If you think sunshine brings you happiness, then you haven't danced in the rain

I don't wanna close my eyes

I don't wanna fall asleep

'Cause I'd miss you, baby

And I don't wanna miss a thing

'Cause even when I dream of you

The sweetest dream would never do

I'd still miss you, baby

And I don't wanna miss a thing

Wheeeee!!!

No more gatekeepers for me anymore. I've progressed to talking to the MD themselves. good good. now everyone's happie, except elizabeth, who has big time problem communicating to those MDs in chinese. haha, me and eunice had no problem, nevermind, jia you and brush up on your chinese. I m sure you can do it.
But secretaries are a bit of a bother though, but it's quite easy to ba ta men shuai diao. hehe, I learnt the technique le.

Now not only no more gatekeepers, no more MDs as well. we've done the entire list and now it's checking the companies at Jobs DB and Job street. phew, it's so much easier. at least it's not direct communication, which is damn freaking scary!

Today is my first time doing full time in office. when the hours get long, it's boring and your mind drifts away from work.. especially since your work loads doesn't require being engrossed in it. I haven't gone swimming in a long time, but... I'm still darker than elizabeth!! haiz, nevermind, as wad I usually say, yao jia ba jing, I'll alwayz be behind in no matter wad you do ya... lol..

Then had lunch. then Finished lunch. okok, then went into the car, oh my goodness, the radio was playing "I don't want you back", shit shit shit. I was praying that they don't hear the song. cos they'll go lyk "ai yoh, this kind of song oso haf ar, this is very bad you noe.. blah blah" but thank GOD!!! they were talking abt business stuff, phew, eliz and I heave a BIG sigh of relief........ then, suddenly the car became quiet coz they ended their convo. oh no oh no, they're gonna hear it. they're gonna hear it!!! panic-stricken, everyone jus kept quiet, "f**k you you whore, I don't want you back." music continued, wah heng ar!!! my parents could not make known the lyrics, so they didn't say anything. my parents are very very strict, if they heard, my dad will really lecture big time man. wad an experience.

elizabeth has done her shift already. she has gone to paly basketball wid lao die n the others. Im now in the office waiting for eunice to begin the 2-6pm shift. quite tired alr, started work at 9.30 today wid eliz earlier on. let's see, 9.30 to 1pm is 3 1/2 hours. then from 2 to 6pm is 4 hours. wah!!! that means i'll be working for 7 1/2 hours today. hmm, hao you cheng jiu gan...

ok, shall stop now, facing too much radiation on the comp now. It's bad for my eyes and I'm gonna leave now.

cos eunice is here..

=)

Last friday was bad, I mean BAD!!!

Nobody was free to go town with me. Thanks a lot to LTC, brenda could not go, eliz was too lazy, baby wong wanted to go collect her zhou jie lun tix and everyone was too poor to go orchard. sad right. anyway, i managed to pull Dawn to go out with me, thank yew, bestest junior!! yes, she pei wo walk almost the whole of Orchard. so nice of her.

first we walked the whole of Cineleisure, well, not say the whle of it la, it's the first 3 levels, coz i could not afford to watch movies. then we went Heeren, walked the whole of it, this time, I mean the WHOLE of Heeren. and, we did not buy a single thing, amazing eh! then, we got bored, bored bored bored!!! big time bored, so we walked all the way from Heeren to Taka, Ngee Ann City there. so cool, there were lyk 3 basketball matches going on there and oso got girls playing matches. I saw one girl from our school as well. so cool, those guys were so tall that they could touch the net (well, that's why they're called basketball players right?) anyway, I could never touch the net in a million years. and the 3-pointer shoots as well, really pei fu, kudos to them!!! yupp, then we watched the match for lyk 1 hour, then got kind of sian, so went into taka, we wanted to go into the LouisViutton shop, but when we saw that it's those type of place where there are those security guards opening the door for you, we expected that if we went in, we were expected to buy something, so we were kind of yk having second thoughts. then we went to the foor section of taka, dawn bought 2 cream puffs. nah, not appealing to me..

then we got out of taka, then continued watching the match. then we went Wisma, then walked and walked and walked and walked to Far East. there was totally nothing to do, went into this cafe, dawn wanted to drink something and she made me queue up to get her a drink, when asked wad drink she wanted, said, "anything" so I went to buy Iced Mocha, thought it would taste nice, but, ewww, so bitter. Poor dawn, spent $4.90 on such a horrible drink. Maybe we didn't noe how to appreciate the drink..

then we went to the Turkish restaurant, had the beef pizza, dunno how it's pronounced in turkish terms. anyway, I bought Dawn a can of Ice lemon tea as compensation for that horrif Iced Mocha.

then itw as time for dawn to go home, thanks for your company, although it was still so boring. then I waited for my mum to fetch me cos she say wanna bring me to some concert thing, so I walked and walked, from shaw, to wheelock, to Tangs, to... well, the whole to Orchard, and i walked all the way to Hilton Hotel there, the Thai Embassy there. I was so sua ku, walked until Tanglin Road. then I walked back all the way back to wheelock and wisma atria, then I walked to Paragon, there were two bands playing, cool, music was quite nice, quite noisy too, well, it's rock song, wad do you expect..

then i received a call from my mum, telling me that the concert actually starts at 7, so it's lyk extremely late le, so she could not fetch me, and I had to go home myself. Argh!!! I could imagine the crowd and everything, especially at the NS line. haiz, nightmare.anyway, after changing to the NEL, it was better, i had a seat, amazingly.. then went home..

ahhhhhh, home sweet home..





then on sunday [28/11/04]

went to church as usual, but pon lectors, cos it starts at 9am and i went for St anne's church mass which was aslo at 9am. yes yes, purposely, I hate lectors meeting, so boring, all lector member when you read this pls dont scold me, I'm stating a fact. anyway, after that, went for lunch wid my mum, sis, bro, aunty, and grandma, had korean food, so spicy, all the kim chi and stuff. then went Woodlands Civic plaza, the library, nice, very nice, four levels, not lyk Hougang, one level only. nice books as well, but i could not find the Rich Dad Poor Dad book, sad. nvm, borrowed Anne frank book, although I haven't overcome the trauma of reading her books and looking at her picture. freaky.

then we went Causeway Point. jus walked and walked as usual. wanted to buy a new wallet, but my mum said no.

then we went back all the way to the east part of Singapore. to East coast, the Lagoon there. the food there was great. so much to eat, i ate laksa. delicious, got satay also, but we gave it a miss. anyway, very full le, so went home and watch six weeks. nice show, very interesting show, but very sad. must watch. it's a sad sad sad show, filled with sorrow and depress.

ok, that's all for now.

no more gatekeepers for me !!!

It's rather boring nowdays.. haiz, everyday go and talk on the phone and ask for those MD names.. so scary can. haiz, gatekeepers jiu shi gatekeepers, so fierce for wad, all I ask for is just a name wad, ask so many questions for wad. anyway, for majority of them, i managed to get wad i want.. hehe, actually, it's quite fun lar. an experience that is rare esp since im jus a student.

Today is the "Polar Express" First Day in cinemas.. ok, you may think im childish, but I really wan to watch. Looks very lyk got christmas de qi fen. dat's wad i need to feel now, the christmas mood, it's so boring nowadays especially at home and no chiristmas mood at all. Maybe I haven't been to Orchard Rd in a long time le bah, whole day coop up in a small shell, if not jiu shi go to dat place where I hafta talk to those gatekeepers.. sian!!! I haf to get a life.

I like Sum 41!!! I think it's those two ppl influence me during the chalet.. I think the lyrics is so meaningful, and if not dat person dat help me burn that cd, I probably wont be so into dat song. thank you all!!!

Been listening to the radio a lot. THis morning Perfect 10 morning madness interviewed Taufik and Slyvester. Sylvester was late for the show by 45mins.. haha.. and yesterday they interviewed Olinda. yupp, and she sang Rod Steward (did i spell it rite?) song.. so nice. I think Taufik is gonna be Singapore Idol. haha, sorrie to all sly fans, I speaking the truth. Den I coincidentally saw the newspaper LIFE section today, guess wad, Olinda dreamt dat she would get knocked out during the final 3 performance, and she did, wad a bad omen.. so sad.. Also dunno why Im so into S'pore Idol nowadays, so unlike me. Anyway, it'll all be over after 1st dec..

I hate gatekeepers.. Please don't be one.

Sign: rowena

nice...


Take everything left from me
All to blame
How can we still succeed, taking what we don't need
Telling lies, alibis, selling all the hate that we breed
Supersize our tragedy (you cant define me, or justify greed)
Bought in the land of the free (land, free)
And we're all to blame
We've gone too far
From pride to shame
We're trying so hard
We're dying in vain
We're hopelessly blissful and blind
To all we are
We want it all with no sacrifice
Realize we spend our lives living in a culture of fear
Stand to salute and say thanks to the man of the year
How did we all come to this (you cant define me or justify greed)
Agreed that we just can't resist (resist)
And we're all to blame
We've gone too far
From pride to shame
We're trying so hard
We're dying in vain
We're hopelessly blissful and blind
To all we are
We want it all
Everyone wants it all with no sacrifice
Tell me now, what have we done, we don't know
I can't allow what has begun to tear me down
Believe me now, we have no choice left
With our backs against the wall
And now we're all to blame
We've gone too far
From pride to shame
We're hopelessly blissful and blind
When all we need
Is something true
To believe
Don't we all
Everyone
Everyone
We will fall
Cause we're all to blame
We've gone too far
From pride to shame
We're trying so hard
We're dying in vain
We want it all
Everyone
Don't we all

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here to blog.. very unlike me rite? okok, anyway, i noe this template is getting boring.. this blog is literally rotting.. erm, i think i need eliz to come help me wid the blogskin again. I totally dunno how to change skin.

Anyway, i went malaysia sunway wid family on 10-12th nov.. hahahas can skip 2 trainings, shiok man.. bet the rest r slogging lyk siao in training. okok, i shant be so mean. well, it was a misfortune in disguise, the trip. on Day2, we went sunway, den i was lyk on the float in the lazy river. den i was having my specs wid me, but i wasn't wearing my specs. den i came down from the float, not realising dat my spes had dropped into the water. DAMN SHIT!!! the specs flowed away coz of the current in the water. NEVER FOUND MY DAMN SPECS EVER AGAIN. Now everything's a blur. Worse still, when i gave up trying to find me specs, i went up n found out dat my slippers were oso missing. WTH!!! wad rotten luck man. there couldn't be a more misfortunate day. it was a totally bad bad bad bad day for me. In the end i had to go back to the hotel BAREFOOTED!!! so malu can. the receptionist, securities, tourists n passer-bys were lyk looking at my feet throughout. worst thing being dat the ground was so piping hot. wah lau, my feet was lyk chao-da can. haiz, but thank God, we reached the hotel fast. hurry up wash my feet. hehe..

the entire remaining journey was a total misery. haiz, we went to the revolving tower in KL, could see the whole sight of KL 360 degress. so cool, so sad i couldn't see a thing. but good thing the twin towers were big enough for a half-blind person lyk me to see. heng arh, at least not a wasted trip.. den we went to this distant aunt's house, wah, it's a bungalow, it's super big. everything was coated gold ok.. [even the toilet paper holder was coated gold colour] everything was shimmering bright and glowing. too bad i didn't have a clear view of that magnificent bungalow. BECAUSE OF MY SPECS!!! haiz, i shouldn't brood abt it la.. they had two living rooms, one big garden and a whole collection of porcelein figurines and all types of bells. yes, as in those type of ring-ring-ring bells. splendid!!! the whole house was air-conditioned. yup, and i was freezing big time. haha, shan't go on talking about it to make you all jealous. hehe..

las day.. ate bak-kut-teh.. had headache because of the weather. started the journey back at 3.45, reached home only at 9.30... causeway was the dragger. ok, shall stop now.. byez..

Do you ever wanna run away


Do you lock yourself in your room


With the radio on turned up so loud


that no one hears you screaming

do you wanna be somebody else


are you sick of feeling so left out


are you desperate to find something more


before your life is over

I am finally able to come online. but not at home la... haiz, it's so boring now dat there's no school. haiz, i should be very happy now dat there's no school, but it's like got nothing to do at home. and funny thing is dat i sort of want to go back to school. but when i go back to school for training, i totally dread it, maybe it's because of the tirng, dreadful, tedious, tough training dat we face. wah lau, do foot-drill barefooted, so idiotic.

went to costa sands for bbq on tuesday nite. but my parents dun allow me to stay ova nite. dere was loads of food to eat, n at the end of it we barbecued marshmallows, but a lot of it was melted. but overall quite fun la, den dat sum41 cd was played, n so malu, i only noe 2 verses of We're all to blame in the whole cd. lol..

it's sooooo boring................