Not sure whether it’s fast or not, it’s Thurday of the week already and I guess while the weekends are drawing near, the amount of work load piling is also quite crazy! Although I don’t really feel the pressure now, but i’m pretty sure the wave is coming in real soon.
Been wanting to blog about the competiton that I participant last weekend, though it’s nothing much to mention about, but I just thought it would be meaningful if just one fine day I will come back and read the post! Maybe I will laugh at what I’ve done to myself doing 2012!
So here it goes, The first match was pretty much like a normal public game that we usually go to and train since we don’t really have a fix team of 5 to train up with, so practicing amongst ourselves are quite a common scene. While looking at the competition bracket, i know that if i won the first round, i will be meeting up with Singapore’s TOP team which we have already met like zillion time, but always fall short when it comes to them, while i blame no one but myself not being good enough for the team. I just hope the fun and adrenalin rush with the competition going on that I’ve always felt and like about it. No one in the world loves to lose, everyone also wants to be a winner, but life is that only 1 can be the winner! However, depends on how you look at the situation. Actually despite losing the game, if what we got out of it was ultimate fun, the desire to win the next time round, and the friendship we get from it, I don’t really see it as a lost in the end. But if it’s just going to be a blaming session or just giving up spirit at the start, I dont’t feel proud or even happy about it. Working day in day out hasn’t been easy for me already, so once i’m home, I just wanna chillax at my computer even though I kinda like face another computer for at least 8 hours in the office already, It’s just a different feeling all together!
Nevertheless, I always always have the urge to write about something when i’m on the move, or just a sudden craze to write something out of me. But always didn’t get the connection in to here, or just simply couldn’t get in! But an attempt to write out all the feelings inside me isn’t gonna be easy, as i feel so distracted into not knowing what else to write even though i’m pretty sure what i’m feeling inside me!
Hopefully i didnt neglect my gf too much due to whatever reasons, but I’m pretty sure she’s having a good experience and exposure of her life without depending on me too much, or rather not much she can depend on since she’s already in another level of education that even I myself have to make a decision to get into! Life is always having regrets, not knowing about it until it’s gone! So treasure what’s in front and be happy with what you got! always try to achieve great goals, but never forget who you really are!
Army spirit coming back to me just before i end off this post! so 2nd COMPANY, AGAINST ALL ODDS!
I kinda missed the days back in camp, but also always regret not being able to sign on. Dreams are always dreams! but I will never give up on an opportunity arise in the future!
Shall end it off here! Tata!























