Emptiness

This feeling which is hard to shake off at times

This feeling which makes you feel nothing is ever going to matter

Whatever you do, whatever you say, whatever you experience

This feeling goes beyond any success or failures of life

This feeling of emptiness!

Emptiness…

On one end of its scale is probably existential crisis – which I am afraid to revisit

I am still yet to phathom, why I go through it at times

Is it a phase I need to pass through, no matter what?

All that can be done meanwhile, is to wait for that ray of light at the end of tunnel?

Emptiness…

clawing its way into my paradise,

devouring any positivity that I hold

How come you gather strength, enough to frighten me?

What makes you this powerful all at once?

I sure am affected

But I wont give in…

I am going to wait – till I gather strength

I will reclaim my happiness!