This year has gone by quickly. I am about to have the carpal tunnel reduction surgery on my left hand; scars are cooler in duplicate. Having to use my left hand all of the time increased the pain and numbness, so I look forward to the next surgery. I have been using my right hand much more than I probably should, which is why the pain has not decreased. I would really like to be able to cut vegetables without intense pain; or to be able to type this without having to pause often, but that is not my reality.
My reality is full of intense pain and regret. I can do nothing about the pain, but the regret… It is time to do something, because time is just flying by.