track and field meet 2007.

what hurts the most,
was being so close. sundays.
my fav. <3


had breakfast with hting tday.
talk loads.
oh, i so love to rant.
thanks girl for everything. =D

went home to zzz.
and then woke up and mel came my hse.
we kind of studied.
at least i know atomic structure now.
hehs.
i love my partner. ahhas.


sch tml agn.
say boos.
i dread mondays.
seriously.






cos i was here all along.
and do you even know?

when every minute matters.. rahs.
common tests start next week.
and vball round 2 starts next week too.
wthell! x(

stress stress stress.


AJ VBALL GIRLS!
do pick yourselves up.
we'll rise and meet hci again.
we've already played with the defending champion,
what are we scared of?
no matter wad lots we draw,
we'll fight fight fight
and win win win.
JIAYOU! xD



from tday onwards,
my priority is..
train. mug. train. mug. train. mug.
go seeyuen!
you've got no time to think abt other stuff.
jiayou!


ohyahs..
anybody wanna mug with me? >.<







你的影子在每一个角落，
好像是在提醒着我，
少了你的陪伴我现在有多寂寞。

WE CAN DO IT! xD to my dearest fantabulous ajvball girls team!
tml is our long awaited hwachong match.
we can do it. =)
whatever the outcome is,
we'll still be proceeding to top 8 and climbing.
so girls,
tml just whack whack whack! =D
deep inside,
i know you girls can do it.
it's SHOWTIME.
muahahahs. xD
i love you girls.
GUAN JUN STEADY ACE!



as usual,
wed is a horrid mugging day.
cos i got so many english work to be handed in tml.
wthell can. x(
rahs.

and i'm so super worn out.
4 days of intensive vball.
seeyuen! do jiayou. >.<



anyways, thanks alot to si.
really glad to be able to talk to you abt all my probs.
felt so much better to have someone listen to me.
my best bud rock.
ahhas. =D
tml do spike and bingbong hwachong okay?
and block block block! xP
hahs.


sometimes,
i think i'll break down.
with all the stress and stuff.
i dunno.
but wad i'm really glad is to have all my friends.
cos they are my strength to carry on.
thankyousoverymuch. =)



i better cont. to mug. x(
nights people.






and when i think of you,
i really wish you are still here.
cos these tears keep coming.

numbed. zzz.
super tired now.
x(

didnt manage to totally finish pi.
shall cont. tml during pw lesson.
boos.


was talking to rachel.
do cheerup girl.
stay strong and keep going.
jiayou! =)


so many stuffs been happening.
really alot.

i'm starting to think jc life really sucks.
arghs. >.<





cos every corner that i turn to,
there's a part of you.

ahhs. i think i'm dying.
fatigue. x(

mon, tues, wed, thurs, sat.
TRAININGS!
-screams.

so basically,
i only have fri and sun to rest.
boos.


anyways..
had family day on sat.
our class combined with 0907.
not bad i supposed.

BUT,
i think the amazing hunt was so screwed.
thanks to some of the councillors.
stupid can.
arghs. >.<

and i think steven's a nice guy.
lols.
he helped us with the vrala cheer.
then mich, gimhock and him helped us sang the college song.
thanks people! x)


tml against acjc.
we'll jiayou.
go girls.
love all of you! x)

nights readers.
^^





i'm tired of this thing called love.
sorry.

heartwarming. happiness.
yes, i think i found it tday.
amidst those laughters and memories,
i know i felt a tinge of happiness.


i went to ccab tday.
aj had match against srjc.
and we won. =D

but the real thing that touched me,
is the xinmin spirit.
the burning fire among us.


i'm looking back now.
and i'm really proud to be a xinminian then.


talked lots with koksiong tday.
life in jc is seriously a routine.
and we cant help but wait for some break.

thinking back..
we are given the SPORTS HALL.
1st priority.
those lockers and everything.
when the whole of the 5th level was ours.
it was like a home.
a home to us.
we spent the holidays there.
3 times a week.
dont you guys just missed those times?



i'm so glad to know evelyn, yinlam, koksiong and hongyao all felt the same.
we used to be a team,
and we'll cont. to be a team. =)

alumni xms came to play against aj.
both teams played superbly well.
we may not know each other,
and yet surprisingly,
we are related.
be it from xms or aj.
call it the power of volleyball.


had dinner with evelyn, yinlam, koksiong and zhanyuan.
and yes,
it was soso heartwarming.
we talked and ate till 10 plus.
definately fortunate to have friends like them.


do cherish those friends around you.
everyone of them is a jewel.
throughout our lives,
we might lose some of them.
but at least,
they had once made a difference in your life.



to all my friends out there.
I LOVE YOU ALL! <33


xinmin rocks.
and it'll cont. to! xD

slowly.. back again.
totally bored.
plus having a runny nose.
x(


looking forward to sch tml.
cos we're gonna have our 1st match.
against srjc.
jiayou AJ!

after that,
gonna have dinner with..
yinlam, evelyn and koksiong.
yays.
been so long since i saw him.
actually i just saw him on sat. -.-"


ohyahs.
family day coming.
jiayou 3107.
you guys rock.
like totally! =D


back to econs.
goodnight readers.





with every step i take,
i tell myself i wont look back.
and yet,
a simple task i cannot accomplish.

sick. boos.
down with horrible flu.

and ever since yest's run,
my head's been spinning.
double boos.

didnt go to sch tday.
stayed at home.
was practically lying on my bed.
either sleeping or reading comics.
blehs.


big thanks to
lisi,
keli,
jiaying,
rachel.
i'll get well soon.


ohyes,
rachel missed me.
lols.
i miss you and the rest too.


and to my beloved bestie, jiaying,
JIAYOU!
we'll be as close till our late 80s.
=D


also to partner MEL!
we'll do it.
one day we'll look back and know we've moved on.
no.4 and no.11 rocks lar.


boys won tday.
great start for the upcoming matches.
champions-to-be, JIAYOU!

and the girls shall start our journey tml.
we can do it.
go, girls!






and the reason is you.

let me go. wasnt things supposed to get better?
i'm tired.
really.

i've tried so hard.
too hard that it's wearing me down.
i cant.
and i need some break real soon.

i'm breaking down.


i've lost all the strength to continue.
i'm losing this fight.



those struggles.
those tears.
those heartaches.
i cant handle them anymore.




and i tell myself:
till the day when these tears stop flowing,
i'll be strong.

iloveyou.

it's me. agreed.
beautiful mistake.
something i've regretted.
something i'll learn.

for those who've always been there:

thanks millions to jiaying.
for being there for me.
for coming over to stay over.
for cheering me on.

hoiting, where are you?
i miss you so. x(
do meet up real soon.

nelson and kahloon, for listening to me.
and letting me ramble to you.

all my VBALL mates.
for going thru all with me since the day we met.

thanks my dear friends. <3





numbed.
i'm taking a rest.

where are you?

rahs. went for trg in the morn.
then rush off at 4 plus to go xms.

i met the girls.
aishah, seehoon, nicole, lisa, yiwei, serene, michelle, zhixin.
yays.
and then i met up with jiaying and nelson.
after that zul and zhonghao.
followed by norman, joseph, peiyen, jinkai.
lastly, thina and murphy.
oh, i so miss 404.
i so miss my sec school life.


life's been so hectic.
be it trg or lessons.
sometimes i really lose track of time.

maybe i'll break down some day.
i dunno how strong i'll be. x(


i nearly wanted to cry during trg tday.
kinda screwed.
cos of the resilience workshop.
and then team kena punishment by coach.
but i didnt.
hang in there my dearest teammates.
jiayou.





sometimes,
i just blame myself.
for screwing up this rl.
cos deep down inside i still care.

... yays to me.
i manage to plan an outing tml.
and i'm glad that people are able to make it.
404, i'm missing you all! x(



to my dearest you-know-who:
jiayou girl! i'll be going all the way with you.
all of us will.
we've gone thru so much tgt,
and we'll cont. to fight.

sometimes,
we wish that they know how we feel.
when we need them,
we'll turn around and realise they are gone.
are we just so insignificant?
or do they just cant simply be bothered?

whatever it is,
i'll be here for you.
fight on, girl!

<33





goodnight readers.

love me for who i am. =) love the girl in your heart,
not in your mind.
if you base your relationship on feelings,
it will fail for there are ups & downs in feelings.
girls are there to be loved,
not toyed around.

love her for who she is.
don't even think about changing any bit about her.
6 billion people in this world & 6billion different personalities.
she's special & she will stay that way.
you change any part of her,
you'll change her forever.
don't substitute her for anyone else,
they are just unique in their own ways.

love whole-heartedly.
she sacrificed alot for you so you'd better really treassure her.
she could have just got up & date a so much more dashing guy in town
but she chose you instead all because of love.
so love her guys, not play with her.

don't just get the girl to beg you to stay or whatso ever.
if you're with her, love her.
don't cause a strain in the relationship,
you'll end up loving
each other out of pity or charity,
that's not respecting love at all.
respect love the way it is &
everything will be the best it can be.

don't expect perfection from her.
she's the only one in the world &
she's done the best she could.

like another girl while you're in a relationship?
then I think it's time you remain single for a while.
don't go around breaking girls' hearts,
it's the most tragic thing to do.

tell the truth,
never hide anything from her.
if you want her to tell you everything,
do the same.
don't go calling other girls "honey"or "darling",
how would it feel if your girl calls other guys the sameway?
be faithful, enough is enough.

socialise only when you're single.
you socialise & flirt around to get the girl of your dreams.
get it over when she's already yours,
don't ask for more.

it never kills to be romantic.
think, be flexible.
getting that diamond ring isn't the only gift for her.
be realistic, she's human & she lives life just like you.
something sweet & simple alway sget the job done.
money doesn't exist between couples,
it's the love.

never promise her that you'll love her forever
because your forever might end the next day.
love her as if each day is the last.

sweet talks only apply for singles,
not for attached guys.
do that & you'll really break your girl's heart.
isn't good being too well-known too,
it'll give her a sense of insecurity.
remember, INSECURITY.

promise her & make sure you never break it.
swear to her & make sure you keep it.
pledge your love to her & her alone.

loving her is giving her your heart to break it but trusting her not to.
instead, she'll cherish it & protect it.
that's love.
give her your heart, your life, your everything.

lay down your life & prepare to die for her when the need arises.
but stay strong & live through another day,
she can never live without you.

never, ever walk out of her life.
she won't just cry her heart out & carry on living as per normal,
she'd die.
its her heart that you've broken,
how would you ever know how she feels?

winning a girl's heart isn't the final victory.
don't leave her once you've won her love.
love her all the way till the end of time,
love her till marriage,
love her till old age,
love her till death.
if you can love her till the end of time,
you've earned the honor & respect for you've truly loved her.

she chose you because she believes that you can fulfil your promise.
win her heart & love her over.
remember, the girl isn't a trophy for display,
she's someone to love,
not to show off to your "friends".
stay humble yet proud that she's the one for you.
respect her for the way she is,
never despise her & never mistreat her,
never even think of toying with her.
________________________________


rahs.
aint it nice?
got from friendster.
ahhas.


alrights,
gotta zzz.
totally worn out.
nights!

zzz. yawns!
totally worn out.

resilient workshop tday.
kinda boring.
and freakin' cold.

then went out for vball dinner.
the girls only.
celebrated yilin's belated b'day.
great night spent with them.


now home,
tired and shagged.
rahs.



i think i'll die after trg tml.
wish me luck.





life was beautiful then.
i remembered the times,
when i knew wad happiness was.
let the memories live again.

dumb. arghs.
totally pekchek.

cant do chemical energetics lar.
seriously so dumb can.
been struggling like dunno wad.


how am i to do my As?
crap shit.




i need some sleep.
an escape.

ohmygod! x( sadsadsad.
i'm missing xms.

was talking to hting and kl.
and i miss them lar.
rahs.

hting and me are compromising each other's free slot now.
hoping in vain that we'll be able to meet up VERY soon.
and girl, our friendship will keep going!
jiayou and cheers to US! xD


reading newspaper now.
i need my gp to be improved.
bahs.
wish me luck.



anyways,
can someone volunteer to mug with me?
lols.
i seriously need much motivations to MUG.



'Love is giving him the ability to break your heart,
but trusting him enough to know that he wont..'

got that from seehoon's blog.
quite true huh?




such a random post.
pardon me. =X


alrights,
till i blog agn.
nights.



since the day you left..

let it go. had trg.
as usual 6hrs on sat.
tired out.

but still went out with 2607.
watched movie with some of them.
meet the robinsons is NICE.
pls go watch it ppl. =)


next week is xinmin's homecoming.
and i feel really really sad.
cos i cant make it.
i'll be going after it's over.
how nice. x(

i know how much each trg means.
and i know i need to prioritise.
but i just feel sad i cant go back,
on such a big event.
hais.
these are the sacrifices.
tell me i'm doing it right.





someone tell me.
am i doing the right thing?
i dun wan to hurt anyone.
really.



keep moving forward.

tags replied. x) gwen: your are the champions to me. =)) XMS vballers always rock! jiayou for your upcoming O lvls. takecare girl!
wallace, seehoon, felicia: sorry. i'll be linking you ppl straight after this post. paisehs! >.< anyways, takecare!
mel: my dearest cat/PIG(who ask u sleep 6hrs. xP), finally managed to meet up with u during aj band concert. must keep staying in contact okays? x)
changhoe: thanks! =) you too yea? takecare.
huimin: thanks girl. x) i wanna go ur hse soon with the rest. misses!
amanda: hellos! how's life? do take care loads yea? =)
_______________________


alrights, all my tags replied.
had been pretty lazy to reply tags.
so pardon me, ppl.
hehs.

anyways,
went out with jying, nel and jk tday.
i miss them man.
seriously, though we same sch,
our timetables hardly allow us to see each other.
that's VERY VERY sad.
but i'm glad we still meet up,
and i'm sure we'll still meet up. =D


tml going out with 26/07.
yays. xD
ahhas.



in a rush to go off now.
takecare readers.




someday,
the day will come.

cos we lost it all,
nothing last forever. 3107 girls rock. xD
rach, cynth, ruoen, yanling came in first for 4x100m heats 2.
aditi, ying2, cuifang, me came in first for 4x100m heats 3.
rach, cynth, ruoen, yanling, ying2, gail, shimin, me came in first for 8x50m heats 1.
vathsala, minghui, kailing, yinghui, cuifang, denise, lumjie, aditi came in second for 8x50 heats 2.
aint u just proud of us. =D

dun worry, the boys just rock as well.
you guys ran your best.
anyways, we only have 5 boys.
i'm glad your still cont. to join. =D

3107 shall rock on. ahhas.



anyways,
been really zzz-ed recently.
trying my best to stay awake.
at least tday released at 1.45.
got to go home early.

and you know wad?
i slept for 2.5 hours.
pig like anything.
blehs. >.<

i shall go type my gp blog stuff.
i'll be back someday.

and oh yah,
fri no school.
yipee! x))


i'm looking forward to fri.
going with jying and nel to buy bowling balls.
yays!
and sat too!
with my wonderful-est 1st intake 26/07.

lalalas.



nights readers!




i'm sorry,
i cant be perfect.

just a little more. 24hours a day.
i need more.
x(


didnt manage to do gp.
yawns.
going off to bed soon.


time,
have you been doing your job?
why is this still happening?
they say you'll help me.
pls do.
i need you.




stupid seeyuen,
pls go bang the wall and die.
you hopeless freak.


arghs.
gimme a break.
zzz'

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