the world through her eyes...

Often wonders what is the self doing when others are bringing people nearer to space.

Instead bringing some nearer to the tomb, WHAT ON THIS FREAKING EARTH?????

1000 X 2.3 = 2300

2300- 500 - 450 - 300 = 1050

1050 X 24 = 252000

10000-2250= 7750

7750X 12 = 93000

93000X 3 = 279000

279000 -250000 = 29000

29000 + 279000 = 308000

270000

=)

The warm breeze of the new year finally arrived, but this time with more rain with it. More more than usual.

So many things happened over the long weekend, it is suppose to hint something.

From black to red to loosing my precious baby, every single hour counts. Also, with so much squeezing in, time never seems to be on my side. And at this very wee hour, which I'm suppose to be doing something productive (resting counts too) , I'm here again wondering around this little space of mine.

As mentioned in the title of this post, Spring of the Lunar is around the corner. This one would be one of the most special ones i used to have, hopefully the best as the following one will never be the same. Too much is going in the mind again. Next spring will be challenging, even for myself to be where I used to celebrate it like any other years. Of course, being able to celebrate it as we used to would also be another story.

Expectations? Abilities? Availabilities? Moods?

They all seem to joining the dots and then I saw the line, too much to consider for the self.

Since its too complicated, I shall plan on how to make this year's the vivid one. Its time to drag the lazy ass back to serious work and a LOT of serious spring cleaning. I shall not disappoint myself this time!

This song reminds me of how I used to decorate the house with dotty little red decos. That was when the little hands were so good at meddling around with the empty red packets, decades ago.

Mee, Dee, Po wait for me arr , when I finish my assignment, I'm yours.

Tomorrow i shall start kicking it all ! =)

For what I know, everything is ever changing.

Why would one want to live in the past when the best things in life are waiting ahead?

My pleasure to listen of what you have to say, but before that think before you even do so.

Its wonderful to know so much about everyone, sharing interesting happenings with each other. On new year's eve, my cousin's-in-law showed me a video of "me".

He said that he and my cousin was at a train station in Melbourne and he suddenly saw someone very familiar. At the beginning he cant recognize/recall who was it and then they thought of me.

He manage to capture this person in video with his mobile.

I watched the clip and my jaw dropped. Here goes :

They even thought that I went to Melbourne without them knowing. Finally, the girl opened her mouth and started speaking Korean , they were convinced with the fact that its actually not me!

Indeed, that girl really look like me, the very sleepy-blur me.

After watching this video, I decided to:

- at least exercise for twice or three times a week, the more calorie burnt the better

- get enough sleep/rest every night

- drink at least one cup of coffee if in doubt of having normal function for the day

Myth: there are 7 identical person on earth that looks exactly like you.

Me: Whatever! This video is an ALARM to kick start the new year.
There are going to be more high expectations for the self!

Thanks to May Jane and Fatt Soon for the wake up call! =D

不可能原谅你无明的行为

好人也有极限

现在我终于知道我的极限在哪里

从此以后

你不要在我的世界里出没

提议你最好搬到远远的冥王星去

甚至另一个宇宙也不错

我世界里有很多很多我爱的人

爱我的人

我会一直的守护着他们

你最好不要靠近他们

不幸的是

你已经不是我的世界里的人了

Today, like many of the other times, I literally dragged my stiff , lazy body which is full of flabby muscles to my instructor's place. Well, no sweat was harvested this time but lots of cramps and pain in the muscles. I believe they have been shivering , shaking , trembling , shouting for an end as the stretching begins. No sweat = no satisfaction. It just shows how poor the energy is within the body. Or perhaps the energy wasnt rich enough to reach out? The muscles were unable to relax and to allow other muscles to contract, it surely just showed how stiff the body was during the times without yoga.

After the session, my instructor and said that the body is getting stiff, and I don't look good at all. She then said that the body needs more nourishing. The energy within me is trapped and hence its affecting the yoga. Seriously, it didn't sound good at all. I guess the energy flows within a soul would never lie.

Maybe you'll be wondering, of all that have been studied, Xin Ying actually believes in ENERGY FLOW? Within a body that flows like nutrients nourishing every single cells??

YES I DO . In fact, sensitive enough ,the energy within will influence whats outside, affecting every single aspect in life.