lost you
lost ~
i feel like you’re the one
you’re supposed to be in my life
i’ve been searching for someone like you
but why can’t he just be you
i tried letting go
that’s why i ignored you each time
but you’re creeping back in
seeping into my mind
so do i let you overtake my fantasies
glimmering with the slightest hope of a distant reality
or do i shut the door
in my face and yours
because you’re the road
i can’t afford
to lose
myself
while pining for
~ you

Lovely post.
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I have felt this deeply also. Very dark, shooting pains. I have been there and lived there a bit. But I realized God unconditionally and eternally loved me, I missed him so much less that now I rarely think of him. Hang on to Jesus, friend. ❤
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Really good.
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