Saturday, January 31, 2009
random
new blog song (:
okay, i'm sooo tired i wan to sleep now.
plus i'm having a friendly match tmr. :X
i'm contemplating to open a brand new blog and close this one down.
but i'm lacking a nice blog link.
siannnns.
till another day.
NIGHTS.
okay, i'm sooo tired i wan to sleep now.
plus i'm having a friendly match tmr. :X
i'm contemplating to open a brand new blog and close this one down.
but i'm lacking a nice blog link.
siannnns.
till another day.
NIGHTS.
what we could have been, 1:59 AM.
Saturday, January 24, 2009
+ve (:
ignore the previous post that i've deleted.
cos i'm feeling really positive and happy now.
cny goodies are LOVE (:
i'm going to allow myself to gain 2kg for cny.
hahaha. :X
i don't think baguas are over-rated, they are yummy x100 though fattening.
but heck, i eat them once a year. lol.
having reunion dinner at jumbo restaurant tmr for the 324923847th cny. :X
but still i'm anticipating my black pepper crab.
cny is uplifting my spirits by 10 folds.
HAPPY 牛 YEAR (:
cos i'm feeling really positive and happy now.
cny goodies are LOVE (:
i'm going to allow myself to gain 2kg for cny.
hahaha. :X
i don't think baguas are over-rated, they are yummy x100 though fattening.
but heck, i eat them once a year. lol.
having reunion dinner at jumbo restaurant tmr for the 324923847th cny. :X
but still i'm anticipating my black pepper crab.
cny is uplifting my spirits by 10 folds.
HAPPY 牛 YEAR (:
what we could have been, 6:33 PM.
Thursday, January 22, 2009
random post :X
been working for the past few days.
this week's calls are like booo.
cos everybody is too busy to go down for free facials due to cny.
so all of us are like making calls to face rejections :(
though work's mundane, i'm glad collegues are nice and friendly. (:
and some of them are really quite funny. haha.
w/o them work will be B-O-R-I-N-G.
and tday, just when i thought i'm really going to be late for work, (eh, i havent been late so far okayy! :X) i met ashley on the same train.
that was really sooo comforting.
cos i'm like working alone now and i'm so scared i'll be reprimanded. :X
but ashley and i werent late anyway. haha
manager shanka and supervisor kathy is really nice too.
though auntie (who is apparently the boss' mum) is fierce at times, but she's really getting funnier by the day. lol.
actually i think this post probably wont make sense to all of you.
cos only jiaying knows the people there. lol.
i was actually contemplating not to go work tmr and go amk with my bro to walk walk.
but after much thought, i decided i shall just go work since it'll be a long break after that.
okay, may i hit 4 apppintments tmr. :D
goodnight friends (:
(/edited)
okay, i'm so fickle minded.
after much tough decision-making processes, i decided to skip work tmr.
shittt, i feel so bad. :(
booooo.
but i decided to compensate by starting work on chu san. :X
this week's calls are like booo.
cos everybody is too busy to go down for free facials due to cny.
so all of us are like making calls to face rejections :(
though work's mundane, i'm glad collegues are nice and friendly. (:
and some of them are really quite funny. haha.
w/o them work will be B-O-R-I-N-G.
and tday, just when i thought i'm really going to be late for work, (eh, i havent been late so far okayy! :X) i met ashley on the same train.
that was really sooo comforting.
cos i'm like working alone now and i'm so scared i'll be reprimanded. :X
but ashley and i werent late anyway. haha
manager shanka and supervisor kathy is really nice too.
though auntie (who is apparently the boss' mum) is fierce at times, but she's really getting funnier by the day. lol.
actually i think this post probably wont make sense to all of you.
cos only jiaying knows the people there. lol.
i was actually contemplating not to go work tmr and go amk with my bro to walk walk.
but after much thought, i decided i shall just go work since it'll be a long break after that.
okay, may i hit 4 apppintments tmr. :D
goodnight friends (:
(/edited)
okay, i'm so fickle minded.
after much tough decision-making processes, i decided to skip work tmr.
shittt, i feel so bad. :(
booooo.
but i decided to compensate by starting work on chu san. :X
what we could have been, 11:29 PM.
Monday, January 19, 2009
when the past seem to come alive
i doubt i'll go to work tmr.
feeling really tired now.
met up with clement&wallace yesterday.
sakae sushi buffet become ala carte eh. haha. :X
but nvm, had fun catching up and talking abt our sec 1&2 lives.
and their gossips are sooo lousy lar, still say got BIG NEWS. lols. :P
it seems like we've all grown so old.
clement is alr an army boy and wallace is enlisting soon.
time really flies. :(
today was building sandcastle at ecp with mel, ferlyn & cheesheng.
had much fun though it was really tiring.
finally met up with mel since the twilight movie. (and haha keith, the book is with me now. :X)
havent seen cheesheng for like uber long, and i think he havent change one bit. haha.
ferlyn's a really nice girl (:
hopefully we'll be able to go down and work there tgt on some weekends! :D
but rahh, i'm burnt now. on the back at least.
been great seeing my 2e4'04 classmates.
though impossible, i really wish to turn back time.
i really miss those times :(
"fight! fight! fight!"
"one kenny, one mole, mole. two kenny, two mole, mole, mole..."
"chee bong" (or was is "chee hong"?)
"thank you insert teacher's name. goodbye & have a nice day"
haha, those were the memories.
i wonder why things didnt seem so difficult in the past.
goodnight friends (:
feeling really tired now.
met up with clement&wallace yesterday.
sakae sushi buffet become ala carte eh. haha. :X
but nvm, had fun catching up and talking abt our sec 1&2 lives.
and their gossips are sooo lousy lar, still say got BIG NEWS. lols. :P
it seems like we've all grown so old.
clement is alr an army boy and wallace is enlisting soon.
time really flies. :(
today was building sandcastle at ecp with mel, ferlyn & cheesheng.
had much fun though it was really tiring.
finally met up with mel since the twilight movie. (and haha keith, the book is with me now. :X)
havent seen cheesheng for like uber long, and i think he havent change one bit. haha.
ferlyn's a really nice girl (:
hopefully we'll be able to go down and work there tgt on some weekends! :D
but rahh, i'm burnt now. on the back at least.
been great seeing my 2e4'04 classmates.
though impossible, i really wish to turn back time.
i really miss those times :(
"fight! fight! fight!"
"one kenny, one mole, mole. two kenny, two mole, mole, mole..."
"chee bong" (or was is "chee hong"?)
"thank you insert teacher's name. goodbye & have a nice day"
haha, those were the memories.
i wonder why things didnt seem so difficult in the past.
goodnight friends (:
what we could have been, 12:45 AM.
Thursday, January 15, 2009
need some peace.
i need some directions.
there's no motivations for anything, and this is driving me mad.
no aims no goals no nothing. ;(
right now all i want to do is to bum around and read my book.
i see my poor book lying there for days.
but everyday i worry abt work, and if i dun then i have to worry abt my expenses.
i can choose to stay at home ALL day till results are out and some decisions to be made.
at the end of the day, the cycle just goes on.
and anyway, it's almost impossible to stay at home ALL day everyday.
so you get my point?
basically, i'm running out of plans from A-Z.
i wan to do what i like, but it's just not feasible/practical.
there's like a thousand things running through my mind now.
i wonder if life's going to get any easier with all these floating somewhere at the back of my head.
i can't spell it out but some thing seems to be troubling me.
maybe i need a time out from everything.
it's when everything you learn fails, and u fall right back to reality.
pardon my ramblings because i feel so sick of life suddenly.
nth excites me anymore and things just seem to be swirling around me.
if this is the life that i'm going to be moving into, i fear.
where are the childhood times i miss?
i knew adult life would be tough.
but i didnt knew it'ld be this tough.
i'm not anticipating anything anymore.
people say "do what you love". but what abt responsibilies and consequences?
i think i'm losing control.
maybe it's my headache.
maybe it's the high cost of living.
maybe it's the education system.
maybe it's just me. :(
i think i need a good night rest.
there's no motivations for anything, and this is driving me mad.
no aims no goals no nothing. ;(
right now all i want to do is to bum around and read my book.
i see my poor book lying there for days.
but everyday i worry abt work, and if i dun then i have to worry abt my expenses.
i can choose to stay at home ALL day till results are out and some decisions to be made.
at the end of the day, the cycle just goes on.
and anyway, it's almost impossible to stay at home ALL day everyday.
so you get my point?
basically, i'm running out of plans from A-Z.
i wan to do what i like, but it's just not feasible/practical.
there's like a thousand things running through my mind now.
i wonder if life's going to get any easier with all these floating somewhere at the back of my head.
i can't spell it out but some thing seems to be troubling me.
maybe i need a time out from everything.
it's when everything you learn fails, and u fall right back to reality.
pardon my ramblings because i feel so sick of life suddenly.
nth excites me anymore and things just seem to be swirling around me.
if this is the life that i'm going to be moving into, i fear.
where are the childhood times i miss?
i knew adult life would be tough.
but i didnt knew it'ld be this tough.
i'm not anticipating anything anymore.
people say "do what you love". but what abt responsibilies and consequences?
i think i'm losing control.
maybe it's my headache.
maybe it's the high cost of living.
maybe it's the education system.
maybe it's just me. :(
i think i need a good night rest.
what we could have been, 1:06 AM.
Monday, January 12, 2009
it's a mixed feeling kind of thing.
work was boooo :X
called and called like crazy.
mundane like i dunno how to explain.
shall stay on till i find another job. haha.
so lil bro scored like 257 for PSLE.
and 2nd bro scored 6pts for olvls with 9A1s and 1A2.
i'm darn proud of them. (:
my 2nd bro's name even appeared on tv.
i kind of wondered why i didnt get the smart genes. darn.
but i thank god alvls results is after cny.
i can totally imagine relatives congratulating them and consoling me. :(
shit, i feel the stress alr despite feeling happy and proud of them.
i hate facing disappointments.
esp from my parents. :((
whatever, i'm tired.
goodnight friends.
{/edited}
omg, i'm so pro i fixed my tagboard at 1.39am. :XX
called and called like crazy.
mundane like i dunno how to explain.
shall stay on till i find another job. haha.
so lil bro scored like 257 for PSLE.
and 2nd bro scored 6pts for olvls with 9A1s and 1A2.
i'm darn proud of them. (:
my 2nd bro's name even appeared on tv.
i kind of wondered why i didnt get the smart genes. darn.
but i thank god alvls results is after cny.
i can totally imagine relatives congratulating them and consoling me. :(
shit, i feel the stress alr despite feeling happy and proud of them.
i hate facing disappointments.
esp from my parents. :((
whatever, i'm tired.
goodnight friends.
{/edited}
omg, i'm so pro i fixed my tagboard at 1.39am. :XX
what we could have been, 11:43 PM.
Sunday, January 11, 2009
before work fill me in..
met up with joehan and yanling tday.
had nydc and caught up on a lot of things.
then keli came over for awhile before i left with her to meet the vballers.
had fish&co with teammates.
been such a long time since we met up and sit tgt! :D
they made us some farewell gifts which is quite sweet.
thanks so much juniors!
walked around town with keli, evelyn, yinlam and kristine.
soon after i left with keli and the rest of them went to eat ice-cream.
had a great time catching up with keli; we had soo much to complain. lol.
starting work tmr.
hopefully everything will be okay. (:
____________
read this quote from keli's blog:
I know there could never have been another. I knew it then and I know it now.
The Notebook by Nicholas Sparks
gosh, i feel like reading the book now.
okay but before that i must finish change of heart first.
it's quite nice too.
i'm getting tired.
tmr shall be a new start to $$$. :D
goodnight my friends (:
had nydc and caught up on a lot of things.
then keli came over for awhile before i left with her to meet the vballers.
had fish&co with teammates.
been such a long time since we met up and sit tgt! :D
they made us some farewell gifts which is quite sweet.
thanks so much juniors!
walked around town with keli, evelyn, yinlam and kristine.
soon after i left with keli and the rest of them went to eat ice-cream.
had a great time catching up with keli; we had soo much to complain. lol.
starting work tmr.
hopefully everything will be okay. (:
____________
read this quote from keli's blog:
I know there could never have been another. I knew it then and I know it now.
The Notebook by Nicholas Sparks
gosh, i feel like reading the book now.
okay but before that i must finish change of heart first.
it's quite nice too.
i'm getting tired.
tmr shall be a new start to $$$. :D
goodnight my friends (:
what we could have been, 11:15 PM.
Saturday, January 10, 2009
i spell S-I-A-N.
i bought stuff online, chatted with my friends, played orangeshark.com, now blogging, and i'm still feeling so sian. :(
i shall go catch up on the bleach episodes that i missed now.
i shall go catch up on the bleach episodes that i missed now.
what we could have been, 11:25 PM.
Friday, January 09, 2009
tireddd.
finally have the time to blog.
past two days were super hectic.
and working is tough! :(
but cash is coool (:
today was shiok-ness.
went facial with mum.
got massage somemore, something i needed after two days of hard work.
haha.
and they got the osim usqueeze leg massage thing for me to use.
super shuang one i tell you. haha.
then shopped for cny clothes tgt.
and i think i'm kind of done with cny shopping alr. (:
tmr is friendly with aj juniors agn.
and evelyn is going with me which is great! haha.
okay, i'm v. tired alr and tmr still have to wake up early.
goodnight earhtlings!
past two days were super hectic.
and working is tough! :(
but cash is coool (:
today was shiok-ness.
went facial with mum.
got massage somemore, something i needed after two days of hard work.
haha.
and they got the osim usqueeze leg massage thing for me to use.
super shuang one i tell you. haha.
then shopped for cny clothes tgt.
and i think i'm kind of done with cny shopping alr. (:
tmr is friendly with aj juniors agn.
and evelyn is going with me which is great! haha.
okay, i'm v. tired alr and tmr still have to wake up early.
goodnight earhtlings!
what we could have been, 10:10 PM.
Tuesday, January 06, 2009
like finally.. (:
I'VE GOT A JOB! :D
telemarketer at clarke quay.
starting next monday.
got a temp. job tmr for door-to-door flyer distribution tmr.
going to work with jying, nelson & gerald.
heard it's quite a tiring job.
but nvm lar, can exercise and cut down on my weight! (:
then meeting mel, aloy, weixun & keith for movie and dinner.
probably last outing with aloy&weixun.
enjoy NS. xP
i'm tired.
goodnight (:
telemarketer at clarke quay.
starting next monday.
got a temp. job tmr for door-to-door flyer distribution tmr.
going to work with jying, nelson & gerald.
heard it's quite a tiring job.
but nvm lar, can exercise and cut down on my weight! (:
then meeting mel, aloy, weixun & keith for movie and dinner.
probably last outing with aloy&weixun.
enjoy NS. xP
i'm tired.
goodnight (:
what we could have been, 10:17 PM.
Saturday, January 03, 2009
it's just plain annoying.
(edited)
i hate all the incessant noise u bring to my life.
it's so seamless i sometimes wonder how u do it.
and the worse is when it's not like i'm not trying.
so all these years i've been learning, "it's the effort that counts",
when at the end of the day, what you wan is just the result.
yes, the damn results.
don't try and tell me what's wrong and right.
i think i can draw the line clearer than you.
sometimes i just wish i can run away with my novel and read them peacefully on some random quiet island.
i hate all the incessant noise u bring to my life.
it's so seamless i sometimes wonder how u do it.
and the worse is when it's not like i'm not trying.
so all these years i've been learning, "it's the effort that counts",
when at the end of the day, what you wan is just the result.
yes, the damn results.
don't try and tell me what's wrong and right.
i think i can draw the line clearer than you.
sometimes i just wish i can run away with my novel and read them peacefully on some random quiet island.
what we could have been, 11:51 PM.
Thursday, January 01, 2009
Happy 2oo9! (:
had an extraordinary countdown this year. ;D
me and gerald reached the earliest at bliss restaurant.
so we sat at the table which nelson booked.
and y'know what?
after everybody reached, we all decided it was too expensive.
so all eight of us(vivien, wanchin, desiree, glen, nelson, jinhui, gerald) just decided to run out of the restaurant through the back door.
LOL.
instead, we had a sumptuous zhi char meal at a kopitiam near the restaurant. (:
thereafter we head to punggol park to play sparklers, candles, indian poker and yada yada.
we had much fun with the indian kids there too. but i'm sure vivien had the most fun with them! hahas.
only at 11.30 we decided to go rivervale mall there to catch the fireworks.
but we were running late!
so on the LRT nelson and me tuned in to 98.7FM.
it was like, "we are only 30s from the new year"
like OMG.
and yups, we didnt make it, so we zi high on the LRT and countdown there.
everybody else thought we were crazy i guess. lols.
and just as the LRT stop, we could see the really beautiful view of the fireworks IN the LRT.
cool eh, we didnt miss the fireworks. (:
so we just took photos at the LRT station with the fireworks. hahas.
then we went to the countdown party there and played with our leftover sparklers.
we attempted to make many patterns, but i guess it boils down to just being circles. haha!
and we played the popping thing (which nelson half-conquered his fear) lols.
after being done with all the sparklers and all, it was home sweet home.
jinhui cabbed home with me,
glen,vivien, gerald stayed over at nelson's hse,
and wanchin and desiree trained home.
woah, this is such a long entry. havent been writting such detailed entries alr.
anyway, HAPPY NEW YEAR all!
tralalalala (:
me and gerald reached the earliest at bliss restaurant.
so we sat at the table which nelson booked.
and y'know what?
after everybody reached, we all decided it was too expensive.
so all eight of us(vivien, wanchin, desiree, glen, nelson, jinhui, gerald) just decided to run out of the restaurant through the back door.
LOL.
instead, we had a sumptuous zhi char meal at a kopitiam near the restaurant. (:
thereafter we head to punggol park to play sparklers, candles, indian poker and yada yada.
we had much fun with the indian kids there too. but i'm sure vivien had the most fun with them! hahas.
only at 11.30 we decided to go rivervale mall there to catch the fireworks.
but we were running late!
so on the LRT nelson and me tuned in to 98.7FM.
it was like, "we are only 30s from the new year"
like OMG.
and yups, we didnt make it, so we zi high on the LRT and countdown there.
everybody else thought we were crazy i guess. lols.
and just as the LRT stop, we could see the really beautiful view of the fireworks IN the LRT.
cool eh, we didnt miss the fireworks. (:
so we just took photos at the LRT station with the fireworks. hahas.
then we went to the countdown party there and played with our leftover sparklers.
we attempted to make many patterns, but i guess it boils down to just being circles. haha!
and we played the popping thing (which nelson half-conquered his fear) lols.
after being done with all the sparklers and all, it was home sweet home.
jinhui cabbed home with me,
glen,vivien, gerald stayed over at nelson's hse,
and wanchin and desiree trained home.
woah, this is such a long entry. havent been writting such detailed entries alr.
anyway, HAPPY NEW YEAR all!
tralalalala (:
what we could have been, 2:53 PM.
