choosing not to fear is one of the hardest things. choosing not to focus on the overwhelming, brainwashing numbness that accompanies the words that i dread + the circumstances that seem to drain hope ; choosing to look at my circumstances and say “hey. Jesus is s o o much bigger.” is so hard + i don’t know the secret to finally letting go in abandon.. because to tell you the truth, it is h a r d. but i do know how freeing it feels when i choose to turn my face towards His grace + glory + allow the shadows to fall behind me.