cry

Started with a perfect kiss then we could feel the poison set in
Perfect couldn't keep this love alive
You know that I love you so, I love you enough to let you go

I want you to know that it doesn't matter
Where we take this road someone's gotta go
And I want you to know you couldn't have loved me better
But I want you to move on so I'm already gone

I'm already gone, already gone
You can't make it feel right when you know that it's wrong
I'm already gone, already gone
There's no moving on so I'm already gone

Already gone, already gone, already gone
Already gone, already gone, already gone, yeah

Remember all the things we wanted
Now all our memories they're haunted
We were always meant to say goodbye

I want you to know that it doesn't matter
Where we take this road someone's gotta go
And I want you to know you couldn't have loved me better
But I want you to move on so I'm already gone

I'm already gone, already gone
You can't make it feel right when you know that it's wrong
I'm already gone, already gone
There's no moving on so I'm already gone

Got the rough idea why I feel like crying when Im listening to this song.
Dont know how I can sit here while trying my damnest not to cry.

Shit! It drop.

Today was the most trying day.

And im done.

For now.

I wasnt feeling that well this morning..
Got a block nose.. Ended up reaching work exactly on time...
That is not good according to my boss dictionary..
I was supposed to reach 15 mins early before reporting for work..
All thanks to my stomach that created a hu-ha 3 mins before I was supposed to be on my way.
I was sooo "bochap" today anyway..

Didnt know I was so hard working that I started to cook right after I reach home from work..
I raid my mom`s fridge and found some extra ingredient, that even hype me up to cook...

And here is my result.



So, what do you think I cook??
Mee Kuah?
Maggie curry??

Ohhh no no..
It "Ddukkboki"...
A Korean snack or so they say..
I have the hot pepper paste and the rice cake..
So I steal one instant maggie mee from my mom`s collection of maggie curry.
And my sister`s yong tau foo ingredient.
Those two long white sticks are the korean rice cake...
Bought the hot pepper paste at Burlington Square korean mart called "Shine Korea"..
So much cheaper than Sol Mart in westmall..
But the only thing is, there is no stick rice cake.. Only the slice one is available...
Ddukkboki Mission Accomplish.

Next im trying to cook their cold noodle...
But it takes a lot of time..
But that shouldnt stop me...
All i need is $$$$$$..
Hahaha..

Only dear havent taste it yet...
Not that huge of a korean fan...
Jealous i must say..
For my love of korea...

Anyway.. Miss him..
Bogoshipo sarang!!

Haiz...
Im off to watch Momo love..
Love Jiro wang..
This can occupied me while waiting for dear to reach home...
So I can have a piece of mind to know that he is safe and sound...

"You and I together, it just feel so right" - PARK BOM(2NE1)

Love this song by Park Bom (2NE1)
I feel like crying when I watch the video clip...