Thursday, May 30, 2013

Standing on the crossroad
Don't know which way should be taken
Or which way is the better choice
Here or there?
One has higher income, one has better future, but might need a long run to achieve that
One is other's preference, one is my own preference
One is its opportunity is an unknown, while the other is known
One is rational choice, one is.. emotional choice.. maybe?
It seems like the poem that I learnt in my secondary school - The Road Not Taken
Not sure which road is better, and if I took the decision, 
It will take me quite some time to return
3 years? 5 years? or even 7 years?
I don't know
I don't want myself to regret one day
And I don't have the time to make things right
It could be a turning point in my life.. =(

Saturday, January 14, 2012

得到了coursemates 的肯定,自信心回来了 =)

Saturday, December 31, 2011

Hey there! Today is new year eve. Does anyone of you have any plan to go somewhere else for celebrating? So envy for those who have events out there. For me, I will continue study on my final exam which will be held on 9th January next year. Kinda stress for me because it is my first exam in UK. I have no idea on how the questions will come out and how the examiners will mark it. Hopefully everything will work well for me.

Today is the last day of the year 2011. Suddenly felt that time flies and looking back to the past one year, I don't think I was really enjoying it. First is getting more and more fat, second is my last semester in Inti, which means that I was busy all the time in my project, and third, is the preparation for me to come UK. Although the process is uneasy but I really appreciate about what I have deeply in my heart. Throughout the year, I found out that this is the year that I had grown up so fast as compared with past years. Just pick one incident that was happened to me last week, my purse was get stolen and I have to encountered it by myself to settle the student id card, bank card, coach card etc. This is the first time that my purse was get stolen and somemore it happens to me when I'm in overseas! I have to deal with the policeman and the underground tube security officer who are often phone me regarding my lost of wallet. Somehow luckily they are so patient as sometimes I don't understand what they are talking about =P

Hopefully my fortune for next year will get more and more better and I'm here to wish everyone out there has a brand new and prosperous year too! "HAPPY NEW YEAR" is what I wanted to say to end this post. Have a great year everyone! Yay! =)

Thursday, November 24, 2011

Hola.. back to the blog =) Being studied in UK for about two months dy.. Suddenly felt that I should update my blog often to... spend my free time here maybe? Anyway I'm just trying to find some time in doing any thing else except my project right now.. trying to escape from the stressful environment =)

Just a short brief about how's my life here. I know that my family sacrificed a lot for allowing me to come UK study.. and therefore I was trying very hard in my studies in order for not letting them down. Things come well at the early stage but after two months, I think that I had been left out from the syllabus. It sounds like the students here are more competitive and they seems like know everything in class and keep asking questions that I don't even understand what the question actually mean! The lecturers here are completely different with what I had encountered before and they are just reading the slides and I was just like 'ahh, why I never heard of this before?' or 'ahh, is it my own problem for not understanding the slides'. I asked the coursemates around me about how far they could understand and they agreed that they had learnt nothing. They learnt the subject before in their home country but when they come to this lecture, they felt confusing. And I was just sigh and start planning that I should do my own self study at home.

Regarding the food here, most of the food here are either burger, chips, or pizza and etc etc. If you want to eat until really full, one set of burger, fries and coke could cost you about three to four pounds. However, there are also have cheaper options like 1.20pounds can get two big pieces of chicken and fries. Some people asked me if I miss the malaysian food or not. And the answer is definitely YES! I miss food like laksa, roti, nasi lemak and so on that we could not cook ourselves here. However, chinese dishes like curry chicken, black pepper pork, long beans + egg and so on, I am still able to eat them here because of those ingredients are available here! White rice is sold here and it is not as costly as we think. RM2 per kg.. is that costly? Hmm...

About the weather, during the first week I came to UK, 15++ degree celcius is considered as very cold for me. However, temperature is decreasing and now, I feel hot in 15 degree celcius! Wondering that one day if I come back to malaysia, I will still able to get used of the malaysia's weather or not. I start to understand that why my friends who came back from overseas were drinking those ice water all the time.

I felt like posing more on how am I recently do in this two months but not now I think. Gotta prepare my logbook to submit to my supervisor tomorrow as he had put a high requirement for me. Wish me luck guys! For those who can notice that I blogged a new post here =P