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Sunday, July 31, 2005

Part 1 of Orientation

Well... despite the tots of breaking my emotional barrier towards SOW, it's not as easy as i tot... once i stepped into it, i reverted back to my usual self... ya... keeping quiet... not taking initiative to speak to others lor... really thankful that Si Ling is with me ya... if not i would have really been a lost soul.

As for orientation... 1st day i was feeling kinda sian la... but 2nd and 3rd day was better... cos started to know my OG mates better and got mix with them abit la... Regarding fright night... i was like so totally freaked out... esp at the 1st station... luckily i've like got 2 guys with me... n i grab their wrists so tightly without realising lo... so poor them... luckily 2nd n 3rd station not as frightening, but i still grabbed on to their hands most of the time, too scared to let go alr.

Yest was the day we could go home... too bad it rained b4 we could complete our games... cos the inter-house games yesterday was fun... looking forward to the last game where we can throw water bombs and use water guns... tat will be postponed to sentosa day.

After packing up, Si Ling and I went to meet up with sheen, ah lan, xue ling and toot... went jurong pt to eat... but toot having headache so she went home 1st... ate pizza... then reached home abt 4 plus ba... after which i unpack, bathe and start worrying abt the modules thingy like shit... cos i scared the modules i want would be too popular and i can't get... or the modules i want have clashes with my chem mods, cannot take too... or they are not offered in sem 1... so sian lor... spent like alot of time in front of the com...

So basically now i'm just worrying abt alot of thingys... i may appear to be ok outside, but inside me... i'm freaking out!


Lost soul buried her memories on 12:33 PM

freedom is the state of mind, too bad mine is locked-

Wednesday, July 27, 2005

Orientation tml

So tml is orientation... i am stage 1 of the cycle again... when u step into sch, n u get to meet new people... your future sch mates/ classmates and current OG mates. Given my anti-social character, i won't say i hate, but i do not enjoy this kind of process, this kind of feeling. Like the awkwardness i feel... i may sit beside this person but i won't take the initiative to open my big mouth.

Luckily, Si Ling is in the same grp as me... so i won't feel so lonely ba... at least got someone i can talk to. Well... i'll try to be more open-minded this time... try to be more on bah. Let me see if i'll take the initiative to be more social-able. Rather than thinking orientation is a bore, i shall get rid of these tots and enjoy myself.


Lost soul buried her memories on 9:45 PM

freedom is the state of mind, too bad mine is locked-



Chester and Sherrie


I nv name the lions... They come with names... Chester is a cook and sherrie works at a spa. I miss my lions... hahaz.


Lost soul buried her memories on 6:43 PM

freedom is the state of mind, too bad mine is locked-

Tuesday, July 26, 2005

Your IQ Is 100

Your Logical Intelligence is Exceptional
Your Verbal Intelligence is Average
Your Mathematical Intelligence is Exceptional
Your General Knowledge is Average


Lost soul buried her memories on 8:51 PM

freedom is the state of mind, too bad mine is locked-


So today was matriculation... lucky mine was the earlier slot... not so crowded. Placed order for my laptop alr... decided on S7021 in the end... the one with glossy screen. N bought insurance for it too... Now i'm like cashless... spent all my money on insurance + laptop deposit + matri pack.

Took a look at the CCA booths after that... dun really noe wat to join lehz... Placed my name down for some of the com service club... interested in their overseas CIP... n under the sports club... there's actually this lifeguard corps thingy... can go and learn swimming wor... sounds interesting too. Can go bloop more often... n can learn mroe swimming skills.


Lost soul buried her memories on 6:46 PM

freedom is the state of mind, too bad mine is locked-

Monday, July 25, 2005

Tired man... the idea of travelling to nus just isn't appealing... bleahz... n everytime i go n listen to talks... i get more troubled.... hmmm... looks like quite a few pple interested in applied chem wor... n somemore there's a qouta... haiz.... n the requirements to meet... CAP 3.50... haiz... n then to give myself more worries, i worry abt minor as well? When i'm not even sure wat i wanna minor yeah... or am i even minoring... Then i worry abt getting a sucky timetable... and so on and so forth...

In addition... i'm going to do general biology as one of my electives this sem... so that i can have the option of medicinal chem open shld i be able to get into applied chem. I'm so apprehensive and scared... 2 yrs ago i dropped 'A' level biology cos i can't cope... n now i'm taking it again... n gotta make it only in 1 sem... instead of almost 2 yrs which i would have in JC. Haiz...

Anyway, going to place order for laptop tml... now i'm deciding between fujitsu S7021 and s7020... hmmm... S7021, everything is black... so i dun have to worry abt my laptop getting dirty... but then the screen is glossy and i'm kinda not used to it. For s7020, silver casing and grey keyboard... i think the colour combi like that is nicer? But then like tat i worry abt my laptop getting dirty, n the casing getting scratchy... though for now, i prefer the usual matt screen it have.

Sci camp on thurs... gotta find a sleeping bag... + need to buy new slippers... dun wanna take the risk of falling down while walking on wet floors with my current pair of slippers.


Lost soul buried her memories on 9:10 PM

freedom is the state of mind, too bad mine is locked-

Sunday, July 24, 2005

New blogskin

Finally, after one and a half days of seeing stars from all the html codes and research, i've figured out and successfully created a new blogskin. But i realised that whenever i clicked on the archive link, my old blogskin will appear... hmmm... but think i'm not gonna care abt that.. for now at least... Anyway, i like the babies at the top. Look so cute right? I can alr imagine someone banging them... *ahemz*.


Lost soul buried her memories on 5:52 PM

freedom is the state of mind, too bad mine is locked-

Friday, July 22, 2005

The week just pass by so quickly... so fast it's friday alr... but i think this little break is sufficient bah... if i rot for too many days i'll just start whining again. Though i think i need a little more of weekday stayhome time.

Yest finally met up with peiyi for like after a yr... yup.. i think the last time i saw her was like last yr july... when we go watch ndp 04 preview... practically combed the whole orchard area trying to shop... i'm on the lookout for everything... tops, bottoms, shoes and bag. Looked practically everywhere alr... only managed to get a black top ba... something which i wanted to get ever since chinese new yr but apprehensive.... Not that orchard doesn't offer much... just that wat i saw isn't wat i want.

For dinner, both of us really splurged man! Went to coffee club at somerset there.. great ambience... i had fish n chips, clam chowder, mango smoothie and we share calamari rings... n i think i end up having the most expensive dinner for the yr... Oops... but at least i enjoyed myself.

Today went back NUS for SOW briefing... so tired after that man... it doesn't sound particularly exciting to me... but i dun feel as sian as of my fellow participants la... the thing abt this is that must go with an open mind... but the prob with me is that i am quite narrow minded... Nonetheless, i shall try to be more open-minded, less anti-social and more on bah... cos i feel it's really up to me, whether i enjoy it or not... of cos if the prog sucks as much as the one back in aj... then not my prob le, i got nothing to say... hahaz... but the prog looks ok to me so far la...

Anyway, the results for the APC is out... in the whole sci fac... only like 15 pple make it ya. Wat kind of genius are they!!! OMG! Buay tahan... anyway, only 3 pple got exempted from one of the chem module... n for the 2 modules which i took the APC... nobody made it lor... so... i'm just ordinary.


Lost soul buried her memories on 8:45 PM

freedom is the state of mind, too bad mine is locked-

Wednesday, July 20, 2005

Swimming is good... i enjoy it... the weather was good yesterday... cool enuff such tat i dun become burnt... but the rain kinda disrupted our swim for awhile... We kinda owned the pool lor... nobody de... yishun there... maybe cos we went at a very odd timing bah... Seeing that we won't be disrupting anybody, kar boon and i swam diagonally... hah..

Bought a top from baleno yest... the 2 layer one... how i wish i can change the colour combi... i want blue n black! Hahaz... in the end bought the blue and white one.. same as kar boon... but then upon reaching home, i realised we took the wrong top! Took the wrong size... oopzz...

Anyway, i kinda have an idea wat my new blog is gonna look like... but then my major obstacle now is that i dunno how to constuct it! Haiz...


Lost soul buried her memories on 6:05 PM

freedom is the state of mind, too bad mine is locked-

Monday, July 18, 2005

After so long, today is the 1st weekday as an 'unemployed'... hahaz... it feels a bit weird actually.... esp when night falls...

Yest was the gathering at xyz's hse... meet some pple whom i had not seen for ages... spent the night talking till 3 plus? Till everyone dose off ba... woke up in time to go for k lunch... as usual... i dun really sing... except for one or two songs bahz... n the lunch they serve is like all mircowaved... like the ones u get from 7-11 or something

After that we sneakily went into macs to celebrate si ling's b`dae in advance... nobody bought anything, except for dan goh... who bought a McChicken... n then for the 1st time in my life... i went to play real pool! Instead of yahoo pool! It wasn't as hard as i thought... for one... the training with yahoo pool alr equipped me with the rules i need to noe... but then i need more practice with the way i shoot bah.

Tat's abt it for today bah... tml i am finally going bloop bloop! Like only the 3rd time for the year... i am growing so horizontally... i need more exercise... on a regular basis... and swimming is theraputic for me! =)


Lost soul buried her memories on 9:39 PM

freedom is the state of mind, too bad mine is locked-

Sunday, July 17, 2005

I wanna change blogskin again... hahahaz... to those kind which is very popular nowadays... blog one page, tag one page etc... instead of everything crammed into one page... yup... i dun want those customised skins which i can download on the net... prefer more of cuting and pasting graphics from various sources to make one which is customised to my liking... but the thing is that i dunno how to do it wor... for this format...

Anyway, going xyz's house later... rem the last time n the only time i went there was back in sec 4 that day... the day b4 grad ceremony... where a few of us gathered there to wrap little packs of candies n chocs for everyone in class. Meeting them at 3pm at amk control i think... but i shall only get out of my house at 3pm... based on experience, no point reaching on time! Oops.

Going for a stayover but i have not packed yet... neither did i iron my clothes over the wkend... nv work alr... who cares... ironing can wait until one of the wkdays... hahaz... my bones have became lazy alr.


Lost soul buried her memories on 1:20 PM

freedom is the state of mind, too bad mine is locked-

Friday, July 15, 2005

Wat an exciting last day!

Hahahaz... at least it was exciting since lunch time.

Well... i've made an effort to wake up abit earlier today... took a shower at an earlier timing... and made it to office at 850am! Yay... then i realised i've forgotten to bring my pass home last night... so gotta press doorbell... ding dong!

Morning was quite peaceful... started clearing stuff... handing back... then for lunch... went redhill... at 1st tot leng lee not ard for lunch... so my neighbour kevin say treat me to long john silvers. In the end leng lee came back and we went redhill market... only to find that the stalls had closed down, preparing to go back to the renovated site. THe only staff left is this duck rice and char siew stall... which dun serve very tasty food... and in the end the treat ended up on leng lee... who've given me like dunno how many treats. oops

And i realised that leng lee, doreen and kevin are such fast people... we can come out late today... travel to redhill... and reach back in office only at like 210 or 215... hahahaz... and all other lunches with them is like dat too... if it's the temp gang... we can be as late as 230 even though we nv go so far!

So 1st exciting issue is how my last lunch turned out... hahaz... then just when i tot my work cleared... shall do clearance... leng lee needed help cos there's additional stuff for the interview. Yupz... think it was nearly 4 or 4 plus... the office is quite deserted today... both left and right wing.

Just then, there's this super loud ring! Fire drill!! Hahahaz... got fire drill to send me off wor... when i joined not long ago... kena firedrill... on my last day... kena 2nd drill... am i lucky or wat? And meng meng, how come there's drill on the day right after you leave? So gotta take 11 flights of stairs down again... and while we assembled, the sky was like so dark, going to rain alr... and people were cursing abt having a drill in the midst of clearing work. Hahahaz... unlike the other time, we went back straight away wor.. to avoid crowded lifts.

When signing my timesheet, my boss actually tell me to go home earlier today... but then did not manage to run off at 6pm la... though could had gone off earlier than tat... went off at 7 instead... but it's ok lah... help leng lee... And they actually gave me something... from happy house. was quite touched when i received it...

Very happy today la... end work le... looking forward to a good rest. =)


Lost soul buried her memories on 11:09 PM

freedom is the state of mind, too bad mine is locked-

Thursday, July 14, 2005

Bye Meng, Bye Chester!!!

Hahaz... wat a funny title i have. Anyway, today is meng's last day. Chou meng, we've been seeing each other too much alr... during work... and during wkends... now i really dunno when i'll see you again. The memories back there will be with me be it bitter or sweet. I was commenting on you staying late even on your last day. But i better dun say too much 1st...

Last day tml. Last one in our gang to be left there. ahahahaz... i really aim to run off at 6pm... last day liao must leave light heartedly... Anyway, tml i shall make an effort to reach b4 9am bah... hahaz... my work time has been automatically shifted to between 9am and 915am... on my last day, shall be punctual if not early! Clear my stuff, sign my timesheets and say bye bye... run off early! Tat's wat i hope it'll be... wat will really happen i have no idea.

The sense of bu she de is here alr... maybe cos of meng clearing today ba... tml will be my turn. But feeling a sense of peacefulness now. Though bu she de, i'm glad. =)


Lost soul buried her memories on 11:43 PM

freedom is the state of mind, too bad mine is locked-

Tuesday, July 12, 2005

Last week at work... about 3 and 1/2 more days to go. Really looking forward to taking a break alr. I dunno if i'll feel any sense of "bu she de"... right now all i'm feeling is that i can't wait to stop working! Not that i have any exciting plans after that. But it's really time to go off alr. Pple from other depts are asking me, isn't it time for u to go back to sch alr? Dun you need a break? See, people are chasing me away alr. Lolz.

Yesterday i had lunch with this lady named Wen Ee, who sits by the printer. Though i dun really know her very well, i must say that she's a really nice person. Not nice in the sense of being polite, making small office talk etc, but nice in the sense that you can feel her sincerity when she speaks to you.


Lost soul buried her memories on 11:11 AM

freedom is the state of mind, too bad mine is locked-

Sunday, July 10, 2005

Seems like my zen neeon is ok... good good... shall transfer more songs... n i realise that i'm quite outdated in terms of songs... i dun like listening to 98.7 anymore... cos not familar with the deejays during the day... n listening to class 95 during the wkends... it's just those older songs...

Anyway, went shopping with sheen just now but i nv bought anything... saw a pair of open toed sandals which is quite nice. There's some blue crystal flower thingy at the side... n the stripe is blue... But i think it's too ex... though can consider... n yest i saw this cute denim skirt at ebase... and it's cheap... only 20 bucks... but it's too small and too short. And this cloth bag... sling bag kind de. too ex too... so basically my shopping trip this wkend is quite unfruitful... except for my zen neeon of course.

Along the way to urban warehouse. we got stopped by 2 guys to do some survey... n in the end it turned out to be pple from prudential trying to offer us some plans... and 5 mins was like stretched to 45 mins...


Lost soul buried her memories on 11:17 PM

freedom is the state of mind, too bad mine is locked-


I finally bought my zen neeon... at a good price... 282 at far east plaza... at 1st very happy to find a good bargain... but now seem to be experiencing some problems with it! Argh... i hope it will be fine.

Anyway... yesterday was the national day preview for p5 students... toot and i went to sit near the padang... outside esplanade area. and we saw fireworks! Though it's abit blocked by the durian.


Lost soul buried her memories on 10:09 AM

freedom is the state of mind, too bad mine is locked-

Friday, July 08, 2005

It's 12.28 am now... but i shall set the time back to 11.59pm... hahaz... for wat purpose u shld noe...

Anyway, yest was horrible... for the 1st time, and i definately hope it's the last time too... that i was the last one to leave my floor in office. Well... good thing meng was there to accompany me... or i would have been quite freaked out when the lights switches off automatically... and you would have to go near the sensor to activiate it again.

By the time i finish, it was like 10 plus! Horrible shit.... i dunno if it's cos i'm inefficent or wat... the tot of it still freaks me out! by the way thanks chou meng... anyway u declined my treat... so too bad! Hahaz..

So today was the advanced placement test... it was a sad gone case... haiz... for the 1st paper... it's like 5 qns... 1 qns 5 marks... n somemore there's word limit! n for the 2nd paper... no hope too... i wonder which genius would gain the exemption! Haiz... i wonder if i would know the ans to those qns by the time i finish studying those 2 modules... lol...

After the test... i travelled via a very long route to PS... met meng... then met zhen hui at suntec... for dinner at pasta mania... i wonder if they have an oversupply of garlic or wat... the plate of vongole linguine i order just reeks of garlic taste! n their clam chowder only taste of milk!

After dinner we kinda like have no idea wat to do... went to walk 3 rounds around the fountain of wealth... n then visit the Cheng Ho thingy... which is like quite bad... some of the exhibits were nice on the outside... but so empty and shabby inside... would not have been worth it if there's an entrance fee lor...

It's now 1254 am... shall end here as i have nothing more to say.


Lost soul buried her memories on 11:59 PM

freedom is the state of mind, too bad mine is locked-

Monday, July 04, 2005

I am so tired... though i did almost NOTHING at work today...

apparently it seems like i no need too move anymore... when i returned today... my workstation is in a horrible mess... n my desktop was not moved yet... it was so messy that i can't find anywhere to plant my butt... my phone was plucked out... think the pple tot the workstation gonna be empty so it kinda became a dumping ground... so i walked over to the left wing and asked where do i sit... well.. they found a seat for me there... but i need to arrange for pple to move my workstation...

After so much hassle, realised that the CSS people had done some renovation work over the past week... created more workstations... thus the new mgr dun need my seat anymore... now i'm still trying to get the person who called me and asked me to move... clarify things with her... haiz... really waste all the trouble man... so pai sei to make arrangements to move and in the end no need... and suddenly my workstation feels so weird... i've kinda emptied it out the other time.

Yupz... so i spent like the 1st 2 hrs of work today... moving here and there only. And apparently quite a few pple tot i was gone... n those who saw me today was asking where i'm sitting... including the cleaner auntie.

Anyway, my application for the advanced placement is successful... the test will be on this friday... but i was looking at nus website... it says that for chem modules... less than 3% of the pple are successful... and hor... last yr it's like only 21 pple made it! Aiyoh... assuming that the no. of applicants last yr is abt the same as this yr... it's like such a low percentage... looking at circumstances... plus the fact that my knowledge for chem had turn rusty... and that i've turned off from study mode ever since the last paper for 'A' levels... chances are so so slim.... i shall see wat happens.


Lost soul buried her memories on 9:17 PM

freedom is the state of mind, too bad mine is locked-

Saturday, July 02, 2005

I am back! Had a good break.. a good time... a good rest. The weather there is good... much cooler...

1st day

Reached there at abt 1 plus ba... after checking in... we went to have lunch... the average price of food there is like rm10... not cheap... after that tried to enter casino with my mum n all... but just as i wanna walk in... the person there was like:"miss, can i have your ic pls..."

So bel and I went to walk ard ba... go arcade... went shopping... till nightime... went back pom pom... rest awhile... and went to watch batman begins. The movie there is cheap... convert to sin dollars is like less than 5 bucks... so must take the opportunity to watch!

2nd Day

Planned to go theme park on this day... the weather was good... but when we wanted to buy the tics, the person at the counter told us that many rides were closed... so we decided to postpone it to the next day...

So we went for huanted adventure and Ripley's Believe it or Not. The huanted adventure was scary... It was so dark inside... n you have to walk on your on... Luckily there was this indian guy and his son with us... cos i was quite freaked out. N there's like people inside who acted as ghosts... they pop out in the middle of nowhere to scare you... and there's one who grabbed my leg while i was crossing the bridge. Yupz... so i was quite relieved when the adventure ended.

After that went to Ripley's to see his collection.. there's quite alot of things to see... but i think i've forgotten most of what i've seen... hahahaz... Think it was like one plus by the time we came out ba... we went to play a free game of bowling... then set of to go "swimming"

The water was like too shallow for you to swim... the lazy river and wave pool outside was like closed... same goes for the slides inside... so all we did was to sit there and relax... enjoy the hot water... and have a little massage...

After swimming... went back to shower ba... then we went to sing ktv for 2 hours! Their pricing is very funny la... normal ktv is like quite ex... but they have k dinner and k lunch... and the price is like abt the same as you eat dinner elsewhere... and the food is nice... so it was a good deal... such that we went back for dinner on the 3rd day... and lunch on the last day! There's this guy who served us... think it's his 1st day at work ba... 1st he lead us to the wrong direction... then he forgot to take out the tray after serving the drinks... and he's like laughing to himself... think he's so funny..

Then after ktv... went for movies again... watched war of the worlds this time... think it's nicer than batman... though i feel there isn't really a storyline.

3rd Day

Went to theme park... it was foggy and the rides which were previously closed were still closed... hmmm... we bought both the indoor and outdoor park... tried almost all the rides outside... except for teacup and merry-go-round... sat the space shot twice... bel wanted to sit somemore time actually... but i'm scared... though there's good view to enjoy...

Since indoor park only closed at midnight... we went to ktv again for k dinner... b4 we cont with indoor rides bah... but there's nothing much indoor.. except for the indoor roller coaster and bumper car which is more fun... actually bumper car is the most fun... we sat like abt 6 times? Lost count actually... At one point, we meet this group of gals ard our age... and a grp of small boys... all very hiong at bumping people man... and they are like targeting each other... add on to the fun... so we played and played again until it close shop...

Last Day

That was yesterday bah... nv do anything much... cos gotta board the coach at 230pm... after breakfast... we walked ard... bought some stuff... and went for k lunch... yup... after singing... it was time to go back alr...

So now i'm back.. my skin is dry... my lips are cracking... but had a good getaway.


Lost soul buried her memories on 9:30 PM

freedom is the state of mind, too bad mine is locked-