Tag Archives: existential

Sharing a memory of sharing a memory:

Posted on April 18, 2016 by Z.F. Thrimej

this can be called meta memory or metamory. This might be obsessive or self-centery, but memory and social media include the word me… Should all turning points be remembered for more than a century? If the answer is yes, that … Continue reading →

Posted in ideas, poems, poetry, thinking | Tagged absurd, adventure, anecdote, answer, art, awareness, blogging, bored, comedy, concept, cosmic, crazy, creativewriting, cultural, culture, curious, details, difficulttoforget, difficulttoforgetistheexemplary, distracted, distractions, dystopia, dystopic, entertainment, exemplary, existence, existential, experience, experiences, facebook, facebookoptions, flashback, freetime, future, gross, health, healthierthanentropy, hiphop, history, human, humor, idea, ideas, idon'tknow, iftheanswerisyes, ifthen, imagination, imagine, improv, influencedbyMemento, inspiration, inspire, journey, language, life, living, luxuries, maybe, me, memory, memoryandsocialmedia, memoryandsocialmediaincludethewordme, memoryincludesthewordme, memorysharing, mental, mentalhealth, meta, metamemory, metamory, millenial, mind, morethanacentury, mortality, motivation, music, networking, neuroses, neurotic, newwords, nonsense, observation, observations, obsessed, obsession, obsessions, obsessive, obsessiveorself-centery, ocd, orisit, past, people, perception, personal, personalhistory, perspective, philosophy, poem, poems, poetry, posit, possibility, prediction, predictions, present, psychology, question, questions, random, rap, reading, really?, reflection, rememberedformorethanacentury, requireslotsofenergy, rhymes, ridiculous, scenario, sciencefiction, self, self-centery, selfcentery, seriously?, share, shareamemory, sharing, sharingamemory, sharingamemoryofsharingamemory, shouldallturningpoints, shouldallturningpointsberemembered, sick, situation, social, socialmediaincludesthewordme, socialnetworking, socialnetworks, sociology, songwriting, strange, thatrequireslotsofenergy, theory, thinking, thiscanbecalledmetamemory, thiscanbecalledmetamory, thismightbeobsessive, thoughts, thrimej, time, timetravel, travel, traveling, turningpoints, wandering, weird, what, what'snext, whatif, whatiswrongwithme?, whatsnextforfacebook, why?, whynot, wondering, words, writing, writingthisfeelshealthy, WTF, yeahright, ZF, zfthrimej | Leave a comment

Crim reaper coughffin up: a fin healer toxin love

Posted on May 5, 2014 by Z.F. Thrimej

and since there is no after/above, not caring if being cut by a magic rug

Posted in addiction, adversity, anecdote, animals, answer, art, arts and crafts, belief, bored, colors, comedy, creativity, curious, health, hope, huh, humor, i don't know, ideas, imagination, imagine, improv, journey, magic, maybe, monster, motivation, nerd, observation, paint, painting, paranormal, poems, poetry, procrastination, question, random writing, relationships, rhymes, ridiculous, scars, science fiction, weird, what the fuck, yeah right | Tagged addiction, admission, adventure, anecdote, answers, art, badjoke, Bleed, bleeding, blood, bloody, bored, cartoon, character, characterstudy, cliffhanger, coffin, colors, comedy, concept, conceptart, confession, coughffinup, coughing, crazy, creativewriting, crim, criminal, crimreaper, crimson, crush, crushes, curious, cutbyamagicrug, danger, dark, demon, demons, design, dream, drugs, dying, entertainment, existential, existentialism, fantasy, fiction, fin, finhealer, folklore, funny, gettingbackup, ghost, ghoststory, graphic, grimreaper, Halloween, healer, healing, health, hiphop, hope, horror, humancondition, humor, idea, idonknow, illustration, imagery, imagination, imagine, inspiration, inspire, intherapy, issues, joke, journey, legend, life, living, love, magicrug, maybe, medicine, mental, mentalhealth, monster, mortality, motivation, music, myth, nightmare, noregrets, notfunny, orisit, overcomeadversity, paint, painting, people, personal, perspective, poem, poetry, possibility, psychology, question, questions, random, rap, recovering, recovery, red, reflection, relationships, relief, rhymes, ridiculous, risk, scars, sciencefiction, secret, secrets, shapes, sick, silouhette, sincethersinoafterabove, songwriting, stage, storytelling, style, survivor, terminal, theater, therapy, thinking, thoughts, toon, toxin, toxinlove, twisted, weird, weirdo, whatif, whatiswrongwithme?, whatthefuck, why?, words, writing, WTF, yetjeff, zfthirmej, zfthrimej | Leave a comment

Countdown to Curvy Branch, hoping someone understands (doing what must be done versus looks-like-there-is-no-chance)

Posted on November 6, 2013 by Z.F. Thrimej

Posted in addiction, adversity, anecdote, animals, answer, art, arts and crafts, belief, bored, child abuse, comedy, counseling, culture, curious, dork, drama, dream, dysfunctional family, fantasy, fucked up, geek, healing, health, hope, huh, humor, i don't know, ideas, imagination, imagine, improv, journey, learning, magic, maybe, motivation, music, nature, nerd, observation, optimism, paint, painting, paranormal, places to see, poems, poetry, procrastination, question, reality, recovering, relationships, rhymes, ridiculous, scars, science fiction, stories, style, subversion, supernatural, theories, thinking, tourism, tourist, travel, traveling, weird, what the fuck, yeah right | Tagged abstract, action, adventure, adversity, againstallodds, alternatedimension, anecdote, animals, animation, answers, art, artsandcrafts, attitude, bend, bender, blackandwhite, bored, cartoon, chance, characters, clock, clues, comedy, concept, confront, confrontation, conspiracytheory, counseling, countdown, countdowntocurvybranch, crazy, creative, creativewriting, creativity, creature, creatures, curious, curvybranch, danger, dark, demons, design, dimension, drama, dream, dystopia, entertainment, existential, fantasy, graphic, hallucination, healing, health, hiphop, hope, horror, humor, idea, ideas, idon'tknow, illustration, imagination, imagine, impossible, ink, inspiration, inspire, issues, journey, learning, life, light, living, loops, lostcontrol, lyrics, maybe, mentalhealth, message, messageinabottle, mind, mood, mortality, motivation, music, must, mystery, nature, nightmare, noise, nonsense, noway, numbers, outofcontrol, overcomeadversity, perception, performance, personal, perspective, photography, places, poems, poetry, possibility, possible, psychology, puzzle, questions, random, rap, reality, really?, realm, recover, reflect, reflection, rhymes, ridiculous, riseup, risk, scars, sciencefiction, seriously?, shadow, shadows, Sisyphus, situation, song, songwriting, sound, spiral, storytelling, struggle, style, surreal, survive, terminal, theater, theory, therapy, thinking, thoughts, time, trip, twisted, versus, vs, warped, waves, way, weird, whatif, whatiswrongwithme?, why?, whynot, writing, WTF, yeahright, zone | Leave a comment

A trophy that’s deteriorating is atrophy

Posted on June 17, 2013 by Z.F. Thrimej

; f*cking A

Posted in adversity, anecdote, art, arts and crafts, belief, bored, comedy, counseling, culture, curious, dork, dysfunctional family, entertainment, fucked up, geek, gut-check, healing, health, hope, huh, humor, ideas, imagination, imagine, improv, joke, journey, learning, maybe, memories, motivation, nerd, observation, optimism, poems, poetry, pop culture, random writing, recovering, ridiculous, scars, school, science fiction, stories, style, subversion, theories, therapy, things, thinking, tourist, underachiever, visual arts, weird, what the fuck, whatever, yeah right | Tagged ? science, adventure, affirmative, age, almosthaiku, anecdote, art, atrophy, badjoke, beforeandafter, boooo, bored, champion, change, chemicalreaction, comedy, compareandcontrast, condition, conspiracytheory, culture, daydreaming, death, decay, deterioration, difference, differences, dork, drama, dysfunctional, dysfunctionalfamily, elements, entertainment, evolution, existence, existential, expressions, fascinating, fuckinga, geek, healing, health, hope, humor, ideas, impressions, improv, irony, journey, language, letters, life, linguistics, living, maintenance, meaning, memories, metal, mortality, motivation, nerd, notquite, observations, outcome, paradox, poems, poetry, purpose, random, reading, really?, rhyme, ridiculous, rust, scars, sciencefiction, seriously?, socloseyetsofar, songwriting, sounds, sports, status, stories, storytelling, style, theory, therapy, things, thinking, thoughts, time, trophy, weird, whoa, why?, words, writing, yeahright, zombie | 3 Comments

The soon-to-be-father actually referred to his not-yet-born-child as his “retirement plan”.

Posted on October 9, 2012 by Z.F. Thrimej

I don’t know how serious or non-serious he was when he said that, but i think that his apparent plan can raise interesting questions about one’s own purpose, motivation, autonomy, and identity.

Posted in art, belief, bored, comedy, counseling, curious, dork, dysfunctional family, health, hope, huh, humor, i don't know, ideas, imagination, imagine, improv, kids, motivation, nature, optimism, poems, poetry, ridiculous, stories, theories, thinking, weird, what the fuck, yeah right | Tagged ambition, answers, art, baby, belief, birth, bored, child, children, choice, comedy, control, conversation, create, creation, d.i.y., debt, dialogue, dork, dysfunctional family, existence, existential, expectations, explanation, family, free, geek, goal, goals, health, hearing, hope, humor, i don't know, ideas, journey, life, listening, living, love, meaning, meaning of life, motivation, nature, nerd, nurture, oweing, ownership, parents, philosophy, plan, poems, poetry, possession, pregnancy, purpose, questions, really?, reason, relationships, retirement plan, seriously?, theories, things people say, thinking, thoughts, true story, weird, why?, WTF, yeah right | Leave a comment

Even if it’s fatal, there has got to be something to be thankful.

Posted on July 9, 2012 by Z.F. Thrimej

And while something might seem insignificant, maybe we can learn something, hopefully remember it. I noticed and was actually pleased by a gas station’s sign that educates travelers by identifying bugs. Props to the underappreciated, and the details. And to … Continue reading →

Posted in adversity, arts and crafts, bored, colors, comedy, culture, curious, deep thoughts, dork, education, entertainment, everyday life, gut-check, healing, hope, huh, humor, i don't know, ideas, improv, journey, kids, learning, maybe, motivation, nature, observation, optimism, pets, poems, poetry, question, reality, rhymes, scars, school, student, studying, style, subversion, teaching, therapy, thinking, tourism, tourist, vacation, visual arts, weird | Tagged 76, 76 station, ?, ? science, accident, adventure, animals, answers, appreciation, art, autopsy, black comedy, bloody, bored, bugs, celebrate, cemetery, children, classify, comedy, comfort, corpse, creatures, curious, dead, death, dork, drama, driving, dying, enlightening, entertainment, ephemeral, eulogy, existential, existentialism, fallen, fascination, fatal, fatality, finding solace, funeral, gas station, geek, grateful, gratitude, graveyard, healing, homework, hope, horror, humor, ideas, identification, identity, improv, insects, journey, kids, killed, learning, legacy, lessons, life, lifespan, living, loss, meaning, memories, morbid, mortality, mortician, motivation, nature, nerd, noticing, observation, pass on, passenger, perspective, pet cemetery, pets, poems, poetry, props, questions, random, reading, reality, recognition, recovering, redeem, remembered, remembering, remembering the fallen, rhymes, sacrifice, sad, scars, school, sights, signs, species, splattered, strange, study, surprise, survive, terminal, thankful, thanks, thinking, thoughts, tourist, travel, traveling, underrated, value, visual, visuals, waiting, weird, weirdo, what the fuck, what the hell, what's that, whoa, why?, will, worth, wow, zombie | Leave a comment

Saying something at around 4:00 AM can feel liberating in the sense that it’s often too late or too early to be judged.

Posted on May 29, 2012 by Z.F. Thrimej

The usual tiredness, sleepiness, or forgetfulness during this hour plays the intangibly reliable role of culprit/scapegoat/ally. .

Posted in adversity, answer, art, autobiography, biography, bored, comedy, counseling, curious, dork, drama, entertainment, everyday life, geek, gut-check, healing, hope, huh, humor, i don't know, ideas, improv, joke, jokes, journey, memoir, memories, motivation, nerd, observation, optimism, performance art, poems, poetry, procrastination, question, random writing, real, reality, recovering, ridiculous, scars, theories, therapy, thinking, underachiever | Tagged 4:00 AM, ally, answer, art, awake, bad comedy, bad jokes, bored, comedy, communicate, confession, counseling, culprit, deny it, dork, drama, early, early morning, entertainment, excuses, existential, express, forgetfulness, free, gallows humor, geek, healing, honesty, humor, ideas, insomnia, insomniac, introspection, joke, journey, late night, liberate, longshot, memoir, memory, message in a bottle, might as well, miscellaneous, motivation, muse, mystery, nerd, neuroses, night, no regrets, observation, observational humor, open mic, poems, poetry, possibly, procrastinate, procrastination, public speaking, questions, random, random writing, really?, recovering, reflect, reflection, regretless, ridiculous, say it, saying something, scapegoat, scars, sleep, sleepless, speaking, still awake, suspect, terminal, theater, therapy, there is no truth, thinking, thoughts, time, timing, truth will set you free, wander, what else, yeah right | 2 Comments

There was a widow who was cleaning up the things that her husband left behind.

Posted on March 29, 2012 by Z.F. Thrimej

And as she was describing this stressful process to me, I realized that if you turn the word widow upside down, you get mop!m, mop i m, or mop i am. She doesn’t have to mop up whatever mess he made, … Continue reading →

Posted in answer, art, biography, cleaning, comedy, counseling, curious, dork, drama, entertainment, everyday life, geek, health, healthy, hope, huh, humor, i don't know, improv, joke, jokes, journey, memoir, memories, motivation, nerd, observation, optimism, poems, poetry, question, random writing, real, reality, recovering, relationships, ridiculous, scars, therapy, thinking, vampire | Tagged 500 Days of Summer, absorb, absorbing, adjusting, adversity, aging, art, biography, black humor, break-up, change, changes, cleaning, clues, comedy, comfort, commitment, counseling, curious, dark comedy, death, depression, details, dirt, dork, drama, endure, entertainment, ephemeral, ephemerality, Eternal Sunshine of the Spotless Mind, everyday life, ex, exes, existential, existentialism, fleeting, fond, funeral, gallows humor, geek, getting back up, getting old, ghosts, gone, good times, grief, haunted, haunting, healing, health, healthy, heartbreak, heartbroke, hints, hope, human, human experience, i can't help it, i don't know, improv, improvisational humor, Inception, inspiration, introspection, irreplaceable, joke, jokes, journey, Joy Division, legacy, life, living, loneliness, looking for answers, loss, love, lover, marriage, meaning, meaning of life, Memento, memoir, memories, mess, mortality, motivation, mourning, moving forward, moving on, mystery, nerd, new, no regrets, not forgetting, obligations, obsession, old, on the rebound, optimism, pain, permanence, permanent, personal, poems, poetry, post-mortem, purpose, putting things in perspective, questions, random, real, reality, rebounding, recovering, recovery, reflecting, reflection, regrets, relationships, remembering, reminder, reminders, responsibilities, ridiculous, roles, romance, romantic comedy, scars, separation, sigh, significant other, solace, stains, stress, survive, survivor, the future, the past, the present, therapy, things, thinking, time, totems, tragedy, trash, treasure, tribute, true story, Unknown Pleasures, upside down, vampire, victim, water, weird, weirdo, what if, what next?, widow, wistful, words, writing, young, zombie, zombies | 2 Comments

“…As soon as she found out, things went downhill for him. DOOOWWWWNHIIIIIILLLLLL…”

Posted on March 26, 2012 by Z.F. Thrimej

That’s what i overheard from one random passerby as she talked to her friend. The latter way she said downhill really echoed deeply. Steep, ow-sounding painful; that stretched ill within downhill hinting continual sickness. Colorful in the sense that it … Continue reading →

Posted in addiction, adversity, answer, art, comedy, counseling, curse, dating, defiance, dork, drama, dysfunctional family, everyday life, fuck yeah, fucked up, geek, gut-check, huh, humor, i don't know, journey, learning, memories, motivation, nerd, observation, optimism, performance art, philosophy, poems, poetry, procrastination, question, random writing, real, reality, recovering, relationships, ridiculous, therapy, thinking, underachiever | Tagged addiction, adventure, adversity, anecdotes, art, ass, assclown, asshat, awake, backwards, bad guy, black humor, blindside, bloopers, break-up, breaking up, cartoon, cause and effect, chip on the shoulder, climbing, comedy, complicated, connections, conversation, counseling, creepy, crisis, curious, dating, debt, demons, depression, descent, dialogue, dignity, distraction, distractions, dork, down, downfall, downhill, drama, dreams, dysfunctional family, embarrassing, embarrassment, endure, everyday life, ex, existential, existential crisis, existentialism, experiences, fix, fortunate, fragile, fuck no, fuck yeah, fucked, fucked up, gallows humor, geek, get back up, gratitude, gut-check, healing, heard, hell, hell no, hell yes, hope, humiliating, humiliation, humor, hurt, improvement, inspire, journey, karma, language, learning, life, listen, listening, loneliness, lonely, loss, luck, lucky, memories, misery, mishap, mistakes, misunderstanding, monsters, morale, morale-booster, motivate, motivation, nerd, neuroses, no regrets, noise, noises, observation, observational humor, ouch, overcome, overheard, pain, passerby. strangers. word from the street, perspective, philosophy, poems, poetry, procrastination, pronunciation, putting perspective on things, random, reality, really?, recovering, recovery, reflection, regret, reject, rejection, relationships, rise, rise up, scars, separation, shit, slip, slippery slope, slipping on a banana, sounds, strength, stuff i notice, support, surprise, survive, test, tested, thankful, that sucks, that's life, that's what she said, the past, The xx, therapy, things overheard, things said, true story, unfortunate, victims, wake up, weird, what do you do, what else, what else is there to do, what happened, what not to do, what should i do, what the fuck, whoa, will, word on the street, words, wounds, wow, wreckless, writing, yeah right | 3 Comments

The small cube of cheese got turned into dice after it was bitten by the vampire mice.

Posted on March 19, 2012 by Z.F. Thrimej

High stakes, can’t reach seven, cold edgy six under, roll reversing, often pale, curse addicted gambler’s hunger…

Posted in addiction, animals, art, arts and crafts, comedy, culture, curious, curse, dork, eating, entertainment, fantasies, fantasy, flirting, food, fucked up, geek, giggles, huh, humor, i don't know, improv, joke, jokes, magic, mischief, monster, mystical, naughty, nerd, nutrition, observation, paranormal, performance art, performing arts, pets, poems, poetry, random writing, relationships, rhymes, ridiculous, scars, science fiction, sex, snacks, subversion, supernatural, teeth, therapy, things, thinking, vampire, visual arts, weird | Tagged acting, addicted, addiction, animals, answer, appetite, art, bite, blood, bored, cartoon, cheese, clue, comedy, craving, curiosity, dairy, danger, death, desire, dice, dork, drama, drugs, eating, entertainment, existential, fantasies, fantasy, flirting, food, gamble, gambling, game, games, geek, getting off, goth, gothic, guilt, high, humor, hunger, hungry, improv, improvisational comedy, insatiable, instinct, jokes, legend, magic, monster, monsters, mortality, mystery, naughty, nerd, observation, obsessed, obsession, paranormal, passion, pets, pleasure, poems, poetry, purpose, random, random writing, relationships, rhymes, riddle, riddles, ridiculous, risk, rodents, roles, roll, sacrifice, science fiction, seduction, sex, sin, six, snacks, snacktime, suck, supernatural, suspense, teeth, theater, thirst, thoughts, thrill, thrills, urban legend, vampire, vampires, wanting, weird, what the fuck, why?, WTF | 3 Comments