Vivian.Celyn.Gwendolyn!{♥}

its been long since i post, i dont know. hate the feeling of being stalk lah, it feels weird. i feel unsafe. somemore i have lost you, what can i do now. if only you still care, you would protect me from him like my classmates. i never regretted knowing you guys man! your although disturb, but your protected me from him when i am scared! ❤ i dont know what else to post, thinking about all our memories at night when i go to sleep! argh, i seriously cant forget you. how i wish i get you back, but i guess you already started to move on. i dont know why i still get jealous over you when you talk to other girls, although it doesnt affect you if i get jealous! *headache! byyyyeeesssss.

the truth just hit me like a G6

test tomorrow. i hope it would be easy! ): MR MARCO PLEASE FOR GOD SAKE, DONT SET THE PAPER THAT HARD! getting tired of posting this days! I WANT TO DRINK AGAIN! 🙂 Behind my smile is a hurting heart. Behind my laughs I’m falling apart. Look at me closely and you will see: The girl I am just isn’t me. WHY CANT I BE THE GIRL THAT I USE TO BE WITH YOU. I STILL HAVE YOU, YOU DIDNT LEAVE YET?! what am i thinking, making it worse?

today was fine, had CMS ca paper today! baby wish me before i went in for the exam! i think i should be able to pass it! 🙂 HAH, we are getting better day by day i realise, if i am not wrong! if you like the way we are now i hope we could remain like this and your love for me will eventually grow back to where we started off or even more! i hope , every 11:11 my wish always remain, that you will always be by myside! your text makes me feel a little secure and love this few days! i hope you didnt do just to please me but really through your heart! i miss the times we have together! 😦 i didnt get to see you yesterday, not today, neither tomorrow! hoping i could send you to work. *wondering if you would not say no to me picking you from work! 😦 I REALLY WANT TO SPEND TIME WITH YOU. i am afraid we are now where we were with that little love left, and not much time together, we will eventually leave each other. *chooyyy, it will never happen. no matter what i will stay by your side. i will definitely pull you through this. baby please stop overworking yourself and your body, you need time to rest. i dont wish for my baby to fall sick! ): hmph, i will be the last to enter and not leave your life forever! i never thought of us or seeing the image of us breaking up? I CANT IMAGINE IT. it is impossible for us to leave one anothers life now. i know you are afraid that i would be hurt, but i will bear with it till the commitment you think is fine now. I DONT REALLY NEED THOSE COMMITMENT. just your love and abit of time with you. weekends are tight for you, monday and wednesday is off, only tuesday , thursday and friday! I JUST HOPE WE WONT DRIFT ! baby i love you, with you my life came into light! ❤

HAPPY SECOND MONTH BABY!

i have alot of things to say, but i have already say to you through text! all i want and all i feel about you! 🙂 WE WILL GET THROUGH THIS TOGETHER! ❤ baby, i love you.

HEYYY! <3. is i think 2 days since i never blog! wakaka, everything seems back into place except my mind-set! hope it wont get too sensitive at certain times. JEALOUSY has became the subject in life i guess. i was never used to being jealous in my life before till you enter! everything change and i know i have to go through this. im just a beginner and i hope it wont hurt that much being jealous and i could perserve through~ I HOPE! two more days to our anniversary! I LOVE YOU BABY! everything will be back in placed. when you are sick, ii will be there to take care of you! (: so you would have someone to lean on! alright, shall get ready for school! BYYYEEEZZZZ. i dont think i will be going for cheer toomorrow! ): idontknow! argh, byyyyyeebyyyeeee.

I FOUND YOU, MY SWEETEST DEVOTION!