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So what actually happened during my 1 week hiatus? Nothing much, I basically came to a decision to be extra careful with my words and remarks so that I won’t hurt or piss off anyone. Comment box got hot and my readers are having friction between them either they realise it or not. But I guess the one week hiatus is just nice to cool down everyone. I’m sure everyone had their share of fresh air by now.
I still chat and meet up with Ayu during the silence but I made sure there’s no hand kissing, forehead kissing or things like that. We sort of sat down and talked, things are as clear as daylight about us, she said she loves me as a friend and nothing more than that, but but but she enjoys all the affectionate treatment I gave her just because nobody ever treated her like that before! Now this is not something new yea, I’ve talked about this before supported with comments from my readers. It’s just that she has confirmed the fact now. And here’s the confusing bit, I was talking with her on the phone a day after that, and for the first time ever, she said “sayang you” with her very own mouth! Like WTF! Just when I was about to eject, she began to do stuff like that just for the sake of keeping me within her turf. I’m getting immune to all this.
Apart from that, I have moved to my new office. Things are kinda busy there, with few projects under my charge. New colleagues to fit in with, new environment, with a pretty ‘effing’ hot secretary to help us out with papers. And yes as expected, I bumped into Zee a few times, she kept on asking me to drop by to her office which I never did until now. Remember she once said she wants to go for breakfast with me before work? What breakfast? She’s got this punctuality problem like it’s her daddy’s office. I wonder how her superiors can tolerate her attitude. Another 50 staff like her, we’re in for a tumbledown!
I’m here guys, still in the need of more fresh air for a very deep breath. Feeling a little bit better now, although not much but hey it’s an improvement right? I’ve been busy getting ready for my move and guess what? I bumped into Zee yesterday, remember her? The kepala angin who denied she’s married and used to and perhaps still admire me. This morning she sent me an email which said,
“Hi luv, looking forward to see you here. You look great and fresh yesterday.”
I just replied, “Thanks.”
I got goosebumps all over me. My God! She is married for heaven’s sake and still she wanted to deny it. She is pretty of course, but she is just so unreliable, and on top of that, she is married. When I move there, there is just one game I have to play. It’s called ‘Ignore’. Oh well, despite that, I am looking forward to the move, I know I’ve got challenging projects to take charge of already. And I hope it will keep me away from thinking of things I should not be.
My previous post surely broke the record with it’s top number of comments. Once again, thank you all for your support readers. And ohh.. I was speculated 17 years old? Haha. I wish, but I am way past my teenage years and frankly I am around Meela’s age. And now you guys are wondering how I look like. Now let me see. Yes I once mentioned the header image probably has got a resemblance especially my facial hair, and yes I wish I am as good looking as the guy in the pic. Haha! But I am thankful to God for creating me for who I am and how I look like. I don’t need plastic surgeries and all. Nothing to add, nothing to subtract.
Other features, I’m 5’7″, yes short hair, but not brownish skin tone. I’m kinda fair some say. Thick lips? Yea maybe, and it’s not burnt like a smoker’s lips. Small dark brown eyes, a bit apart? Hmm I don’t know if my eyes are small but I think it suits with the lids though. Dark brown eyes, yes! A bit apart, as in London-New York eyes? I think the placement is just nice. Hmm how’s a mushroom nose anyway? Hehe.
Ok now here’s a little bit of challenge for you guys. Why don’t somebody come up with an “artist impression” of me? Unleash your creativity fellas, and email it to me at cintaislove@gmail.com 🙂
Few years back, there was this girl at work who frankly admitted that she admired me. Let’s just call her Zee. She’s a nice girl, pretty and hot too. We communicated through e-mail, she started to call me ‘syg’ and all the manja-manja stuffs a girl would do. But there’s just one thing about her which made me scrap her off the list. She’s inconsistent and she’s the type who didn’t fulfil her promise. I call this ‘kepala angin’ and honestly I don’t work with these type of people.
That time I was about to give her a try, so we planned to meet up for lunch at Riverview. I ended up waiting for nothing, she did not turn up. I texted her and she kept on saying she’ll make her move shortly as there were some last minute work she needed to attend. Our lunch hours ran out so I left empty handed and empty stomach.
When I reached the office, she sent me an email saying sorry she could not make it coz her car was blocked and perhaps another 1001 reasons. Ahh I didn’t reply, it’s not worth wasting my time and effort to deal with jokers like that. If it was true her car was blocked she could have just called me or text me right? Won’t take 30 seconds of her time.
So I kept my distance, everytime she send me emails I gave her excuses such as busy and all. I even introduced her to a celibate friend of mine, hoping maybe they can fit in together. Apparently Zee also did not turn up on him, I felt sorry for my friend, I should not have matchmade them. So we concluded Zee is just a major waste of time despite her pretty face.
Throughout the years, I found out that she’s married, in fact her I was told by her own sister, sister-in-law and her office mates. It was just a small nikah function and I was not supposed to know that she’s married, but eventually I found out hehe. It’s a small world and for a person who knows a lot of people like me, gaining information like this isn’t much of a problem.
Now, here’s the things. She’s currently working at this new place where I’ll be moving next month. And after she found out that I’m moving there, she emailed me out of the blues yesterday saying that she’s looking forward to see me there. In fact she already have plans to have breakfast with me every morning or walk from the parking lot to work. And the biggest turnoff is when she said she still miss me.
So I thought, this must be the time for me to force the truth out of her, so I asked her if it is true that she is already married. And guess what? She denied! She simply said that she’s still available. Hmm! Sorry but I am not dumb enough to know the truth, especially when the truth is crystal clear. Oh well, a joker is always a joker, a kepala angin is always a kepala angin.
Now how am I gonna face my new work place having people like her around? There is no way on God’s green earth that I will ever go out with her. I’ve had flings with engaged women and there is no way in seventh heaven I’m gonna get involved with a married woman. It might be a thrill to some but it’s just not my game.
Ahh I guess I’ll just have to figure out my way out once I move there.
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