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Saturday, March 10, 2007
suddenly i see, this is how i wanna be 10:45 PM

today i went to the city with Lys and Steph to get Grace's bday present
it was quite hard. i was being all sceptical, because i didnt know what Grace liked and i heard she didnt like all her presents from last yr

we went shoe shopping as well! actually, i did because Steph got hers before we went to the city and Lys fished out some old pair.

Um, so yeah, i found a pair, $120 but im not sure if I should get them. I know its xpensive but i really love them. Except, they tend to get painful around the toes but that's because i have effing wide feet...so not cool. and they slide off the back of my feet too, but the lady said i could use Party Feet for that.

Other purchases we made were,
Bubble teas (peach-lys, lychee-me, and banana-steph)
for Grace- Roxy pencilcase, Roc candy, Dotti bangles, head/cloth band thingy, roxy keychain, phone sock
me- bag, really love it i guess, it's not too bad
alyssa- bag for rivercruise
and i dont think steph bought anything other than a bubble tea and grace's present, lol

Um, then we went to Grace's at 6pm...watched Devil Wears Prada--I LOVE THAT FILM!! I didnt mind watching it again. I really love the clothes in that movie! Especially the green dress Anne Hathaway wore with the belt and necklace. AAAaaah im in love with that movie. And i love that song Suddenly I See. I saw this film ages ago when the DVD came out but i love it even more now, the second time round

I might be going back to the city tomorrow for the shoes. I think I'll just get it. There will never be any comfy shoes for me except for sandals and thongs. So i'll just get them. I can wear them with my dress from Jeans West and black stockings, maybe.

I really liked what Eleanor was wearing tonight. It was like a black singlet and a white dress and blue necklace. I really like the dress! I saw it in so many shops wen i went dress shopping in Garden City last week. It was like the dress with the two buttons at the straps. So nice...

well anyway, im stopping now
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Monday, March 5, 2007
pornogenic matt thread--wtf? 3:50 PM

i hate school
i wish i could wag school tomorrow
i am so not in the mood for it
it's always the same
wake up
get ready for school
go to school
classes
recess
classes
lunch
classes
home
homework
bath
dinner
homework
study
study
study
study
bed
if i could i would do something else just to make life a wee bit interesting
but nooo
"YOU MUST STUDY. WHY ARENT YOU SERIOUS ABOUT SCHOOL?!?!" yells The Controller, aka Mother.
well why does she always have to come in and 'check' on me then?!?
i can do work on my own
i dont need her telling me to do this, to do that, ordering me around
i'm not a child anymore
whatever words that comes out of her mouth are orders
i am so sick of this
no one is like this
no one lives their life like i do
everyone is normal
they go out and have fun
but what do i get?
"You can't go out! You must be serious about school! You're not allowed anywhere! bla bla bla!"
yells mum
I mean, is this my life or hers?
i wish i had wings so i could fly away from everything
or maybe the ability to be invisible so i can live my life in recluse
The fabulously great Noel Gallagher once said that he wakes up every morning, feeling positive and optimistic, ready to live life and excited about what will happen on that day.
well, lucky him
If only he'd walk in my shoes
there is absolutely no life for me
everything is just so empty
i wish i was rich and famous
so i wouldnt have to worry about anything
i dont have anyone, and the friends i thought i had turned out to be the opposite
all the friendships i made last year just faded away after a week
if you've read up to here, congratulations.
i never even expected anyone to ever read this or read this far or even read this blog


Thursday, March 1, 2007
i think i'm drowning, aphyxiatin' 7:24 PM

bloody hell. Thanks to Alyssa I am sure I looked like a giggling foolish airhead in our Maths tutoring today. aaarrghhh.

Well what happend was Fergie was explaining sumthing to me and he wrote x = 100, now of course the 100 looked like lOO so Alyssa being the bimbo that she sumtimes is, thought it said LOO. yeah, as in the toilet. And she started laughing because she later realised it was 100 and she was laughing at her own stupidity.

So she told Fergie and we all had a little chuckle. But for me and her, it didnt stop there! We just kept cracking up, laughing our heads off. Then we settled down for a bit and I glanced over at Alyssa and saw that she was trying to contain her laughter so I burst out laughing, unable to control myself.

And then Alyssa burst out laughing too. And Fergie just sat there, probably thinking, "And these two are supposed to be Year 11 girls..." , he just sat there waiting for us to finish our little giggling session.

I was laughing like there was no tomorrow, I laughed like I don't usually do, and I sounded like a loser because i was trying to breathe and the same time as well so it sounded all retarded and I tried to breathe but had trouble as I was laughing as well.

Now usually, I would just laugh a little, for maybe a few seconds then I'd continue work but ALYSSA kept trying to keep from laughing and whenever I looked at her, I would suddenly hav the urge to laugh as well. So every 2 mins or so we would just burst out laughing. Me first then her.

So THAT is why Fergie will now probably think we (especially me) are losers. Me especially because I was laughing like sum maniac who had breathing problems which made me sound like I had a weird laugh or something. And I was the one who kept burst out laughing as well! In the end i just yelled to Alyssa STOP TRYING TO MAKE ME LAUGH! But that just made us laugh even more.

We were talking about it when I was walking Alyssa to tennis after, she was saying that he seemed to like us before but after today, he probably thinks we're like immature. I told her I vow to not laugh like that at something stupid like that nxt lesson. I had better keep that vow.
And hope Alyssa doesn't make me break it...

anyway, it's the long weekend!!! yaaaaaaaayyyy.

I wonder what to do. Alyssa said we could go watch a movie but I dunno what good movies are on at the moment. There are some but I'm not sure if she would want to watch them. Like Music and Lyrics and Notes on a Scandal (or Of a Scandal? Watever). And I'm going shopping for me dress tomorow! Well, hopefully tomorrow...

It's not exactly a holiday though. I have the stupid English investigation proposal to hand in on Wednesday and Human Biol. project Lit. Review due on Wednesday as well. It's supposed to be like 3-4 pgs. HELP! HILFE!!

Oh, and Mr N made this website for our Human Biol. class. It's a really good idea because we can get help from there. Oh yeah...i forgot, he gave us his email so we can ask him qu.s whenever his online but i keep forgetting to add it. Whatver.

Anyway, I had better go now. I know attentions are waning now...
So
Goodbye!