Monday, January 23, 2006
we'll fast foward to a few years later
and no one knows except the both of us
and i have honored your request for silence
and you've washed your hands clean of this
It was a pretty tiring morning but after the nap during lecture I felt okay. I skipped half of it. I really wanted to get out of that place and meet him. and see porkie eileen and jasmine's fondue stall. I didnt get any clothes for cny but cny will still be the same. joyous and generous occasion. cramps were really really bad. I didnt feel myself since 530pm. hard hearted and unhappy - numb. I took the long way home. long long way. watched the cars go by and watched the buildings it passed. one more year and I'll not be here anymore. either that or I'll be flying on and off. this year wil pass fast I hope. fastforwarded year.
and no one knows except the both of us
and i have honored your request for silence
and you've washed your hands clean of this
It was a pretty tiring morning but after the nap during lecture I felt okay. I skipped half of it. I really wanted to get out of that place and meet him. and see porkie eileen and jasmine's fondue stall. I didnt get any clothes for cny but cny will still be the same. joyous and generous occasion. cramps were really really bad. I didnt feel myself since 530pm. hard hearted and unhappy - numb. I took the long way home. long long way. watched the cars go by and watched the buildings it passed. one more year and I'll not be here anymore. either that or I'll be flying on and off. this year wil pass fast I hope. fastforwarded year.
girlwithabroken(: : 20:20
Tuesday, January 10, 2006
I am estatic!
It is almost 6 and I'm barely sleepy. looked through many many booklets on the Austrailian Universities. Science has its goodness I guess, many exemptions of semesters. it is universal and hypotheical. Dota-ed. Napped. Schooled. Ate.
it is almost half past six. I just checked my np mail our of boredom. I am attached to a company in Woodlands. I read it a week late.
It is almost 6 and I'm barely sleepy. looked through many many booklets on the Austrailian Universities. Science has its goodness I guess, many exemptions of semesters. it is universal and hypotheical. Dota-ed. Napped. Schooled. Ate.
it is almost half past six. I just checked my np mail our of boredom. I am attached to a company in Woodlands. I read it a week late.
girlwithabroken(: : 05:55
Thursday, January 05, 2006
this is getting on my nerves. I was downloading Lost season 2 half way and someone shut down my laptop. fuck! even at this fast upload speed now, it wont be seventeen hours till I get to watch. darn..... :( and now its like 30 hours till I get to watch it. great bit big sigh. :( :( :( I am upset gargantuan. :( I shall change the stay-at-home tomorrow day to shopping I guess. or I can hang on Lost and watch L word. I am going to upload 1000 songs to my itunes soon. so many songs I want but I wont download them till Lost finishes up. or I can get it by LAN. I am sleepy~
girlwithabroken(: : 21:51
am so glad exams are over already! finally. had 2 papers today and I slept only at six plus, I napped a halfie to midnight so I couldnt sleep. Played a round of dota. it was okay. I used Razor. thats about the only thing I can recall about that game for now. so drained mentally and physically. maybe that explains why I lost 5 kilos.
something happened today, and I will start preparing for anything to come, good, bad, oh well.. I am already I guess. I couldn't really take it anymore just now.
can anything ever seal the nicks in me? I'm tired. I thought 10 months would be enough. but it's etched. is it true? we love for the bad? and its the bad that makes us real? hmmm.
the killers - mr brightside
oh yay I have L word, so I can watch it all day long. all day long. but actually it's only one season. well I bet lost season 2 has already downloaded at home. yay!
something happened today, and I will start preparing for anything to come, good, bad, oh well.. I am already I guess. I couldn't really take it anymore just now.
can anything ever seal the nicks in me? I'm tired. I thought 10 months would be enough. but it's etched. is it true? we love for the bad? and its the bad that makes us real? hmmm.
the killers - mr brightside
oh yay I have L word, so I can watch it all day long. all day long. but actually it's only one season. well I bet lost season 2 has already downloaded at home. yay!
girlwithabroken(: : 17:39
Tuesday, January 03, 2006
a little piece of heaven...
girlwithabroken(: : 01:56
Monday, January 02, 2006
well well what do I have here in my email today? I'm definately sure that someone who typed that email is gonna be here anytime soon. definately the email is unwelcomed. stop telling me we havent broken up and all that fucken shit. it's just you being so selfish. I am too good for you, EAT THAT. and even if were the last guy on earth, hell no. piss off now... and do not tell me what to do, do not tell me to remain single. I can do whatever I want with my life. single or not, it's totally none of ur concern nor is it any of ur business.
happy new year FRIENDS! note this, only my friends, not you. who the hell are u to judge me? and say my life depends on a boyfriend? what the... how about you? you thinking abt me till 3 years later? doesnt ur life depend on a girl. but too bad, my life doesnt depend on you nor anyone else of that matter. u think God really made me for you? oh my. some people believe things till they're minds are one-wayed. I dont care about YI anymore. I care about the friends I have there but not the youth group, nor the church, nor any religion.
and you alex lee ming xiong, are not in any way right to comment on my friends. and claim that they have smashed my dreams. NEVER say that of my friends. whatever my ambition or what I want to work as next time solely concerns myself. the thing is, I am human, I can change my mind. I can change my mind and say that I do not want to be a researcher anymore! I can change my mind even if no one "smashes" my dreams. what's wrong with u zealot...?
happy new year FRIENDS! note this, only my friends, not you. who the hell are u to judge me? and say my life depends on a boyfriend? what the... how about you? you thinking abt me till 3 years later? doesnt ur life depend on a girl. but too bad, my life doesnt depend on you nor anyone else of that matter. u think God really made me for you? oh my. some people believe things till they're minds are one-wayed. I dont care about YI anymore. I care about the friends I have there but not the youth group, nor the church, nor any religion.
and you alex lee ming xiong, are not in any way right to comment on my friends. and claim that they have smashed my dreams. NEVER say that of my friends. whatever my ambition or what I want to work as next time solely concerns myself. the thing is, I am human, I can change my mind. I can change my mind and say that I do not want to be a researcher anymore! I can change my mind even if no one "smashes" my dreams. what's wrong with u zealot...?
girlwithabroken(: : 01:59
