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jiayi's bored.
went to kota tinggi waterfall resort for YE camp.
i learnt to love the painRAIN.
the gushing waters. the beautiful foliage. the slippery slopes. the powerful waterfall.
that's the campsite. yup.
was in a group called kindberry. it's either short for kind strawberry or kind blueberry or kind raspberry or kind cranberry or kind blackberry. the honored members of this group are Daniel, Sarah, Gary, Max, JianSheng, Christine and ME. yup. Honestly, i didnt like the group as in being in the same group as my dearest brother whom i've seen everyday of my life. but the camp proved that he had a choice to irritate me as daniel seemed like a better option. anyway, he was quite alright in the camp. wasnt as crazy as i thought he would be. thus teaching me not to judge a brother by my imaginations.

played games that were fun and funny. i'm fell like twice. injured once. hurt but still play. only the dirty games than dont play. played station game, a war game. i completed my mission but paid with blood. wrong terrain to play games like this. but it was fun all the while. fiona was telling me how she was being a turtle to prevent her life from being ripped out. in this game, our life was a cup that was taped to our back. as long as the cup is still dangling there, we still have life. many injuries in this game. but was fun. i'll learn how to be more careful.

there's this song that i heard at camp. was quite nice. i think it's the song i've been searching for:

In Christ alone my hope is found
He is my light, my strength, my song
This Cornerstone, this solid ground
Firm through the fiercest drought and storm
What heights of love, what depths of peace
When fears are stilled, when strivings cease
My Comforter, my All in All
Here in the love of Christ I stand

In Christ alone, who took on flesh
Fullness of God in helpless babe
This gift of love and righteousness
Scorned by the ones He came to save
‘Til on that cross as Jesus died
The wrath of God was satisfied
For every sin on Him was laid
Here in the death of Christ I live

There in the ground His body lay
Light of the world by darkness slain
Then bursting forth in glorious Day
Up from the grave He rose again
And as He stands in victory
Sin’s curse has lost its grip on me
For I am His and He is mine
Bought with the precious blood of Christ

No guilt of life, no fear in death
This is the power of Christ in me
From life’s first cry to final breath
Jesus commands my destiny
No power of hell, no scheme of man
Can ever pluck me from His hand ‘til
He returns or calls me home
Here in the power of Christ I’ll stand

In Christ alone I place my trust
And find my glory in the power of the cross
In every victory let it be said of me
My source of strength, my source of hope
Is Christ alone

now for the camp song. it's called have your way.

Lead me each day Lord
Closer to You
I give all I am to You
Hold me each day Lord
Closed to Your Heart
I lay down my plans to follow You

I want to take up my Cross
I want to lay down my dreams
To follow after You

Have Your way in my life
Holy Spirit have Your Way
Do what you need to
Day by day walk with You
Father let Your will be done in my heart

You said my steps would be ordered
If i walked in Your Will
Lead me, lead me
So come and lead me on
The path of righteousness
Lord have Your way in my life

on the last day, i taped the song. a bit noisy but alright.

played in the waterfalls. was feeling really great. it was slippery. but the waterfalls area was really fun. feels like a freshwater swimming pool. the last time i felt so in touch with nature was at obs in the quarry. but that was like a 20m deep swimming pool. this wasn't. so that's the diff. the depth. had quite a lot of fun.

the journey back was interesting. got to know more about my age group people. all of us except for lien were on the same bus. wanted to study but they switched off the lights. jo and fion was like scolding me asking me not to study. anyway. i had a great time after all.

i want to say how great my GOD is. He has great plans. His ways are higher than our ways. we now know why the camp was in kota tinggi. why the camp could not be 4 day 3 night. we understand now. camp was in kota tinggi. cause it would flood in singapore or the rain would be heavy. not 4 d3n was because if we stayed one day longer, we would have clashed with the flood at kota tinggi. right after we left kota tinggi, the next day, there was flood. the day we returned, the flood in singapore was fading away. this is how great my GOD is. he created my world.

back to school soon. i'm dreading it.

this is a pic of cheryln and her cute little snowman. kawaii right. CHERLYN!! YOUR FACE IS ON THE INTERNET.

Zafey: jiayi's gonna blog on my blog any day she wants.
Jiayi: like duh. this is her blog. what else. tupid.
cHerlynn: height not distance.
eunice: huh?
Fiona: orhH!!
Marscus: chicken goo.
junling: jie please play pk. please. you like ms will like pk de.~
XueyaN: jiayi dont be so mean.
Eunicee: i want to go crescent.
hUiqi: oi mei, sleep properly. take out your specs...
marthin: did you have fun?
Andrewa: let's go home.
shaunald: chicken nut bread.
Jonathinthan: where did you get your super heros information from?
Joanna: mojojojo

happy birthday ongy!

i hardly put pics on my blog. so for a change i thought i did put some.

here's a picture of the sand shuttle cock i made with yuanqing. pretty right. of course. our jie zuo.

welcome to my dead blog. it's been dead for quite a while.while it's dead, jiayi has gone to sentosa twice. anywayz. both times were funny and i had loads of fun.one time is go there and get dunked. the other time is go there and dunk people. 好過癮！ throwing people in.
some miracles that happened:- lois dropped one of his contact lenses in the field while playing during games day. some of us combed the field and miraculously, Joshua found it.

i found my first bible... in my sister's room.

with five hours of sleep, God gave me strength to last through a whole day. even through the most interesting wushu training that i had that day. it seemed like physical training the wushu style.

my mp3 is working again. now i have an mp3 and mp4. yay. if i get to chose, i'm gonna keep my mp3 and use it. grown attached to it. mp4 looks a little fragile due to its sleek design. and i designed its logo. yay.

Thanks Be to God.

i'm excited about:-
two tourni coming up. so excited. i must train. but i think i train more, i become worse. so bad. my bro also playing in tourni. youth camp coming up too. yipee. no more school. except training. yeah. more time for studying.

back to sentosa trips:-
xueyuan was being really funny. pouring peach tea on people. 幸好沒輪到我. i think i would have push her into the sea. ongy had her way so we played tomato captain's ball. and yiying was like why tomato. i love to eat tomato you know. i thought we kind of smelt like pizza. left the place quite late at around 6pm. rained twice. i brought the canvas so not so bad. let me recall. cherlyn brought chicken. eunice brought beehoon and yummy potato salad. sarah brought bread that no one ate. wanxuan brought koniyaku and i think jolene brought sausage and all the food was yummy. making me fat. and the rest brought chips and drinks i think. cept ida. went to the luge thing. xy afraid of heights. haha. it was fun. seems like we never got to have our photos taken. cameras conked up. Coach came. played football too with yiying's volleyball. xh yy and zb went tanning. xy want to go sentosa again. and ongy i love the potato salad. teach me to make. yum yum. i'm hungry. i thinking about food. anyway i made a pretty picture of a shuttlecock on the sand with yuanqing. quite fun.

sentosa with wushu people also very funny. at the start i dont know quite a lot of people. otherwise is know the face duno the name. they also climb the coconut tree. play games and also throw people in the water. and have a lot of weird weird stuff. but is fun fun de. everyone like never bring anything go there. at the start i was wondering how we gonna get lunch and water. badminton have 20 ppl and need like 20 bottles of drink. wushu have like 40+ ppl and only have like a few bottles of drinks. in the end i realise. badminton dont bring money. wushu must bring money. that's the difference. had beach games. quite fun and no tomato. spilt into small groups according to bdae month. regroup then play games. i duno how to play frisbee.(sry pretty heart) and cannot throw a ball.

played with a newtown girl yesterday. my dad doesnt understand the thing that you can play badly and still win because the opponent also playing badly. maybe badly not the right word. more of making stupid mistakes. shiwei also make mistakes. i called my opponent shiwei. then eunice thought i was looking for my friend. gonna play with tiffany later.byeye

holidays are over.
i tried to study.
no badminton trainings.
no wushu trainings.
not as many trainings as before.
went to do jogging.
next year's cross country,
i will try my best to come home with a trophy.
i'm gonna train hard. run 30min continuous.

this week was crazy.
school holidays are a torture.
the school gave us no breather.
a pile of homework and 3 days in school.
what luck.

monday
had school. boring. then went home for tuition then had wushu. the bad thing about today is that it is longer than normal school hours.

tuesday
had school again. had fun. but boring class. oh ya had new amath teacher. i have a feeling she is a bit like the mrs lim in sec1. the kind nice but boring teacher. seems quite kind hearted and caring. when i was seated at the back of the classroom with xy, she looked at my working and told me on the spot my mistake. seems like a nice kind of teacher. went to the juniors match. they played average. not quite co-ordinated. didnt really fight much. but they won. =) went jogging at night.

wednesday
school again. the bright side, the hours were shorter than normal school days by like 5h. how i wish school could start at 8am everyday. it would be so great. unfortunately, no. went to juniors match again, cause they had no support. xy even skip some class. they tried but lost. =) try again next year. (",)

thursday
it flew by so fast i didnt really know what i did. i did some maths papers. went out for lunch with dad, jie and di at sakae sushi. did chinese work too.had fun that day. i somehow love to the relaxed slack life once in a while. maybe cause my life is too hectic. i think i have to learn to let go. let go of things i love. maybe have to. i'm always thinking when i go jc what CCA will i take. will i still join sports? i think i would though. but badminton or wushu? anyway, thursday was a great day. went jogging but rained so did a little bit of physical. i need a skipping rope. happy birthday gary

friday
started to copy the literature notes of April's. changed too many literature not much literature notes. did the notes half way through the night. had music failed my exam... sad sad. i will try again. i conked out and wasted my money. i will try harder again. nvr go wushu cause papa say exam coming. went jogging. jupi very slow. not fun to run with and she like to leave stuff lying around. so i never run with jupi. went jogging.

saturday
did training. had muscle cram. so ouch ouch. but nvm. i gonna do abs training too. a bit nuts. i'm determined to give my best shot for my first tournament. i will train hard so i wont regret. my first and last tournament in crescent.=). stayed up till 3am to do the half of the lit notes.did baking too. had fun. i just found out sarah is yucky. i'm gonna bake again after exams. bake for my didi.

sunday
sold the cookies. earn money. guys are just interested in eating. as usual. i'm always imagining what my brother will be like when he bakes, half eating half baking what an amusing sight. anyway. i would have fallen asleep in history class today. (means confirmation class) if i werent sitting in the front. i should have sat at the back. i heard that some people fell asleep.

for this week, i want to thank God for the strength he gave. with only 6 hours of sleep. he knew it was sufficient for strength for today... and i dont think i was grouchy... i still stayed awake through the lesson.

陳老師說: 家儀, 你好像失去你表達能力. 一定要趕緊找回. 我等著你送我一個"A"... 當我聽到老師對我說這樣的一句話, 我覺得我好像每次都讓對我有信心的人失望. 嗨!

"亲爱的宝贝感谢
你给过的一切
我们的誓言
已经没人再去纪念
我曾经以为
幸福会陪我直到永远
怎么在转眼的瞬间
你已经不见

只要再一遍
让我看你最后一眼
你的眼神
牵动我的灵魂
可否再一遍
让我感受你的体温
你的笑容温暖我的世界

某月某一天
你带走我给的一切
你把梦打碎
展现你的永不后悔
我曾经以为
我们的手会握到明天
哪知道转眼的时间
你已经走远

take me away and take my love away
没有你的夜晚是蒙昧
i'm miss you baby i wanna kiss you again
别对我说你看不见"

Currently, i like this song, half sad. i like the chorus.
i listened to this song by accident.
let's say on thursday, i decided not to show any gratitude
to the teachers and was with peiwen in class listening to this song.
i fell asleep on the table. with one earpiece in my ear.
when i woke up because peiwen change song.
this was the song she changed to i think.
listened to this song the whole weekend.
weirdly, i never get sick of songs i listen to too much.
just keep falling in love with it.

completed 2 chapts of notes.
must finish all the notes by this week.
studied a bit. slack a bit. study some more.
fell asleep. then overslept.

on thurs had badminton friendlys.
i didnt try my best. feels angry.
the second set with the guy i should have gone to drink water.
my mind would have been clearer.
played with pioneer secondary.
the doubles with xiuhui, i feel very evil and bad.
i lost the whole match because of service.
ahhhh!! dont wanna think about it le.

lost three games.

then,
xy and her bf to be playing hide and seek
on the train and stations.
damn funny. shant say much.

friday wushu class, a bit weird weird.
like the changquan that time again.
just that i practise bu quan alone.
so sad right. last week practise nanquan still have 3 others.
the ironic thing. last week bring weapons dont need.
this week leave weapons at home need to use.
haiyo.

stop saturday training le. not going this month.
as i said. someone teach me to study.
i'll try my best.

jie's trying to make me fat. buy me so much chocolate.hmph.i must try resist temptation

thank God my dad return home safely from indonesia. yupyup.my dad went to indonesia for a weekend.

晚安

只要再一遍让我看你最后一眼你的眼神牵动我的灵魂可否再一遍让我感受你的体温你的笑容温暖我的世界

before the new day arrives, i'll tell you about my past week.
i need to put aside my sports life for a month. i'm very sad.
still contemplating whether to put off friday's wushu.
maybe go every other week. a bit crazy.
i have cancelled my saturday badminton.
more of because i study better at night. so yup.

i'm gonna miss badminton rankings.
when i was being an umpire, i was like training yi zhi ma.
stay in the same position for like one set or half set.
now my left leg is better. getting better.
i aim to be able to do yi zhi ma by the end of september.
i hope i will be able to reach my goal.
so fun to do yi zhi ma.

that's plan A1
plan A2 is this.

i plan to do mugging. a bit crazy.
but eunice ong is a perfect example that if you do mugging the right way, it works.
just like me she had not completed much of amath hw. till she started to do mugging.
i'm learning from her. shall be her apprietice to learn to be a professional mugger.
she scored like 3-4 A1 i think. smart girl. congratulations Prof. Ong.

maybe i'm not focused enough.
i finally got my buddy's no. shall sms her everyday.

wishes that will come true this year(i hope):
-go bowling nat
-pizza day
-kbox with nat, and hear ong sing
-bake my bro a lot of cookies
-be able to do 50 push up continuous again.
-do 1 pull up.(unsure)
-get back my cartwheel.


i think that's enough wishes.
day's breaking. opps.

on thursday, i had ranking.
i realise a sad thing. i lost control of my racket:(
duno how to make people run.
and like what someone once told me.
the way i play very obvious and easy to read.
i owe myself: 100jumps, 40 push ups.
now i raised my stakes of playing games.
every game i lose, 50 jumps, 20 pushups.

i went to watch wushu competition on friday.
only have nanquan and changquan(new).
don't have any weapons.
for the first time in the stadium, i did what i've always wanted to do.
that is to sit at the last and top most row.
i dont know why it is fun.
but it just gives me that kind of joyful feeling.

yesterday, i tried to practice with my dao at home.
of course at the porch.
jupiter run away.
and i realise i practicing on slope.

i want time.
mrs leow once said that we should study and not be distracted.
but i told peiting: i just want to play and have fun.
too bad, i'm addicted to sports and too many other things.
only hope learn one more skill.
TIME MANAGEMENT

oh yes! i finally started doing amath homework
yupyup. i intend to get L1R5 of about 18.
or if can maybe all my math and sci 1.
a bit siao. then humans get 3.
english try to get 3/2 also.

oh yeah. i baked cookies, shh! dun tell joanna.
i owe her cookies.
anyway, i put a lot of choc in it.
and poor jupiter can only whine.
haha. i'm an evil dog-owner.
(",)

today, i want to thank God for helping me through my week and that he has placed many excellent and caring coaches, teachers and friends in my life. of course! my family rox. a family will never be complete without a mischief maker. (",)

我相信一天會是有成功, 我不信做不到.

i believe every day is a great day.
there is something to thank God for.
everyday is a special day.
what God allows to happen today,
is in preparation of what tomorrow brings.

today is a great day because i woke up early in the morning to study. God gave me strength to study and focus. i made notes. i played maple too.
my character is gonna level up soon. i got ksed by a lvl100 priest but i think he gave up probably cause i wasnt really responding to his bullying.

i want to thank God for exams. because without it, i wont bother knowing more about how things in the world link together.

晚安世界!
武術比賽禮拜二就開始了!!