Empty Out Who You Are

by Kevin Nichols

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1.
A little time goes far Alone in a room it’s time to empty out who you are It’s the fact that we could do more In all of this mess I hope you find what it is You’re looking for I know I’ve been hurting Cuz you don’t sound like your old self You don’t sound like your old self anymore You don’t sound like you’re giving em hell And who you want to be is not too far alone in a room empty out who you are What have you found thus far Old reruns of let downs and other times I lowered the bar But I saw something I know it was a glimpse Of who I’m becoming if I continue this Empty. Out who. You are Cuz I don’t sound like my old self I don’t sound like my old self anymore I don’t sound like I’m giving em hell And who I want to be is not too far Alone in a room empty out who you are
2.
Up Again 02:53
Are you up again Are you keeping with the clock Are you two good friends Married in the dark If every single loved one you knew was awake would you really wanna see them what difference would it make And if I took walk in the dark off the path I leave my keys in the ignition Nothing is the best because nothing really feels like nothing When I’m at my best balancing on the crest and it’s a long way down Nothing is the best Nothing is the best Are you up again Are you keeping with the clock Are you two good friends Buried in the dark If every single loved one that you knew was awake would you really wanna see them what difference would it make And if I took a walk in the dark off the path I leave my keys in the ignition I leave my keys in the ignition I leave keys Nothing is the best because nothing really feels like nothing Feel it in your chest nothing is the best be nothing Please But are you up again Are you keeping with the clock Are you two good friends Married in the dark And if every single loved one that you knew was awake would you really wanna see them what difference would it make and if I took a walk in the dark off the path I leave my keys in the ignition Nothing is the best cuz nothing really feels like nothing When I’m at my best balancing on the crest and it’s a long way down Nothing is the best Nothing is the best
3.
Drown 01:56
All I see I knew I know I found No I don’t think you deserve to help me Drown Get away from the edge I found Something deep down where it It It It Haunts me it pulls and holds me down I should be a friend but I know I’m a frown And I don’t think you deserve to help me Drown Get away from the edge where I’ll be I’m here till the end All I do and I have not found it Have not found it Uh for my self and how I’ll reach that
4.
Everybody’s so sure Livin by the brochure Guaranteed to knock ‘em dead We don’t really feel that We don’t see the fat stack You’ll just be weight Instead Nothing ever goes right And I know it’s this time And I know it’s maybe And I know it’s going down Everybody feels like Everybody knows right And I know it’s maybe and I know it’s going down Everybody shows me Everybody shows me That nobody knows me yet Everybody blows back There’s not really contact You’ll just be weight instead Nothing ever goes right And I know it’s this time And I know it’s maybe And I know it’s going down Everybody feels like Everybody knows right And I know it’s maybe and I know it’s going down
5.
Hey look there’s an open spot on 14th And first of three They hit me in the head with cold feet In my time of need Get real get off of me I can’t breathe And I’m not your thrill Stop lying through your gold teeth I guess you weren’t for real I never thought it this far it’s far better than I thought it would I never thought through this far Im in the car and This far it’s far Better than I thought it was I never thought I’d make it this far But then Im giving too much blood to the fake Oh yeah they can’t remember other sides of my name Oh wow hey look how I made it this far Go look and see it for yourself now It’s a gutted shell But listen close and you can make it out Personal hell I can’t keep going if no one can tell Im held up by strings Are you not entertained I mean well but this isn’t my scene I never thought it this far it’s far better than I thought it was I never thought I’d make it this far
6.
Out of the darkness And into the sun I see Like you’re waiting for something to be said I didn’t realize you pushing me back against A wanna be someone on the edge I didn’t know who I was I didn’t know who I was And if the clock ticks Keep the pace on your own It keeps me up in the nighttime By choice And I don’t know why but Im keeping alone I see Except the face in the mirror On time off track I didn’t know who I was I didn’t know who I was
7.
I don’t want everybody saving me No not this time It’s time to lie Alright I don’t wanna be the one to lose it sooner I don’t wanna worry I Don’t wanna be this type And it’s all in a days work lately Falling behind again You should have really been there As a kid Now I will it to be real Now I will it to be real Now I will it to be real Real Been here on and on you seem to mean it I know this isn’t right Don’t try and sell me lies If I give you all my time and this is how you notice the illusions I know it’s true and why would you Wanna to do your son Like you would any other Excuses are really fun Can I have one Now I will it to be real Now I will it to be real Now I will it to be real Real
8.
Looking Back 02:44
Looking back I felt like screaming at the floor Setting back my efforts to get a grip or more Am I wise now from all of my mistakes I’ve realized that I feel better when I stay away you wanna know well I don’t feel very known Yeah I wanna know why you won’t come to my home I’ll make it easy you’ll know Looking back I felt like screaming at the floor Setting back my efforts to get a grip or more Am I wise now from all of my mistakes I’ve realized that I feel better when I stay away I’m asking myself why I’m asking through the mic Can anyone hear me Don’t try and steer me away I’m digging deeper now I want to know how I’m not allowed to make A plea aloud unless it’s fake And perfectly aligns With all the hive mind How do you really feel Can we for once just keep it real I’m talking to your face Won’t hear a word I say You’ve got your complex I’ve got my complex too You’re not at fault for that Nobody’s asking but hey We can try our real best That’s what our parents did I guess The worst part deeper down The world keeps falling out But here we are lately Arguing like babies Please pull my engine out Please turn me off somehow Knock out my batteries Listen to the slowing speech
9.
as I wake up to the loudest sound of my life I miss the minute prior Still in my peace Made a friend who lacks the ability to cry But only really if you need to see tears That’s all talk you’re wrong if memory serves us the best Check the cavalcade of keeping off track In my hand I won’t let go of all this broken glass Cuz I’m not losing that Won’t loosen up my grasp But no one’s there in fact And all of this in my head In my head And I know I’m not right I don’t think looking at the oceans much of a life Give it some sort of time I don’t think looking at the oceans much of a life And I know I’m not right I don’t think I don’t think Should have know that no helps was coming I’ll open up my head some so you can climb in cold I’ve only done it once and that was enough I can’t shake the feeling Riding a downward path It’s been real but I should really take off All the pretty things perhaps they’re just painted on Why won’t the pain just stop 210 foot drop And I know I’m not right I don’t think looking at the oceans much of a life Give it some sort of time I don’t think looking at the oceans much of a life Should have known that no help was coming I’ll open up my head some so you can climb in cold I’ve only done it twice and that was enough On the screen I can see what’s coming They’ll open up my head some until their stomachs full What has life become but the killing of time Just waiting to die
10.
You're Empty 03:52
Beeline I didn’t wanna waste time I’ve realized All of the problems I have Didn’t start as mine I just want to feel whole Oh congratulations you know your worth Now you’re empty Congratulations it doesn’t hurt Now you’re empty Congratulations you know your worth Now you’re empty Congratulations Money could buy A new heart or some more time But if we don’t speak at all that’s like getting higher just to fall I know I can’t go home I just wanna feel whole I just wanna feel I just wanna feel Oh congratulations you know you’re worth Oh congratulations you know your worth Now you’re empty Congratulations it doesn’t hurt Now you’re empty Congratulations you know your worth Now you’re empty Congratulations Oh congratulations you know your worth Now you’re empty Congratulations it doesn’t hurt Now you’re empty

about

If an entity pulled me aside and asked what I thought of life and existence what would my response be?

Where has life led me so far?

Is it what I thought it would be?

Am I where I thought I would be?

What do I think of people and friendship?

Have those views changed with age?

Why are you so angry?

What are you going to do about it?

Empty out who you are.

credits

released April 4, 2025

Written and performed by Kevin Nichols
Produced, Engineered, Mixed by Alex Newport
Mastered by Carl Saff

Recorded at Tiny Creatures Studios in Joshua Tree CA,

Tracks "Empty Out Who You Are" and "Waiting For Something"
feature Miranda Kalagian on Backup vocals

Drums - Aaron Farinelli

Special Thanks to
Nick, Miranda, Alex, Yuki, Aaron, Heidi, Neo, Leo, Trinity, John John, Anitra, Curt


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