my results SUCKS.

i don’t know. somehow i feel that i’m not on the right track. i was SO upset with my Locus test. i was pinning high hopes, at least a pass. but, i failed. i almost burst out of tears when i got back the results. i know it’s useless to say anything right now. but i studied SO much. yet, this is the shitty results i got. it’s not as if i did not put in effort. i did. just that results doesn’t reflect back.

everything isn’t smooth alright. ); i think my goal on going to college had been tarnish.

your results may show how much effort you had put in, but stop flaunting to everyone else. people may be affected by your actions which you may not know.

how to secure my goals?

what lies beyond?

I DON’T FEEL GOOD. i’m sick. down with flu luh.

);

coursework driving me crazy.

weekends… … …

heya peepo. i’m so fucking in LOVE with GC! (:

repeat and repeat.
again and again.

THE WORLD IS BLACK, thats what we were told.

i’m so exhilarated.

stuffs from myBABY!

i went out with my <3, LEQI ytd. met up with her after her piano lesson. guess what? i gave her a huge SUNFLOWER. lol. she’s just the one that brighten up my day. well. my <3, what can you say? so, we met up at JE lib. stoned, eat, talk and reads. she’s super cute alright. yups. we went home around 7 plus before i met up with my dad and brother. head to yishun for dinner with some long distant ‘don’t know’ relatives. and we went to grandma house next! wee. gave her the bedsheet and left my FEMALE mag there. sobs. i gonna kill my brother if he doesn’t bring back to me. i’ve yet to study! tsktsk. i just reached home alright. heh. (:

SNAPS of ❤ and me.

my teeth hurts like fuck! OUCHs. i got GREEN. GREEN GREEN GREEN. see my teeth in green. it’s not as if there’s veggies stuck in between my teeth alright. dumbos. lol. pain leis! 4×4 powerchains leis. right now, i have difficulty in eating solid foods. i will stop using spoons and forks to ‘bang’ my teeth. i know it sounds stupid luh. the pain will eventually fades away. ONE more year to my beautiful aligned teeth. wee. which means more pain coming up. );

i went out today. AGAIN! i went to clifford pier. actually thought buying a bag for mum. BUT. it’s closed! well. we went to ms next. i’m so HOT. i mean, i feel so HOT. lol. i took the FREE shuttle bus to ch MRT. heh. funan IT mall is worse. literally computer gadgets everywhere. and their prices are so… well. plain boring. so we went to YAKUN for low tea. hiak hiak. and we went slowly machaim like a tortoise. to digest slowly actually. waited 190 to come and hop onto the bus to zzz. did i mention that i just reached home? so yeah.

lifestyle for rich and the famous

chill folks. DO HOMEWORK! (:

Thanks for making my day wonderful. (:

today’s accounts test was not well done. i did not balance my question 1. so. half of the marks were gone. felt so dejected. ); i was pretty much confident in the 2nd question. nonetheless, there goes my A1. today’s maths test was not well done too. i don’t feel dejected somehow. cuz, i felt that i’ve done my best alr. so yeah. i guess most of the people weren’t prepared to take this test.

i was over the moon when tests ended. and it ended my day. i was jumping like MAD in the classroom, together with ‘LISA’. T-REX roars like mad too. *ROARS.

i miss the days.

14th monthsary<3s

i’m super hungry now. ):

skipped dinner just to finish up my coursework on TA. can’t blame anyone else except myself for being such a lazy bum. finally, it’s done.

dad scolded me for not eating dinner. tsktsk.

babies are cute, as always. *grins.

Disorder | Rating
Paranoid: Moderate
Schizoid: Low
Schizotypal: Low
Antisocial: Low
Borderline: Moderate
Histrionic: High
Narcissistic: High
Avoidant: Low
Dependent: High
Obsessive-Compulsive: Moderate

‘JENN the menace’. AIZAT! i’m not okay. ((:

my class is so ‘oh so drama-mama.’ maybe you could find the drama-mama in some episode. love relationship breakdown occured in my class this late morning.

ambulance came.
principal alerted.
teachers alerted.
guy fainted.
lady traumatized.
send to hospital.
send to sickbay.
wallow in misery.

aiyoh. just caught bits and pieces of the story. as i went to find regina to have my mp3 safekeep. i couldn’t find her! oh gosh. nvm. luckily mdm tang never spot check. initially, i used masking tape and tape it underneath my chair. how smart right? thanks JAZIL. for once you are efficient. but took out after that as i find that it’s not safe and it’s STUPID alright. lol.

i took my nap.
i’m feeling high.
high high into the sky. ((:

HAPPY SWEET 17 BIRTHDAY EUGENE! in advance. [not eugene lau]

heya. i’m done with my ss revision. i’m so proud alright. lol.

currently hook on the book, ‘tuesdays with Morrie’. it’s so nice. (:

These times are troubled, and these times are good and they’re always going to be, they rise and they fall. We take them all the way that we should. Together you and me, forsaking them all. Deep in the night and by the light of day. It always looks the same, true love always does. And here by your side, or a million miles away. Nothing’s ever gonna change the way that I feel, the way it is.b When I said I do, I meant that I will, ’til the end of all time. Be faithful and true, devoted to you. That’s what I had in mind. When I said I do. Well this old world keeps changin’, and the world stays the same. For all who came before, and it goes hand in hand. Only you and I can undo all that we became, that makes us so much more, than a woman and a man. And after everything that comes and goes around. Has only passed us by, here alone in our dreams. I know there’s a lonely heart in every lost and found. But forever you and I will be the ones, who found out what forever means. When I said I do, I meant that I will, ’til the end of all time. Be faithful and true, devoted to you. That’s what I had in mind. When I said I do.

Leqi said i was fatigue. i’m not too sure too. gaga-ing. (:

i used to go with the flow. but now, not anymore.

plenty thoughts.
hard to pen down.
as i don’t wish.

you died on me.
why should you.
kiss goodbye.

some random thoughts. met my with my <3s regina for mac breakfast and head down to meet <3s leqi. went to acjc. met up with zhiwen too, to get the ticket. he got lime green braces! and i’m wearing lime green too! lol. okay. i spent 10 bucks on a haunted house at LT6. envy some of the ac girls, they have great bods. i know i can’t make it. okay. dawei and eugene chee brought us to LT6. the haunted house was simply fab. left LT6 after once its over. i saw him, clement. i roamed around with my <3s and decided to leave acjc. the campus is rather old luh. i want to go college for the 1st 3 months. heh heh.

went to bugis for lunch. lunch-ed at swensen. we were so clumsy kaes. lol. snaps snaps and more snaps. shared baked rice with ❤ regina. and left swensen to ART FRIEND. i seriously don't know what to buy from there. DIY. seriously suck at it. (: and went back to parco to meet cherng ru and co. went to mos cuz they having luh. and i went to giordano to get a top as my lime green top got stained. hais. walked around at simlim. stoned to tcc. and i saw SUGI! he smokes. changed my views on him. left tcc where i got frustrated with the guys. maybe my mood was foul for they day. ha. so we went to the hotel to stone. acc them for dinner and i left. walked to raffles to meet sweetheart.

the adidas bag i yearned for is gone. gone forever. i was so upset kaes. i ruined my day with sweetheart. hais. why me? so yeah. passed him a gift before letting him for home.

i love Heaven’s robe.
i was naive.

valentines’ day is drawing nearer.
my sweet17 is drawing nearer.
Chinese Olevels drawing nearer.

i want a distinction for my chinese.(so that i’m free to study one less subj)
i want to try out college life.
i want to go to poly.(Optometry, Life Sciences or Business)
i want my L1R5 to be less than 20.(both prelims and Olevels)
i want to be happy.
i want to be pampered.
i want that adidas bag.
i want you.

i’m insane.

i’m listening to the CD on ‘MAD ABOUT CHOPIN’ by the great composer, Chopin. borrowed from my chinese teacher though. it’s really nice. cools down the anxiety. makes you sleepy, of course.

my arms are aching. legs are getting numbed.
run run run. grow grow grow. slim slim slim.

i don’t want to grow fat.
slap my face if you sees me drinking carbonated drinks.

but, i prefer red wines. naninanipoopoo.
drank last night again.
that bottle of red wine i drank last night was fabulous.

Rosemount Estate
Mudgee
Hill of Gold
Shiraz
Vintage 2003

get it. it will definately perk you up, at least for me.
cabbed at 230 in the morning. reached home at 3. woke up at 9! pathetic 9 alright. bought vegetarian bee hoon. decided to eat vegetarian foods once in a blue moon.

so yeah. chill out folks.