Saturday, May 31, 2008
for a better tmr, start now (:
was out with twin yesterday.
main purpose was to pay our tuition fee.
after doing so we went to gloria jeans.
slacked and did work.
and we came up with a study plan.
let's try and stick to it! (:
gosipped and ranted all the way till dinner at HKcafe.
finally in the night we went shopping.
we have 8days in town to do more shopping girl!
not forgetting studying as our 1ST priority. heh. :D
okay, stats are pretty irritating.
i got no idea why ppl say it's easy.
but nvm, i shall KO it asap. :D
sampling is zzzing me.
i shall go shower and hop over to hting's place.
till later! (:
i'm going to try and start from scratch.
enough is enough.
main purpose was to pay our tuition fee.
after doing so we went to gloria jeans.
slacked and did work.
and we came up with a study plan.
let's try and stick to it! (:
gosipped and ranted all the way till dinner at HKcafe.
finally in the night we went shopping.
we have 8days in town to do more shopping girl!
not forgetting studying as our 1ST priority. heh. :D
okay, stats are pretty irritating.
i got no idea why ppl say it's easy.
but nvm, i shall KO it asap. :D
sampling is zzzing me.
i shall go shower and hop over to hting's place.
till later! (:
i'm going to try and start from scratch.
enough is enough.
what we could have been, 1:47 PM.
Wednesday, May 28, 2008
uncertainties
many things happened.
knowingly or unknowingly, it doesnt really matter.
and nope, i'm seriously fine.
maybe because i'm used to all these.
maybe because i'm still not facing things yet.
but i think being like this is okay.
i know there are lines i cannot cross.
and hopefully at the end of the day,
these lines disappear.
anyway, as i was being sian-ed by alot of things,
i randomly received an email from *** ***.
and it talks abt friendship and stuff.
heartwarming i felt, because i suddenly rmb all the wonderful friends i have.
they are the ones who nvr gave up on me.
and i know that w/o them,
life wld be ten gazillion times worse than now.
thankyou friends! (:
i had fun tday with si, keli, eve, yl.
they always make me feel like i'm a child all over agn.
they make my troubles as light as feathers.
thankyou teammates. (:
tmr is lao shi's treat for all the vballers agn.
i like mass gathering of the ajteam,
because i feel the bond as a big family.
and maybe also because u dun always see all the J1s, J2s, boys and girls tgt.
it's everything that adds up, that makes me miss them alot.
korea trip, japan trip, trgs, competitions.
i'm darn proud to be part of this family. (:
super tired now.
time to on my radio and sleep alr.
till another day.
knowingly or unknowingly, it doesnt really matter.
and nope, i'm seriously fine.
maybe because i'm used to all these.
maybe because i'm still not facing things yet.
but i think being like this is okay.
i know there are lines i cannot cross.
and hopefully at the end of the day,
these lines disappear.
anyway, as i was being sian-ed by alot of things,
i randomly received an email from *** ***.
and it talks abt friendship and stuff.
heartwarming i felt, because i suddenly rmb all the wonderful friends i have.
they are the ones who nvr gave up on me.
and i know that w/o them,
life wld be ten gazillion times worse than now.
thankyou friends! (:
i had fun tday with si, keli, eve, yl.
they always make me feel like i'm a child all over agn.
they make my troubles as light as feathers.
thankyou teammates. (:
tmr is lao shi's treat for all the vballers agn.
i like mass gathering of the ajteam,
because i feel the bond as a big family.
and maybe also because u dun always see all the J1s, J2s, boys and girls tgt.
it's everything that adds up, that makes me miss them alot.
korea trip, japan trip, trgs, competitions.
i'm darn proud to be part of this family. (:
super tired now.
time to on my radio and sleep alr.
till another day.
what we could have been, 11:58 PM.
Monday, May 26, 2008
at least over and done with..
alvl chinese was zzz.
i felt it was difficult lar.
although junwei thinks it was relatively easy.
i think my chi is so poor cos i cant even read the words.
like when i see the word i was zzz alr,
cos hello, how to start doing when u dun even know what it is abt?!
at least i'm done with it.
i'm going to rush off now alr.
study trip with nelson later,
hopefully effective! (:
later, earhlings!
just dun question me.
edited:
okay, i decided to blog agn.
cos i rmbed something funny during exam tday.
you see after paper1 we have a break before paper2 right?
and at this short interval, an irritating bee decided to visit us.
maybe seeing we've struggled paper1, it decide to add some joy into the class.
so it zoomed happily around, amusing the boys and freaking the girls out.
you know the yellow-black striped bees in all the animated movies and winnie the pooh.
man, real life bee is nowhere near that.
it's GROSS.
and the very nice horrible (oxymoronic. -.-) bee decided to stop between me and cuifang.
freakkk!
so cuifang ask the tcher for help, and the female tcher was like "any brave soul can get the bee out of the room?"
and everybody laughed? -.-
thank god the male invigilator came and saved us.
all hail the male chief invigilator! =D
and everyone settled down for paper2.
on another note,
anyone wan to catch a movie with me?
or gym with me?
perhaps starbucks with me too?
haha, i'm dying to enjoy some life.
and nono, i havent forget my 1st priority is to study. ):
okay, nelson just ps-ed me today. boooo. =X
okay, goodnight earthlings.
tired out.
you make me wonder.
i felt it was difficult lar.
although junwei thinks it was relatively easy.
i think my chi is so poor cos i cant even read the words.
like when i see the word i was zzz alr,
cos hello, how to start doing when u dun even know what it is abt?!
at least i'm done with it.
i'm going to rush off now alr.
study trip with nelson later,
hopefully effective! (:
later, earhlings!
just dun question me.
edited:
okay, i decided to blog agn.
cos i rmbed something funny during exam tday.
you see after paper1 we have a break before paper2 right?
and at this short interval, an irritating bee decided to visit us.
maybe seeing we've struggled paper1, it decide to add some joy into the class.
so it zoomed happily around, amusing the boys and freaking the girls out.
you know the yellow-black striped bees in all the animated movies and winnie the pooh.
man, real life bee is nowhere near that.
it's GROSS.
and the very nice horrible (oxymoronic. -.-) bee decided to stop between me and cuifang.
freakkk!
so cuifang ask the tcher for help, and the female tcher was like "any brave soul can get the bee out of the room?"
and everybody laughed? -.-
thank god the male invigilator came and saved us.
all hail the male chief invigilator! =D
and everyone settled down for paper2.
on another note,
anyone wan to catch a movie with me?
or gym with me?
perhaps starbucks with me too?
haha, i'm dying to enjoy some life.
and nono, i havent forget my 1st priority is to study. ):
okay, nelson just ps-ed me today. boooo. =X
okay, goodnight earthlings.
tired out.
you make me wonder.
what we could have been, 4:36 PM.
sheesh.
chinese Alevel in hours' time.
and zzz, i cant really sleep. :(
i find things quite annoying sometimes.
i just cant be bothered alr la.
ZZZ.
follow your heart. (:
and zzz, i cant really sleep. :(
i find things quite annoying sometimes.
i just cant be bothered alr la.
ZZZ.
follow your heart. (:
what we could have been, 12:22 AM.
Saturday, May 24, 2008
the everything i miss..
done badly done with gp and econs paper 1.
i shan't elaborate alr.
aj bball boys went into finals.
though they didnt manage to beat hci.
i felt that they fought really hard.
and yanming is like zai to the max.
cooool eh. hah.
and anyway, it always feel funny to go tpy sports hall.
maybe because i'm there, but for the wrong reasons.
i probably wont ever step in there alr.
and trust me, i'll miss that place damn alot.
i felt as if season end so abruptly this year.
and my tuesdays, thursdays and saturdays are so free and empty now.
i miss my team and volleyball so much.
this is perhaps the year which i have the most regrets in my entire vball journey.
i always felt my team was up to it.
even though there are times when we dun play well,
when we have low morale,
when our team wasnt bonded enough,
but i felt that all these wldnt matter.
because i know our skills are there.
and until now, i still think so.
but the truth is, we're 4th, and we didnt meet up to the expectations we aimed to achieve.
yes, i'm sad.
yes, i regret.
but no matter what, i know we fought our best.
and AJ vball girls, i'm DARN proud of y'all. <33!
i shall leave now this dream of mine to the juniors.
i know they can do it. (:
and here below are my honourable, lovely team-mates:
#1 YEONG JING
#2 JASMINE
#3 CARISSA
#4 STEPHANIE
#5 CRYSTAL
#6 EVELYN
#7 LI SI
#8 PAMELA
#9 KE LI
#10 YIN LAM
#12 YANG YI
#13 KHUI HUAY
#14 CHONG YI
#15 CHARLENE
#16 YINGRONG
#17 KRISTINE
#18 JIA XIN
THANKS ALOT GIRLS!
FOR ALL THE LOVELY TIME I'VE SPENT WITH Y'ALL! (:
p.s. and rmb to get me my champion medal next year, i still wan to exchange! haha.
i've waited for super long to announce this.
but here goes..
I OFFICIALLY DECLARE END OF SEASON. (:
sad life ahead i know.
but yea, i better work hard for the BIG THING at the end of the year.
GO SEEYUEN! (:
tired alr.
till another day people.
i shan't elaborate alr.
aj bball boys went into finals.
though they didnt manage to beat hci.
i felt that they fought really hard.
and yanming is like zai to the max.
cooool eh. hah.
and anyway, it always feel funny to go tpy sports hall.
maybe because i'm there, but for the wrong reasons.
i probably wont ever step in there alr.
and trust me, i'll miss that place damn alot.
i felt as if season end so abruptly this year.
and my tuesdays, thursdays and saturdays are so free and empty now.
i miss my team and volleyball so much.
this is perhaps the year which i have the most regrets in my entire vball journey.
i always felt my team was up to it.
even though there are times when we dun play well,
when we have low morale,
when our team wasnt bonded enough,
but i felt that all these wldnt matter.
because i know our skills are there.
and until now, i still think so.
but the truth is, we're 4th, and we didnt meet up to the expectations we aimed to achieve.
yes, i'm sad.
yes, i regret.
but no matter what, i know we fought our best.
and AJ vball girls, i'm DARN proud of y'all. <33!
i shall leave now this dream of mine to the juniors.
i know they can do it. (:
and here below are my honourable, lovely team-mates:
#1 YEONG JING
#2 JASMINE
#3 CARISSA
#4 STEPHANIE
#5 CRYSTAL
#6 EVELYN
#7 LI SI
#8 PAMELA
#9 KE LI
#10 YIN LAM
#12 YANG YI
#13 KHUI HUAY
#14 CHONG YI
#15 CHARLENE
#16 YINGRONG
#17 KRISTINE
#18 JIA XIN
THANKS ALOT GIRLS!
FOR ALL THE LOVELY TIME I'VE SPENT WITH Y'ALL! (:
p.s. and rmb to get me my champion medal next year, i still wan to exchange! haha.
i've waited for super long to announce this.
but here goes..
I OFFICIALLY DECLARE END OF SEASON. (:
sad life ahead i know.
but yea, i better work hard for the BIG THING at the end of the year.
GO SEEYUEN! (:
tired alr.
till another day people.
what we could have been, 10:35 PM.
Thursday, May 22, 2008
majorly screwed. :(
GP is driving me nuts.
researching and researching as if there's no tmr.
i just hope i'll do well tmr.
and i'm nowhere close in completing my econs.
i feel so loss.
i'm feeling STRESSED like nobody's business now.
and i just wan to sleep now.
can the holidays come faster? :(
alrights,
goodnight and all the best everyone.
maybe it's intuition,
but some things you just don't question.
researching and researching as if there's no tmr.
i just hope i'll do well tmr.
and i'm nowhere close in completing my econs.
i feel so loss.
i'm feeling STRESSED like nobody's business now.
and i just wan to sleep now.
can the holidays come faster? :(
alrights,
goodnight and all the best everyone.
maybe it's intuition,
but some things you just don't question.
what we could have been, 12:21 AM.
Monday, May 19, 2008
failing to plan, is planning to fail.
oh wells, how true..
but dang, overdose of econs in the day.
and staring at these chem spa stuff.
i can so go and bang wall alr. >.<
zzzz.
and i'm having my midyear chi oral tmr.
everything crammed in a day is bad for health.
i hope the teachers get what i mean.
oh anyway,
i think miss ewe is a really nice teacher.
i mean, i thought she will kill me cos i havent been catching up on her lessons.
tutorials are so long overdued,
not forgetting that i owe her how many tests,
and i just got a solid single digit for maths CT2.
surprisingly, she totally understood and showed me patience when i most needed it.
thanks so much. i wish all the teachers are like you. (:
but no doubt i have ten gazillion things to catch up on now.
psycho me that i have the study genes.
and i better get level8 for everything tmr.
it's the last freaking chem spa.
i better do well. (:
my chem spa notes are yelling at me alr.
i better get back to them.
till saturday people. (:
thankyousoverymuch.
and i wish i dont ever wake up from this dream.
but dang, overdose of econs in the day.
and staring at these chem spa stuff.
i can so go and bang wall alr. >.<
zzzz.
and i'm having my midyear chi oral tmr.
everything crammed in a day is bad for health.
i hope the teachers get what i mean.
oh anyway,
i think miss ewe is a really nice teacher.
i mean, i thought she will kill me cos i havent been catching up on her lessons.
tutorials are so long overdued,
not forgetting that i owe her how many tests,
and i just got a solid single digit for maths CT2.
surprisingly, she totally understood and showed me patience when i most needed it.
thanks so much. i wish all the teachers are like you. (:
but no doubt i have ten gazillion things to catch up on now.
psycho me that i have the study genes.
and i better get level8 for everything tmr.
it's the last freaking chem spa.
i better do well. (:
my chem spa notes are yelling at me alr.
i better get back to them.
till saturday people. (:
thankyousoverymuch.
and i wish i dont ever wake up from this dream.
what we could have been, 11:34 PM.
yayness (:
looong weekends are LOVE. (:
double happiness for having to use the com. :D
wheee!
so i've got to complete yellow book today.
and MUST finish preparing myself for chem spa tmr.
i dun like it when studying gets to me. :(
volleyball withdrawal syndrome.
this sucks.
i'll be back agn later. (:
double happiness for having to use the com. :D
wheee!
so i've got to complete yellow book today.
and MUST finish preparing myself for chem spa tmr.
i dun like it when studying gets to me. :(
volleyball withdrawal syndrome.
this sucks.
i'll be back agn later. (:
what we could have been, 11:57 AM.
Sunday, May 18, 2008
anticipating (:
econs is such a bore.
and i finally dragged myself to start on my yellow book.
man, it's torturing. :(
i'm so not proud to say that after dilly-dallying for one day.
i'm still at AD-AS analysis.
boooo to the power of infinity.
i'm so anticipating june holidays.
cos i really dun feel like going school nowadays. :(
it's such a chore.
but for my june hols to come,
i so need to get over and done with gp and econs 1st.
HOWHOW?!
seee, everything's so bad.
nvm, i shall attempt to econs a bit more and then start preparing for my date with cynthia.
haha! i hope choir concert's gonna be nice. (:
it's high inertia,
and u cant blame me.
till the next entry. (:
and i finally dragged myself to start on my yellow book.
man, it's torturing. :(
i'm so not proud to say that after dilly-dallying for one day.
i'm still at AD-AS analysis.
boooo to the power of infinity.
i'm so anticipating june holidays.
cos i really dun feel like going school nowadays. :(
it's such a chore.
but for my june hols to come,
i so need to get over and done with gp and econs 1st.
HOWHOW?!
seee, everything's so bad.
nvm, i shall attempt to econs a bit more and then start preparing for my date with cynthia.
haha! i hope choir concert's gonna be nice. (:
it's high inertia,
and u cant blame me.
till the next entry. (:
what we could have been, 3:12 PM.
Saturday, May 17, 2008
temptations.
chinese was zzz.
my compo was a total BORE.
i bet the teacher want to sleep when she read.
cos there are just so many distractions during my test.
like lion dance, teacher talking to me, etc etc.
zzz to the max.
but it's over alr.
PHEW.
yayness cos ang is sending me photos now.
and i suddenly miss all my sec school friends.
my sec school life and all.
booo to the max everytime i think of my current situation.
and i was supposed to study econs.
but i'm currently in an emo-and-i-dun-feel-like-studying mood.
zzz! :(
okay, no more digressing.
takecare earthlings.
and if u give me a chance,
i can make this right.
my compo was a total BORE.
i bet the teacher want to sleep when she read.
cos there are just so many distractions during my test.
like lion dance, teacher talking to me, etc etc.
zzz to the max.
but it's over alr.
PHEW.
yayness cos ang is sending me photos now.
and i suddenly miss all my sec school friends.
my sec school life and all.
booo to the max everytime i think of my current situation.
and i was supposed to study econs.
but i'm currently in an emo-and-i-dun-feel-like-studying mood.
zzz! :(
okay, no more digressing.
takecare earthlings.
and if u give me a chance,
i can make this right.
what we could have been, 11:26 PM.
so not in the mood.
i'm having my chinese jct at 1.30pm later.
and i'm still slacking around.
i havent touch chinese for super long man.
two weeks i guess.
i wonder how i'm gonna complete a compo later.
not forgetting the stupid compres which i suck in.
boooo.
anyway, i got tonnes to blog abt volleyball and all.
but i doubt i can do it now, cos i probably will end up late for my chi exam later.
haha. and i havent received all the photos too!
3hrs of chi. all alone.
okay, this plain sucks.
booooo.
i have a million things to catch up.
and i cant get started.
ohh, i so looooove studying. >.<
i'll blog agn tonight if chi dun kill me too badly. (:
till then.
and i'm still slacking around.
i havent touch chinese for super long man.
two weeks i guess.
i wonder how i'm gonna complete a compo later.
not forgetting the stupid compres which i suck in.
boooo.
anyway, i got tonnes to blog abt volleyball and all.
but i doubt i can do it now, cos i probably will end up late for my chi exam later.
haha. and i havent received all the photos too!
3hrs of chi. all alone.
okay, this plain sucks.
booooo.
i have a million things to catch up.
and i cant get started.
ohh, i so looooove studying. >.<
i'll blog agn tonight if chi dun kill me too badly. (:
till then.
what we could have been, 11:46 AM.
Wednesday, May 14, 2008
volleyball (:
teamAJ:
I LOVE Y'ALL PLENTY.
always the champion in my heart... <3
what we could have been, 11:08 PM.
Monday, May 12, 2008
i'm going to be okay. i always did. (:
somethings are so similar.
to the extent that i fear them repeating.
but i nvr gave up.
even till now, i held on to them.
because i believe they wont let me down.
even when the odds are uneven,
i tell myself to hang in there.
because i hold faith in a happily ever after.
and i think because of these holding on and hanging on,
i get upset and disappointed.
so often, i feel myself give way.
but i always find a way and get back on my feet.
and this time round,
it'll be the same.
i know as much as things keep coming my way,
i'll come out of them alive and kicking.
life's unfair.
i can live with it.
you can throw me in any kind of crap.
i emo, cry and rant.
i can live with it.
it gets more difficult as things get more complicated.
i can live with it.
you get my point?
i can live with it.
i know i'm not the strongest,
but i try to be.
even if it means having to fall a million times.
it's getting to me agn,
but i guess i can live with it.
till the next weekend readers.
nights. (:
to the extent that i fear them repeating.
but i nvr gave up.
even till now, i held on to them.
because i believe they wont let me down.
even when the odds are uneven,
i tell myself to hang in there.
because i hold faith in a happily ever after.
and i think because of these holding on and hanging on,
i get upset and disappointed.
so often, i feel myself give way.
but i always find a way and get back on my feet.
and this time round,
it'll be the same.
i know as much as things keep coming my way,
i'll come out of them alive and kicking.
life's unfair.
i can live with it.
you can throw me in any kind of crap.
i emo, cry and rant.
i can live with it.
it gets more difficult as things get more complicated.
i can live with it.
you get my point?
i can live with it.
i know i'm not the strongest,
but i try to be.
even if it means having to fall a million times.
it's getting to me agn,
but i guess i can live with it.
till the next weekend readers.
nights. (:
what we could have been, 12:33 AM.
Sunday, May 11, 2008
i shall conquer.
i needed to thank so many people.
because they are the ones who nvr gave up on me. (:
AJteam; both the girls and boys.
yanling
rachel
cynthia
my classmates
mel
xuyuan
jiazhi
felicia
jiaying
nelson
changhoe
and many many more. (:
i've been a BFS for the day.
much or less one.
but i'm going to hit my work now.
off i go. (:
goodnight earthlings.
p.s. AJ girls will win HCI tmr.
and AJ boys will win TJC tmr.
WE'RE SO GONNA GO INTO FINALS TGT AGN. (:
because they are the ones who nvr gave up on me. (:
AJteam; both the girls and boys.
yanling
rachel
cynthia
my classmates
mel
xuyuan
jiazhi
felicia
jiaying
nelson
changhoe
and many many more. (:
i've been a BFS for the day.
much or less one.
but i'm going to hit my work now.
off i go. (:
goodnight earthlings.
p.s. AJ girls will win HCI tmr.
and AJ boys will win TJC tmr.
WE'RE SO GONNA GO INTO FINALS TGT AGN. (:
what we could have been, 9:38 PM.
Saturday, May 10, 2008
it's the efforts that never paid off.
it's been really looong since i felt so awful.
so disappointed and dejected.
i have so many things to say.
but i think i cant express myself enough here.
it's just that at the end of the day,
either of us will just get hurt.
and even though i really dun wish it's me,
i cant help but think that since i'm alr in this state,
i shall take up all the pain.
either way,
nth good will come out.
but in a positive note,
i think i can take it still.
if things have to come crashing down,
they jolly well crash all at the same time.
i'm not so strong everytime.
maybe at the end of the day,
it doesnt really matter who play.
i thought i've had enough regrets since last year.
but i guess it didnt stop there.
i always have to let things i hold so close to me slip away like that.
so abruptly.
and at the end of the day, i know i probably never get them back.
perhaps because it's the 2nd time,
it just hurts a little more.
the last thing i wanted was to see my dreams and hopes vanished.
and i think it alr did.
it seems like i'm back to square one.
trust me, this feeling sucks big time.
but nonetheless, this is my passion and love.
even if it has to keep disappointing me,
i'll keep holding on to it and not let go.
i'm pretty okay.
and i still have full faith in my team.
i know we're still going to get the champions.
and i'll keep rooting for them.
go teamAJ. (:
i feel so at lost.
and i think just like last year,
it'll take some time to get over.
although i think i nvr really got over it anyway.
i wan so much to rant and say how i feel about everything.
but then it seems that there isn't any correct person to talk to.
i dunno. :(
i nvr really had a choice. :(
i need something to take my mind off everything.
it's been too much recently.
there's only certain amt of pain my heart can handle,
and only certain amt of troubles my mind can hold.
i wish everything isn't over yet.
although i think i alr lost half the battle.
i never wanted things to end up like it is now.
but i guess i just have to accept it.
and i thank alot to those who stood by me at my lowest point. (:
i hope it doesnt matter so much to me.
because the more it does, the more the pain.
i wish for these tears to turn into strength.
i need to pull through this.
badly need to. :(
so disappointed and dejected.
i have so many things to say.
but i think i cant express myself enough here.
it's just that at the end of the day,
either of us will just get hurt.
and even though i really dun wish it's me,
i cant help but think that since i'm alr in this state,
i shall take up all the pain.
either way,
nth good will come out.
but in a positive note,
i think i can take it still.
if things have to come crashing down,
they jolly well crash all at the same time.
i'm not so strong everytime.
maybe at the end of the day,
it doesnt really matter who play.
i thought i've had enough regrets since last year.
but i guess it didnt stop there.
i always have to let things i hold so close to me slip away like that.
so abruptly.
and at the end of the day, i know i probably never get them back.
perhaps because it's the 2nd time,
it just hurts a little more.
the last thing i wanted was to see my dreams and hopes vanished.
and i think it alr did.
it seems like i'm back to square one.
trust me, this feeling sucks big time.
but nonetheless, this is my passion and love.
even if it has to keep disappointing me,
i'll keep holding on to it and not let go.
i'm pretty okay.
and i still have full faith in my team.
i know we're still going to get the champions.
and i'll keep rooting for them.
go teamAJ. (:
i feel so at lost.
and i think just like last year,
it'll take some time to get over.
although i think i nvr really got over it anyway.
i wan so much to rant and say how i feel about everything.
but then it seems that there isn't any correct person to talk to.
i dunno. :(
i nvr really had a choice. :(
i need something to take my mind off everything.
it's been too much recently.
there's only certain amt of pain my heart can handle,
and only certain amt of troubles my mind can hold.
i wish everything isn't over yet.
although i think i alr lost half the battle.
i never wanted things to end up like it is now.
but i guess i just have to accept it.
and i thank alot to those who stood by me at my lowest point. (:
i hope it doesnt matter so much to me.
because the more it does, the more the pain.
i wish for these tears to turn into strength.
i need to pull through this.
badly need to. :(
what we could have been, 11:49 PM.
it cant go down anymore.
been wanting to blog for superr long alr.
and everyone knows i dun have the chance to use the com.
dang.
many things happened within one week.
and at this point of time, i'm alr at a loss as to say what/ type what.
won mj 2-0.
won jj 2-0. (and bloody hell, i had to sprained my leg. zzz.)
lost nyjc 1-2. (booo.)
so things decided to come crashing down now.
and i'm so caught unprepared.
i hope nth worse come out of anything.
bless me.
it boils down to disappointments. :(
and everyone knows i dun have the chance to use the com.
dang.
many things happened within one week.
and at this point of time, i'm alr at a loss as to say what/ type what.
won mj 2-0.
won jj 2-0. (and bloody hell, i had to sprained my leg. zzz.)
lost nyjc 1-2. (booo.)
so things decided to come crashing down now.
and i'm so caught unprepared.
i hope nth worse come out of anything.
bless me.
it boils down to disappointments. :(
what we could have been, 10:37 AM.
Sunday, May 04, 2008
i cant forget all the crazy shit we used to do
crap.
i've revised nuts abt chem.
been doing econs. and it killed me.
what's with all the stupid policies? :(
and i'm supposed to go do gp now.
what am i to do with chem?
and i can freaking fail this paper lar.
it's frustration to the max.
damn.
anyway, i was packing my file just now.
and i came across this gp essay i just got back.
it's my 1st B essay. (:
The end of poverty will always remain just an ideal. Discuss.
okay, i was just being random. -.-
i better shut up and go do gp now.
why the hell am i wasting time here?
RAH.
goodnights.
i've revised nuts abt chem.
been doing econs. and it killed me.
what's with all the stupid policies? :(
and i'm supposed to go do gp now.
what am i to do with chem?
and i can freaking fail this paper lar.
it's frustration to the max.
damn.
anyway, i was packing my file just now.
and i came across this gp essay i just got back.
it's my 1st B essay. (:
The end of poverty will always remain just an ideal. Discuss.
okay, i was just being random. -.-
i better shut up and go do gp now.
why the hell am i wasting time here?
RAH.
goodnights.
what we could have been, 11:52 PM.
photos. (:
i'm feeling super bored.
and with tenthousandmillion things running through my mind,
i decided to let the pictures do the job.
i realised i took tonnes of photos with my twin.
so here goes:
this was taken after watching STEPUP2.
this was taken at compass on our way home from town.
this was taken during the band concert.
twin is love! (:
and why band concert?
cos i've been loyal supporter of this girl:
TSOHOITING! p.s. u can totally choose to ignore chunsheng at the back. haha. =X
and my beloved teammates went with me. (:
keli, me, yinlam, lisi. (:
p.s. evelyn didnt go. booo.
okay.
next week is hiong to the max.
mon- vs. MJC.
tues- trg.
wed-vs. JJC.
thurs- trg.
fri- vs. NYJC.
sat- trg.
and tues i have chem ct2.
ohdearme, screwedddd.
but i'm glad i have my ever supportive group of friends,
and my dearest team-mates. (:
go teamAJ.
let's aim for double champs. (:
on random note:
weather is super duper hot nowadays.
making class so not condusive,
and trgs so unbearable.
arghs.
ohyah! i get to use com on weekends now.
yayness.
better than nothing okay? =X
okay.
i'll blog agn some time.
goodbye earthlings. (:
and i thought to myself:
"dont lose all hopes now".
and with ten
i decided to let the pictures do the job.
i realised i took tonnes of photos with my twin.
so here goes:
this was taken after watching STEPUP2.
this was taken at compass on our way home from town.
this was taken during the band concert.
twin is love! (:
and why band concert?
cos i've been loyal supporter of this girl:
TSOHOITING! p.s. u can totally choose to ignore chunsheng at the back. haha. =X
and my beloved teammates went with me. (:
keli, me, yinlam, lisi. (:
p.s. evelyn didnt go. booo.
okay.
next week is hiong to the max.
mon- vs. MJC.
tues- trg.
wed-vs. JJC.
thurs- trg.
fri- vs. NYJC.
sat- trg.
and tues i have chem ct2.
ohdearme, screwedddd.
but i'm glad i have my ever supportive group of friends,
and my dearest team-mates. (:
go teamAJ.
let's aim for double champs. (:
on random note:
weather is super duper hot nowadays.
making class so not condusive,
and trgs so unbearable.
arghs.
ohyah! i get to use com on weekends now.
yayness.
better than nothing okay? =X
okay.
i'll blog agn some time.
goodbye earthlings. (:
and i thought to myself:
"dont lose all hopes now".
what we could have been, 3:14 PM.
Friday, May 02, 2008
there all along.
hohoho, i'm like online. (:
for a while, better than nth also.
yawns.
i'm so super tired.
cos labour day was really literally a labour day.
had trg for 3hrs and 3hrs of econs tuition.
boohoo.
and today i had econs for 3hrs agn.
i'm so going to faint from overdose of econs.
but lol, i met desmond in tuition today!
it was super coincidental.
wait, there's more to it.
i met yongzhi and yining on 156 bus home.
then when i alighted at compass, i met zoe, honghui and jocelyn at the 83 queue.
lastly, i met yingjie in my 372 queue.
and apparently i met all of them at like 10 plus.
who would have known at such a time, the influx of ex-xinmin students is the highest.
JC life is way too hectic. lols.
trg tmr afternoon.
and then i think i better reach home earlier to study for chem test.
or i shall study on sun.
cos apparently, i dun wish to see miss ma yelling at me for failing next week's chem ct2.
anyway,
there's a million things running in my mind now.
and i think all i need is a good rest.
at the end of the day,
everything proves otherwise.
goodnight earthlings. (:
People killing people dying
Children hurtin you hear them crying
Can you practice what you preach
Would you turn the other cheek?
Father father father help us
Send some guidance from above
Cause people got me got me questioning
Where is the love?(where is the lovex3)(the lovex2)
for a while, better than nth also.
yawns.
i'm so super tired.
cos labour day was really literally a labour day.
had trg for 3hrs and 3hrs of econs tuition.
boohoo.
and today i had econs for 3hrs agn.
i'm so going to faint from overdose of econs.
but lol, i met desmond in tuition today!
it was super coincidental.
wait, there's more to it.
i met yongzhi and yining on 156 bus home.
then when i alighted at compass, i met zoe, honghui and jocelyn at the 83 queue.
lastly, i met yingjie in my 372 queue.
and apparently i met all of them at like 10 plus.
who would have known at such a time, the influx of ex-xinmin students is the highest.
JC life is way too hectic. lols.
trg tmr afternoon.
and then i think i better reach home earlier to study for chem test.
or i shall study on sun.
cos apparently, i dun wish to see miss ma yelling at me for failing next week's chem ct2.
anyway,
there's a million things running in my mind now.
and i think all i need is a good rest.
at the end of the day,
everything proves otherwise.
goodnight earthlings. (:
People killing people dying
Children hurtin you hear them crying
Can you practice what you preach
Would you turn the other cheek?
Father father father help us
Send some guidance from above
Cause people got me got me questioning
Where is the love?(where is the lovex3)(the lovex2)
what we could have been, 11:33 PM.
Thursday, May 01, 2008
somewhere there.
okay, very deprived recently.
and i screwed up maths test badly.
zzz.
but whatever, sports day is today.
we came in 1st for 4x100m. (:
thanks to my greatest team comprising of lisi, yinlam and yanling.
and 8x50m was great too.
though we didnt win, i'm proud of all of you.
3107 is love. (:
trg is at 9 tmr and it's going to 3 and i'm still at jiaying's hse.
and this explains the existance of my entry if u understand. lol.
rah, superrrr tired.
cabbing home to zzz NOW.
takecare plenty earthlings.
it's just different.
and i screwed up maths test badly.
zzz.
but whatever, sports day is today.
we came in 1st for 4x100m. (:
thanks to my greatest team comprising of lisi, yinlam and yanling.
and 8x50m was great too.
though we didnt win, i'm proud of all of you.
3107 is love. (:
trg is at 9 tmr and it's going to 3 and i'm still at jiaying's hse.
and this explains the existance of my entry if u understand. lol.
rah, superrrr tired.
cabbing home to zzz NOW.
takecare plenty earthlings.
it's just different.
what we could have been, 2:30 AM.
