I am Inspired.

I know i shouldn’t be blogging in the middle of week or what. But i just felt like blogging because today is SCREWED up. I know that i shouldn’t be doing that in the morning, yet if i dont do that, the person will continue and never wake up from its dream of sacarsm oh. no. i shouldnt use the word sacarsm because its words aint sacarsm but thats what it claim to be. In fact, it should be direct insulting/critisizing. Directly insulting/critisizing infront of others and others may feel that its a joke. Once is fine, but as whenever you walk, the person just critisize/insult you INFRONT OF THE OTHERS and purposely trying to make you embarrass, it ain’t a joke anymore.

Yes, i admit that i used to do that. However, i’ve been cutting down already. Only if the person really hit my nails, i will get very flared up and start retaliating, which i felt that i shouldn’t do it. However, this is the only way to shut the person mouth up.

I thought that the person have changed. Into a better person of course. After its so-called rules for itself or thinking that all these years it have been going the wrong way and trying to change. After all, it is still being such a -critisizer- ( i know there isnt this term, but i cant find any other word).  I really hope the person change and stop making people embarrassed or whatever infront of the others treating the person as a clown and becomes a joke to the others. As said. people’s patient has its limits. Even though you might be ‘famous’ with your peers, but i can tell you that if you are carrying on, wearing a face mask, people will just hate you. sooner or later.

Anyway i typed “it” because i dont want to mention if the person is a male or female. But the person is pissing me off very much.

Also, im regreting my actions too because i shouldn’t retaliate at that moment. I should just wait for the crowd to leaves before i started scolding you. So i apologise if you know who you are. I apologise not because i said those words. Its because i said those words infront of people which i considerably made you a clown too. If i was given a chance again, i will still say those words to you. But alone to you. Not with others around. Stop your childish act and be mature.

Oh,in case some people do not know, i have a second blog. http://her-kailin.blogspot.com