I am Inspired.

Tada.
Its 1057pm right now and im still up. Just found a stalker stalking my blog.
Currently its the exam period; crap.
Regretted not studying hard for my FE because the paper was really easy yet i didn’t know how to do. ENglish Paper 1, History, Chinese was rather alright to me ( i hope) .
Afraid for my maths, didnt understand anything.
Time to sleep bye.

I think i know why i am not going to do well for today’s chemistry test despite studying terribly hard for it and only slept for 1 blardy hour. I guess its because i didn’t take a good look at every single details. So i shall work harder and read every single thing and understand every single thing in order to score well for coming MYE.

However, still terribly scared for my maths. Out of all the topics, i don’t think i can even pass 1 chapter. Indices , logarithms , surds, inequalities, polynomails..  i suck at everything. i am so dead.

Physics i will have to work hard on my LIGHT chapter only ( i guess and i hope). Actually i am starting to like physics. omg. i dont understand what im talking about.

FE is something im terribly afraid of too. Plenty of tough formulas i have to memorise.. I shall start working out by today..

Alright! i shall go and study even harder now. bye.

Just came back from a study group( Sharon , Cuiying , Jia Jun , Yan Hong). met them around 7pm. tried my best to study but ended up talking. Couldnt really understand ionic equations. And the best thing is i drank 3 cups of coffee today. Shall burn alittle midnight oil to study chemistry and history. i hate school. i hate tests. i hate exams.

wth. im super duper excited after i watched a youtube video. Shall share it here :

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=9lp0IWv8QZY&feature=related

she is gooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooood.
im very amazed. asdpadpjsapfjafd . EXCITED LA.

Amazingly, i manged to pass my physics test! regretted on the bet that i have to treat my friends if i were to pass physics.  Maths test on friday was rather easy,confident of passing, but guess it will be a lousy pass. Still, got pass jiu hao, previously keep failing until i wanna die.English test was normal. :S

Monday im having history & chemistry test.  Alittle scared for this two. + Ms ang wont be giving us revision because she wont be in school. sians! The best thing is i do not know what chapter we are tested on. While history is based on source base question. should be ok i hope.

Speechday was normal, laughed alittle while i was performing. Came home to sleep from 1-430.

Have to start cramming my chemistry already. bye.

P.S: sorry for all this short post and its all on exams and test. but, MYE is coming friday! i hope i wont fail any. But i guess i will. shucks.

short post , recent update in life – studying.
Well, to be honest , tried my best to study, but just couldnt keep myself awake.
I am going to flunk for mye.
ANyway, thank god i still managed to pass the amaths retest 🙂
Physics test was crap, definitely fail. ( if i were to pass.. hah).
Next week would be history and chem test i guess.
this friday is emaths test.
ALL THE BEST TO ME.
and whatever speechday rehearsal again tml -.-
bye.

Well,  yesterday CME lesson , mrs lock took over. It was a funny lesson. It was on choices, regrets etc. There was this question she asked that made my brain moved. ” Do you have any regrets in your life? ” Answer will definitely be yes. Though, yes. I regretted many of actions, impulse buys, not buying but still, i was thinking : What is the point of regretting when it has taken place? If you think your choice is correct at the moment, why regret? Morever, its your decision made at that point of time. Making a decision is tough, yet times you have to make a decision very quickly and causing you to choose the wrong choice. Moral of story : What to do? Life is like that.

Enough of crapping. CME was indeed fun yesterday. We have our 3a’09 Chorale Group. Singing along with the songs. 😀 Woke up terribly early today (9am!!) to have breakfast with my family. Bad choice indeed, shall not elaborate more, sigh!

I need a new ear piece GOD! I should really spent on a good one after listening to so much.. “out of tune” music on my mp3. sian ah sian ah sian ah.

TOTALLY RANDOM NOW. @#($)@*#$&@*#(! BYE.

Definitely.. Monday was SYF. Im totally disappointed with the results.. Totally disappointed. But i think the one who is most disappointed would be Mr Philip. Sigh.. I think.. i still can’t get over it.. Yesterday what mrs tan told us made me sad again. After striving so hard.. this is what we got.. WHY!!!! All of the conductors that came to teach our band said that we are stable to get at least a silver… argh.. Still , thanks to all of you guys who came to comfort me. I mean, no point brooding over it anymore.. this is our results.. we cannot do anything much..  I think I got more motivated to do well in my flute.. After months on the piccolo, my flute tone turn to be sucky.  Still, yeah. shall not talk on this topic anymore..

Tuesday did duty and surprised yasmin came to find me and shouted ” KAI LIN!! COME WITH ME!! WE GOT BRIEFING FROM MR YEO!!” then i went stun, huh.what. then she said, ” GOING OBS!!! FASTER!! COME!!” i was shock and totally slow to react!! i told adilah i go off awhile then i faster ran to find mr yeo outside P.E office. Was being nominated by councilor teachers. THANK YOU SO MUCH! ( if the teachers even know if have a blog, ok, i shall take it back. teachers are scary. they are totally new world ready.. ) People told me im a reserve.. then i went to look for mr yeo to see if im a reserve.. he say i was not a reserve.. so i went.. O..kay.. then went back to duty. ALOT of frigging people who were late. irritating. lessons as usual carried out.. after that had band, wasn’t really in the mood, honestly. But, i dont think i have a choice. Did speech day rehearsal new march song. Im lousy in sight reading!

Wednesday, met up with xinni, yh, sebest and meli to macdonalds. haha! yh wanted to prank me but i did not fall for that! After breakfast went to look for jh to get his signature.Was slightly late for some councilor meeting. Had to do a project on racial harmony day. Did some brainstorming and ok nothing much to elaborate again.

Thursday, ah. i dont want to mention.But i had to reflect.

Friday which is today! Duty again and A MATHS TEST. i totally STUN. i did first few question and i think, im dead. most prob im getting like.. 6/35? hope that i will get meathod marks. if i were to pass, i can faint right on the spot. thats a total miracle.Came home and slept st. 5-10. now its 12:17am and i totally dont feel SLEEPY AT ALL. im dead.had dinner at 11 -.-.

such a improper post. didnt have mood to blog.. suddenly my mind just went back to the SYF and thus i felt like blogging.

It happens all so quickly, enjoy the moment when you can..
Sometimes i were to wonder if i really suck alot.
Band always got me extremely emotional.
I didnt get what i wanted.
– Many times.
But now, im immuned to all this..
I had enough.. I shall not pin high hopes and wishes..

shall hao lian alittle now.

my extremely proud achievements.. super hao lian. haha!

OBS!!!!! HERE I COME~!!!!! and shoot. i need injection for OBS.

ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh