hmmm... finally... i'm out... haha... only out for 2 hrs... cannot go out le.. if not i'll nv recover... hehe.. went to HDB to pay our 2nd payment.. hmmm... finally, everything is setttled!!! now waiting for next yr to start our inslatment... hmmm... really feel lucky... so far... i think i really need to thank a few ppl... to both side of our daddy mummy.. thanks for the support in everthing!! next... BB.. u did a great job!! thanks for everything.. next.. lian... thank you.. :) lastly... my colleagues... hehe... without them, life will not be interesting... haha...

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yo...... hmmm.. today tok to mummy a few things bout me... basically is bout my future la... then i told her tt pei qi is getting to ROM le... both parents met up le... at 1st i tot is normal... but to my surprise is not... she is having a baby!!! but luckily she is old enough to have n support a baby.. if she is still v young, then hav big trouble... anyway.. congrats!!! haha... i v happy eh...

but hor to men outside... if u all really wan to do it, n do not wish to hav a baby, can u take precaution??? if not end up woman is the one suffering for wat u hav done eh!!! if u really love her, care for her, can care for her family too??? is really not v nice to hear a lady getting married cos of the baby... she will feel hurt de.. so guys.. do ur job!!! if not dun even think of doing it!!!

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http://s9.photobucket.com/albums/a54/xiaobinbin/lian%201/

link to go to the pic tt i hav downloaded....

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hmmm.. today Bb's parents came... hmmm... i hide inside mummy's rm also no use... i must say... is not a v gd manners to let the old ones to come n go without sitting on the chair for even a min n they left.. cos i really dunno how to face them... really sorry... but hor... daddy end up invite them up again... though he noe i super dun like this idea, n i even scold him n giv him black face for this idea, but i must admit i'm also at wrong.. i sld be a gd host n welcome them n not hide myself... anyway.. my daddy did a gd host la... haha... well.. i also did sit in the living rm n tok to them ok??? but sorry la... v pai seh...

but then again... i still sad bout my face... when can i get back my face????? hai....

oh... i jus found out that all my photos in yahoo photos all gone ar??? when did they remove it de??? idiot la.. i hav many photos in there eh!!!

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hmmm... v depressed... v sad... super sad.... i'm disfigured!!! disfigured till i really hav no idea how to get back my looks now... though i'm not pretty in the past but now is v v much worse!!!! everyone kept saying tt the marks will go away but i noe it's not true!! i totally dun believe lor... how can it be better where there is so much pimples??? god!!!! how???? i really dunno how to face ppl if this kind of face???? wat if i really cant get rid those pimples??? i'm sad!!!!!! really sad!!!!! bb sick le... hai...

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i hate chicken pox... is really unbearable... i cant bath, cant wash my hair... now my hair is freaking hard!!! hai... qi shi wo le... n i kept accidentally scratch my body... already some broken le... n is super painful... the worst thing is i can smell myself!!! is sth i nv smell before... i dun like... middle of the night dare not slp.. once i slp, i tend to forget n go n scratch.. n in fact cant really slp cos my throat is super painful... really feel like crying... did cry out la.. when the fever comes.. cos fever make my whole body ache...

y is this happening to me??? did i really did sth wrong??? i hate this feeling...

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hai... having chicken pox is really not a gd thing... my head is super duper itch.. n the only place i can scratch cos even hav scar no one can see... haha... but i noe is not gd to scratch la... but i cant stand it... my back ache... my throat is v pain.. is nv been so painful before.... now my head pain.. thanks to the scratch... hai... y am i so unlucky??? can things be more smoother????? hai....

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hai... unlucky wk for me...

at 1st is not smooth at work.. then high fever... mc 2 days.. today finally can go hm... hav not even start work, hav been asked to go hm again... to see doc... all my colleagues suspect me hav chicken pox... n true enough... i ahv chicken pox n hav been asked to stay at hm for 2wks!!!! 2 wks eh... i will be bored to death lor!! hai... y does this happen to me??? the most cute thing is the doc asked me when i notice it, i told him i only found out when my colleauges told me lor... but i think by then is too late ba... it has been a few days le... hai.. how am i suppose to noe how chicken pox looks like ar??? idiot... i cried out eh... crying calling daddy to fetch me.. crying calling back to office to take mc... hai... qi shi wo le!!! who will acc these 2 wks???? BB nv kena before lor... he cant look after me lor... hai.... but daddy purposely take leave today to cook for me!!! haha... so nice of him... so gan dong!!! haha....

uni reply le... i got into the part time uni... de ming also... bb also... but i dunno if i wan to take up the offer a not... stress ar!!!!!!

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hai... these few days... i encountered many relationship problems... be it boy gal relationship... husband n wife relationship.. family relationship... n all r in bad terms... i dun understand.. if u noe wat u did will result in unhappiness of the other party, y u choose to do it?? if really hav to do it, can do it in another way?? or can discuss?? i dun understand wat is in their mind lor...

- if u noe wat u gg to say it out gg to hurt tt person, then dun say it out.. even if need to say, find a gd time to say ma...
- barely together for a mth, n u can kill urself for him??? for goodness sake... do u really love him so much??? u r only adding pressure onto the relationship...

i really believe in ai wu ji wu lor... since u love tt person, can u love everything??? including his family??? i believe living in harmony is v impt... y ppl dun understand??? isit really tt hard??? hav been living together for so long.... wat is there unbearable???

i v sian.... i wish to go away... guess wat??? i'm looking forward to 3 yrs ltr... i think is v pathetic lor... hai....

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i jus read lian's blog... (ya lian has a blog which surprised me!! haha..) anyway.. she really v poor thing eh... so pathetic... lian.... jia you wor!!!!

these few days i cooked dinner till i v sian eh... last night i over cooked the vege again.. the whole hse was v v smoky n the floor is super oily... super sian!!!! really hate cooking eh.... hai... these few days not really in the mood to do anything... nth to look forward to.... hai... k la.. blog again ba...

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yo... updated since june??? hehe...

these few mths... busy... now start by months by months to update my news ba...

14 july... my bday...

had a peaceful n happy bday... received many many wishes by my friends... thanks ar... haha... the thanks a bit late hor??? went to do my toes n fingers.. 1st time wor.... then had dinner w BB's family... really a peaceful bday... hehe...

july we went to did a BIG thing... we applied a flat... n is private HDB flat... not condo, not landed property... is a HDB flat... haha...

june n july is a v busy mths for me... i busy studying.. taking lesson to prepare for my pre test in nus... is fun.. but stress too... y i so stupid cant understand wat my teacher is toking about??? hai.. but luckily... i dun need to take the test... however.. i received a surprise... BB is going to take the test... he secertly apply uni too... hehe... but he nv take those lessons so is v v hard for him.. he has to self study on his own in order to pass the test... so proud of him...

bb did a lot... he not only hav to take the pre tests but also to retake his license test again... he has to take the basic theroy test in order to convert his license... haha...

aug... busy mth for BB... BB's bday we hav fun at sentosa... og.. sentoda is fun.. we try everything including the Dr Fish... oh.. poor BB... laughed till his mouth cant close...haha... bb has to take basic theory test, prepare fot his pre tests... good news... he passed his basic theory test... haha... he can drive me ard singapore loh... haha... not i drive him loh... hehe...

sept... busy mth for me... prepare for lilian's farewell party.. organise my 1st chalet.. i organise my own eh.... w lian's help la... but i drive n buy things eh... haha.... we gals started the fire... ya started for an hr but the fire jus wouldn't start... our neighbour saw n cant take it le... offered to help us... haha... so psi seh... finally started... half way throu... super heavy rain... super sian.. moved the bbq to in house... oh... is fun man!!! gwen keep on cooking... haha... someone even praised her for cooking... not bad eh!!! haha...

19 sept... we did another BIG thing.. is related de... yes... we hav bought the flat... haha... is chosen by both our parents... the unit is chosen by my daddy... the storey is chosen by his father.. the block is chosen by BB... the flat will be ready by dec 2011... haha... excited man!! but hor.. also stress... cos hav to fork out a lot a lot of cash.. so fellow friends.... SAVE MORE MONEY to by ur own home... Sinagpore's FLAT or property are the most expensive asset for singaporeans!!! so save more cash by ur side is the best thing ever!!!

26sept... played overnight poker.. lucky bb acc me.. if not bad i wan dan... have to drive them hm... 27 sept... went to gwen's hse... the 4 of us had our usual gathering... toking n joking... so fun... last gathering as the 4 fo us le ba?? tt night lian flied off le.. so busy eh... luggage overload... though T 3 is v cold but we are persipering... cos hav to unload n repack again... lian ar.. thanks eh!!! though is sending her off.... butI NV CRY wor.... haha... kwet still help me to bring 2 packets of tissues eh... but thanks to bronson n kwet la... make the atmosphere v gd... we cracked jokes n laughed till peng... so nv had a chance to feel sad... hehe...

today is 1st oct.... BB went on holiday le... n here i am rotting at hm... tml still have work... super sian... k la... v v long le ba??? i noe i need to upload photos... u all wait ar... after i finished le, i will call u all de... ok????

see you again................ :)

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