SHE.HER.

Sunday, July 31, 2005

tOday i got go exercise sia...then now cramp... thanks for my leg lift, sit up, crunches and dancing haha...

today mOrning i cRy cOz hUbby... like so obessed with his maplE game and nvr bother bout me.. i LS and vomit lor but he like nvr ask me... he say he go out hear no vomit sound thought i fine...shit him sia... nvr help maple he will ask "baObEi u ok mah?" then play maple totalli clear bout me lor... go in the room nvr ask if i am alright anot or ask me wan medicine... SO DISAPPOINTED... then i cry and cry and cry... he nvr like that de lor... play maple then totally CLEAN forgot bout me sObzsObz...

tOday...sLp until 2++ then go bishan to find my filer fOr my nail ... i cut off the nail at my toe sia coz like not growing and got dry blood also sObz sObz T_T thEn clear baby and guinea de poo poo, bought them new grass and food hehee... thank god got hubby help me hehe...

Friday, July 29, 2005

iTz a friday so bore dunoe whY aLso...stuPid internet got probz...end up ok guess the modem is sot sia....feel sick though...haiz

Thursday, July 28, 2005

haha so happy today... whY? bCoz for the first time sIncE i know luCky... he cOr me toDay sIa haha but miss cor lah cOz i slPing...nO nEed to go sCh so earLi aLso mahz...thEn i saw his mSg..."got go sCh?" mIracle and wEird haha.. then ohhh he and clementi peeps coming to my sCh for fLoorbaLL bUt weIrd coz bIb's fren goIng there for orientation...hmmm tHen nbm sms sms sms then i stil half way in lala land then i dun understand one of his msg "stupid if i dun wan to meet u why. i bother to msg u! Diao" damN i sWear i dun understand wad it was haha!!! anyway later on he lost in my sCh... dUhz~ itz alRight expEcted that anyway...haha...so hAppy dat i culd see him cOz it has bEen a lOng time right siNce i saw him at wEijiE's chAlet...hehee...sO happy today SO HAPPYYYY v(^.^)v but cnt meet him too long also hab to go for kLaz haha

ok alright now i'm in the schOol library usIng the damn computerrr...shit sia...bIb's com cnt use so huishi came to help then i run and down to see the booking system whether can book back the computer anot guess what... ITZ NOT AVAILABLE...dambn sia so i end up booking the other one then surf www.sleepwood.net sianz sia last night i argue with my boi about maple why? bcoz i dunoe wad to do be at lvl30... to be cleric or ice lighting so i went to the webby to see and read...actually...ice lighting is kool... can freeze lots of monsters and lvl up fast but i heard tht ice need alot of money...for cleric...can heal the pple in ur party and the power not bad too.. can freeze the monster also but it wont be as good as ice of coz.. i ask the people around me and they said cleric..but so mani pple wan to be cleric...then if one party all cleric where got fun? can someone tell me wad to???

Tuesday, July 26, 2005

wad a day today...during our SW lesson...aiN slIp at the stairs and hurt her back... she cannot stand coz she hab a history of back problem...gosh seeing her lidat i wan to cry...can tell that she is in pain and i reali dunoe wad to do at that point of time... i feel stupid sia stand there do nothing onli to see her in pain and cannot help anything...thank god there was this girl from another class help her to the chair and tell us what to do after the teacher call the ambulance...sHit them sia...gEneraL hOspitaL peoplE reaLi sUx lOrz...gO to thE wrOng placE and stiL take their own sweet timE to walk...kaOz.. and our CA? dun say lahhh... dunoe wad kind of CA is she also...nvr company aIn go hospital..let siti go and siti still gOt CA later on lor... if the CA dun help her she can go eat shit siA...
then today.. haha help me fren to get a ger's email and end up telling me that he cannot find her and add her...dUhz...nbm tOmolO stil can help hiM haha but guess he now muz be pretty nervOus bout tml ya... haha k lah i go maple land liaoz leiz bUaaiixxx oh ya bout my acc CA today.. kOolz first time i can balance hope that i cOuld gEt better results ya haha

Monday, July 25, 2005

haha i am so happy today despIte of all the tireness coz... coz..coz...coz...COZ for the fiRst timE in mY 19 years of lifE sincE i started habIng CAs in schOols... TODAY i actualli got 50/50 fOr my COSTING CA WOOOOOOOOOOHOOOOOOOOOO, i didn't let my effort go to waste and i didn't let my teachEr, gurantos and myself dOwn ya YESH!

Sunday, July 24, 2005

WOAH finalli done... today wHolE day paCk mY bLoody rOom... shIft here and there clear here and there scratch here and there EVERYWHERE LAHZ...but nbm...thank god got my laOgOng to help me WAHAHAHAHA...then see lah he now sit beside me see me type i so paisay x_X how to type sia u all tell me..... sIanz sIa pack the rOom...juz cOz next sat the air con man coming to my house to change the position of the aircom in my room and my mama room... then i change the bed position HAHA but mama and papa say change back if my meimei coming to slp...siAnz... now my bed side to side so big like kIng size bEd so shIok... then no need to fight for space to sleep with my laogOng HAHA but this wont last so sianz.. but nvm better than nothing... at least tonight i sleep i got more space no need squeezeeeee no need to fight with him haha...i need a big space to sleep wad to do... now u all knw, chalet muz hab a BIG BIG space for me arhhh... anyway..my room looKs nicEr now BUT few days later, we shall see we SHALL see... confirm messy again HAHA... i go play maple liaoz bUaiz

Saturday, July 23, 2005

tOday went to bUgis banquet to eat with BiBi, Lin, Khai, Mar, Joyce, Nicky and mY hUbbY...oN my waY tHere in the bus... i heard alot of not complaints but juz something not nice lor... we went out to eat bcoz to celebrate bIb's bday also cOz her bday falls on wed and our cOsting CA was on the next daY... but sOmeonE i reaLi use this word someone...our friend...was not happy? whY? coz she said we nvr celebrate hers and claim that her present was too CHEAP and SMALL...*aHeM* EXCUSE ME? her present we took THE WHOLE DAY to find and wad got? juz a thank you? fine that's allrIght~ bUt i wont appreciate wHat u saying and COMPLAINING that the bag is CHEAP and SMALL, whY u need a big onE? to put MORE CONDOMS? or DIFFERENT TYPE OF CONDOMS? sOrie abOut that bUt nO offencE BUT i am realli PISS OFF... especially when is me, bib, khai, yixin, lin, and worst my hUbby is around too...i knw wad u will say u will sure say "i nvr ask ur bf to tag alOng wad to bUy the present" sO wad dUhz? at least mY bF is willing to company me to go lorz..and on that very day we went to find her present, she went out to eat Marche with the rest of the grp...tot tat was suppose to celebrate her bday as well? with manyi? hUh? ya and she said on that day we no money to go eat Marche and bib's bday we got money to eat? whY? coz... WE ARE NOT EATING EXPENSIVE FOOD LIKE MARCHE we are eating BANQUET (jUz lIke any ordinary food court) whIch i suppose she wOnt even wan to eattt...and we are not TAI TAIs...i am so bLoody Piss Off with this...wad is this wad is this... present too small? then wad bout yixin one? even smaller right? and wad? say lin and bib's present much more expensive than hers? *aHem* excuse me? mind u? it seems that sharolene's that bday chalet, WE SPENT EVEN MORE LOR HOW MUCH U TELL ME? cOunt urself b4 saying that ok? itz the thought that counts! dOn't u knw that? wTf !!!!! if YOU don appreciate the bag? that MANGO BAG which reali REALI with no Spore Sale which will cOst even MUCH MORE than the price we get? GIMME THE BAG since u dun appreciate it. dOn waste the bag ok? and stop COMPLAINING if u wan i tell u, my bday dUn even think u guys will rmber ok?whY? i come in later than u guys and plz...my bday falls in the holidays OK? maybe i dun even get my present from some pple, so STOP COMPLAINING AND COMPARING, use MORE OF UR BRAINS and DUN ACT TAI TAI *haIz*

Wednesday, July 20, 2005

oh ya haha today i got back my bIz taX CA paper... and i got 89% wahahaha so happy sia... tmL got cOsting CA hope i can get the same mark as i get for my bIz tax bUdden i am baD at thEory hOw sia... sObz sObz.. cannot arh now muz go study liaoz... haha

yOz today is bIb's birthday haha... HAPPY 19TH BIRTHDAY BABE ~!!!!!~ shE tOday in sch arh lUff and lUff sia sO hIgh hIgh haha...

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see her face, sO high haha and zihUi and hUisHi went to bUy a small piece of cake for her...haha sO fUn today...eh the candle i run here and there to find de hor...dOn play play hor... after all, itz bIb's day and she's happy and so are we ! rIght gurls? haha... we ate at cafeteria 1 today then after i company bib go eat the campus haven waffle with ice cream and during that time ZH and HS went to buy the cake after that bring there haha see bIb's face smile so nice haha

haiz...now toking to my kor...he actually bcuming like william le...the girlfriend dun like them to contact any girls...including the mei mahz? xIong and me hab been kor and mei for years and now comes a ger who actualli dun like her guy to contact any girls...i can understand that...but if reali for their sake, i rather stay a distance away from my kor lor...he love her alot and i dun wan them bcoz of meimei things argue... haiz...will miss and love my kor always... i wish them everlasting love hehee.. kor don believe da sao arh altHough she don like u to contact any gers i knw lahz...but u always be my kor

pengz...wad she want wad she want wad she want ??? buy her a bag still not enduf....heard that libing know how much her present cost already and she not happy about it...kaOz wad she want sia.. louis vuiton? christian dior? guess?? think we all tai tai arh? buy her that mango bag still not enduf wad she want? don wan the bag or feel the bag too cheap then gimme use lah...wow lao u gimme a mango bag i already damn happy sia...bcOz its in spore sale thatz why the price is different if no sale i believe the bag wont be cheap lorz MANGO LEHZ wad she want sia...the day they went to eat marche, bib me lin yixin khai and my boi boi went round town to find for her end up wad we get? feel the bag too cheap? hello? itz us finding her present lehz !!!!! cant she at least appreciate it? so fucking tire that day and end up instead of appreciating? still want more? if libIng realli dun wan the bag lemme knw gers.. i want the bag, then the money i give u all... jEez wad the heCk siA...

Sunday, July 17, 2005

sO sIanz..canoot continue pLay maple...laOgong sCOld me le sObbzz..

Saturday, July 16, 2005

today test die sia so simple yet i dunoe haha...

today went town with maOmao hmmm... we went to far east to shoP and taka to shOp... guess wad sia i found a jian fei thingy cost 68 bUcks, the auntie intro one, say nOt bad, maybE i will try to save the mOnEy and go bUy then try hE hEe... i aLso fOund a jackEt mY kinda jaCket converse de, maybE i nOt gEtting the rOxy le too eXp sia $119 lehz oH mY gOd...

reaCh hOme...see mUmmy not in the mOod duE to the sCh fUcking teAcher mR.oU... i reali suspect dat hE dOesnt likE mUmmy coz yTd mummy come home also not happy... say mummy cannot sell this cannot sell that...wad sia then how to survive.... =( whY whEn mUmmy stil working in the market... things dont go smoothly already duE to my fuCKing grandma and aunts...nOw we manage to get away... things still don go smoothly... whY? is my mummy irritating? or are u guys jealous of my mOm's relationship with the studentS? fUck off dUh~ dOing bIz is lidat de wad... nOt happy for wad sia... lemme tell ya this juz in case any of the child of the parents read this,
" ALL THE CANTEEN HOLDERS OF KHENG CHENG SCHOOL STOP BACKSTABBING MY MOM AND MR OU FUCK OFF WITH U AND UR DISCIPLINE OK? MY MOM DON WOE U ANYTHING, AND THE CANTEEN HOLDERS U KNW WHO U R U BETTER BE CAREFUL U BUNCH OF MOTHER FUCKERS..."
Suddenli i feel that...i don wan to study... go get a jOb and lessen their burden... wad should i do guys... i reali had no idea wad am i suppose to do... am i suppose to carry on study? or should i not...

Wednesday, July 13, 2005

jUz now hUbbie comE moi hOuse...saw his scratches sia so many...dunOe how they ACCT each other at camp also haiyOz... thEn tOday the teChno so nicE also at WKRX91.3 fm... sO happy today duNoe why but now wan to lame liao haha

tOday...guess wad... I GOT 20/27 FOR MY BIZ TAX WAHAHAHAHA happppppiiiieee"
lEtz nOw jUz pray dat i will do juz dat as well fOr mY CA ya hahaha

dUring aCcounting...i am bEing CALL UP TO THE BOARD to do the qn...die sia dun even know wad the goodwill about also...everytime after teacher call penny cfm i tio dunoe whY also sIa aiYohz...then i keep shaking my head i dun wan go sia...then grace tell mi go go then she teach me step by step..at first i feel bery paiseh so i walk damn like sianz go there...when i pick up the marker...she start teaching me i dunoe why i got this feeling, i met an angel...juz like when i first when into QC class and the first acc teacher Ms Kelly, oh my god.. i reali feel at ease...although grace looks like joycE...but suddenli i reali feel lUcky hehee...

today tan praise me sia... haha

i reaLi hate the two bLackiz in my class man...that 2 bitchEs... they like making use of joyce lidat..for wad? for copying her homework... damn who they think they are? so anti-social and dunoe how to go class for lezons...and wan to copy somemore... they think wad? jOycE is a sLow mo so thEy can take advantage of her? to hell with it bItchEs i nOt goNa let u do sO !!!!! sO wad if we are the same cLaz? typical indians... hell with it dUhz...

Tuesday, July 12, 2005

wOah today bIx tax test i think i going to fail sia... put wrong things write wrong things put under wrong headings OH MY GOD...hazIz...hOw to survive sia... at lectUre sLp sOmEmore... seriOusLi i reali hate lecture... how to teaCh when teacher is using a laptop for acc !!! gOsh... brainless adults...

Monday, July 11, 2005

tOday is wiLLiam bday...haIz..cannot sMs hIm or even write a testi for him...sO scare dat his gf will scOld him or wadeva shit... T_T hopE he got read mY bLog thEn hEre i go greet hIm...

HAPPY BIRTHDAY WILLIAM ~!!!!! v(^_^)V

tOday weNt baCk to sCh le...sIa lah fEeling sO great bUt thEn stUdy lEhz... gOnE case fOr acc and cOsting haha tmL got bIz tax test summore hOpe can passsssss

hEy jUz camE baCk fRom weijiE chalet... fEeling bEry guilt sIa coz i nvr tOk to my zai dUi...clarencE aLso cOr mE "anti-sOciaL" buddEn whEn i reach there stuPid zQ see mE likE hiew lan me...sO sad u knOw... and eLf is there hOw to tok... if onLi mOo is there...haIz...see weijiE the facE also likE sO dIam...dunoE wad hE's thInking or was he thinking of sad things again...bUt reali hopE he enjoy his bday... i feel bery guilt sia...thEn when i was about to go off stupid lUcky came then he went in to watch tV nvr even say bYe to mE sObz!!!!! wad a dOg!!!!! rIght now i reaLi scarE weijiE angrew cOz he ask us gO end up i like nvr tok to them...but i hab to keep anita cOmpany mahz if not wait i pan sey her aLso nO gOod rIght? bUt onE thing i am reali realli haPPy to see edward, zhAoqIn, mOnkyi, hanqUan, lUcky, cLarencE and maybE elFie bah????? see they all dOing finE i am haPPy aLso hehe...aLthough i sit there see them tok i aLso hapPy... hopE the next gathering i wOnt be anti-sOcial hehee... and the next gatheriNg the wholE of zAi duI mUz be there... hehee...nOw stiL feeling guilt sia...bUt hoPe the guys there knOw wad to do lahz... oncE agaIn... haPPpy bday weijiE!!!!! we bE there fOr u!!!!!

Sunday, July 10, 2005

kaOz... mOo went chiOng with tErencE at MU... toLd him to take good care of her end up? lost her hP wAd da fUck man... she trusted him so he ask him to take care of the fone for him...end up onE of his fren drUnk so he went to help end up? hP drop out dunoe... i knOw fIrst thIng comE to the mInd is tO help the pErsOn whO is dRunk fIrst BUT ur fren fonE is with u shouldnt u chEck it out first? nOt i bEing unreasoNable or unfair lOrz bUt he shouLd reali take care of it lorz and bE partly responsiblE lOrz and nOt saying that I AM UNREASONABLE LORZ..... cOr that bLoody tErence tell him thIngs enD uP arguIng...kEep insisting that i wanted him return a hP bUt i didn't kEep putting words into my mOuth...sEriousli if he is reali a fren he should know wad to do! and not telling me if he give her a hP his mUm will scold him. ever tot that mOo will be scolded alsO?sO sElfisH... reali cannot believe that he is sO lidat... reali piss me off... at MU there got taiJi somEmore still ask her to stay there kaOz.. i am so fUcking wOrry thats why i ask her over to my house which is much more safer..right guys? am i wrOng to do so? saying that i will waste the money or wadeva shit...bUt for the sake of this i rather dig money out than to let her ton there lorz kaOz... likE hE can protect her lidat
? since he cant even take care of the phone and that wilsOn omG i dun wan to say , the more i say the more i am getting piss off seriousLi.....i know its like mafan i hab to dig out monEy bUddEn please? everyone knows itz always dangerous for a ger to stay out ESP MU... damn u know... sO fUcking pIss off...

Sunday, July 03, 2005

fUckIng angRew nOw and sAd sIa...whY? cOz i jUz declare my relationshiP with my sister, fresh and blood, to an end...stupid right? i didn't wan to also, she left her cd in my mOther bOt ruNning for a lOng timE and she nvr even realise it when she reach home last night...i scolded her tell her as a punishment today she not going to use the com, and today she gave me a fuckEd uP attitude...kaoz...itz not thE fIrst timE shE left things in the coM or on the tablE, thE other timE shE even lEft a diskette in it...her tissue her water bottle etc, and i kept for her? and not even a thanks? evErything on her brain is city harvest city harvest cell grp cell grp cell grp... wad is dis? thEn where the hell is our family's position held in her heart? ad bcOz of dis she can attitude and fUck care me? i tok to her she ignore? iT jUz show dat shE has no restpEct and nvr hav dis sis in her heart already lorz...not i being sensitive lor...everything i tell her goes in one ear come out frOm the other ear then the city harvest and the cell grp tell her whatever things goes in one ear and straight to the brain...am i reali so not impt to her anymore? i mean...i can change wad she told me... she kept my secret for me and ask to change not to steal dad's money anymore...she can even tell me, we muz treat and appreciate our parents...wad bout her? cant she juz change? Juz now i told her, if u reali think dat sabO-ing this secret to mum and dad will makes u feel happy and free and that the whole room and com is urs, by all means... i rather be kicked out of the house than to see her fucking attitude everyday every weekends...she reali different from the ger i know lor... its not i wan to say her but i realli cannot take it le... Right here...I'm sorry serene... but i realli dun wan u to bcum someone i hate forever in my life...if i realli can change why cant u?

today wakE uP @ 4++ thEn watCh hUntEr.x.hUntEr, finalli i finish le haha damn kool killua my bf forever haha~

haIz, today mY sister comE hOmE late agaIn and parents nOt happY bOut it...i tot after that timE scOlding nOthng will happEn already...bUt today actuaLLi happened again except that mY dad wait for her to comE back and hE nvr say a singLe thing... sO scare dat mY parents will reali waSh their hands off her... i know everytime i scold her say her she sure not happy... if reali she cnt take it and have to take the my secret that she help me to keep and tell my parents..by all means...as lOng as she bEcomE the sister i oncE hab i'm contented le... i so sCare dat her cell groups people who keep pestering type... jeez... wad can i do to make her be the sister b4...wad can i do to make our relationship closer like last time? GoD teaCh her to keep her distancE fRom her own famiLy mahz? haiz...

reaLi dun wan to lose my sister...

Friday, July 01, 2005

today went out with the usual gang again haha... went to far east first to wash photos out from hp, hehee...lIn and i want to give our bOibOi surpirse arh hehee... then after dat we went to the fifth floor to eat... jeez my food macham crapz, Hotplate Crabmeat Rice...whEres the crab!!!!! but it taste like crab flavour in the food though...after dat went to collect my pay...sianz sia 262.50 nia... then dunoe stil got work not...jye cor say she waiting for my cor to tell her whether i got work anot lorz....heh? wadeva then... juz got a feeling she doesnt like me at all dUhz... after dat we went to find libing's present...hOpE she like it thOugh the one she wanted is already out of stock no more replenish liaoz... then we walk and walk and walk... then we end up at taka kfc cOz my bOi wan to eat...then haha...yIxIn falls on the ground when he moving out haha *oOpz* then after that bib and lIn was toking in malay then yixIn, bOibOi and mE totalli dun understand then guess wad khai did? he translate everything into english for us to understand....it was damn funny sia haha...wad a kOol day we hab~ after dat we went hommee... i bypass levis but cnt find the jeans i wanted sia die lahz dunoe where to find also haiz...

bUt anyway I HAB A FUN DAY TODAY !!!!! oOpz...fOrgOt to takE pics tOday... -___-'''''