Saturday, June 27, 2009

MP and IS assignment...... somemore ppl say me fat...zz

Sat. Cloudy . Mood : tiring, thinking,lazy-ing, 27 June 2009

Today woke up early,
watch pps and do nothing ...
yesterday I done my parts of management already.
then IS i guess I need to do it..
but LAZY whole day..
haiz... 2moro only do lo ...

And just now chit chat with housemate ,
got 1 say I FAT jor ..
after they saw my msn photo had such big difference with the "Ori" of me..
then I show them my old picture ..
got 1 housemate keep say I FAT jor ..
WTF ~~~~

Even my class de friends also say ...
specially my assignment group de... =p ~

Now i need to start planning ...
and now i need to execute my plan ...
~ Less Meat
~ More Vege
~ More Exercise
I NEED TO BE HANDSOME AGAIN ~~
!! ARGH !!
Dont want go back my old time liao ...
T.T ~ fat ugly bo lang ai ...

SO,
Mr.WANG CHUNG NGEE ~
Don't control by your appetency ~
New Targets .
减肥~~~ again ... =.=" ~
"kurus badan"
`zzzz ~

Jia You ... !! =D

Friday, June 26, 2009

Answer for my life now

Fri. Cloudy + sunny . Mood : tiring, thinking,BUSY, 26 June 2009

Just finish my Management Assignment... my parts only..
the assignment still haven't complete...
and I just remind something interesting ..
So I decided to write at here .. ^^


Is a comment of a friend in Utar on my blog ,
her name is Fish YunYun ~
she wrote :
"你成功了。。不是宅男了。。嘻嘻!!
感觉也开心多了。。恭喜你!!真正放下了。。HEHE"
Then i reply her comment by :
"成功了??
真正放下了???

什么意思?? o.O "
then we chat on msn ...
She said that now all article post in my blog are happy story,
not like previous ... many unhappy and sad story..
well .. actually I get the meaning she trying to say ~


Then I think it ...
1 time... twice ... and more ..
am my life are much more happier ?
and the answer is YES .
Better life and friends compare to foundation .
( some friends in foundation still nice la...
dont missunderstood ... specially u , Jia Hong.
I know u will try to find me English error. =.=" )
And of course, some other stories too ~

Then I think it ....again ...
1 time... twice ... and more ...again ...
is that stories make me much happier ?
and the answer is YES . again ...
I can do whatever I wan , would't think about "reasons" and more ..
cause sometime ... things really dont really need to go that way...
so I stop to be stubborn as my friends said ..
and I choose to let go .. =)

Fish YunYun are right ...
thanks for her making me notice about that ...
more story will be continue on my other place...
Best Friend please go pay a visit ya...
"Uknow" ~~~ hehehe ~~

Thank you ~

Didn't Went back hometown ..Assignment ...

Fri. Cloudy + sunny . Mood : tiring, thinking,BUSY, 26 June 2009

Today woke up 10am++ ,
Guan Hao call by , he yesterday back to Ipoh from KL.
Then he reach 11am + to kampar and we chat awhile in my room.
Quite long didn't chat with him .
Then we went to cut hair at Wen Bin there.
Guan Hao perm his hair again ~~
I just simply cut ...
Say it honestly ... cheaper price with cheaper service ..
the hair cut no comment... but they didn't even help me blow while my hair..
until i sit there waiting Guan Hao , all my body are hair drop ...zzz

Then went to lunch , Guan Hao also go fetch KoK Chun ~
Then now I just reach home ..
Guan Hao ,see me so good ~
company you until I no time to do homework lo ... =P
now I got to do homework le...zzz ~
Just finish drop some comments to Guan Hao blogs...
sorry I 4got to drop it last time ...

And yes, I just change my Friendster and my Blog song ...
into some new and meaning songs ~ =)
For who come to my blog ,
enjoy the song as you read ~
^^

Wednesday, June 24, 2009

Transformer 2 ~~ J bday ~ Susan Bday ~

Wed. Cloudy + sunny . Mood : tiring, thinking,ENJOY, 24 June 2009

Yesterday went to watch Transformer 2 with JJ and his friends ,
but Y mun and Jun Ee comes too ~ Luckily got my own friends =D .
We went to Ipoh Jusco .
We had our dinner at McDonald's .
Jun Ee purposely buy double cheese burger set same as me ... xP
Actually she bought 1st ... but starting she want spicy chicken deluxe de...
then change to double cheese pula ... so is she copy me 1...
hahaha XD ~~

Then we went to watch Transformer 2 .
The seat is abit too front... 5th or 6th rows...
then I saw Cheong Sam there ~~ haha ~
he came with his housemate ~
~~~
Then we finish the movie and went home .
inside the car quite cool... then me and Jun Ee sleep in the car...
Jun Ee just like little girl sleeping there ... she say she really tired ...
then after JJ drop his friends and Y mun home ..
Jun Ee straight sleep down ... and taken my jacket... lol ~
当JJ放了他朋友和耀明,
Jun Ee就直接趴着睡在后面,睡了两个人的座位 ...
还拉走了我的外套...(当初是借她盖一些些)...
LOLZ ~~ haha ~


♩♪♫♬ ♩♪♫♬ ♩♪♫♬ ▁▂▃▅▆▇▆▅▃▂▁ ♩♪♫♬ ♩♪♫♬ ♩♪♫♬

Yesterday was too tired to update blog..
so now only update ...

昨天在JUSCO我还买了礼物,
要给一个很重要的朋友。
她昨日生日,
我没祝福她。
今天在打算送礼物,祝福她。
可惜,送了她,
她收到了,却
她没惊讶,没什么开心的感觉。
好像.....送她她都没什么感觉。
算了,我只是有一点觉得...落空吧?
还是失望?
可能我期待看到她的微笑,
真真开心的微笑...
太久没看到她开心了...
也许这样,所以我有点落空吧~~


还是让我回忆一些...回忆?
感觉...似曾相识的..
有关礼物的回忆?
不懂...
算了..



♩♪♫♬ ♩♪♫♬ ♩♪♫♬ ▁▂▃▅▆▇▆▅▃▂▁ ♩♪♫♬ ♩♪♫♬ ♩♪♫♬


对了,
今天还有一个朋友的生日,
SuSan ~~~
在这里祝她生日快乐
天天开心,身体健康,
学业进步,爱情顺利。
Happy Birthday ~
Enjoy your Transformer 2 today ~
haha ~
*P.S. I watch quicker than you ... xD haha ~~

Monday, June 22, 2009

今天的插曲~~~

Mon. Cloudy + sunny . Mood : tiring, thinking,, 22 June 2009

今天,2点-4点 就一堂课。
我9点就和JJ去学校了。
要找老师问assignment的问题。
吃了饭,9点多,找老师,不在。
就回reading room 读书。

到了1点多,我就去找老师。
后来老师在,不过忙,3-5点才有空。
我就落空。
在我走下楼梯时,library前面的正方空地,
都很多学生聚在哪里。
就有一群女生,
其中一个看到我就突然尖叫,
吓到我 一下 ... >.< 然后那群女生的其他女生就看过来, 边看边笑...我就看看周围, 没人,所以是笑我?? 而且我的拉链有拉呀~~ 到底是笑我什么?? 到底是尖叫什么??
我太帅了吧?=P



算了,
后来QT 上完了,
就找老师。
谈完assignment,
我就轻松了~~
刚刚5点-7点和housemate 们 去做GYM,健身。
哈哈~

到家了,
就洗澡,聊天,叫外卖。
呵呵呵~~
现在要赶assignment了。
掰~

对了,谢谢JJ约我,
大家一班人明天23thJune
去看TRANSFORMER 2 。

呵呵呵呵~~~~ 

Saturday, June 20, 2009

facebook tests

Sat. Cloudy + sunny . Mood : moody, tiring, thinking,WORRY , 20 June 2009

Just now to facebook do some test ... quite interesting ..
hehe ... posting to here .. the result...


哈佛大學研究出的人格分析心理測驗
儘管生活是有挫折但你總有辦法克服順利渡過!
你遭遇過的挫折比一般人多
你曾經接觸過一些難相處的人
沒道理的規定和不和諧的人際關係
你對愛情的態度就像太陽表面一般熱情高溫
當你被很多煩人的事困擾的時候
要不就是非常鎮定的靜觀其變
要不就是以領導者的姿態出現叫大家都閉嘴
你覺得一個人去看電影沒什麼大不了的
反而想不通為什麼有些人非要有人陪才肯去看電影
你感到自在不論是一個人獨處或處在人群當中
你對你的父母不很滿意但又無法改變他們
你會是個很好的情人如果你能在萬人之中找到和你極為相配的人不然的話
你和戀人的關係總是不能持久或痛苦結束
你可能已經和一個你並不愛的人在一起太久了
生活就像在坐雲霄飛車一樣
你總是想盡辦法讓生活過得更加如你所願
你要不就是個運動迷,要不你就曾經嚐試過禁藥。


~~~ most are so accurate... xD ~~~



從喝咖啡知道愛情觀
溫暖雅緻的咖啡廳

你所喜歡的愛情是較單純而溫馨的,你雖然不是一個非常浪漫的人,卻會努力製造一點小小的氣氛來取悅對方,讓對方感受到你的愛意。你希望的感情進展方式是漸進而紮實的,彼此能有良好的相知與默契。


and lastly is last time Jia hong ask me do tat test...
mana zai result same wif him .. =.="


"WHAT IS YOUR PURPOSE IN LIFE?"

You are a Visionary..
“You have the ability to see things in a way that others cannot and your perception is second to none however you do not always follow the logical path even though you can almost always predict how things will turn out. You are gifted in business and your insight into the future makes you an excellent person to give good advice to those around you.”.


haha~~ tats all ~~~~
good night ~~ =)

Friday, June 19, 2009

TRANSFORMER 2 ~~~ I WANNA WATCH

Fri. Cloudy + sunny . Mood : moody, tiring, thinking,WORRY , 19 June 2009

1st to announce ,
my N73 ME jz take to check on it...
as it keep appear :
" Low battery , please recharge" ,
then auto shut down everytime I pick up a phone .
Then most of my friends said it might be battery problem.
And yes I know nokia N73 ME 's battery got problem 1 ..
it's been announce by Nokia , I seen it on ERING magazine before.

Just now I went to shop and let the "engineer" fix it..
then he says that it might be the battery problem.
then he pick out the battery and its "FAT" ,
omg... how come the battery become fat ...
omg... follow the step of mine ???
no way... im getting thinner la... xD haha..
then just replace a new battery which cost me RM35...
I pay RM50 ...but tat guy return me RM20 ...
(⊙_⊙?) RM30 only ???
ok .. nvm ...at least its good for me... XD haha...


Just now i just email and make appointment with tutor,
so 2moro i go sch 9am+ to ask tutor about the Management assignment stuff...
Hope can easily be done...
effective and efficient .


Don't bother the "ma fan " thing ..
now the most exciting for me is ...
next week I might go back penang by KTM ,
I WANNA WATCH " TRANSFORMER 2 " !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

here is some poster I downloaded from web ..
thats too many pic... so I upload some of it...







Don't know why bad guys always ....
looks much more stronger and cooler... xD

Transformers is at 26 of June ?
Just now I went to GSC website and found out is on 24 June

Then I can watch it on 26 June ...YEAH !!
TRANSFORMER 2 ROCKS !!!

Enjoy your day at hometown for friends who went back hometown
Stay happy for who are happy or sad now .. =)

Thursday, June 18, 2009

Funny thing ~

Thur. Cloudy + sunny . Mood : moody, tiring, thinking, SURPRISE , 18 June 2009

昨天,很不开心。
8.30am 我去巴士站等巴士,第一个到。
9.10am巴士到了,上到完,就是我没得上。
9.40am坐到第2辆巴士。
9.50am食堂很多人,原本8点多可以到学校,
就可以吃早餐,因为我平时都这时间到学校。
有时候12点才有课,2点才有课,我都8点多去学校。
吃早餐,读书,做功课。
回到刚才的....
9.55am在block C 排队拿public bank account book,
又有人插队, KNN !!!
而且是女生,我 beh kam lan ~~~
就算了 ~~


过后一切还ok,
对了,手机有问题。
我的N73 ME一接电话或打电话,
一通 ... 就关机,说没电~
靠!!!明明充满电的~
明天要去做了...
就是因为这样,
又发生了一件是让我很内疚,
也是我的电话害的~~
昨天下午放学,JJ 有call 我要载我回,
因为他顺便载 Jun Ee ,
不过我的手机关机,他打不通。
后来我的手机又开到,我就sms 酸他,
哪知道他回头载我...
真的过意不去...
N73 ME 啊~~~
求求你别闹了啦!!
希望只是电池或更小的问题,
一下下就可以“搞定” ...明天修理~~

今天,
我和我的assignment group 的组员,
讨论,聊天,
哪知道聊聊下,
我就说我前不久放下心里的....
让后有人就问是谁,
住哪里。
这么巧就和我的1个组员也住那里,
名字一说出口,我的组员就知道是谁了~~
还说蛮熟的~~ =.="
哇靠!!!
....
............
不过没关系,
都放下了...


不过很好笑,
放下"心里"的那个星期,
msn 有新朋友 add 我,
聊聊天,她去看我的facebook,
说我长得很像她前男友,
后来我看到她msn的英文字母,
我就问起她的名字,
=.=" 竟然和“她”一样名字~~

现在我的组员更是认识她,
还说她越大越漂亮,
后来我说,“我也是越大越好看”
哈哈哈~~ 逗他们笑得...哈哈哈~~
算了...
这些单纯是碰巧,
巧合,刚好。
不过是很特别事件,所以写下来了。


希望明天会是更好的一天。
=)

Saturday, June 13, 2009

A week2 Sunday

Sun. Cloudy + . Mood : moody, tiring, thinking , 14 June 2009

昨夜,2点半夜多入眠。
佳宏回了,今天他和其他朋友会KL,
不知道要等到何时再见面。

今天,6点半早晨起床,
和文阁还有凯中(housemate),
我们去跑步。
跑到7点半多...就回家。
因为我8点还要和JJ去打羽球。
怎料到除了我,还有14个人去,
我才认识JJ一个人,
我又很怕生的....xD
所以我拒绝了去打球,
对不起,JJ

后来就打扫房间,吸灰尘,
过后就睡觉。
刚刚睡醒,就和housmate他们叫外卖。
叫了,吃了,真好吃。
我叫了cheesy鸡扒饭,还有蜜瓜汁加奶
呵呵呵~~

压力来了,
明天又要早去学校,
做功课,查assignment的东西。
希望我可以快快做完它。
Effective,Efficient 和 have Quality.
Pray to god , bless me .

也许,
我刚刚脱离了一些爱情约束,
得到自由。
不过,恋情突然间对我,
好像很遥远,
突然明白,
突然觉得,
恋情还是要看缘分,
所以我,
现在应该不需要。
以后再打算。


现在开始,
我觉得,我决定,
读书第一...
要读书,
做Assignment,
运动做GYM ,
考试满分,
这些都是我现在首要的任务。
所以,其他的,不理了。
如果得罪到谁,Sorry ,
我的时间,我的选择。

除了一些朋友以外,
我的时间还是会为你们有空。
可以还找我哦~~~
=)

Mans' talks night .

Sat. Cloudy + Raining . Mood : tiring, thinking , 13 June 2009

Today I have a 12-2pm class,
the class ended at 12.40pm ... so fast..
I love that lecturer .
Then I go MM have lunch with JJ and his gf .
Then I went home.
3pm-5pm having gym at UTAR with housemate ,
exercising body and chit chatting .

Then we home,we sms food delivery but after an hour we only know that shop was closed today.
Then we call anoter food delivery and not sms , after 8-10min the food arrive.
Wa ... so efficiency . =D
but dont really like tat shop de food ...always dont really like.. lolz

Then Jia Hong and Pei Yi come to my house ,
Jia Hong laptop left at my house from yesterday night until now .
Then we have some game , dota owning people . ( me didn't ply dota several months edi lo ..)
then keep winning lo .xD haha
then me and Jia Hong chit chat thing ..
Pei Yi went to yamcha with friends.

Me and Jia Hong chat alot of things.
Really alot of thing ... some of his things.. most is my things...
Then he listen to something happen to me,
and some serious dicision I had make for something recently.
Some decision really very very serious 1 lo ...
listening my story lo ..
thanks for his patient ...
He gave me his opinion and of course I'm happy with that.
Now some of my problem solved.
Some new thing came out ... I just need to handle well ...

Money problem solved ,
My own personal problem solved ,
But I'm still having chaos in my mind ...
don't know what thing so bother me ...
izit I dont have problem already ?
so Im so moody ??
我的问题已解决,
钱的,
个人的,
可是就是有东西在烦我,
不知道是什么...
是不是因为我没什么烦恼了?
所以这么烦?

不这么觉得..
烦恼永远在身边...
其实我知道还有...
Don't think so...
many problem just around the corner ..
so now ..
do what the best for me ...
hoping life is getting better ...


BTW , 2moro Im going jogging 6am-8am with housemate..
then 8am-10am badminton with JJ and his friends ..
then ..study or what ba ...

其实,写着写着这文章,
我也不知道我在写什么...
一回神,就写完了...
开始...
又要回到我思考的世界了...
开始思考...想想想...
沉睡的世界......
沉睡森林...



Thanks Jia Hong ,
although that night you
still so "concentrate" on your laptop ..

but still you had helped me alot ... guess so ..
zzz..
haha ~ thank you ~

Friday, June 12, 2009

很开心,手放开~

Fri. Cloudy . Mood : tiring, happy-ing , 12 June 2009

昨天,
和我的“神秘朋友”联络感情,
聊很多东西一下咯~ 呵呵呵~
然后,很确定,
我放下了~
真的单身了~~~ =)

昨夜,
Sian Wah 从 Setapak 回来这里,
来了我的家,我们聊天,功课,八卦,等。
哈哈哈~聊到 4点多 morning ...
Mana you , Jia Hong ,
I thought you back with Sian Wah ,
he say you wanna give me surprise...
xD ..
Then i need to act I really surprise lo..
although I know he back to kampar already..
xD HAHAHA ~

说到我放下了,
我有一些感想...
放下后,
美女,走过还是会看,
对女生,就像我以前说过,
我曾怕过女生...
后来没怕了..
现在,我不怕,
但是,怕的是的女生....
靠???
我开始不正常了吧?
我的天啊!!
我不要这样啊~~
反正没关系~
美的统统都被吃了~~
没剩了~~
哈哈~

我就找有素质的~
Quality ~哈哈 ~
其实我有梦想,
我想要 quality and quantity ~
哈哈哈!~~~
okok ... just joking ..
Quality is enough for me... xD

没办法,穷,我无法早日找女友,
如果交的女友是富家人,就糟糕~
也许穷听起来像借口,不过,
我知道我的朋友们明白我的意思。
谈恋爱也许简单,
但是我的目标是长久。
结婚,收入,等等以后的问题,
想过了,所以要好好看...
慢慢找,慢慢想~~

还有,今天看到一个朋友的MSN PM ,
希望她讲的不是我~ 我没有离间人家感情哦~
lolz ~我为何在意 这个 PM ?
因为,如果惹了女孩,
她会一传十,十传百,讲"哀"我 ~
倒是做人,交朋友都难咯~
更何况是找女友~~
超怕的~~
希望不是讲我啦~

今天就写到这里~
希望Assignment 可以快快做完,
做到有Effective and Efficient and have Quality の output.
hehe ~

waiting for Jia Hong...
he should be around le..
haha~~

Thursday, June 11, 2009

JJ and me laughing hell ..zzz xD

Thurs. Cloudy . Mood : tiring, happy-ing , 11 June 2009

This articles is really a lot will talk about a friend , a new friend i meet in Degree.
He also my classmate, assignment group members.
A nice guy , cute and handsome , of course , a kind man .
His name is Jia Jie , JJ .

Tuesday,at Business Accounting tutorial ,we listen to class,then chit chat-ing .
Then we talk about the movie "Night of Museum 2" ... then Jun Ee and Sock Wei ask us wanna go cafeteria to have lunch after the class, then I turn to right hand side to ask JJ , then he suddenly posing , and act the "Thinker" in the "Night of Museum 2" ..
then I laugh , he laugh ..
until whole class notice us 2... keep on laughing ..
When I'm gonna stop laughing...he still laughing .. until table shaking ..
then we laugh until class finish ...
* not loud sound of laugh but wanna laugh but need to hold it *
华语叫做“忍着不笑”或“忍笑”

Then after rest, then continue another class, Quantitative Techniques Tutorials, JJ sit my right hand side again , my left hand side was Pei Mon , then we do tutorial , when friends go out do on the board, we chat .
Then chat chat awhile..suddenly me and Pei Mon talk something funny and laugh slightly ...slightly only u know ? ...
then I said : " Just know morning laugh with JJ a lot , then now laugh with you , later we go for photo taking session don't know my face will become thinner or not ... ? "
Then Pei Mon laugh until "lao ba you " ...laugh till tears comes out ... =.=" walao eh ..
I never knew Im so good in joking ... xD haha

Today ,
I only got 12pm-2pm and 6.30pm-8pm class , but I went to school 8.30am for breakfast and study , then stay school whole day till 8pm. haha ..
just now after 2pm ,at reading room study, we study,do tutorial ,chating ..
JJ come out to joke again ..
Starting , i try to teach him "Ah .. Ji boi .. ZHA "
the old tricks .. the 2 hand cover ur face to ply with baby 1...
then JJ come out with the hand moving in front his face ...but when the hand cover over the face , the reaction or emotional of face change ... WALAO !!
Make me and Jun Ee laugh like hell .. walao ...
now really everyday also laugh laugh laugh .. if can continue until end of 3 years Degree ,it will be nice. .. hahah XD


Now , I suddenly feel so relax and comfort ..then I starting to think ..
Lifes better? maybe ...
New friends , new Degree ..
and yes , I found out the reason ..
I think...
I had successfully stop..
NOW IM REALLY SINGLE AND AVAIABLE ~~
hahaha XD hahaha

congratz me ya... haha ~ =)
Cheer up ~ Fight for CGPA 4.0 !!!

Monday, June 8, 2009

A nice day... GYM

Mon. Cloudy . Mood : tiring, happy-ing , 8 June 2009

Now I wanna say sorry to some friends here ...
About yesterday lo ..
sorry ya Xyph , cant go dinner with you ..cause I promise my housemate at the 1st place ...so is housemate fault ... lolz ...
then sorry ya JJ , I promise you go basketball today morning but I fail to do... SORRY ~
this is because yesterday msn and phone calling with 2 friends lo ..is Susan and SuFen and also Dexter Lim fault ...
对不起,淑芬,难得你打来,我们聊聊,突然我的朋友来~聊不久他就睡...真是的...=.=
我又不能打回给你..怕吵到他..
DEXTER LIM !! YOU FAULT LO !! XD haha..

Sorry dexter,then I cant go waterfall with you ... cause plying Vampirism..cant think well...so its WARCRAFT 3 FAULT !!! hahaha ~~
Sorry Susan ... cause my fren come ... cant chat with you .. DEXTER LIM FAULT ..xD
CONCLUSION , not my fault ....
.... ok la... my fault la... sorry lo my friends ...
T,T ....wuwu

Back to my daily life. ...
Today,my class started at 2pm until 4pm.
But i went to School at 9am + .
Eat breakfast ,then go reading do tutorial ..reading ..
then while in reading room ,JJ come in and study with me lo ..
then 4pm go home with JJ ..
we go fix bike ..cause my bike sound really spooky from yesterday..
when cycle got "kra kra kra " sound ..
macam nak rosak ...

Then after fix , me , Kaizo , Wen Guang, Wen Ge, Leo , we 5 housmate go to Utar Gym ..
Then inside got senior lo .. all body shape super yeng ..
some abit over for me ..
and my housemate and other friends also say, used to said ,
that I tall and got body , so if i train will have a nice body shape ..
so dont waste la.. xD ~ be strong and I wanna go back Scare my sister...
kakakakaka ~
then inside walao eh .. i run the running mechine ..
I run 0.8KM for 6min only...with speed 8 ... then I FUXK-ing tired ..
wa... really tire ..
Now i really know Im so noob...zz
then go do other hands and other parts of exercise..
then Wen Guang,Wen Ge and Leo they are relative ..
Wen Guang and Wen Ge are TWINS !!!
they do gym before so they teach me and Kaizo lo ..
do what train which part of muscle..

Finish Gym and 7.15pm ,then go dinner ,
then now back home ..
Actually just now 4pm + internet got problem..
then back i hear can on9..
but still siao siao ..
SI PEH PEK CHEH .... lolz..

xD hahah ~
2moro 8am-8pm class...wowow....

Friday, June 5, 2009

2件大件事 - 从前 我太好骗

Sat. Cloudy . Mood : Happy,bit worry , 6 June 2009 .

途中的曲折有几多
熟悉的疏远了
随幸福走过
不到我抚摸

今天,2件大件事。

第1件,一个朋友,发生了大件事,
我知道了,尽了我所能,帮了她。
她好像在撑着,希望,时间啊,帮助她吧。
诚心,祝福她。

送她一首歌,
我的快乐
会回来的
只要清楚曾爱得那么深刻
不准问值不值得
我的快乐
会回来的
离开不是谁给了谁的选择
你会快乐的~
加油^^~

第2件,
想起了以前的1件事。
有关于她。
去年,2008年7月,某1天,
我记得,她难得找我聊天,
我很开心,后来踩脚车去reload maxis 的号码。
聊天,她说了些事,发生了些事,
后来我安慰她,但我却不怎么会...
而且,当时我还在烦朋友之间的问题...

我没留意,我没用心,
我失去了机会,我失去了一个,
我的幸福。
好后悔,为了那朋友,失去我的...
后来还知道那朋友不是什么好人,
利用,假惺惺,等...

失去了,那女孩,
也许觉得我不怎么关心吧..
也许我多用点心,
多留意,多关心,
我...

不过没关系,这文章只是和Jia Hong 聊聊就想起,
所以写了下来...

接下来...用一首歌,来表达我现在的感觉...
✪✪✪✪✪✪✪
伤痕就这麼多 所以又代表什麼
等待适合的风 带我飞越尽头
曾经脆弱 独自承受 伤痛

曾经爱过以后 心痛 放手
人总要学会软弱
曾经活著痛著 你也能轻松看透

我用我的无赖遮掩 谎言 从前 我太好骗
荒唐剧情 随时都会 上演

✪✪✪✪✪✪✪
-Song title- 无赖正义- - By- Color Band -

Thursday, June 4, 2009

谢谢我的朋友,我 ok的啦~ =D haha 偶是铁人~

Fri. Cloudy . Mood : Happy,bit worry , 5 June 2009 .

不知道我应该说是昨天,还是今天,
因为是半夜过了12点...
从晚上 8,9 开始到 2点半夜...
和朋友聊天, MSN ,then SMS 都有...

MSN 有 蛮多人,Jia Hong la, Su Fen la , 韵韵 还有 Susan and Yingz la ~
哇~ 还蛮忙的~ 哈哈哈~

to be continue pls press this
细节 - << 重点在于 , 我发现,朋友们都很关心我, 我从之前就发现,也知道。 谢谢你们...
give my beat alive
take my breath away

Holding my will
Cuz I never met someone like you

Cus' I'm blind in your smile
Using tears burying the lie

Now seize the time
defeat the weak and break my runaway

Cuz I'm conquered by your eyes
and I am losing all my mind



重点 ,
其实我一直以来都发现,
我真的是放下了,所谓的单恋,
我只是习惯,点击她的部落格,
像我朋友说的,放下还是可以做朋友的..
不一定要忘记...也许忘记了,会开心些,
不过,我选择了,她永远在我心里 ...
因为我知道, 我一直没有抱持任何希望 ...
所以我都当“她” 是我的朋友 ..
不过我们都很少聊天 ,因为 ... 可能...
防备之心吧 ~ 我了 ~
或是没话题 吧 ~

可是,
不知道何时开始,
没得聊,我都不会像以前这样的...失望 ..
不知道很是开始,
就开始,不是很想去管她的事 ...不悲观了..
不过,也许,
我还要时间,帮我证明,让我解脱...
因为我知道,我快了....
就快 了 ...
我 ...

写到这里,我又想想了...
停顿一会儿 ...
眼睛,脸颊,热痕...
我又不知道了 ...

总之,我知道,
我现在是乖乖读书,
家人,朋友才重要,
现在而言。

123冠军已诞生 我认真思考这过程
没有疑问 就是你带走我的天真
321倒数的枪声 现在我什么也不剩
终点之前 我已经付出了灵魂

这场竞争 为了抢你的单纯
变成铁人 不怕疼

123练习要认份 要能忍才能够得分
没有疑问 请看我执着的眼神
321我没有天份 不够稳还有点愚笨
偏要硬撑因为我应该得到掌声

这场竞争 需要有一些牺牲
变成铁人 不怕疼

紧握的双手 张开会留下什么

- Song Title - "铁人" - By - "color band "

放逐爱情

Thur. Sunny+Cloudy . Mood : Happy,less worry 4 June 2009 .


❈❈❈❈❈❈❈❈❈❈❈❈❈❈❈
想不透 我知道自己没有错
爱你的心忘了上锁 傻傻让爱变成一种折磨
你对我一点不在乎 我还是爱的不认输
对你的爱我选择了让步
❈❈❈❈❈❈❈❈❈❈❈❈❈❈❈

看到了“她”的部落格,
最不想看到的东西,
还是看到了。
朋友,妹妹,好友,陌生人,
有时连上帝,
都劝我放手。

我常自己对自己说:
“这是习惯”
“我放弃她了”
“我放下她了”
“等吧....反正也没人要”
“有机会的...”

日子一天天过,
思念明显有减少,
希望,一天可以忘了吧....
希望,一天真的放下了....


有时候 我真的觉得好寂寞
你曾轻轻对我说 我只是 普通的朋友
爱的感觉不同 付出的爱没有结果

♡♥♡♥♡♥♡♥♡♥

被放逐在寒冷的边际
去学习暧昧不清不是甜蜜
不再理所谓的不公平
静静的离去 轻轻的闭上眼睛

♥♡♥♡♥♡♥♡♥♡♥♡♥♡


新朋友,新情缘

Thur. Sunny+Cloudy . Mood : Happy,less worry 4 June 2009 .

Today went dinner with JJ , he's really a nice guy.
Me dinner with him and his gf, and his friends.
But my housemate get mad of me... T.T
say i "dumb" him ... lolz.. i said go dinner with him as usually I call food delivery 1...

Then Friday my timetable no class ,and Saturday is holiday.
So very happy now .
Just now gaming and chatting with TCH , she's having A-level exam but still can chat with me ,cool ... xD haha


Then last Sunday I knew a friend from facebook , is a girl .
We have many common thing ,and many things to chat .
1st time know people ,and 1st time can chat hand phone for 1,2hours plus ..
(of course I call her la .. =,= ") .. kind of new experience ~~ xD haha

Then now I'm chatting with her on msn , she ask me to visit her blog.
Then I read it ...
many interest thing inside...
then story about me bitbit ... xD
then she still said she happy to have me to chat on ...

读到这里,我双眼热泪痕痕....可以说感动到哭了...
才认识几天的朋友,这么投缘,这么的...
难得 , 很开心 。 =)

这份情缘会伴我一世的。

Tuesday, June 2, 2009

Day 2 of Degree , funny tutorial lecturer ... xD

Tues. Sunny . Mood : Happy,less worry 2 June 2009 .

Today is the day of 8am-8pm.
But 2-5pm free.
Attending 1 lecture and 3 tutorial class.
cycle go school.
5 pm went to school block E214B , shit no air-conditional. =.="
Then knowing new friends, new assignment group.
My group people seem really polite.
3boys include me + 2 Girls ~
Lengzai and Lenglui group ~ wakakak XD

Then most interest thing is 6.30pm-8pm class,we walk to block B209B,
then waiting in class , suddenly a guy come in ..
Then all of us guess he's the lecturer...
then he looks like Korean, even I also feel his damn handsome ,
( even me this handsome guy also say he handsome liao , U guess.. xD )
and mature ... white... and Cool ... WALAO eh .. I really cant believe I said it ...

Then he say his rule ..
1st , late in class nevermind ,but dont knock the door cause its disturbing ...
2nd, he might lazy bring attendance list ,so sometime he will bring and let us sign for 5days or more... <<< style="color: rgb(51, 255, 255);">torches light already wor ... T.T
Was quite excited to cycle during night if can finish class 8pm .. nevermind la..
still got Thursday.. xD


then he talks briefly about Micro economic , then interesting story comes ..
the story is ...
People decide that people who rape should sentences to dead , then many people agree.
Then a professor of Economic from University of Chicago said that should not , why ?
Because he based on the Economic theory thats is about the opportunity cost .
If people or rapers get to know when they been caught and will sentences to dead, then the case of raping then killing will increase , WHY ?
Because people after they rape, if they kill those victim, then their opportunity cost will be minimize,because no 1 recognize them .
OMG ,this is really a damn good Story.
I REALLY START TO LOVE ECO ~ well.. i love it before .. but now more deeply .. xD

Then say har say har .. when MR.Wong (the tutor lecturer) wanna say the words "find " ,his sound was " FU*K" ..then 0.001 second he cont with "find" words, all of us laugh like hell ~
XD hahahahahahaha

then many many story interest ... then END , we go home early about 7pm ..
haha ...
Hoping everyday is good and fun .

Monday, June 1, 2009

Degree Start-ing ~

Mon. Sunny . Mood : SIAO ,担心. 1 June 2009 .

Today is the day of my Degree start...
morning I woke up early and go school at 7.30am.
Went to pay fee at DOF,then go register at DSA ,then went to Faculty of Finance which is Faculty my Degree course. Many people line up to register, ask which group they belong and many more.
I line from 9am+ till 11am + ... =,= "

Starting I was in FE TG3 which my timetable suck , Monday till Saturday.
As the time I saw the timetable , 1st thing come to my mind was my promise with my sister.
Which I will finish my assignment before her birthday and went back Penang celebrate with her and watch movie .

Then after a lecture class, a friend tell me he will register tomorrow for TG2 for FE ,then I go with another friend and her boyfriend , we go back to Faculty Finance again to request change group.
Then finally I change to group 2 which is TG2, the timetable was cool.
Monday to Thursday,and Friday no class and Saturday got 1 lecture class only.
Then I can go back Thursday and replace Saturday class when I back Penang.
** but the worse part is Tuesday class 8am-8pm and Thursday 12pm-8pm ... =.=" ~ **

And just know a friend told me Degree need to attend Tutorial class at 1st week, then I was ..
" A ...." on my month and " FU*K,!@#$% " inside my heart ...
tomorrow the day , 8am-8pm ... T.T ... wuwuw .....
need to cycle and bring torches light go....

Hope can knowing good people good friend and having a good team of assignment group.
God bless me . ^^
♥♥♡♥♥♡ ❤ ♡♥♥♡♥♥

Today is my Dad birthday.
Happy Birthday Dad .
Wish you healthy and all the best.

♡♡♥♡♡♥♡ ❤ ♡♥♡♡♥♡♡