Thursday, May 31, 2007
let's be random.
stupid lousy blogger.
my post kinda got deleted.
arghs.
pissed off can.
>.
wanted to post some photos.
apparently, blogger is abit mad today.
so well, NOTHING.
blehs.
this is such a random post.
ohwells.
gonna watch spiderman3 with jying this sat.
i know we're abit lag.
lols.
people pls ask me out to mug.
i need some serious motivations.
lols. xD
nights.
stop turning me in rounds.
i sick of being such a fool.
really.
my post kinda got deleted.
arghs.
pissed off can.
>.
wanted to post some photos.
apparently, blogger is abit mad today.
so well, NOTHING.
blehs.
this is such a random post.
ohwells.
gonna watch spiderman3 with jying this sat.
i know we're abit lag.
lols.
people pls ask me out to mug.
i need some serious motivations.
lols. xD
nights.
stop turning me in rounds.
i sick of being such a fool.
really.
what we could have been, 10:54 PM.
back!
Delta Experience had been fun.
it's super tiring and we're all so deprived of sleep.
but then, it's enriching. =)
i love GALLANT.
hehs.
my very wonderful instructors..
DARYL!
HUIQI!
JERLYN!
my very nice teammates..
GENEVIVE.
LIRONG.
CICILLIA.
JUNWEI.
CHARLIE.
KIMBELL.
ALFRED.
BOYI.
NIGEL.
thankyousoverymuch.
because of all the wonderful memories.
and i got to make new friends too!
-my sleepmates.
-sandcastle groupmates: hanwei and kelvin.
-groupC: SL project.
-ex-co comm: jo-siah.
and many many more!
though it's only 6 days.
it's been an unforgettable memory.
=D
okay people,
i'm back.
it's meet up session.
aishah sms-ed me already.
hahs!
plan plan plan.
and of cos.
MUG.
cos mids are coming.
VERY SOON!
rahs.
it's gonna be tough.
and i know somehow,
i'll try and make it.
it's super tiring and we're all so deprived of sleep.
but then, it's enriching. =)
i love GALLANT.
hehs.
my very wonderful instructors..
DARYL!
HUIQI!
JERLYN!
my very nice teammates..
GENEVIVE.
LIRONG.
CICILLIA.
JUNWEI.
CHARLIE.
KIMBELL.
ALFRED.
BOYI.
NIGEL.
thankyousoverymuch.
because of all the wonderful memories.
and i got to make new friends too!
-my sleepmates.
-sandcastle groupmates: hanwei and kelvin.
-groupC: SL project.
-ex-co comm: jo-siah.
and many many more!
though it's only 6 days.
it's been an unforgettable memory.
=D
okay people,
i'm back.
it's meet up session.
aishah sms-ed me already.
hahs!
plan plan plan.
and of cos.
MUG.
cos mids are coming.
VERY SOON!
rahs.
it's gonna be tough.
and i know somehow,
i'll try and make it.
what we could have been, 8:35 PM.
Friday, May 25, 2007
stop. rewind. play.
this week is hiong.
really.
packing camp stuff.
and i'm sleeping soon lar.
shit man.
someone save me.
rahs!
miss me people.
cos i'll only be back on the 30th.
nights reader.
i feel like crying all over again.
why is it always like that?
really.
packing camp stuff.
and i'm sleeping soon lar.
shit man.
someone save me.
rahs!
miss me people.
cos i'll only be back on the 30th.
nights reader.
i feel like crying all over again.
why is it always like that?
what we could have been, 12:13 AM.
Wednesday, May 23, 2007
lalalas.
okay.
everybody should clap for me.
cos i ran 2.4 again tday.
lols.
mr chua kept using the loudhailer to say i run v. slow.
blehs.
i tried my best le. =X!
and we had pt.
we gonna cont to do that every week.
hehs.
jiayou jiayou girls!
i'll keep track of the timings! xP
and i've got so many dates.
heh heh heh. xP
plans:
1. meet up with shah and hoon.
2. sports out with yilin, kloon, clem, wally and cal.
3. mug hard with hting, jying, nel.
4. mug hard with rach, yanling, keli, cynth and ruo'en.
5. catch up and mug with si, eve, yinlam, mel and xyz.
6. swimming with yinlam and eve.
7. swimming with hting and jying.
8. friendly match with my juniors.
9. gathering with my champion seniors.
10. study with eve, yinlam and koksiong.
11. celebrate yinlam's birthday.
12. and so many more but currently mind block!
okays..
i'm such a busy person.
pls do date me.
lols!
c'mon! time to mug!
i need to get D and above for all my subjects.
rahs!
tags!
hting; thanks girl for everything. man, i love you. hahs. fasterr, i wanna swim!
hoon; finally hols.. i'm so gonna date u and shah. hahs. takecare!
zhengrui; lols. you really DOTS sia.
xyz; much misses too. meet up, meet up, meet up!
yilin; thanks girl. can we like go sports someday? hehs.
mel; 2nd week of june. i'll see you soon. anticipating! lols.
kerr; xiexie! love you many too. do takecare and dun be so blur!
wenbin; thanks lots! maybe we shld meet up someday and study with jiaying and koksiong. lols. we shall KO jc life tgt. hehs.
ohyes.
i'll be having my delta experience camp v. soon.
didnt get into the same grp as jying.
boos.
i owe ms.tan one million work.
i better go start soon.
and i got chem spa tmr.
zzz.
to you-know-who:
if we were meant to be.
someday, we'll be.
thankyou. =)
everybody should clap for me.
cos i ran 2.4 again tday.
lols.
mr chua kept using the loudhailer to say i run v. slow.
blehs.
i tried my best le. =X!
and we had pt.
we gonna cont to do that every week.
hehs.
jiayou jiayou girls!
i'll keep track of the timings! xP
and i've got so many dates.
heh heh heh. xP
plans:
1. meet up with shah and hoon.
2. sports out with yilin, kloon, clem, wally and cal.
3. mug hard with hting, jying, nel.
4. mug hard with rach, yanling, keli, cynth and ruo'en.
5. catch up and mug with si, eve, yinlam, mel and xyz.
6. swimming with yinlam and eve.
7. swimming with hting and jying.
8. friendly match with my juniors.
9. gathering with my champion seniors.
10. study with eve, yinlam and koksiong.
11. celebrate yinlam's birthday.
12. and so many more but currently mind block!
okays..
i'm such a busy person.
pls do date me.
lols!
c'mon! time to mug!
i need to get D and above for all my subjects.
rahs!
tags!
hting; thanks girl for everything. man, i love you. hahs. fasterr, i wanna swim!
hoon; finally hols.. i'm so gonna date u and shah. hahs. takecare!
zhengrui; lols. you really DOTS sia.
xyz; much misses too. meet up, meet up, meet up!
yilin; thanks girl. can we like go sports someday? hehs.
mel; 2nd week of june. i'll see you soon. anticipating! lols.
kerr; xiexie! love you many too. do takecare and dun be so blur!
wenbin; thanks lots! maybe we shld meet up someday and study with jiaying and koksiong. lols. we shall KO jc life tgt. hehs.
ohyes.
i'll be having my delta experience camp v. soon.
didnt get into the same grp as jying.
boos.
i owe ms.tan one million work.
i better go start soon.
and i got chem spa tmr.
zzz.
to you-know-who:
if we were meant to be.
someday, we'll be.
thankyou. =)
what we could have been, 6:28 PM.
Monday, May 21, 2007
thankyousoverymuch.
rahs.
broke down in sch tday.
was like a fool.
but thanks alot to
rachel, keli, cynthia, yanling, ruo'en.
for being there when i most needed someone.
and thanks to jiaying, hoiting and lisi.
for your endless support and love.
i would have nvr gone so far w/o you girls.
tests are all back.
maths- B
chem- C
econs- S
physics- U
sigh with me. x(
ran like crazy tday.
a total of 8 rounds.
6 of which were my 2.4 rounds.
i just needed to go hit the tracks.
and everyone knows i hate running.
i did my 2.4 and got a B.
kinda screwed.
but really cant be bothered.
i just wanted to keep running and running.
thanks cynthia.
cos at my 6th lap,
i merely walk for two steps,
and i heard you shouting for me to keep running.
it really helped alot.
=)
went back to xinmin.
call it fate.
me, hoiting and jiaying met koksiong and wenbin.
and of cos my beloved mr.tang.
talk lots..
and we all know we miss and love xinmin.
but mr.tang is right.
the journey's so short.
and now that we have already embarked on this journey.
may we have faith and complete it.
jiaying, hoiting, koksiong and wenbin!
let's jiayou.
i'm sure we can do it.
cos we're xinmin-ians!
my eyes are hurting.
i've been crying for so many nights.
and even in sch tday.
i guess enough's enough.
go, seeyuen.
with your last bit of strength,
keep holding on.
i was nvr given a chance.
and nvr will.
for whatever i've done..
all i can say is i'm sorry.
x'(
broke down in sch tday.
was like a fool.
but thanks alot to
rachel, keli, cynthia, yanling, ruo'en.
for being there when i most needed someone.
and thanks to jiaying, hoiting and lisi.
for your endless support and love.
i would have nvr gone so far w/o you girls.
tests are all back.
maths- B
chem- C
econs- S
physics- U
sigh with me. x(
ran like crazy tday.
a total of 8 rounds.
6 of which were my 2.4 rounds.
i just needed to go hit the tracks.
and everyone knows i hate running.
i did my 2.4 and got a B.
kinda screwed.
but really cant be bothered.
i just wanted to keep running and running.
thanks cynthia.
cos at my 6th lap,
i merely walk for two steps,
and i heard you shouting for me to keep running.
it really helped alot.
=)
went back to xinmin.
call it fate.
me, hoiting and jiaying met koksiong and wenbin.
and of cos my beloved mr.tang.
talk lots..
and we all know we miss and love xinmin.
but mr.tang is right.
the journey's so short.
and now that we have already embarked on this journey.
may we have faith and complete it.
jiaying, hoiting, koksiong and wenbin!
let's jiayou.
i'm sure we can do it.
cos we're xinmin-ians!
my eyes are hurting.
i've been crying for so many nights.
and even in sch tday.
i guess enough's enough.
go, seeyuen.
with your last bit of strength,
keep holding on.
i was nvr given a chance.
and nvr will.
for whatever i've done..
all i can say is i'm sorry.
x'(
what we could have been, 11:27 PM.
Sunday, May 20, 2007
emo.
rahs!
welcome to my emo side.
wthell. >.<
was talking to rachel tonight.
and i felt so sad.
really.
i could have talked all night with her.
but of cos we didnt.
these past 4mths havent been easy.
JC life can kill.
and the fact that you arent here anymore.
it totally sucks.
i thought i could handle.
and yet, i still find myself in tears at night.
you were nvr there,
though i prayed and wished you were.
x'(
drowned in sorrow.
this pain's too deep.
welcome to my emo side.
wthell. >.<
was talking to rachel tonight.
and i felt so sad.
really.
i could have talked all night with her.
but of cos we didnt.
these past 4mths havent been easy.
JC life can kill.
and the fact that you arent here anymore.
it totally sucks.
i thought i could handle.
and yet, i still find myself in tears at night.
you were nvr there,
though i prayed and wished you were.
x'(
drowned in sorrow.
this pain's too deep.
what we could have been, 12:45 AM.
Friday, May 18, 2007
go get drunk with me.
i'm so free lately.
supposed to start mugging.
apparently engine havent really started.
oh wells.
went with ying, rene, jinkai and nel to bowl tday.
quite enjoyed myself.
i got a score over 100 alrights? xD
but i kinda sprained my neck.
like god-knows-how.
arghs.
then went out for dinner with them.
and jinkai saw some ulu coffee shop,
so we went there to eat.
and we discovered 4 lizards, 1 rat, 1 cat, and 1 moth in my bowl.
rahs.
wad a nice place! =X
anyways,
i passed maths and managed to get a B.
phew.
left econs.
confirm fail de lar. zzz! x((
tmr going out with nelson.
lols.
like finally huhs? x)
lalalas.
then maybe in the night meeting my class girls for dinner.
yippee.
ahhas.
i dont think i know you anymore.
i'm losing grip.
i wanna get drunk.
get drunk with me..
supposed to start mugging.
apparently engine havent really started.
oh wells.
went with ying, rene, jinkai and nel to bowl tday.
quite enjoyed myself.
i got a score over 100 alrights? xD
but i kinda sprained my neck.
like god-knows-how.
arghs.
then went out for dinner with them.
and jinkai saw some ulu coffee shop,
so we went there to eat.
and we discovered 4 lizards, 1 rat, 1 cat, and 1 moth in my bowl.
rahs.
wad a nice place! =X
anyways,
i passed maths and managed to get a B.
phew.
left econs.
confirm fail de lar. zzz! x((
tmr going out with nelson.
lols.
like finally huhs? x)
lalalas.
then maybe in the night meeting my class girls for dinner.
yippee.
ahhas.
i dont think i know you anymore.
i'm losing grip.
i wanna get drunk.
get drunk with me..
what we could have been, 11:12 PM.
Thursday, May 17, 2007
arghs.
rahs.
i'm super loser.
dumbass.
boos.
went out with hting, jying and nel tday.
like finally lar!
and we girls bought a pouch tgt.
i love it.
yays. x)
i think im doing gpp tmr.
which means..
i cant make it for bowling with nel and the rest.
boos.
but at least on sat,
i'll be swimming with ting.
lalalas.
maybe we shall go study after that?
=X
ohyea..
my chem was an ugly C.
whatever.
pls MOTIVATE me people.
i need it badly.
unless i wanna flunk my mids,
and get retain.
i'm like the dumbest girl on earth.
i nvr felt worse.
oh wtf.
i'm super loser.
dumbass.
boos.
went out with hting, jying and nel tday.
like finally lar!
and we girls bought a pouch tgt.
i love it.
yays. x)
i think im doing gpp tmr.
which means..
i cant make it for bowling with nel and the rest.
boos.
but at least on sat,
i'll be swimming with ting.
lalalas.
maybe we shall go study after that?
=X
ohyea..
my chem was an ugly C.
whatever.
pls MOTIVATE me people.
i need it badly.
unless i wanna flunk my mids,
and get retain.
i'm like the dumbest girl on earth.
i nvr felt worse.
oh wtf.
what we could have been, 11:59 PM.
Wednesday, May 16, 2007
i love you girls.
michelle.
selina.
jerrie.
yilin.
xueshuang.
jesslyn.
leeying.
felicia.
yinlam.
lisi.
keli.
evelyn.
these are my champions.
and will always be.
thank you my fellow team mates.
w/o all of you,
all these wouldnt have happened.
and you girls know i love y'all.
those 15 rounds.
extended trgs.
physical trgs.
late night trgs.
korea trip.
just as difficult as it is to bond,
it is difficult to part.
cos this intangible bond is so deep.
we may have lost this title.
yet,
the love, care and concern within all our hearts..
it warms our soul.
words cant summarise my love for all of you.
cos throughout this whole period,
you girls had been more than teammates.
you girls were my pillar of strength.
from the bottom of my heart,
thank you.
cos you girls have touched my heart.
and of cos to coach dearest.
for always motivating and encouraging us.
this guan jun will remain in my heart and soul.
mr chua.
for your endless support.
thanks you.
the aj seniors whom i do not know.
for ur precious time taken to cheer us on.
for your doughnuts.
my fellow xinmin vball-ers.
melissa.
xuyuan.
jiazhi.
huishan.
koksiong.
hongyao.
melvin.
samuel.
zhengrui.
for always being there.
my dearest friends..
jiaying.
hoiting.
nelson.
zhanyuan.
rachel.
yanling.
ruoen.
cynthia.
clement.
kahloon.
jinkai.
yilin.
weixun.
jordon.
for all your support.
and my beloved boy team.
you guys did great tday.
cheerup. =)
you guys are the champions in my heart too.
i hate it.
because everytime when we are happily enjoying each other's company,
we have to part.
tonight's dinner.
i'll rmb.
16thmay.
thankyou my fellow ajvballers.
iloveyouall.
i really need you here.
selina.
jerrie.
yilin.
xueshuang.
jesslyn.
leeying.
felicia.
yinlam.
lisi.
keli.
evelyn.
these are my champions.
and will always be.
thank you my fellow team mates.
w/o all of you,
all these wouldnt have happened.
and you girls know i love y'all.
those 15 rounds.
extended trgs.
physical trgs.
late night trgs.
korea trip.
just as difficult as it is to bond,
it is difficult to part.
cos this intangible bond is so deep.
we may have lost this title.
yet,
the love, care and concern within all our hearts..
it warms our soul.
words cant summarise my love for all of you.
cos throughout this whole period,
you girls had been more than teammates.
you girls were my pillar of strength.
from the bottom of my heart,
thank you.
cos you girls have touched my heart.
and of cos to coach dearest.
for always motivating and encouraging us.
this guan jun will remain in my heart and soul.
mr chua.
for your endless support.
thanks you.
the aj seniors whom i do not know.
for ur precious time taken to cheer us on.
for your doughnuts.
my fellow xinmin vball-ers.
melissa.
xuyuan.
jiazhi.
huishan.
koksiong.
hongyao.
melvin.
samuel.
zhengrui.
for always being there.
my dearest friends..
jiaying.
hoiting.
nelson.
zhanyuan.
rachel.
yanling.
ruoen.
cynthia.
clement.
kahloon.
jinkai.
yilin.
weixun.
jordon.
for all your support.
and my beloved boy team.
you guys did great tday.
cheerup. =)
you guys are the champions in my heart too.
i hate it.
because everytime when we are happily enjoying each other's company,
we have to part.
tonight's dinner.
i'll rmb.
16thmay.
thankyou my fellow ajvballers.
iloveyouall.
i really need you here.
what we could have been, 11:10 PM.
previous post is deleted.
we are CHAMPIONS-TO-BE.
go girls and boys!
you are the one. <3
we are CHAMPIONS-TO-BE.
go girls and boys!
you are the one. <3
what we could have been, 1:13 AM.
Tuesday, May 15, 2007
home all day.
didnt go sch.
pon-ed. =X
and tmr no sch.
cos it's our finals.
woohoo! xD
yesterday had our last trg.
i'm sure i'll miss them.
i'm almost sure.
xuejies, i love y'all! <3
all this partings,
i've still got to learn to handle.
at least june hols are coming.
anticipating.
somewhere within,
you are still there.
arent you?
didnt go sch.
pon-ed. =X
and tmr no sch.
cos it's our finals.
woohoo! xD
yesterday had our last trg.
i'm sure i'll miss them.
i'm almost sure.
xuejies, i love y'all! <3
all this partings,
i've still got to learn to handle.
at least june hols are coming.
anticipating.
somewhere within,
you are still there.
arent you?
what we could have been, 7:45 PM.
Sunday, May 13, 2007
mothers' day.
HAPPY MOTHERS' DAY!
i love you, mommy. <3
no time to do hw this whole weekends.
rahs.
i'm like soso freaking dead.
someone save me. x(
i dun like sch.
really really.
x(((
心很烦、很乱。
该怎么办？ x(
i love you, mommy. <3
no time to do hw this whole weekends.
rahs.
i'm like soso freaking dead.
someone save me. x(
i dun like sch.
really really.
x(((
心很烦、很乱。
该怎么办？ x(
what we could have been, 10:52 PM.
Saturday, May 12, 2007
jiayou. =)
emo us!
lols.
xinmin vball girls are emo.
like totally.
wad coach says really do makes sense.
we have come thus far.
we can do it.
michelle, we will!
C-H-A-M-P-I-O-N-S!
lisi, evelyn, yinlam!
we've waited for this for so long.
let's dry these tears,
and FIGHT. x)
i'm proud of you girls.
really.
my LOVES!
michelle,
selina,
jerrie,
xueshuang,
yilin,
leeying,
felicia,
jesslyn,
lisi,
keli,
evelyn,
yinlam!
we're not giving up.
not when we are so near to it.
hwachong, we are coming!
rahs!! xD
thanks coach.
the reserves will cheer damn loud.
i'm sure we will.
we're a team!
lols.
xinmin vball girls are emo.
like totally.
wad coach says really do makes sense.
we have come thus far.
we can do it.
michelle, we will!
C-H-A-M-P-I-O-N-S!
lisi, evelyn, yinlam!
we've waited for this for so long.
let's dry these tears,
and FIGHT. x)
i'm proud of you girls.
really.
my LOVES!
michelle,
selina,
jerrie,
xueshuang,
yilin,
leeying,
felicia,
jesslyn,
lisi,
keli,
evelyn,
yinlam!
we're not giving up.
not when we are so near to it.
hwachong, we are coming!
rahs!! xD
thanks coach.
the reserves will cheer damn loud.
i'm sure we will.
we're a team!
what we could have been, 9:54 PM.
Friday, May 11, 2007
let's go AJ! xD
FINALS!
both girls and boys.
yays!
we're getting closer and closer to our goal.
hang in there.
we will be the champions.
gogogo!
i love all my fellow vball-ers. x)
anyways..
flunked physics.
totally horrendous results.
single digit summore.
x(
i dunno what to say.
been flunking tests like anybody's business.
can someone tell me how to go on?
i need some directions.
boos.
it's the way my heart feels.
the way my mind thinks.
both girls and boys.
yays!
we're getting closer and closer to our goal.
hang in there.
we will be the champions.
gogogo!
i love all my fellow vball-ers. x)
anyways..
flunked physics.
totally horrendous results.
single digit summore.
x(
i dunno what to say.
been flunking tests like anybody's business.
can someone tell me how to go on?
i need some directions.
boos.
it's the way my heart feels.
the way my mind thinks.
what we could have been, 11:13 PM.
Monday, May 07, 2007
i'll make it.
yays.
we won SAJC tday.
currently in zheng men position.
xD
lisi, evelyn, yinlam and me.
we've patiently waited for this day.
national top 4 and eventually champion.
4 years.
we're finally reaching.
girls, i love y'all! <3
i think i'm so gonna cry agn.
once we reach national top4.
we only have 2 more matches.
yes.. ONLY.
i'm so gonna miss my seniors.
all these partings are really making me sad.
this come and go thing..
i'm hating it.
i'm so gonna miss your. x(
econs test = SHIT.
forget it.
i keep flunking tests nowadays.
and my mom keeps reminding me..
"eh girl ar.. 2 years only leh. please study hard okay?"
i'm trying.
do i have to repeat that JC life sucks agn?
damn shit lar!
and i injured my hand.
it was freaking pain lar.
arghs.
i still wan to set, spike, recieve.
oh man. x(
dearest jiaying:
i love you, girl. =)
just want to let you know,
i'll be here.
in crowds, we tend to forget.
but alone, we know we just cant forget.
cos every corner brings back memories.
something not forgone.
but we'll learn, girl.
one fine day, we'll look back and smile,
knowing we've grown up and moved on.
meanwhile, hold on.
we'll walk down this together.
i promise. (:
where is the love?
we won SAJC tday.
currently in zheng men position.
xD
lisi, evelyn, yinlam and me.
we've patiently waited for this day.
national top 4 and eventually champion.
4 years.
we're finally reaching.
girls, i love y'all! <3
i think i'm so gonna cry agn.
once we reach national top4.
we only have 2 more matches.
yes.. ONLY.
i'm so gonna miss my seniors.
all these partings are really making me sad.
this come and go thing..
i'm hating it.
i'm so gonna miss your. x(
econs test = SHIT.
forget it.
i keep flunking tests nowadays.
and my mom keeps reminding me..
"eh girl ar.. 2 years only leh. please study hard okay?"
i'm trying.
do i have to repeat that JC life sucks agn?
damn shit lar!
and i injured my hand.
it was freaking pain lar.
arghs.
i still wan to set, spike, recieve.
oh man. x(
dearest jiaying:
i love you, girl. =)
just want to let you know,
i'll be here.
in crowds, we tend to forget.
but alone, we know we just cant forget.
cos every corner brings back memories.
something not forgone.
but we'll learn, girl.
one fine day, we'll look back and smile,
knowing we've grown up and moved on.
meanwhile, hold on.
we'll walk down this together.
i promise. (:
where is the love?
what we could have been, 10:51 PM.
wthell. x(
RAHs.
late night mugging.
sians to the power of infinity.
arghs.
tmr is econs CT.
and i totally think i'll flunk.
so now i'm just trying to not flunk so badly.
stupid reasoning.
blehs.
yest. ran 11 rounds.
lane 3 summore.
and i ended up crying.
>.<
it sucks when you're telling urself mentally to do it,
and yet your physical gives way.
thanks to all my fellow teammates.
for all the support and encouragement during the run.
much loves!
i'm crying so oftenly nowadays lar.
like wthell.
i need some emo check.
i cant wait for CTs to end.
i cant wait for june hols.
i cant wait for crapping sessions with my friends.
i cant wait for jc life to end.
omg.
i officially declare JC life sucks.
waddahell!!
way back into love.
slowly.
late night mugging.
sians to the power of infinity.
arghs.
tmr is econs CT.
and i totally think i'll flunk.
so now i'm just trying to not flunk so badly.
stupid reasoning.
blehs.
yest. ran 11 rounds.
lane 3 summore.
and i ended up crying.
>.<
it sucks when you're telling urself mentally to do it,
and yet your physical gives way.
thanks to all my fellow teammates.
for all the support and encouragement during the run.
much loves!
i'm crying so oftenly nowadays lar.
like wthell.
i need some emo check.
i cant wait for CTs to end.
i cant wait for june hols.
i cant wait for crapping sessions with my friends.
i cant wait for jc life to end.
omg.
i officially declare JC life sucks.
waddahell!!
way back into love.
slowly.
what we could have been, 1:33 AM.
Friday, May 04, 2007
friday.
oh yes!
it's friday.
which is to say the weekends are coming.
yays! x)
hmm..
took both chem and phys CT tday.
physics really TOUGH lar.
i was sitting opp. evelyn..
and i think we're both just flipping the paper.
shitshitshit.
singledigit le lar. arghs.
i still wan an A for physics de! boos.
stupid nelson!
i miss crapping with u.
let's find one day and go out tgt with jying they all.
i miss you all. x(
p.s. we still owe someone present somemore! =X
super big thanks to rachel!
for being there the other day.
seeyuen loves you man. hehs.
anyway,
i bet ruo'en is happily watching her spiderman now.
i wanna watch too lar.
the whole day she keep spiting me. xP
and now, i'm finally over and done with my tests.
lols. xD
next week.
econs and maths CT.
SAJC and PJC match.
go seeyuen!
mr sharma always say..
"LIFE SUCKS!"
lols.
it's friday.
which is to say the weekends are coming.
yays! x)
hmm..
took both chem and phys CT tday.
physics really TOUGH lar.
i was sitting opp. evelyn..
and i think we're both just flipping the paper.
shitshitshit.
singledigit le lar. arghs.
i still wan an A for physics de! boos.
stupid nelson!
i miss crapping with u.
let's find one day and go out tgt with jying they all.
i miss you all. x(
p.s. we still owe someone present somemore! =X
super big thanks to rachel!
for being there the other day.
seeyuen loves you man. hehs.
anyway,
i bet ruo'en is happily watching her spiderman now.
i wanna watch too lar.
the whole day she keep spiting me. xP
and now, i'm finally over and done with my tests.
lols. xD
next week.
econs and maths CT.
SAJC and PJC match.
go seeyuen!
mr sharma always say..
"LIFE SUCKS!"
lols.
what we could have been, 7:19 PM.
Wednesday, May 02, 2007
maybe it's time.
1stly..
yays to girls team.
we won nyjc 2-1.
really close fight.
i think i nearly lost my life,
due to my weak heart.
ahhas.
2ndly..
the boys lost 2 nil to them.
i would say it was really v. fast pace.
tough fight too.
we were so close in the 2nd match.
jiayou boys!
ajvballteam!
common tests are killing us.
trainings are tiring.
homeworks piling.
time seems to be running faster than usual.
do hang in there.
the results will show.
we've put in so much for something..
jiayou! =)
yest. was an emo day.
had to sms jiaying even.
boos. x(
thanks girl anyway..
i've realised how much i've held on..
i've cried enough.
for something that is gone,
i've given it too much.
for everything that's way beyond over,
i'm sorry for not trying hard enough.
somethings are easier said than done.
really.
someday..
i tell myself,
these tears will stop.
yays to girls team.
we won nyjc 2-1.
really close fight.
i think i nearly lost my life,
due to my weak heart.
ahhas.
2ndly..
the boys lost 2 nil to them.
i would say it was really v. fast pace.
tough fight too.
we were so close in the 2nd match.
jiayou boys!
ajvballteam!
common tests are killing us.
trainings are tiring.
homeworks piling.
time seems to be running faster than usual.
do hang in there.
the results will show.
we've put in so much for something..
jiayou! =)
yest. was an emo day.
had to sms jiaying even.
boos. x(
thanks girl anyway..
i've realised how much i've held on..
i've cried enough.
for something that is gone,
i've given it too much.
for everything that's way beyond over,
i'm sorry for not trying hard enough.
somethings are easier said than done.
really.
someday..
i tell myself,
these tears will stop.
what we could have been, 11:26 PM.
Tuesday, May 01, 2007
arghs.
stupid.
stupid.
stupid.
i just cant concentrate.
it's like wthell can?
rahs.
these random thoughts.
me being emo.
damn. x(
putting aside all my rantings.
here's some impt stuff.
to the girls and boys of aj vball team:
we're all against nanyang tml.
we shall all win,
and head towards champions.
i know we can.
we're gonna show all the people.
cos we're a team.
the AJteam.
JIAYOU!
gogogo.
i shall start working on my PI draft 3.
boos. x(
i wanna be okay.
stupid.
stupid.
i just cant concentrate.
it's like wthell can?
rahs.
these random thoughts.
me being emo.
damn. x(
putting aside all my rantings.
here's some impt stuff.
to the girls and boys of aj vball team:
we're all against nanyang tml.
we shall all win,
and head towards champions.
i know we can.
we're gonna show all the people.
cos we're a team.
the AJteam.
JIAYOU!
JESSE MCCARTNEY's Just So You Know
I shouldn't love you but I want to
I just can't turn away
I shouldn't see you but I can't move
I can't look away
I shouldn't love you but I want to
I just can't turn away
I shouldn't see you but I can't move
I can't look away
And I don't know how to be fine when I'm not
'Cause I don't know how to make a feeling stop
Just so you know
This feeling's taking control of me
And I can't help it
I won't sit around, I can't let him win now
Thought you should know
I've tried my best to let go of you
But I don't want to
I just gotta say it all
Before I go
Just so you know
It's getting hard to be around you
There's so much I can't say
Do you want me to hide the feelings
And look the other way
And I don't know how to be fine when I'm not
'Cause I don't know how to make a feeling stop
Just so you know
This feeling's taking control of me
And I can't help it
I won't sit around, I can't let him win now
Thought you should know
I've tried my best to let go of you
But I don't want to
I just gotta say it all
Before I go
Just so you know
This feeling's taking control of me
And I can't help it
I won't sit around, I can't let him win now
Thought you should know
I've tried my best to let go of you
But I don't want to
I just gotta say it all
Before I go
Just so you know
This emptiness is killing me
And I'm wondering why I've waited so long
Looking back I realize
It was always there just never spoken
I'm waiting here...
been waiting here
Just so you know
This feeling's taking control of me
And I can't help it
I won't sit around, I can't let him win now
Thought you should know
I've tried my best to let go of you
But I don't want to
I just gotta say it all
Before I go
Just so you know
gogogo.
i shall start working on my PI draft 3.
boos. x(
i wanna be okay.
what we could have been, 7:40 PM.
