Wednesday, October 29, 2008
it's like i'm running in circle.
i'm petrified.
this is shit.
i'm so not doing myself justice.
DAMN.
i really need the As.
but i really really need that confidence first.
this is shit.
i'm so not doing myself justice.
DAMN.
i really need the As.
but i really really need that confidence first.
what we could have been, 11:16 PM.
Wednesday, October 15, 2008
BELIEVE (:
i just read aishah's blog.
very inspiring post girl (:
and i miss you soo.
positivity attracts positivity. (:
it's been books, notes, books, notes, ...
i'm not sure if it'll yield any satisfactory results.
but i'm willing to try and give my best shot.
ever since JC started,
it dawned on me that i was a failure,
a failure of this entire education system.
at times it got me really frustrated, sad, irritated.
and it's as if i totally gave up on my great buddy, my brain.
but now, i'm more than ever to use every ounce of my energy to do great for my upcoming Alvls.
even if the results dun show, i wan to know i tried my best.
because it will be my last hurdle in my academic years.
i wan to find back what i was back in P6 and Sec4.
and yes, i wan to prove my worth.
I'LL BE ON HIATUS (:
till after As i supposed.
study hard my dear friends (:
we've come thus far, so dun give up.
very inspiring post girl (:
and i miss you soo.
positivity attracts positivity. (:
it's been books, notes, books, notes, ...
i'm not sure if it'll yield any satisfactory results.
but i'm willing to try and give my best shot.
ever since JC started,
it dawned on me that i was a failure,
a failure of this entire education system.
at times it got me really frustrated, sad, irritated.
and it's as if i totally gave up on my great buddy, my brain.
but now, i'm more than ever to use every ounce of my energy to do great for my upcoming Alvls.
even if the results dun show, i wan to know i tried my best.
because it will be my last hurdle in my academic years.
i wan to find back what i was back in P6 and Sec4.
and yes, i wan to prove my worth.
I'LL BE ON HIATUS (:
till after As i supposed.
study hard my dear friends (:
we've come thus far, so dun give up.
what we could have been, 10:34 PM.
Saturday, October 11, 2008
regrettable? definitely.
school officially ended yesterday.
i used to think i cant wait for school to end.
but yesterday struck me and i realise afterall, i'll miss everybody.
if you count out the 'wonderful' infrastructure, not-so-nice teachers, uber-boring food,
probably school is not bad.
there are tchers who are really dedicated, funny and just so nice.
friends who stood by me.
i cant yearn for more.
JC life is regrettable.
cos i felt as if i nvr cherished it enough.
but then agn, it may be just a sudden surge of emotions and die down after a while.
still, AJC is somewhere i've been for 2 years and if you think abt it, it's not so bad larrr.
all the talk abt regrettable thanks to mr ang who kept using this word.
somethings just dun go your way no matter what.
maybe because not enough effort was put in.
but guess it was just that i nvr learn from my mistake.
or perhaps it's my character who nvr dared to step out.
but whatever the case, school's out for now.
and it probably means a brand new start.
so much for my rubbish in the entire post.
i'm off for now.
takecare earthlings. (:
i used to think i cant wait for school to end.
but yesterday struck me and i realise afterall, i'll miss everybody.
if you count out the 'wonderful' infrastructure, not-so-nice teachers, uber-boring food,
probably school is not bad.
there are tchers who are really dedicated, funny and just so nice.
friends who stood by me.
i cant yearn for more.
JC life is regrettable.
cos i felt as if i nvr cherished it enough.
but then agn, it may be just a sudden surge of emotions and die down after a while.
still, AJC is somewhere i've been for 2 years and if you think abt it, it's not so bad larrr.
all the talk abt regrettable thanks to mr ang who kept using this word.
somethings just dun go your way no matter what.
maybe because not enough effort was put in.
but guess it was just that i nvr learn from my mistake.
or perhaps it's my character who nvr dared to step out.
but whatever the case, school's out for now.
and it probably means a brand new start.
so much for my rubbish in the entire post.
i'm off for now.
takecare earthlings. (:
what we could have been, 1:29 PM.
Tuesday, October 07, 2008
it all ends up with hope and giving my last best shot.
I'M THIS STRESSSSSSS!
boo to the power of infinity.
but it's okay, i'm going to take this positively.
i've decided to not think too much and just go for it.
i shall study hard and give it my last best shot.
not sure if i'm going to make it, but i'll make sure i dun regret.
and mr. ang said something comforting tday.
"in your life, this is probably the most difficult hurdle"
so technically speaking, if i can go through this, i can go through anything.
i'm going to try my very best.
i've made miracles in Olvls chem and Alvls chinese.
and with hardwork, i'm going to craft more miracles.
i can do this.
i'm sure my positivity as mentioned by mr.ang is going to pull me through.
GO SEEYUEN GO (:
boo to the power of infinity.
but it's okay, i'm going to take this positively.
i've decided to not think too much and just go for it.
i shall study hard and give it my last best shot.
not sure if i'm going to make it, but i'll make sure i dun regret.
and mr. ang said something comforting tday.
"in your life, this is probably the most difficult hurdle"
so technically speaking, if i can go through this, i can go through anything.
i'm going to try my very best.
i've made miracles in Olvls chem and Alvls chinese.
and with hardwork, i'm going to craft more miracles.
i can do this.
i'm sure my positivity as mentioned by mr.ang is going to pull me through.
GO SEEYUEN GO (:
what we could have been, 5:20 PM.
Sunday, October 05, 2008
vrooom (:
time seems to be running out.
it seems like every second is ticking by without hesitation.
i get the same old feelings all the time.
and i wonder if it's me or what.
i see changes in people around me,
for fear i'm changing in some way or other too.
and anyway my TU ZI won tday. (:
i didnt waste my votes on them.
and who knows they won because of me.
hahahas :D
a walk down memory lane when jiaying nelson and me ever dreamt of forming a band.
it was some time during 404 chalet or what.
i was beatboxing and they were yoyo-ing.
haha.
whenever i think back, i feel comforted that they're still here.
and i know we can conquer As. (:
past few days were rather effective studying sessions.
tuesday with mel. i hvent seen her for some time. and girl, i miss you sooo much (:
wed with jiaying and nelson. it took me so bloody long to solve some organic chem. haha!
fri with cynthia. she's some ever crazy friend. stay back with me on more fridays!
sun with mel agn. wheeee (:
i really dun like the idea of going to school.
but u know what? i'm going back there tmr.
SCREWED.
whatever, i'm off for now.
goodie byeeee (:
it seems like every second is ticking by without hesitation.
i get the same old feelings all the time.
and i wonder if it's me or what.
i see changes in people around me,
for fear i'm changing in some way or other too.
and anyway my TU ZI won tday. (:
i didnt waste my votes on them.
and who knows they won because of me.
hahahas :D
a walk down memory lane when jiaying nelson and me ever dreamt of forming a band.
it was some time during 404 chalet or what.
i was beatboxing and they were yoyo-ing.
haha.
whenever i think back, i feel comforted that they're still here.
and i know we can conquer As. (:
past few days were rather effective studying sessions.
tuesday with mel. i hvent seen her for some time. and girl, i miss you sooo much (:
wed with jiaying and nelson. it took me so bloody long to solve some organic chem. haha!
fri with cynthia. she's some ever crazy friend. stay back with me on more fridays!
sun with mel agn. wheeee (:
i really dun like the idea of going to school.
but u know what? i'm going back there tmr.
SCREWED.
whatever, i'm off for now.
goodie byeeee (:
what we could have been, 11:36 PM.
