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Last night there was a poisoning attempt but somehow I just ignored it although I was indirectly ‘poisoned’ if you know what I mean, enuff said. I told Zara about it and she was pissed. Im sure everyone is. Zara went to the extent of saying,
“If you kan ambil hati apa me cakap ani, agatah!!!”
Sounded like a challenge, but she’s got a point! I know I am stubborn and can’t get Season 1 out of my system. Forgetting might sound easy as saying it, maybe for some people yea! We are all different. At least I tried right, otherwise I would have replied that poisonous text last night. I ignored, it was a win on my side, but deep inside it somehow opened an old wound and I thought I just wanna tell somebody about it, somebody I feel I am close to. Good that Cute Little Hana was there last night to cheer me up, as always, with our gila-gila stuff.
Zara said I need to socialize, go out and meet some friends or something like that. Well, of course I’d love to, but work has been killing me and I need weekends for a well deserved rest. So my socializing days are kinda over, need I mention about those days? I don’t think you all want to know, all I can say is that it was ‘heavy’! I have now come to an age where I need to cool down and retire from my devilish youth. And now most of my ‘partners in crime’ have settled down, happily married and making babies. But yea, Zara is absolutely right, I need a very good time off from work. Yes I really do need it, away from those stack of papers, some shit that I wasn’t even supposed to do, and of course away from those suck-up pricks.
Oh well. On the other hand, I’ve seen long queues at Fun Donuts in Yayasan, people queuing up for hours just to grab those doughnuts. It looks yummy though, but I haven’t tried any, with that kind of queue I’d rather wait till people got bored of it. And oh! A friend went there on Friday evening and was had by a rude local waitress there. My friend was pissed and that girl just walked away like nothing happened and her Filipino colleague had to apologize on her behalf. What a shame yea!
Ok now I guess I’ll just mention her name for the sake of sharing and updating you guys. Sometime last week, I coincidentally bumped into Ayu while on a work assignment. So we talked and ended up having lunch together. Well it was just a friendly meeting, catching up on things. She even talked with her new boyfriend on the phone while we ate, you know, the lovey dovey words when a couple in love talked. I didn’t even get jealous that time. Why should I right?
But I didn”t realise that after-effects does not come immediately. Our body reacts to a drug at an average of 4 hours, of course it depends on individuals. As for me, the lunch with Ayu did have a effect later that night. I was talking with Zara that night, you know I sometimes call Zara with the call ‘baby’ because she has a baby face. That night I said to her,
“Hey, remind me not to call you ‘baby’ anymore.”
“Why is that?” she said.
“Because when Ayu was on the phone with her boyfriend today, she addressed herself as ‘baby”.
Somehow Zara noticed a hint of jealousy in my words. And yes, I was somewhat jealous, the feelings came late. If it was those days during the pinnacle of my relationship with Ayu, I’m sure I must have left her in that restaurant, but then those days she was engaged so I was sort of accepting her for what she was.
Well, the poison is still in my blood I guess. Everytime I see her, the poison will flow through my veins, sending me into bitter pain. But it didn’t last long, the poison will then stay dormant within my system. So I guess the best thing to do is, try not to see her or keep in touch with her often. Yes she will still be my colleague and friend, I cannot avoid it, but I have to keep my distance.
You know there are times that I don’t know what to blog about. Like as if I am running out of stories in my uneventful life. I don’t see Emma that much lately and I’ve been busy with my suck-up job. Zara once suggested that I post some photos in my blog, sort of like turning it into a combi of photo-personal blog. Hmm sounds like a good idea. I’ve seen a few personal blog with occasional photos uploaded once in a while. Something like Jurin and Spiritual Garden.
Hmm maybe I should do that yea, I might just post photos of things that I see everyday, just don’t hope that I will upload my own photo in here. Hahah! Except maybe just some teasers 😉 So stay tuned.
Oh well, I’m tired, it’s been a friggin’ long day. Its almost midnight and I just got home some 30 minutes ago. That suck-up job during the day, then wind down for a drink at Taurean with a friend, home and shower, then went to a friend’s function. And yea, I’m drained and exhausted.
One thing about men! They’re so good in telling lies. I’m not saying I never lied my whole life though. They’re so good at it that it convinced women with all their heart, like selling a fridge to an eskimo! Married men can be so good in hiding their marital status just to satisfy their greed. I have to admit that we men are greedy, being a man myself. But how we manage it, that’s entirely up to each and everyone of us.
I’d like to share a story of my friend Zara, at the same time this is her debut in this blog. She’s been in a very steady relationship with a guy for the past few months. This guy used to be her schooldays boyfriend and their love rekindled after years of losing contact. So yea, when everything seems to work fine and dandy, things turned out to be an anticlimax. A woman called Zara using the guy’s number, I do not know what exactly was the conversation but bottomline is that the woman claimed to be the guy’s wife and asked what’s Zara’s relationship with her husband.
I’m sure by this time, Zara must have had the shock of her life, her head must have been heavy like a dark sky suddenly fell upon her. Zara told the lady that she and the guy were just friends. Zara could have told her the truth and subsequently ruining the guy’s family, which frankly, I think he well deserve it! But I know Zara is not that mean. And that prick, as if he never had a deep impact on Zara’s heart, he later sent a text which sounded something like,
“Thanks for the help, I think we should end everything between us coz I don’t want to lose my wife. Sorry syg.”
Something like that, I don’t really remember the exact words though, but WTF! It sounded irresponsible, heartbreaking, unmanly, cowardly, you name it. Saving his own arse at the expense of Zara’s shattered heart. She was driving when it all happened and she had to pull over by the road side and cried and cried and cried. When she told me what had happened, I felt like beating up that prick for what he did. But naah, violence will lead to worse things, after all I am sure, sooner or later, he won’t get away just like that.
For the last few months, this is not the first time I heard similar storylines, or at least something close to it. And it happened to my close girl friends, last year it happened to Fizz who found out her guy was about to get married. With her patience, now she’s a happy girl, I’ll let her talk about it in this blog. Few weeks back, Cute Little Hana’s boyfriend suddenly left her without notice until her mum saw the prick with another girl, which obviously answered everything.
I’m just glad that Zara, Fizz and Cute Little Hana are strong women.
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