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Tuesday, November 30, 2004
I'm quite sianz of filling forms alr... hahaz... maybe i shall type out my personal details ya... include as much stuff as possible... hahaz... n make many copies... so that i can attach it to the application form.... hahaz... went for a job hunt today... haiz... asked so many... but chances of employment seems few...
Went to fill a form at Poh Kim VCD... just try my luck... n the manager did called... hahaz... ask me to go for interview tml... i'm really quite sick of going ard n walk ard to look for jobs... it's tiring n time consuming... but what to do... haiz... on one hand, hope i can get the job after the interview... on the other hand lehz... not very keen to work there too... but given my state, i'm quite desperate...
Went to the airport just now... my ex-neighbour visiting after they've migrated to new zealand... it's quite nice actually... though i kept quiet most of the time while the adults talked... hahaz... n we came to realise that amk central has been lying like tat for 2 yrs liao wor... the place was under renov when thet left Sg 2 yrs ago... n there's not any progress that now... ha...
Lost soul buried her memories on
10:40 PM
Monday, November 29, 2004
Watched Bridget jones diary at cine today... ha... it's a nice show... abit short though...
I haven swam for like almost 3 wks liaoz... i wanna go swimming!! Haha... gotta exercise... but dunno when can go... ironically, it seems to be easier to organise a swimming session during the study break break period... hmmm
Sianz... i'm frictionally unemployed now... i feel that i haven done something which gives me the kick yet... wat is it that i wanna do lehz... work n spend wat i earned? Hmmm... Or is it the thailand trip? Haiz...Initially, it's like after 'A's, start to prepare for trip... spend 14 days in the village... the fact turns out to be i'm end up aimless after the exams... do not have the after exams high... it's not tat i dun want the 6 mths... i'm just trying to find out wat is it that i wanna do...
Lost soul buried her memories on
Sunday, November 28, 2004
Hmmm... very tired now... eyes wanna close alr... hahaz...
went to escape today with jen, nai ying n jie yi... ha... the last time we went out was like after installation bah... so long ago le... When we 1st got there, it was scorching hot man... i tot my legs would be burnt while taking the ride which requires u to lie face down... ha... after a few rides, it started raining liaoz... n i was feeling kinda giddy by that scorching ride which turns round and round... Felt much better after lunch...
I guess after lunch... time flies n we nv took much rides... went on the Go-kart n it rained again... so we took the indoor roller coaster ride... it was flinging u so hard that i felt that my stomach is flying out... hahaz... then we went to the games area n sit for quite some time... guess it was quite late then... 4 plus liaoz... went for the coaster ride again but it was better this time round cos i'm sitting at the back... nv fling so much... n the rain began to let up... after tat went to ride the kiddy aeroplane... n wanted to take the family roller coaster... but it rained again... diaoz... by the time we also sianz liaoz... so we went to take our bags out of the locker and headed out of escape...
Had a hard time decided where to go for dinner... end up play scissors, paper, stone n decided to go bugis... after we reach bugis... had trouble deciding wat to eat... hahaz... end up went sakae for jap food... think i'll prefer to have my rice with miso soup... ordered the don set n felt that the dish is "too dry"... after dinner we walked ard for a while and headed home liaoz....
It was like 10 plus when i got home... out for 12 hrs... so tired now... feet tired... mind tired... hahaz...
Hmmm... got my hair got on wed... hahaz... i think i cut away half of my hair... maybe shall post a pic of me last time with long hair... n now with shoulder length hair... after the hair cut... i do not see so much hair drop out n stay at the drain there anymore... maybe the no. of strands is the same... but length reduced by half... so it looks like i only dropped half as much hair as compared to last time... ha
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Saturday, November 27, 2004
Finally got the chance to sleep in late... been waking up earlier than usual these few days... the feeling of tiredness still lingers ard though i should have slept enuff...
Oh well, my mum kind of complained that i go out so much when i haven even find a job.... ah duh... do i really go out alot... So far, the only time i go out for fun in on thurs... double duh... another time, it's not even one wk since exams is over.... more duh... yah yah... i noe that to u... i haven earned s single cent in my life... i am very lucky right... got dad to feed me... other pple start working when they r younger than u... they pay for their own stuff... yah... i am useless... but i do not think so....
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Friday, November 26, 2004
Went for the cocoa tree interview this morn... this job is one which i'm closest to getting, though it's not confirmed... hmmm... i think the working conditions is not bad... hrs abit long though... 9 hrs including break... the pay is reasonable for me... double on public holidays... hahaz... work 3 days, off 1 day... Limin worked with them b4 last yr... n she might join them again... hmm.. she told me maybe can get it easier... just hope i can get it bah... but i dun really like the attire... white blouse with black pants or skirt and black shoes... reminds me of preparing for installation... hahaz... other than that, i think it's ok...
After the cocoa tree interview, went to recruit express at raffles place which bel's fren recommended.... time flies and it was soon lunch time... so we walked over to marina sq... their food court has relocated to the 4th level...by the time i got home... it was 2 plus i think... wanna go n sleep de... end up help my mum do her stuff... make mango pudding, chop food, vacuum floor... 4 plus liaoz... haha... then i play my zoo tycoon...
The mango pudding i put in champagne glass... then put half a strawberry n half a grape on top.. hahaz... nice nice...
Heh.... found someone to watch bridget jones diary 2 with me liaoz... going to watch with limin on monday... ha... 3 yrs ago we went watch bridget jones 1 together too...
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Thursday, November 25, 2004
Ha... went to town n suntec area today... feels so relaxed as compared to mon... ha... the bio pple had finished their exams liaoz... nv do much today... walk ard as meng n tootz are looking for prom staff... hahaz... zhen hui wanna watch incredibles but apparently we weren't very interested... so it's a good thing that jason came down to save him... hahaz... so they went lido to watch while we walked ard...
At 4 plus we met up with zhen hui again... then went to scotts to sit down n "yak yak yak" away at coffee bean... hahaz... it's good to go out today... feels relaxed...
Going for an interview tml... for cocoa tree sales assistant... dunno if can get the job... very sianz... hahaz... just hope for the best bah...
Lost soul buried her memories on
Tuesday, November 23, 2004
Hmmm... suddenly i rem abt this incident which happened yesterday.... u noe, what we say n wat we do at the actual situation is different... at least for me...
I saw someone in need of help... a fellow sch mate somemore... but i nv went up to help... i just stood there n stare... yah... n stare somemore... wanted to go up... but i dunno wat was stopping me! Haiz...
I left the place after i see that she is saved by 2 other pple n the staff... her friend is with her... haiz... she was looking pale... At the exam hall, i see that her friend is there... n i saw an empty seat... i supposed it's hers... cos she's from that class... dunno if she took the paper in the end... maybe she's in another room... i just hope she did manage to take the paper... n i sincerely pray that she's ok now...
Lost soul buried her memories on
Monday, November 22, 2004
Hahahaz... finally end liaoz le... no more studying, no more doing homework!!! yay!!!
Will, the reality has not really set in yet though... the fact that i have at least 6 mths of break... who hoo... the day b4 i'm still preparing for exams, n the day after i'm free from sch... for 6 months... hmmm...
I'll got a whole list of stuff on my mind to do... but then they are in a mess... hahaz... i borrowed books from the library, DVDs from my neighbours, cookies cookbook from the library. maybe i shall come up with a list...
Went around orchard to see which outlets hiring people... basically filled up an appilication form for library cafe n starbucks. N call up kino... will only get notified if shortlisted... which means it's not very confirmed... After the job hunt today, i've decided to broaden my scope le... shall not limit myself to retail... actually the idea of a 9 to 5 job in office now dun sound that bad... at least i can have my after office hours free.... checked out ice lemon tee... it's 11 hours a day... 6 days wk... i'm not ready to jump into such a big commitment right now... do not like the idea of having my life being taken away so fast... n the employer there was so fierce... the idea of having her my as my superior just isn't nice...
I dun felt the joy of having exams over today as compared to mid yr n prelims... ha... think it's cos i went ard searching for work instead of play... so tat's why i shall slack n play n relax to my heart's content for now!
Lost soul buried her memories on
freedom
is the state
of mind,
too bad
mine is locked-
freedom
is the state
of mind,
too bad
mine is locked-
freedom
is the state
of mind,
too bad
mine is locked-
freedom
is the state
of mind,
too bad
mine is locked-
freedom
is the state
of mind,
too bad
mine is locked-
freedom
is the state
of mind,
too bad
mine is locked-
freedom
is the state
of mind,
too bad
mine is locked-
A levels has ended!!!
freedom
is the state
of mind,
too bad
mine is locked-
Ha... i tot i'll start working on a new blog design only after the exams... end up i started working on it at wed n published it yesterday... hmmm... white background for a change... dunno if i shld use white or black background... gimme ur suggestions... =)
Lost soul buried her memories on
10:13 PM
Saturday, November 20, 2004
Went to cafe cartel at j8 for dinner just now... celebrate mum's b`dae... The food i tried is okok lahz... one thing is there's no service charge... cos they basically dun serve u except for directing u to a seat... n bringing the food to u... All the ordering, taking of sauces is do-it-yourself... hahaz... but then i dun mind.... i rather self service than to have a rude person to wait on me... wat's worse is that i'll have to pay service charge for tat! hahaz...
B4 i reached cartel, i saw this notice out coffee bean... they're looking for workers! Hahaz... was so excited when i saw the notice, cos that's the job i'm looking for... so i went in to find out b4 going home. End up, the working hours end quite late... latest is like 1 am on wkends... even the earlier one on wkdays is like 1130 pm... (which i just found out thru their webby), by the time knock off will be 12am le... hahaz... then i'll have no bus to go home... asked the person if i could go back again... n she said yes... but then the job might alr be taken when i go back again... haiz... hopefully i can find another job where i can knock off earlier bah... very scared to go home so late lehz... Yupz... so i went to check out the opening hrs of other outlets... some outlets in orchard close at 10 or 11... think i'll call up n ask bah...
Will be enquiring abt kino also...after paper on monday... they looking for stuff... hope i can find a suitable job soon bah...
Lost soul buried her memories on
Thursday, November 18, 2004
The thailand trip episode has finally come to an end... it's cancelled liaoz n they are refunding the money... yay... so now must go n settle on how to get it back le...
Started working on my new blog design liaoz.... hahaz... the style more or less the same lahz... having some probs with the fonts now... think i better wait till exams over then continue working on it... ha
Lost soul buried her memories on
Wednesday, November 17, 2004
Hmmm... so relieved that econs essay is over... but it was quite horrbile.... at 1st look i start eliminating qns n started panicking abt not being able to find 3 qns that i'm confident of writing! Haiz... end up write the qns abt monetary policy, muiltiplier size n fiscal policy.... i find myself repeating similar pts in these 2 qns.... argh... cham liaoz lorz... even if i get my elaboration right... nv drive the pt home... nv address the qns.... yah... feels like i'm beating ard the bush lehz... talk abt all those econs stuff... but nv elaborate on inflation, n macro probs which may result... dah... wrong focus... the last qns i attempted was the qns abt dd, ss n elasticity.... aiyoh... at 1st look i siam that qns... cos i see it is abt airline industry then i scared... hahaz... end up i dunno how to do qns on production n cost... n both the 25 marks qns seems so risky... i dun even noe wat's the problem which my government wanna solve n i can apply those econs concepts... hahaz... So ya... even an elasticity, dd n ss qns is not that simple... gd thing is tat bel bel asked me to do a qns with similar concept b4.... hahaz... so gotta thank her for tat... the 2nd part abt elasticity, lolz... i only write like one para for each elasticiy concept? n i dunno wat to say abt price elasticity of supply.... nv do it b4.... so just crap le =P
Hahaz... maths is over le... yay... finally... generally do-able except for a couple of qns... just hope that wat i noe can help me get a decent grade... n chem today.... the qns r quite different... quite a few of application qns... which i have no clue on how to ans... hahaz... oh well... wat ever it is... i'm just glad that econs essay is over... now left chem mcqs n econs paper 1 n 2.... so long nv do chem mcqs... lost touch le... tml then practice... hahaz... n econs... hahaz... after the scare today.... i dunno wat to say also... just pray that i can handle it... hahahaz... hope tat labour mkt dun come out... if come out die le... cannot escape...
Went home after chem paper today... when i was abt to leave home for the econs paper in the afternoon, it's still scorching bright... hahaz... then when i left home liaoz... the clouds r grey n it's very windy... hahaz... b4 i reached amk station, it was drizzling... after i reached yck station... it was pouring heavily... hahaz... met a fellow aj girl at the mrt station escalotor... she asked if she could share my umbrella... but then bel bel also wanna share... with tat heavy rain... there's no way we can make it to aj w/o getting very wet... hahaz... end up the 3 of us took a cab to school... hahaz... n the meter nv moved... $2.40... hahaz... $0.80 each... it might sound bo liaoz... but then i think it's worth it... take a cab... function better than an umbrella... n there's enough truma from the econs qns... w/o being wet n the risk of being late... hahaz...
Lost soul buried her memories on
Monday, November 15, 2004
I really hope tat my worries will turn out to be unfound bah.... just finished readin thru econs notes.... later shall go back to stats revision... n abit of pure maths... haiz... the words i read seems to pass thru my eyes only... not processed by the brain... lolz... hopefully tml i'll have enuff time to revise thru chem again... n read those econs essay... hahaz... which means no excessive watching of tv today n tml... only watch 9pm show the champion... hahaz...
Yesterday was watching chan 5 in the afternoon... there's shania twain's live in chicago concert... hahaz... then this guy was like proposing to his gf on stage... in front of the huge huge crowd.... sweet rite? After tat shania twain invited them to stay on stage and dance to the next song she's performing... Found out that Shania Twain had released a greatest hits album liaoz... heh heh... aiming to buy it...
Lost soul buried her memories on
Friday, November 12, 2004
scared... abt the exams... hmmm... N03 maths was supposedly an easy paper.... but i still have problem with some of the stats qns... can't imagine wat'll happen if i ever see the qns from the prelim papers... haiz... but kinda getting the hang of it from tys... i just hope i'll be prepared enough for tues paper... enough to get me thru... to get me to the place i wanna go... n my pure maths... i dunno if wat i've revised earlier is still there... ha...
Econs econs econs... another major worry.... i seem to be hoping that quite alot of kind of qns won't come out... hahaz... stop dreaming bah.... econs essay qns seems to be getting harder n harder le... with all the stimulus kind of qns... hahaz... but must jia you... it's the final lap n i do not want all the effort put in for essay writing for the past 1 and a 1/2 yrs to come to a waste.... the worst thing that could happen is that i cannot find even 1 qns that i'm confident of writing.... i need to write 3 qns... yup... 3 qns that i'm confident of.... bleahz.... really gotta pia for essay le... wed afternoon paper... in between tat there's still maths and chem paper 2... jia you bah... after wed u can let out a breather le....
CIP trip
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Thursday, November 11, 2004
The Cookies
Just some tots...
CIP trip....
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Wednesday, November 10, 2004
hmmm... another day has passed... haven done any revision since yesterday....
Ha.... went for a swim in the morning! It was refreshing to be in the water... i simply love the feeling of it... though i'm no great swimmer.... saw my sec 4 classmates at the pool today too... ha... so qiao... but i wasn't wearing my specs... yup... so only confirmed that it's them after i saw them waving... hee
Heh... after tat we went to yishun to meet bel... eat yoshi... hahaz... the kakiage isn't nice... bought a cookie premix from cold storage... choc double chunk... shall try baking it tml... hahaz....
After lunch we just walk ard for awhile at popular then went to sch for econs consultation le... ahahaz... tat's the only bit of stuff which is related to exams which i did today.... by the time i reached home... was feeling kinda tired... so was just slacking ard... until tv time... oops...
Kk... shouldn't go on at this rate le... tml is thurs liaoz... time passes very fast... u still have stats n econs... die die also must study.... hahaz... guess i'll have an early nite then can start work earlier tml bah...
Lost soul buried her memories on
Tuesday, November 09, 2004
Really very pek chek abt the thailand trip liaoz... maybe they should just cancel it n return me the money.... so i do not have to be bugged by it anymore... we're supposedly leaving on the 30th n up till now still no solid details.... furthermore the expedition just emailed us, telling us he's withdrawing... cos of differences he had with the rotarian? Well... based on the reason he given, it makes me have doubts abt the trip too... abt the objectives we've set.... or rather the objectives which i think is set.... we seem to be worrying abt so much stuff... maybe all those probs we faced b4 hand is indicating to us that we shouldn't go at all...
Lost soul buried her memories on
freedom
is the state
of mind,
too bad
mine is locked-
freedom
is the state
of mind,
too bad
mine is locked-
freedom
is the state
of mind,
too bad
mine is locked-
freedom
is the state
of mind,
too bad
mine is locked-
freedom
is the state
of mind,
too bad
mine is locked-
Haiz... emailed the person-in-charge n he's like overseas till 21st nov? wat the heck is this... haiz... last thing i heard is that our teacher will try to get back the money for us... haiz... hope it's possible bah.... think i gotta tell my dad abt it soon... after i read the msg in ms ang pigeon hole on tues.. hopefully can understand the situation better then...
freedom
is the state
of mind,
too bad
mine is locked-
Hmmm.... the cookies... 1st batch the bottom chao ta... 2nd n 3rd batch.... the outside is hard like cookie... inside soft like cake... haha... tot it tasted nice when it's freshly baked... but tried some after i stored them in the container... dun think it's tat nice... think gotta work on the heating of the oven... hahaz... shall let meng they all try on tues...
Was watching the champion just now... so sad that the father in the show passed away cos he was trying hard to earn money to keep the family going despite his poor health... it led me to thinking abt how pple really had it different in life... i'm just comparing between families in the tiny singapore... not even talking abt the poverty stricken countries.... some pple work so hard just to make ends meet... while others slog for material wants... this makes me think abt myself... i'm like thinking, oh i wanna buy this, i wanna buy tat... i wanna try this, i wanna try tat... wah, that person live in such a big house... so shuang... i really hope that i'll not turn into a totally materialistic person when i begin to earn money... all along i've been very blessed, though my family isn't exactly that well off... at least i have someone to pay for my educational fees, someone to provide me with enough pocket money tat i am able to afford more than just having meals in the sch canteen...
Haiz... my teacher called today... 2nd time she's called me regarding the trip le... 1st ime advised us not to go le cos of the bombings... today she advised us not to go again... after hearing the reason why the leader is withdrawing... which they can't tell us... n i dunno y... but since my teacher is on the leader's side... i guess the leader has got pretty good reasons to withdraw... n this makes me wonder if i am on a trip which the objectives are dubious? like the leader has said... haiz... actually the reason that i'm still going is cos i've alr paid 300 bucks... if i'm withdrawing... i'm wasting my dad's money... y dun they cancel the trip... the in charge of the trip... haiz... i dunno wat's up... such a big thing happened n u din bother to email us? Can u just return me the money and cancel the trip? Then i can make other plans....
freedom
is the state
of mind,
too bad
mine is locked-
freedom
is the state
of mind,
too bad
mine is locked-
freedom
is the state
of mind,
too bad
mine is locked-
hmmm... 2 more papers down... chem was generally quite ok bah... except for food chem... aiyoh... i seriouslly have no idea wat happen to the vitamins, minerals n proteins when you have skimmed milk instead of full cream milk... i only noe i drink it so tat won't be so fat.... =P... the other qns r generally do-able bah... but somehow i'm not very confident... haiz...
Maths luckily is not half as horrible as prelims.... nv really check thru... just hope that wat i've written down is correct lo... haiz... i really dislike fretting... i seem to be spending my time fretting instead of revising.... no papers for like 1 wk.. it's time to start studying for stats n econs... haven touched them yet... no fretting i hope...
Ha... going for a swim tml morning with toot toot... been looki9ng forward to it... need to unwind from er... fretting... also to exercise n enjoy the splash of the water bah... after tat will be going lunch then go sch for econs consultation bah... hahaz... think that can distract me from fretting =P
Lost soul buried her memories on
10:08 PM
Saturday, November 06, 2004
think i'm quite dead for chem... it's been 2 days n i've only finished physcial chem... at this rate... i might end up not reading organic chem notes... reason.... inorganic... stuff to memorise r not in my head yet... food chem... nv really study this topic b4... can't possibly take the 'A's w/o knowing anything abt food chem... hahaz... of cos ideal situation would be that i'm able to read all the notes... i doubt so... the last time i can only finish organic when i studied from morning till late afternoon... haiz... the most i can do is to browse thru bah...
hahaz... but i realised that i'm slower this time round... the other time i only took like less than 1 day to finish physcial... now i took 2 days? Oh manz.... i hope i do not need a miracle to survive chem... cos miracles do not happen so easily... haiz...
so i guess i have no time to look thru paper 3 qns too? Or i have... hahaz.... i guess i better settle my inorganic section by tonight... periodicity... grp II, Grp VII, transisiton metals... jia you bah... to everyone out there struggling like me... all the best!
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Thursday, November 04, 2004
Glad to have a burden off my mind... GP paper today is considered managable as compared to prelims... hmm.... at least i can find enough point to write abt for the qns which i attempt... ha... whether wat i write was answering the qns is another story though....
As for the compre... it was harder bah... dunno wat rubbish i was writing abt for passage 2... n for the AQ qns... i dun even noe wat to write... just wrote down watever crap i can think of... think i'm gonna get alot og NAQ for that, hahaz... Just glad that i find it ok... it's part of the battle won... whether wat was write was correct anot... it's not under my control now... just leave it to fate bah...
Next paper is chem paper 3 le... haven started reading my notes yet... n haven started studying food chem... i just hope it's not a horror like prac...
Lost soul buried her memories on
Tuesday, November 02, 2004
hmmm... last thing i heard is that the thailand cip trip is still on... but then the thing is tat they nv give us any solid info... like when's the pre-trip... stuff to prepare etc... they're not as efficient as i tot...
Another thing is tat thailand seems to be so chaotic now... haiz... even though the area we're going is not affected, still have some worries... but then if the trip is not cancelled, i'll not withdraw... cos withdraw liao can't refund back money... hahaz... it's like sian 1/2... we faced so much problems n uncertainty b4 we are accepted into the team... n now they r other probs again... seems like it's not as smooth as we like it to be... even b4 we start on pre-trip preparations...
Back to my "fretting abt the As" life now... hahaz... think i'm kinda desperate abt maths le... gotta change my studying plan bah.... no more slowly doing topics by topics... trying to go thru the notes n see how much prelim papers i can do bah... n maybe some qns from tys too... find that i can't do the prelim papers... haiz... A levels isit tys standard or prelims standard? I surely hope it's more of tys standard... haiz... this is the final n most crucial one le... i can't manage to flop like the prelims... haiz... I shall put in my best, do all i can with wat i have....
Lost soul buried her memories on
Monday, November 01, 2004
Hmmm... suddenly felt like coming online... though there's nothing much interesting up here... hahaz...
Ha... went swimming today with toot toot again... though the weather isn't tat good... it was like raining in the afternoon... by the time i left my house, i tot the rain was going to stop for the day... but i was wrong.... just after 5 laps, it started to rain again... n it got heavier.... we got out of the pool eventually n went to sit in the canteen... hahaz... eating n chatting n reading newspaper.... when the rain kinda let up... we decided to shift back to the grand stand there... to prevent ourselves from eating further
By the time the lifeguard gave the ok signal to use the pool again, it was nearly 530... hahaz... the weather then was shiok.... just like last tues.... hahaz... swim for like 11 more laps.... then i started slacking le... hahaz... wanted to swim some more but too lazy to swim one whole lap... so just anyhow swim here n there... hahaz... It was only after the rain that i really enjoyed today's swim... b4 tat dunno y, the visibility isn't tat good... n i'm having abit of muscle ache in my right arm.... end up wasn't really enjoying the swim... good thing we managed to take a dip into the pool again...
So i tot the weather would be good alr... end up it started raining again... but only after i came out of the shower... hahaz...
Lost soul buried her memories on
freedom
is the state
of mind,
too bad
mine is locked-
freedom
is the state
of mind,
too bad
mine is locked-
freedom
is the state
of mind,
too bad
mine is locked-
freedom
is the state
of mind,
too bad
mine is locked-
freedom
is the state
of mind,
too bad
mine is locked-