Yest afternoon was swimming with jas, grace and shu ying... did 20 laps! Yay... if i can swim 20 laps every wk... maybe can help to control my weight a little bit... hahaz... followed by OG dinner at holland v coffee club. Skipped harmoc lesson to go for it.. whahaz... though the seniors stressed quite a few times that the last 2 practices are v impt. Hehe... i shall go for the last lesson next wk. Hee... this is how much i like getting together with nemo la... though i was kinda anti and sian at the start of sow... i'm v glad that i went for it... if not means i got no frens in uni? Kinda sad lehz... glad to have known this new grp of frens. It was a fun get together last night... hehe... we can talk all the way till 10 plus over there... abt planning for a trip during dec- m'sia, thailand, gay pubs, red light district and loads of other crap... even when we leave the place liao still stand at the pathway and talk... hehez...

Today was the work and travel usa interview... didn't mention abt this b4 in my blog... but kar boon was the one who informed me abt the prog... yep... basically u get to go to the states n work... n then visit n play! Sounds so good man... So we browsed ard and decided to apply for cedar point. Me, bel and kar boon. Woke up not feeling too good and decided to go for the interview later in the day if possible. So bel and kar boon went ahead and they got in! Really feel very happy for them, it's gonna be a good experience. It's not the money... it's really the whole feel of living overseas, working n travelling.

Well, i went down with sherlyn n han wern... reached the place at 3pm and went to register. Sherlyn saw her frens there, they got into cedar point too. hehe... it seems that it's not so hard to get accepted... all u need is to show that ur english is not that bad n u are earnest in gg there. However, the 3 of us did not go for the interview in the end. Han Wern not really keen, Sherlyn not sure of her plans next yr. As for me, the reason is cos need to pay 1.4k in 2 wks time upon acceptance. I am not likely to convince my parents to let me go and part with 1.4k in a short span of 2 weeks. So i'm kinda planning to work hard during vacation next yr... n then apply again next yr... go in the yr after next... hehehe... cos the cost of this thingy is going to be 3 plus k... so wat we earn is like just enuff to cover.... or maybe apply again during 2nd round of recruitment... then got time to convince my parents. But the person told us that 2nd round might not have so many employers... n since cedar point is quite popular, i dun think can get to go there... so try again next yr ba =)

And then there's SEP. I always have the perception that only the cream of the crop gets to go to SEP... but that's not so true after all... the cap requirement is like 3.0.... n if i can't get at least this cap for my own pursuit... i am really v sad... yep... but competition for english medium schs are more tough... i wanna go english medium schs for sep... hahaz... i shall try applying... but must get lecturer to write reference letter... abit hard eh... i'm not a student whom the lecturer notice. Somemore nus aims to send 1 in 5 students for exchange, not so hard after all? Heard from those who went for SEP talk that they were trying to attract students to go. Hehe... students who wanna go places like france, germany, china easier la... for me, i gotta work harder if i wanna go. Another prob is expenses sia. It's like ard 6 k, but i guess there's always a way out... got loans etc... hahaz

Back to what happened today. In the end, we went shopping n makan dinner at orchard. Had the jap fried noodles, takopachi and gelato dark choc ice cream... Hahahaz... after dinner sherlyn n i continued shopping but han wern was too sian alr... he went back 1st. Went to this shop called Wh at take...tried on this pleated denim skirt with a droopy black knitted top... that drapes over the shoulders... there's no sleeves, so the arms are kinda like between the top and ur body....must wear something else inside or else everything will be exposed as the top can be easily flown up! hahaz... like it v much but nv buy... the skirt is nice too... but then too short la...n only tried it to see how i look like with the top only... hahaz... the top will be very comfy when u r cold...

Went watsons and spent a fortune there... the money i saved over the few weeks! Hahaz... Bought these 2 items out of need
Special floss for teeth with braces
A toothpick substitute to remove food particles and plague... n to clean my braces. Something like what the dentist uses.

Bought the following items out of luxury
A bottle of tanning lotion... hahaz... can use for my next swimming trip
A foot file to file my dead skin
A garnier face mask

Hahaz... i've alr used the mask n foot file... and the toothpick substitute just now.

Anyway, i was chatting with my ex-neighbour at work kevin yesterday. Apparently he had moved to 6th floor liao. 5 flight of stairs less during fire drill! Hahaz... this means that he's no longer on the same floor with his god ma leng lee who will buy breakfast for him everyday. Hahaz... i tot i was stupid enuff to use the dump weighter a few times to transport grapes between the 9th floor n 11th floor back then. To think that they actually made used of the dump weighter everyday to transport breakfast in an envelope! Lols... I was actually only kidding when i asked kevin, so how u get ur breakfast everyday? Dump weight ar? And he said ya... can't help but feeling that this is so stupid... hahahaz.

Lost soul buried her memories on 11:19 AM

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Sunday, October 16, 2005

A great Saturday!

Hahaz.... went out with meng meng to watch the 40 yr old virgin. Someone woke up late... hahaz... V stupid show man... no meaning de... but worth watching for a good hearty laugh. Been so long since i caught a movie. It felt good.

Followed by gelato ice cream at taka and then gai gai ard... took neoprint with each other after like nearly or isit more than a yr? gonna post the pics here despite objections! Hahaz.

Clockwise from top left: Pointing at herself? ; Fascinated by her hp, my hair looks so straight here, face so funny.. hahaz ; no time to deco, my metal mouth exposed; stupid banging again!

My fav neoprint man. But they print it out so small... hurmph. Handphone advertisement... ahaz...

went to the arena shop at raffles city, wanting to get my swimsuit. This time round, too lazy to walk from orchard to suntec... like what i like to do. The shop there dun have the size i want... n they say that the shop in centrepoint have stock! Aiyoh... we just came from orchard lor... i was quite lazy to go back... so we went suntec for kfc... hahaz... used my left jaw to bite... teeth on the right side aching! When i bite my tongue, my teeth actually hurts more!

As usual... we would go have coffee... went to starbucks... their choc frappe is like getting more and more milky man... dun like... actually asked them to add more choc liaoz... spent like quite sometime sitting down at the sofa... looking at people outside walking... so shuang! N i'm like thinking if only we can go to a hotel nearby to sleep... then still there till late late... so shiok wor... We were thinking one day we shall do that... hahaz... go n shop n visit singapore, chill out at some cafes, bars n then go back hotel. Heavenly enjoyment... but doubt it'll happen. Hahaz...

Felt so relaxed and at ease today man... =) Going out with meng meng... like the feeling i got when we met up with da jie da and zhen wei.

Lost soul buried her memories on 1:35 AM

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Saturday, October 15, 2005

Some gross pictures!

Hahaz... going to show some gross pictures of my teeth. So pls do NOT view the post if u think it's gonna affect u negatively in any way.

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22nd Sept 05: B4 going to the dentist. Yellowish teeth... looks whiter here... apparently the pic which looks 'cleanest' amongst all.



22nd Sept 05:After a visit to the dentisit. Teeth scaled and polished. Brackets and molar bands put in. Aches aches aches.


24th sept o5: Wire placed in... whole mouth aching.


15 Oct 05: Rubber bands placed at the wire along side the hole present after teeth extraction. Choose clear bands. So can't see anything here.

My way to teeth straightening... A long n painful process.

Lost soul buried her memories on 11:59 AM

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Oh shucks... i received an email regarding skipping that chinese tradition tutorial... y like dat? Hopefully they will let me off with my 'explaination'.

Braces tightening in like less than 8 and 1/2 hours... meaning that i'm gonna get less than 8 hours of sleep on a sat after logging off, brushing teeth n everything... i want more sleep for a sat morn! i dun wanna go braces tightening... cos it leads to agony in eating... but for the sake of my vanity... there have to be sacrifice.... sigh sigh sigh... aching teeth sucks...

Yest after sch was planning to go and grab some lunch and then head home for an afternoon nap... my usual thursday rountine... hahaz... but then i met sheen, si ling and meilan at the bus stop... n ended up going to orchard with si ling n meilan for pepper lunch... took bus 111 there... passed by tanglin area... saw stb... n those familar places which i used to past by every workday... wanted to catch forty yr old virgin but then we missed the timing. So ended up walking ard ba...

Went to SRC for a swim earlier on with jasmin... hahaz... it was raining kinda heavily b4 i reached but the sky cleared when i reached sch! Swimming at src was great... free and good ambience... hahaz... n somemore the water was feeling kinda warm... felt kinda revitalised after the swim... hahaz... did 16 laps... next fri going again... followed by OG dinner... aiming to do 20 laps? Hehez...

After dinner was harmoc... aiyoh... my theory sucks la... given an exercise to do but i cmi... hahahaz... n pple are like quite amazed that i go to sch on fri specially for harmoc... i am amazed too... hahaz... but it's better than rotting i home in some ways.

Lost soul buried her memories on 1:03 AM

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Wednesday, October 12, 2005

A very meaningless post

In sci library at the moment... next lesson is at 12pm but i dun really care if i am late for the stupid chinese tradition lecture. Anyway, i skipped chinese tradition tutorial and econs lect on mon... then i go causeway point with sheena... wahahahaz... n set off for home at 4 plus. So so... thinking if i should for a chinese traditional tutorial session later on at 2pm... but i doubt i will... dun feel like going... hahahaz...

Well, i realised something.. though i hate going for econs lecture... i kinda enjoy going to econs tutorial... my grp got 96 marks for our homework! But then i realised every grp is scoring over 90 so it's like no big deal man.

I still think my chem sucks... call myself a chem major... bleahz....

I am still eating too much.

I'm worried that i nv s/u changing landscapes cos i can't write essays.

I am so bored... school sucks.

Lost soul buried her memories on 11:25 AM

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Saturday, October 08, 2005

I saw my sec 3 maths teacher ms ng kp at raffles city today! Going clubbing like i've guessed! Wow... she looks so young man... almost hitting 30 liao but can easily pass off as an undergrad's age... My proj mate Sandra commented that she looks young too.... she's looking so radiant and glowing ar... unlike me, so plain and dull... Hahahaz... she says i've grown up alr... i guess both age n physical aspect ba... though she means the former. Yeah man... i have such a cool maths teacher in sec 3, one that goes clubbing and irc-ing back then. Nv failing to gossip n kaypo with us. Glad to have met her.

Anyway, I am suffering from over-ingestion... i am eating too much... well... for a glutton like me to discard unfinished cheese fries and leave the drumlets alone... must be cos i am eating too much... at 10pm somemore... i'm so bloated now.... n b4 that i bought haagen daaz ice cream cos the flavour of the month is chocolate! yay!!! Going against dentist's advice to stay away from sweet stuff.... Yah... n since i nv had dinner... bought zinger meal plus 4 pcs drumlets cos i wanna try... though i know i'm buying too much but i dun care... so in the end only tried one... the rest still sitting on the table....

went to do interview for my landscapes module just now... i was too scared to go n ask the breakdancers man... the other girls did it... the 1st guy we approached wasn't very friendly man... declined to help us, saying that got 4 grps approach them alr... which is not surprising since we r so slow... luckily the 2nd guy help us ar.... n it's amazing that someone can have some much passion in doing something... the way they are grooving is so cool man... like a battery operated thingy moving, but they coordinated everything with their body. Guess we still have quite a long way to go b4 completion. Gotta hand in in 2 wks time. N that LTA nv reply me. Y are they so unfriendly de??

Lost soul buried her memories on 11:36 PM

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Friday, October 07, 2005

hmmm... y am i in such a bad mood lately? It's not fair to the others... it's not right that i should be not nice to others... when they have their own share of worries yeah... well... i dunno y i am so spoilt!!! Argh....

Friday again... should i go for harmoc? i think i should go... watever... i'll most prob quit after the lessons end... i need a new cca!!

Anyway... these are the things i want to do:
Go catch a movie, corpse bride, wait till u r older
retail therapy, i need a new tote bag, new swim suit
go eat... though i'm eating way too much
go chill
Go swimming at yck complex

But, these are the things i need to do... and i'm not doing it..
Brush up on chem concepts... they suck
refresh econs memory... cost of production, mkt structure... n new concepts, indifference curve etc etc... dun be so ya ya
Chinese tradition.... know nothing abt it
Changing landscapes too... i doubt i noe anything

But anyway, i am not doing both wat i want to nor wat i need to do... maybe this explains the crappy mood i am in. Brrr....

Lost soul buried her memories on 1:17 PM

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Thursday, October 06, 2005

So fast it's alr week 8.... somehow... the whole idea of being in uni just feels so unreal. U mean i am studying in university alr? Arrr.... when i can still rem the days of thinking if i can make it for my A levels....

I wanna join a cca that gives me a sense of fulfillment... harmoc feels more like music lessons rather than a cca... haiz... y is it so hard to make frens in uni? I feel so damn lonely!

I want to go back to stb to work during the hols... seems like nothing planned for the dec hols... so i will be damn free, lonely and bored... u all wanna employ me anot?

Lost soul buried her memories on 9:30 PM

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Tuesday, October 04, 2005

sat down happily to do chem tutorial... but no mood to complete it. The weather is like so damn hot now.... boo!!! N i'm getting kinda snappy these few days. Bah! Tml shall submit the haphazardly done chinese project... bleahz.

Last econs presentation today. yay... guess i am not having such a great stage fright now... n nobody complain that they can't hear. Yay!

Lost soul buried her memories on 10:25 PM

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Sunday, October 02, 2005

Within a day or two, the chinese tradition project turned from nothing to near completion... oh man. I hope the points we have ans the qns... good thing they understand the text quite well... not like me, can't dig out anything at all.

Anyway, meeting ended at 4 plus... walked ard in bugis.. hoping to find bag... but to no avail... saw my sec sch cca mate huixian... who's working at one of the stalls at bugis street... woah, she looked so different now.. so fair.. plus make up... almost can't recognise alr. After that went j8... giodarno having 30% sale... so bought 2 round necks at barely $20.

Upon reaching or on the way home... dunno y man... felt so sick... went to sleep at 8pm man... n i woke up at 1am... feeling so awake.. to brush my teeth... hahaz... but lucky i managed to fall back to sleep ar.... n in the day i slept somemore... 3 hrs nap... now i'm gonna get sleepless nights! N not enuff sleep tml morning... n then get headache again! Stupid idiotic cycle...

Lost soul buried her memories on 10:22 PM

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Saturday, October 01, 2005

Qoute from Cm1101 lecturer via ivle:" I know many of you are demoralised and unsatisfied with your scores in the test. Don't worry. It's only 2.5%. Be glad it wasn't your exam.

I will make some adjustments to the marks this weekend once I review the distribution of marks. Take this as a learning experience, and work harder for your exam. "

Hmmm... so it seems like i'm not the only one... but i still think i'm at the bottom of the bottom...

Skipped harmoc prac yest and i was feeling kinda bad abt it while going to sleep... cos i did nothing constructive last night anyway. This is a good chance for me to do revision man... cos i have nothing much at hand... but i have no mood... so feeling kinda shitty.

Will be meeting up with grace n shu ying to do chinese tradition project later... actually the only thing i feel like doing is to dig out points for the project... but i can't find any... damn... n i got a feeling that we aren't going to be very productive later either?

They need to go off at ard 5... so i'll be at bugis area then... nice chance to go shop at bugis street... but then alone? I dun like shopping alone... actually dun really like bugis too... but it's a good chance to see what they have there.Since i'm alone... i figure i might not end up shopping... maybe i'll just go home.

Lost soul buried her memories on 10:41 AM

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