like walking on eggshells. stepping on that ring of carbon atoms.
hellish week. I'll still wait anyways.
have been in the lab for the past seven and a half hours and counting. neither of us had a toilet break nor lunch break yet. aching. I'd buy final year project over attachment anytime still.
do you feel the same? or am I only dreaming? is this buring, an eternal flame.
I believe its meant to be darlin'. watch you when you are sleeping.
girlwithabroken(: : 18:00
now I can barely eat as much althought I'm so hungry. I guess I'm just nervous about... tomorrow. will be in school the whole day for project. abit of fever now.. hmmm :\
blue blue blue. this felt like the longest week ever. wonder if u still remember to call me. can u remember? ;(
girlwithabroken(: : 18:06
tired. didn't read up much but still feeling so tired.
but I'll be much happier by tomorrow, the last paper will be over in no time.. 13 hours maybe. haha.
girlwithabroken(: : 02:16
Adam Sandler - I wanna grow old with you
I wanna make you smile,
whenever you're sad
carry you around when ur arthiritis is bad
all I wanna do, is grow old with you
I'll get your medicine,
when your tummy aches
build your fire if the furnace breaks
it could be so nice growing old with you
I'll miss you, kiss you
give you my coat when you are cold
Need you, Feed you,
even let you hold the remote control
so let me do the dishes in our kitchen sink
put you to bed when had too much to drink
ohh I could be the man,
who grows old with you.
I wanna grow old with you.
girlwithabroken(: : 02:32
Jan wants to sleep till next monday.
and I'm sure eunice and porka wants to sleep till this friday.
stuuupid exams. makes everyone a notch sadder. I am waiting. for tuesday. sigh. it's gonna be long and hard but I'll sleep the weekend away. 12 hours a day. stone for the another 8 hrs. 4 hrs dedicated to eating. I will stop mapling if tuesday happens. my eyes hurt, 17 days of tears. this is abit embarassing
ordered a few items online. thanks janis! for booking the tix n hotel for me and ngiammy.
girlwithabroken(: : 03:33
the sky has lost its colour
today was a damn cold day. slept for 12 hours. as usually waking up many times in between. will be going away pretty soon.
he hates me. and he will never speak to me again. everything was thrown away just like that. I left first but I regret it totally but there is nothing I can do to have another chance. maybe if you really loved me there would be another chance but sadly, no. its not true. probably there is already someone better. that is why it is so easy so just give us up. it was us, now it's just you and me. it would never work because you didnt allow it to work. no matter how I tried it wouldnt work because you didn't want it to. so everything I did was wrong. I don't mind being wrong all the time, really. so now it's time for me to walk away. currently still standing right here, looking back at the past 1 year, missing every single thing. you scolding me for putting the pillows on the floor, and not closing the doors after I open them. hong kong trip, penang trip, our wallets, our watches, the rabbits, fishcake and fishball, ghoul and ghoulianne, smurf, tomate, chameleons, the soft toy u got for me but I havent took it home, the squid from ikea, gaming with you right beside me, plucking your brows, teasing you, the fights, the moments, the bbq, the hugs, the kisses, the fights, the talks, the tears. I have yet to stitch back the hand for the soft toy...
I really hope and dont want you to give us up. I'm sorry I didnt realise, it didn't matter what anyone said and I am sorry I always acted so strong. please tell me what I can do...
now you want me to forget, every little thing u said...
girlwithabroken(: : 00:28
It's just that I really miss him.
he's happy now. that's without me.
and I don't know.
girlwithabroken(: : 02:04
not to mention, good times and the bad times.
now that it's all gone, I miss them so.
watched click with nadia, eunice, chuiling and janis. pork couldn't make it in the end. great show. sweet sweet drop that rates five drop of tears and five jelly-bean filled bowls. please do catch the show lol.
white green and red for the first.
pink and black for the second dental appointment which was today.
It's been a long time since I've blogged. shall occupy myself with a swim, maybe some L word, bif project and maybe studying for thursday's test.
The Cranberries - Linger.
girlwithabroken(: : 19:14
