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I was there. Looked at everything and I don’t feel good about it. Now, a tinge of regret is in me. The sudden break down worries everyone up till now. I understand now that it wasn’t because of what I saw, but the fear of losing someone that was inside me for a long time that has caused me to blame myself for everything that have happened. I could sense that I would lose him some day, but I didn’t expect it to be just a few moment ago. It’s not easy to cope with life when your loved one who has been your inspiration to continue this journey of life is now gone, forever.
Farewell, Y.
life is crooked because it is never straight 