hmmmm..... mood changes alot these few wks... v sian.... v fan...

among all these few wks... today i totoally felt disappointed... i dun understand.... i really dun understand how can u jus leave like tt??? ytd u chased me out... today u jus leave me like tt... i'm really disappointed... i nv disappointed before... today i really do...

u r not as strong as me.... how can u be like this??? y u always like to aviod??? though i like to avoid but i always face it in the end.... but u always chose to hide....

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hmmm.....came back from the kuching trip le... overall is fun la... but is super cold... dunno is i unlucky or wat la... kept raining... hai... was drench on sat... haha... dun really like the feeling under rain... i jus dun like rain... jus like i jus dun like dogs... i dun understand y ppl like to say is romatic walking under drizzling... i think is crazy!!! haha.... but is an experience for me i must say... 1st time overseas without parents... erm.... got the feeling of being married... u noe the feeling whereby the gal is married to another family.. She has to leave her family, her hse n live w another family... i jus got tt feeling... erm... i cannot say is a bad feeling but is also not a v gd feeling... for now.... i dun like tt feeling.... though i did think of getting married but... maybe after 1 small experience i dun wan le... haah... i noe is silly... but i dun wish to leave my own bed for now!!! hehe.... the moment i woke up on sun morning, the 1st thinking came into my mind n the 1st sentence tt i said to BB is.... "I WAN TO GO HOME.... I MISS.... MY BED!!!!!" haha... anyway by the time i reached hm is like.... midnight??? wow.. i tell u wor.... the moment i lay on my bed... i was super excited eh!! nv been so excited on my bed before eh... haha... at tt time.. i hav this mindset tt i wan every inch of my body to touch the bed!!! haha... is crazy... but really lor... i kept rolling n rolling... so excited tt i nearly cannot slp... then BB was like... oie i wan to slp lor... haha...

then the next few days i totally no mood to work lor.... TOTALLY!!! super duper sian..... hai.... totally no mood... i'm still on holiday mood lor.... hai.... even till now...i'm still on holiday mood.... haha... nvm.. tml is fri... i'm waiting for my sat to come... haha....

last night tok to dear dear... haha... i recommend my company to her... any one interested in my company??? i can recommend eh... accound or lab??? haha.... my company super gd wor!!!! hehe....

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hohoho.... here i am again.... hmmm... not cos i dun wan to blog... cos net got pro..

anyway... good news to poly friends... deming can walk le!!! haha... finally... after tt accident.. v v long nv see him le... heard from BB tt he is gg to interview le... really feel happy for him... hehe...

thur... a day to look forward ba... gg on trip loh... haha.... be assured tt i'll be bring pic back ba... hehe... still hav not pack my bag eh.... i'm not gg v far la... jus gg to kuching... nv been before... n tt palce gg by plane eh... small plane la... haha... told lian tt i really wish to go overseas w my friends esp after i went overseas w my company... hehe... i suggested bintan... but sld be having problem ba cos everyone seems busy... hmmm... see how ba... dunno isit too late to bk hotels now...

k la... today mc stay at hm... kena scolded le... cos spread to all my colleagues le.... "wendy's virus" they called... haha... tml 1 more day working then can rest till next tue loh!!! haha... taken 2 days leaves.... super happy.. other can chinese new yr... i nv rest for so so long eh.... haha....

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