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In jousting, a lance is long and pointed (so people will know for whom it is aimed).

Posted on September 6, 2016 by Z.F. Thrimej

Posted in poems, poetry, thinking | Tagged adventure, aimed, ajoustislongandpointed, anecdote, answer, answers, art, awareness, behavior, blogging, bored, brain, brains, brainstorming, cavalry, combat, comedy, concept, concern, confusion, considering, cosplay, crazy, creativewriting, curious, danger, defense, design, drama, emotions, entertainment, experience, experiences, explanation, facepalm, faire, fantasy, fear, feelings, fight, forwho, forwhom, forwhomitisaimed, game, gettingbackup, guilt, hastilude, health, hiphop, hope, horseback, human, humor, idea, ideas, idon'tknow, ifthatweaponisnotspecificallydirected, imagination, imagine, improv, injousting, Injoustingalanceislongandpointed, innocence, inspiration, inspire, intherapy, itmightconfuseormesswithbrains, journey, joust, jousting, joustlongandpointed, knights, lancedesign, learning, life, living, longandpointed, longpointed, lyrics, maybe, medieval, messingwithbrains, messingwithmind, messingwithminds, mortality, music, neuroses, notagame, notcrazy, notstupid, observation, ohshit, paranoia, people, personal, poem, poetry, pointingat, pointingatwho, possibilities, possibility, pressure, psychology, question, questions, random, rap, reading, really?, reason, reasoning, recovering, reflecting, reflection, relief, renaissance, rhymes, riding, scenario, search, searching, seriously?, situation, songwriting, sopeopleknowforwhomitisaimed, sounds, specific, story, storytelling, strange, stupid, style, survival, survive, survivor, suspense, Target, theory, things, thinking, thinkingtoomuch, thoughts, thrimej, toomuchtime, wandering, weapon, weird, whatif, whatiswrongwithme?, who, whoisthatknighttargeting, why?, whyisalancelong, whyisalancelongandpointy, whyisalancepointed, whyisalancepointy, whynot, wondering, worried, writing, WTF, yeahright, Z.F., Z.F. Thrimej, zfthrimej | Leave a comment

If there’s a negative reaction or no reaction,

Posted on August 11, 2016 by Z.F. Thrimej

hopefully there’s something to learn from what happened. A rare and shared experience actually turned out better than i imagined. Making it better is a source of laughin’.

Posted in humor, poems, poetry, recovering | Tagged adventure, anecdote, answer, answers, appreciation, arareandsharedexperienceactuallyturnedoutbetterthaniimagined, art, asourceoflaughin, best, betterthanimagined, blogging, bored, comedy, concept, connected, connections, considering, consolation, crickets, crush, curious, cynicism, drama, emotion, emotional, energy, entertainment, experiences, failure, feelingbad, feelings, friends, friendship, goodtime, goodtimes, guilt, healing, health, highlight, highlights, hiphop, hopefully, hopefullythere'ssomething, human, humor, idon'tknow, ifthere'sanegativereaction, ifthere'sanegativereactionornoreaction, ifthere'snoreaction, imagination, imagine, improv, improvement, inspiration, inspiring, journey, laughin, learning, learningfrommistakes, life, liveandlearn, living, love, makingitbetter, makingitbetterisasource, makingitbetteristhesourceofthelaughin', maybe, memories, memory, mental, mistakes, motivation, negative, negativereaction, neuroses, neurosis, nice, observation, overcomeadversity, people, perception, perspective, poem, poetry, possibility, psychological, psychology, question, questions, random, rap, reaction, reading, really?, recovering, reflecting, reflection, rejection, relationships, remembering, rhymes, sadness, scars, scenario, secondguessing, selfimprovement, seriously?, shame, sharedexperience, situation, skepticism, somethingtolearnfromwhathappened, songwriting, sourceoflaughin, sourceofthelaughin, spirit, survive, survivor, sweet, thebest, theory, thesourceofthelaughin, theworst, thinking, thoughts, time, timewithacrush, turnedoutbetterthaniimagined, wandering, weird, wellness, whathappened, whatif, whatiswrongwithme?, why?, wondering, worstcasescenario, writing, WTF, yeahright, Z.F. Thrimej, zfthrimej | Leave a comment

An elder got worried about something thought buried…

Posted on April 12, 2015 by Z.F. Thrimej

Feeling single, with many wrinkles this elder questions a former impulse or what was done with conscience nearing guilt causing tears… (or blood spilled?)

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Inappropriegret is the regret of having said or done something that is inappropriate.

Posted on November 5, 2014 by Z.F. Thrimej

Causes and effects of this can include loneliness, affection, humor, misunderstandings, confusion, disappointment, blurry motivations and emotions, and guilt…

Posted in poems, poetry, what the fuck | Tagged adventure, affection, anecdote, answer, apologetic, apologizing, apology, art, awkward, awkwardness, behavior, blogging, blurryemotions, blurrymotivations, bored, causeandeffect, causesandeffectsofthisinclude, comedy, concept, controversial?, controversy, counseling, cray, crazy, creatingwords, creep, creepy, crush, culture, curious, definition, discipline, emotion, emotions, entertainment, enthusiasm, escalating, escalation, feelings, friendship, gettingbackup, guilt, health, hope, human, humor, i'msorry, ideas, idon'tknow, impulse, impulsive, inappropriate, inappropriateplusregretequalsinapporpriegret, Inappropriegret, Inappropriegretistheregretofhavingsaidordonesomethingthatisinappropriate, inspiration, inspire, interpretingsigns, intherapy, inventingaword, journey, justfriends, language, learning, learningfrommistakes, life, limits, linguistics, listen, listening, living, loneliness, losingafriend, loss, lostintranslation, love, lust, makingupaword, mashingupinappropriateandregret, mashups, maybe, meaning, mentalhealth, mind, miscommunication, mistakes, misunderstandings, misunderstood, mood, motivation, music, newword, no, offcolorhumor, orisit, overcomeadversity, people, personal, poem, poetry, possibility, potentiallyawkward, professionalism, prose, psychology, question, random, reading, really?, reflection, regret, rejection, relationships, ridiculous, risk, scar, scars, search, searching, seriously?, sick, signs, situation, songwriting, sorry, sounds, soundslike, storytelling, style, suggestion, suggestive, survive, tease, therapy, thinking, thought, thoughts, tmi, toomuchinformation, translation, twisted, understanding, unintentional, weird, weirdo, what, whatif, whatiswrongwithme?, whatthehell, why?, whynot, wondering, word, words, worstcasescenario, writing, WTF, yes, zfthrimej | Leave a comment

Hummingbird/witness remembers something traumatic (which motivates this bird to be one of the fastest)

Posted on October 14, 2013 by Z.F. Thrimej

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Posted in adversity, anecdote, animals, answer, art, arts and crafts, autobiography, belief, biography, bored, bullying, child abuse, colors, comedy, counseling, creativity, curious, domestic violence, dork, drama, dream, dysfunctional family, entertainment, fucked up, geek, gut-check, healing, health, hope, huh, humor, i don't know, ideas, imagination, imagine, improv, journey, learning, maybe, memoir, memories, monster, motivation, music, nature, nerd, observation, optimism, paint, painting, performance art, performing arts, pets, poems, poetry, question, recovering, relationships, rhymes, ridiculous, scars, science fiction, stories, style, subversion, theories, therapy, thinking, travel, vacation, visual arts, weird, what the fuck, yeah right | Tagged abstract, abuse, adventure, adversity, alive, anecdote, anger, angle, animal, animals, animation, answer, answers, arriveintime, arttherapy, behavior, birds, blood, bloody, blue, bored, burden, cartoon, character, clutch, colors, comedy, comic, compell, concept, confrontation, counselling, creative, creativewriting, crime, curious, cursed, dark, death, design, domesticviolence, dork, drama, dream, echo, echoing, entertainment, episode, escape, escapeism, experiences, fast, faster, geek, gettingthereearly, gonewrong, graphic, guilt, Halloween, haunted, healing, health, hero, hiphop, history, hope, horror, hummingbird, hummingbirdwitness, humor, idea, ideas, idon'tknow, illustration, imagination, imagine, incident, influenced, influencedbyTheCrow, inspiration, inspire, journey, life, living, massacre, maybe, memory, mentalhealth, mood, mortality, motion, motivate, motivation, moved, moving, music, mystery, nature, nerd, neverforget, nevertoolate, night, nightmare, no, observation, obsession, onaperch, origin, overcome, overcomeadversity, perspective, pets, photography, picture, poem, poetry, possibility, promise, psychology, punctuality, question, questions, random, rap, really?, recovering, reflection, relationships, remembering, rescue, rescuer, revenge, rhymes, ridiculous, riseup, savage, save, scars, sciencefiction, seriously?, shapes, songwriting, sound, speed, still, stillalive, story, storytelling, struggle, style, superhero, surreal, survivor, suspense, theater, theories, theory, therapy, thinking, thoughts, toolate?, tragedy, trauma, traumatic, travel, twisted, victim, victims, vigilante, warped, weird, whatif, whatiswrongwithme?, why?, witness, WTF, yeahright | Leave a comment

But poo is in the spoon. And spooning can lead to pooing.

Posted on July 10, 2012 by Z.F. Thrimej

Victim strangely refuses to answer… What happened? What’s he doing?

Posted in adversity, anecdote, bullying, child abuse, counseling, curious, domestic violence, drama, dysfunctional family, everyday life, fucked up, gut-check, healing, health, hope, huh, i don't know, ideas, journey, learning, monster, observation, poems, poetry, raising children, relationships, rhymes, scars, therapy, thinking, underachiever, weird | Tagged abuse, accident, activism, adversity, anecdote, answers, are you serious?, assault, assault victim, battery, blackmail, break the cycle, break-up, bruises, bullying, caution, child abuse, child protection services, choice, coincidence?, concerned, confront, confronting, Coraline, counseling, creepy, crime, destigmatize, disorder, domestic disturbance, domestic violence, drama, dysfunctional family, dysfunctional relationships, endure, evidence, force-feed, free speech, get back up, guilt, guilt trip, hardship, heal, health, hints, hitting, holy shit, hope, horror, huh, i don't know, ideas, ill, illness, incident, is this a joke?, issues, journey, marks, memories, monsters, mystery, neglect, nightmares, not spoken of, not talked about, observation, outreach, overcome, parenting, personal, phoenix, poems, poetry, poo, questions, raising children, rape, really?, reason, reasons, recover, recovering, red flag, relationships, rhymes, safety, scars, school, shame, shit, sick, silence, silent, skethy, something's going on, something's not right, something's off, spoon, stigma, stop it, subjugation, surivor, survive, surviving, survivor, suspect, suspicious, taken advantage of, theories, therapy, trauma, unbelievable, unspoken, unusually quiet, vicious cycle, victims, volumes, warning signs, weird, what happened, what the hell happened?, why aren't they talking about it?, why isn't it being talked about, witness | Leave a comment

Emerging from their crossfire: Juanny Piranha

Posted on June 27, 2012 by Z.F. Thrimej

The Gildy/Wharlpoon fight: a waving riptide viral drama…

Posted in adversity, answer, art, arts and crafts, autobiography, biography, bored, bullying, colors, comedy, counseling, creativity, curious, deep thoughts, domestic violence, dork, drama, dream, dreams, dysfunctional family, eating, entertainment, fucked up, geek, gut-check, healing, health, hope, huh, humor, i don't know, ideas, improv, joke, jokes, journey, learning, maybe, memoir, memories, mischief, monster, motivation, nature, nerd, observation, optimism, paint, painting, performance art, pets, poems, poetry, question, random writing, recovering, rhymes, ridiculous, scars, stories, subversion, teeth, theories, therapy, thinking, tourist, visual arts, weird | Tagged abuse, adventure, adversity, anger management, animals, answers, art, art therapy, arts and crafts, bad joke, bullying, cartoon, comedy, counseling, daydreaming, demons, do it yourself, domestic violence, dork, drama, drowning, dysfunctional, dysfunctional family, endure, entertainment, Fight Club, fish, geek, ghosts, Gildy, goldfish, guilt, haunted, healing, health, historical fiction, hope, horror, humor, i don't know, ideas, issues, joke, jokes, journey, Juanny Piranha, justice, memoir, memories, motivation, nerd, pets, pissed, poems, poetry, pressure, punk, questions, random, really?, recovering, recovery, revenge, rhymes, ridiculous, scars, sea, seriously?, shark, story, storytelling, survive, survivor, suspense, theory, therapy, thinking, thoughts, thrill, underwater, viral, visual, weird, weirdo, Wharlpoon, what the fuck, WTF, zombie, zombies | Leave a comment

At a Vintage Thrift Shop

Posted on March 31, 2012 by Z.F. Thrimej

A hanger (slid and shoved along against the round clothes rack) sounds the shrill indelible noise from pushed aside garment that failed to attract. It agreed (yet struggles) with inertia; There’s a chance to make and hug a new and … Continue reading →

Posted in addiction, adversity, art, autobiography, biography, counseling, culture, dating, dork, drama, dysfunctional family, everyday life, fantasies, fantasy, fuck yeah, fucked up, gut-check, health, hope, huh, i don't know, memoir, memories, motivation, optimism, poems, poetry, reality, recovering, relationships, rhymes, scars, sex, therapy, thinking, vampire, visual arts | Tagged 500 Days of Summer, abortion, accessorizing, addiction, adventure, adversity, alter ego, analogies, analogy runway, anecdotes, angels, anxious, apparel, art, auditions, autobiography, awake, bad guy, bargain, bargain-hunting, biography, boyfriend, break-up, breaking up, burned, change, cheap, choosing, clothes, clothing, color, color coordinating, commitment, compare and contrast, complicated, complication, connection, costumes, costuming, counseling, d.i.y. do it yourself, dating, decision-making, defiance, demon, demons, devil, discipline, divorce, doing what is necessary, dork, dress rehearsal, dressing up, Eternal Sunshine of the Spotless Mind, ex, ex-boyfriend, ex-girlfriend, exs, fashion, fashionable, feminism, feminist, femme fatale, finding, finding true love, fitting clothes, fitting room, flirting, free, fuck shit up, get back up, get better, girlfriend, growing, growing up, guilt, guilty pleasure, guilty pleasures, healing, health, hearing, heart, heart-break, hell yeah, hope, horns, horror, image, improving, indecision, indecisive, interviews, journey, leadingtohangdive, learning, leaving, lessons, life, listening, live and learn, lonely, love, making mistakes, making tough decisions, matchmaking, memoir, memories, mental health, metaphors, mirror, mistakes, mix-and-match, model, modelling, monster, motivation, moving forward, moving on, new, new day, no regrets, noises, now, observation, optimism, outfits, overcome, overcoming, pain, perception, personal, perspective, pixies, poems, poetry, pro-choice, problem-solving, prostitution, punk, real, reality, rebound, recovery, reflection, refusal, regretless, regrets, regroup, rehearsal, relationships, reminder, reminders, resolve, resonate, retail, retail therapy, rhymes, riot grrrl, role, romance, saying no, scars, scream, screening test, search, searching, selection process, self-defense, separating, separation, sex, shewilllightthemup, shopping, shriek, shrieks, shrill, sin, single, sizing up, soul mates, sounds, split, splitting-up, stories, story, strength, style, tailor, tailoring, taste test, the past, the present, therapy, thrift shops, trend, trendy, trial and error, trying before buying, uncertain, undecided, unique, vampire, victim, victims, vintage, vintage thrift store, waking up, wandering, weird, weird noises, what the fuck, willpower, WTF | 2 Comments

The small cube of cheese got turned into dice after it was bitten by the vampire mice.

Posted on March 19, 2012 by Z.F. Thrimej

High stakes, can’t reach seven, cold edgy six under, roll reversing, often pale, curse addicted gambler’s hunger…

Posted in addiction, animals, art, arts and crafts, comedy, culture, curious, curse, dork, eating, entertainment, fantasies, fantasy, flirting, food, fucked up, geek, giggles, huh, humor, i don't know, improv, joke, jokes, magic, mischief, monster, mystical, naughty, nerd, nutrition, observation, paranormal, performance art, performing arts, pets, poems, poetry, random writing, relationships, rhymes, ridiculous, scars, science fiction, sex, snacks, subversion, supernatural, teeth, therapy, things, thinking, vampire, visual arts, weird | Tagged acting, addicted, addiction, animals, answer, appetite, art, bite, blood, bored, cartoon, cheese, clue, comedy, craving, curiosity, dairy, danger, death, desire, dice, dork, drama, drugs, eating, entertainment, existential, fantasies, fantasy, flirting, food, gamble, gambling, game, games, geek, getting off, goth, gothic, guilt, high, humor, hunger, hungry, improv, improvisational comedy, insatiable, instinct, jokes, legend, magic, monster, monsters, mortality, mystery, naughty, nerd, observation, obsessed, obsession, paranormal, passion, pets, pleasure, poems, poetry, purpose, random, random writing, relationships, rhymes, riddle, riddles, ridiculous, risk, rodents, roles, roll, sacrifice, science fiction, seduction, sex, sin, six, snacks, snacktime, suck, supernatural, suspense, teeth, theater, thirst, thoughts, thrill, thrills, urban legend, vampire, vampires, wanting, weird, what the fuck, why?, WTF | 3 Comments

Anti-mnesia

Posted on March 11, 2012 by Z.F. Thrimej

Something that is difficult to forget can actually sometimes be sharper and more meaningful than something that is easy to remember.

Posted in deep thoughts, everyday life, geek, huh, i don't know, nerd, observation, poems, poetry, question, random writing, relationships, sex, thinking | Tagged amnesia, breakup, forgetfulness, guilt, haunted, heal, healing, heartbreak, loss, Memento, memories, mistakes, not wanting to get out of bed, observation, pain, poems, poetry, random, recovering, recovery, reflection, regret, relationships, remember, remembering, scarring, scars, thinking, thoughts, trauma, trying to forget | Leave a comment