Echo me

came back 4.30

now its 5am.
tired. awesome. wil blog soon

hello people, trinity prom is in one day at the Grand Hyatt.

Glitzy night for high end people.

Nuff said.


due to the super uber low currency rate of RM to AUD, (today was 2.03), im considering to take advantage of this all time low by secretly splurging a bit on either a horse carriage or limo to go to prom
for my date and I. Hopefully. Godwilling. Godspeed.

but i doubt i can la.
that'll only make more sparks fly wont it.


on another note, me and hoe bought yanwen her bday present with the help of kai bing today=p

a Portman black Clutch for prom hahah hope you like it.

forgive my indulgences i do beseech you, for tis is me a man a mere mortal who,
upon his own tempestuousness and being so foul tainted by the evils of the world,
as strong as his will may be and strength oh divine,
succumbs into sin and stumbles yet by and by again, only
to beg forgiveness by each cluster of night and morning
for who can blame me when He made the devil so much stronger than a man.





my inner resiliences overpowers my desire to bend.


may the moon wax and wane slowly as i prepare for my most important battle yet.
and come back to where i call home with open arms while i bear gifts from my ventures.

-exeunt-

I had a too busy day today. and had drama practice in the sun.
i think i had overexposure to the sun


feeling really sick now.

Im attending Frozen at flinders.






FROZEN AT FLINDERS ST STATION


Monday, 3rd Nov '08
Time: 7:00pm-7:05pm


1- Synchronize your watches EXACTLY to the Flinders St Clock.
2- Enter Flinders St Station at ~6:55pm
3- Place Yourself Randomly throughout the Main Concourse
4- FREEZE in place 7:00pm-7:05pm.
5- 7:05pm unfreeze and go about your business, as if nothing happened.

BRING YOUR CAMCORDERS & CAMERAS

5 Mins of your time, and be part of history!

WANTED TO BE PART OF Frozen at Grand Central?
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=jwMj3PJDxuo

Well now you can!!!

its 5.48am and im still awake.

went to stephs room round 4. then we talked. and talked.


i know now what i didnt know before.

so its 3.53 and im doing some math exercises before i sleep


and then i realized.

you know what? scrap that last part of my previous post.

sigh. what benefit does it bring if i just point out the flaws of something and do nothing.


am i being a can of worms opener again?
heck i did it with the church and look where it got me.

lessons learnt.
some people back at home hate people who open cans of worms, and would rather live in total mock idealism rather than acknowledge their faults.


hey i don't blame them. they learn from the best.


...mainly our Malaysian Government.



thus i silence and bite this forced to be idle tongue of mine.


to continue with my frivolous and meager log of my daily life.

I've been sleeping at 3am and 4am respectively for the past few days. Birds start chirping the time i go to sleep.

i have 3 weeks of school left before my final exams. Oh heaven save my wary soul.
Got to get into super studying mode.
right now math probability is being a real sore thumb.

anyway, drama group is coming along fine i guess.


theres so much i want to talk about. but so little time.
i cant wait to go home though.



my thoughts are jumping from one cortex to the other. im finding it very hard to keep track of time right now. Things just go by in a blur, a very fast blur. one week just went past by like that *snaps*

next week is Trinity College Ball
Prom oh how i adore thee.
going for the after party at Seven too i guess.
its Halloween themed? ! Vampire Malat coming right up.
no nows not the time for clubbing .. burns my wallet too fast too hard
well maybe the after party can be an exception =p

the weather is being really weird lately. hot and cold.

i've been eating like a pig and i lost 2kg this month. 65kg down to 63kg.
Haha yeah Cherm and Hazel were like " Omg".


its the muscles baby. =p


i've got 4 people id like to ask for prom. i got (sort of) 2 invites to go to prom
so how le.


at least i still can fit into my tailor made suit . the girls were saying if i eat any more id not be able to fit into it. ahaha right =p


been hitting the juice bar at Melbourne Uni Union House the past few days (weeks). Trading my usual ritual of Sushi and Bubble Tea for Noodles and Juice.

Getting a mini gym and xbox 360 for the house next year.


again i cant stress enough how i soo want to be in my house and out of my hostel asap
stupid kiamsap old man. my patience is waning. the way you bully people makes me sick.

none (well i think one) of the Albert House people are staying back for nxt year. serves you right for not keeping us happy.
sigh im going to miss this Albert house family of mine.

i must admit i learned some really wise stuff .


im forcing myself to go to church this week.
at least once before my exams start.
number crunching.


my uni course looks hard.
ive got loads of math in the commerce course.
and im deciding between doing Chinese or Psychology as my breadth subject next year.
i figure i'l be doing one semester of chinese and the other psycho.


Oh University of Melbourne, how u put yourself on the line when you introduced the Melbourne Model



Right. i missed Literature lecture and Eap today. Will be going for replacement class 2mrw instead.

And i still haven't bought Hamlet.








I read on Elaine's Blog about the Miss Seduction* contest going on at Rums.
i know im going to be stepping on a lot of toes by saying this, but. . .. .

1. which self respecting girl would want to be known as "Miss Seduction"?
2. which self respecting parent would want their daughter to be known as "Miss Seduction"?
3. who would want to date a Miss Seduction?
4.who would want to represent a outsourced watered down ulu kampung club?
5. what kinda future is that?


think.pause.



anyway, thats life back at home for ya.
nothing personal girls.

however, i do sincerely home you DO win your Miss Seduction Contest.
if thats what you really want

id be sorely tempted to bet sparks will fly. soon


3.30am now. time to number crunch

I want : casting crowns 3rd album "alter and the door"

cant wait to move in to my house next year.



hey joy i have the card u made me on my desk btw =p
fyi ur handiwork traveled all they way to aus




i realized my hair grew quite long di. this is me after spring concert.
as you are well aware of, my hair dye faded and prom is next friday.
so i gtg dye again.




right. study now.
i overslept for church service today.

i think i should start moderating my blog


im doing quickbooks by myself without my team . just grunt work though


right.

spring music ended with a bang.


wow. one word. wow.
didnt know the guys could dance soo freegin well.

anyway pics coming up soon

the performances were quite very nice.
not that much tension between the febs and julys which is good

kk dumbbells and zz

The stock market is being an absolute bitch right now.



Cant the economy ever stabilize for once?



KLK shares dropped from like 18 to 8. or something like that


and the exchange rate for Aud now is like 2.2-2.4? compared to 3.2 at the start of the year



The plus side of this is, as Adriane succinctly puts it " Mum, its time to pamper me".

So 2mrw is spring music festival. and we've been practicing like dogs on drugs.



but today we are not practicing until 2mrw just b4 the concert, cuz we dun want to strain voice.


No chance to rest the poor vocal chords today though.


We had a mock inter class debate for HOI tutorial.
I realized something. If it doesn't count for marks or anything related then im pretty laid back

Lol. Didnt prepare my speech til like 30 mins before. and when we spoke it was like for 3 mins per person.
haha i was so blur =p

Lol i was wondering why i was so "selamba", unlike during my eap debate in which i was very much into it.

hmmm . .. I bet its cause eap debate was graded.

being very random
anway, going to sleep for a while then dinner and study. kkk

Its funny how relationships work.
how fragile they can be.



We started off quite well at the starting of the year, you and I.

Both from somewhat similar backgrounds, with common interest. and yet a little less than same and more than mates.
But to my disgrace,i underestimated the relationship of our friendship.
and undervalued it.


my philosophy is "close friends stick with you through thick and thin"



and you did.


But now the tables are turned. It is I who is trying to keep the relationship strong while you slowly slip away.


To my regret, we may not be as close to each other anymore next year. possibly never

But one thing is for sure, though we both have our imperfections, it was fun while it lasted. ( and continues to be i hope)

To the two M's its going to be sad seeing you go away. But i tell you if i were in your shoes i'd draw blood biting and kicking a fuss before i leave rather than dying gracefully.


Dont let the buggers get off the hook easily. Heck THEY should supply you with the moving van and move YoUR furniture for you. and not inconvenience you anymore than they already did.


but oh well.




i need to go shopping for a shirt for spring peformance

I got 10/10 for my drama.


quite happy

other subs were quite ok
math was good.



Psy essay was depressing. even more depressing was that this super genius guy in my class who can write sentences that can kill you got only 15.5. Yeah it kinda speaks for itself.




Anyway. Math time

Will it let me be? I cannot tell
There are so many things I cannot grasp
When I think I've got it, and then at last
Through my bony fingers it does slip
Like a snowflake in a fiery grip
Something's here I'm not quite getting
Though I try, I keep forgetting
Like a memory long since past
Here in an instant, gone in a flash
What does it mean?
What does it mean?

In these little bric-a-brac
A secret's waiting to be cracked
These dolls and toys confuse me so
Confound it all, I love it though

Simple objects, nothing more
But something's hidden through a door
Though I do not have the key
Something's there I cannot see
What does it mean?
What does it mean?
What does it mean?
Hmm...

I've read these books so many times
I know the stories and I know the rhymes
I know the carols all by heart
My skull's so full, it's tearing me apart
As often as I've read them, something's wrong
So hard to put my bony finger on

Or perhaps it's really not as deep
As I've been led to think
Am I trying much too hard?
Of course! I've been too close to see
The answer's right in front of me
Right in front of me

It's simple really, very clear
Like music drifting in the air
Invisible, but everywhere
Just because I cannot see it
Doesn't mean I can't believe it



Jacks Obsession, NBC

So yes. another post for the night.


Ok i am officially at an unstable emotional status right now.

Feeling so frustrated somehow.


after posting the previous entry i went out to the city to walk and muck around by myself.


then yes, being the humorous God he is, God wouldn't even let me emo peacefully....
he had to send the stupid RAIN to fall upon poor little me.


so i went to hungry jacks after withdrawing money and wandering around



The funny thing is, i was listening to "This is how we overcome" ( yeah old song hillsong song) all they way to Hungry Jacks.



and it made me wonder.


has your light broke through my night?
has it restored my exceeding joy?
well evidently your grace fell like the rain
but all it did was make my feet wet. (and not make the desert live)

have you turned my morning into dancing?
have you turned my sorrow into joy?
has your hand lifted me up?
has it placed me on higher ground?






is this how i am to overcome?






so i found myself thinking," this song is the total opposite to how i am feeling right now."


and i i feel convicted.






the fact that God wants to turn my sorrow into joy
but somehow he cant cause i've not been letting him do it sickens me.




its time to find the solution.



for now, i shall burry my sorrows in math questions

today is chocolate vanilla ice cream day.


why? because today was a swirl of good and bad events all happening one after another



SIgh.



I'l need to say the following if not i'l die from frustration





I dont know what got u into such a bad mood today ( are u having ur period?) but its no excuse to push ur way around and be all grumpy to the people around you. hey we are all in this together and need to work as a team. ouch??





ANd





oh Please stop bragging. we all know half of ur work is done by other people, and the other half is done by your teachers. so stop acting all high and mighty that u got what you got.




thank you for your time. i hope that was vague so you wont understand. i needed to get that off my chest.

so annoying. math got dumb careless mistakes.



anyway i went biking right, i think i left my student id card there. cuz i wanted to go lib today to do some stuffs and i realized i kinda lost my card??


yeah when i went to register for the bikes the lady took my trinity card as a security number thingy.. . .but i think she didnt return it to me.



i need my card back asap.

called the shop today, but it was closed because it was raining.
but i managed to contact the owner, and he said call the shop up 2mrw.




so pray i left it there. if not i have to make a police report or pay 50aud to replace it.


and im getting a haircut =p

"My words fly up, my thoughts remain below.
Words without thoughts never to heaven go." King Claudius



Hamlet, Act 3 Scene 3

Hello Good Day How Are You.



yesterday we went bike riding. from 10am til 5pm. well we rode from 11.30 til 4.30 lah but yeah thats just about long enough to suffer from an aching butt and sore feet.

Went and rented the bikes from Federation Square. Halfway through our journey it started raining, so we cycled in the rain and took shelter for a while. ok no pics, but the scenery was awesome. we went cycling along Yarra river and there was wildlife and flora so it wasnt too bad.



Anyway the lady was nice enough to refund us 50Aud cuz we returned early+ got caught in the rain.so nice of her =p



Today was another eating day. Woke up at 8.30 for Singapore day. Que ed since 11 and managed to get in only at 12.

but the food was awesome. awesome. and its FREE.

omg the chili crap portions was super large and hell its free eeee

i tell you i never que ed soo long for food and still feel satisfied before. chendol, ice kacang, mee siam . wah ate like a pig.

round 4-ish got home. i slept til 5ish
then had dinner > <"

now im guiltily looking at my second dinner sitting tantalizingly next to my table


i uploaded the pics of singapore day from my camera phone and a few random pics from other stuffs which happened as well but was too lazy to blog about. haha

I tell you, i can feel the "prosperity" collecting in my gut this few days.


Ok during Cg retreat we had tonnes of food ( and fatty+ oily to top it up) right

but i think im getting into a bad eating lifestyle here di.


As most of my hostel mates know, i eat two dinners. one evening, one night.

but today was just crazy.


Woke up at 11

12-1.00 eat lunch ( Grilled Chicken, French Fries, Coleslaw, Vege)

1-4.30 BBQ lunch at Pearly's place. ( Everything unhealthy la =p)

5.30-6.30 Albert house dinner.

and later at 10 will be my second dinner.

Then at 2 i'l either eat maggi or oats or something.





so far its amazing how i haven't put on weight yet.




on another note, hols are coming to a close and term 4 (reallly short) is just around the corner.

so got to get back into studying mode soon





oh


i resent being called lala. if u label me then just look at yourself first.