Felicia’s Blog

Dear friend, I miss you. I miss your friendship. I miss having someone who listens to me anywhere, anytime.

I often wonder about you. I keep myself updated with you life with the limited resources available to me. I always think of you.

I know you are happy now. You have found friends who are really close to you. And I feel happy for you. However, I’m curious.. Have I flashed through your head in the past few years? Do you miss our friendship? Have you ever thought of rekindling this lost friendship?

There are a million things I want to know. The million things that I have missed out on. Sharing the many joys in our lives. The times of sadness. Times where I need a listening ear but found none.

I really wish to find the courage to speak to you again. To find back our lost friendship. The naïve part of me hopes for things to be restored just like in the good old days. I know it is not easy, but all these questions, wishes, and regrets will only have an answer when I find the courage to speak to you.

As I get older, I have come to understand that friendships forged in the past are the most valuable. In the grown up world, nobody is really your friend. Nobody opens their hearts amd shows you every thought, dirty or nice, that they may have.

You have been on my mind for so many years. And I have finally resorted to penning my thoughts down because no one understands what I’m going through. Sure, I have confided in a few people, but who can give me the courage to open my mouth and speak what I feel?

The only person is me. And I do not have the courage to do so. Hence, you will be another regret in my life.

I wish you all the best in all that you do in life, and I miss you.